Lyrics: Fujita Maiko
Composition: Fujita Maiko

14. Koiwazurai

The crescent moon
is about to disappear in the rift between clouds
The trees
are making a rustling sound

Will they come, will they not come,
why do I always end up waiting
for people I don’t know

My bad habit of always just declining with ‘it’s fine’
Saying ‘it’s not fine’, you noticed

Because you are someone who is kind to everyone
I like that, but it pains me, ha…
Even though you are someone who is kind to everyone
I want to think that you’re only being like that to me
it’s sad

You still
talk to other girls
without any evil intents
I don’t want to hear about it

I hide that I want to cry
and laugh
My heart isn’t big enough
to listen

I get angry because you hurt me
I want to avoid you because I feel lonely
If I were able to say it, I wouldn’t be so irritated

Even though I decided to forget you and live on
I can’t even begin to forget you, ha…
The more I decide to forget you and live on
I fell in love with you too deep, this lovesickness
it hurts

Even though it always goes away,
it doesn’t disappear, your voice, your smile

Because you are someone who is kind to everyone
I like that, but it pains me, ha…
Even though you are someone who is kind to everyone
I want to think that you’re only being like that to me
it’s sad

I want to think that you’re only being like that to me
I’m crying