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Copycat Killer

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SPOILER WARNING: DO NOT READ IF YOU STILL PLAN ON WATCHING THIS SERIES OR HAVEN’T FINISHED IT YET!!

Copycat Killer
(模仿犯 / Mo Fang Fan / Puppet Master)
MyDramaList rating: 8.0/10

Hi there~! It’s been a crazy busy couple of weeks for me with performances coming up and a surprisingly heavy load of weekly homework for my online course. However, once I got started on this drama I just couldn’t stop watching and I didn’t want to wait until next month to finish it and write a review. I came across the trailer on Netflix by coincidence a few months back and it immediately made its way up on my watchlist. As I’m currently following a podcast on true crime and reading a book on a murder case, this series fell right into place. I’m really glad I watched it because it exceeded my expectations. This is definitely the best Taiwanese series I’ve seen so far. Despite the show’s short length, it took me about three weeks to finish it and since I anticipated forgetting a lot of details, I actually made notes while I was watching it so that I would be able to construct this review as clearly as possible. I went the extra mile for this show because that’s what it deserves. Let’s get into it!

Copycat Killer is a 10-episode Netflix drama from Taiwan. It’s based on a Japanese novel by the same name, written by Miyabe Miyuki. It’s been adapted into a Japanese movie twice before, in 2002 and 2016. Seeing that it’s now adapted into a Taiwanese series, I guess it’s a popular story outside of Japan as well. The story takes place in the late 90s and follows a serial killer case with at its focus the prosecutor in charge, Guo Xiao Qi (played by Wu Kang Ren/Chris Wu). Despite his own traumatic past -his family was murdered in their house when he was a teenager- he managed to work his way up, striving to enforce the law in order to help people who go through similar experiences. We are introduced to him in the first episode when he encounters a case that closely resembles his own, where a young boy is suspected of murdering his own adoptive parents. Here we immediately get to know how dedicated Xiao Qi is, he goes through great lengths to prove the boy’s innocence.
With the discovery of a severed hand in a public park, Xiao Qi is sucked into a new case which bears a strong resemblance to a murder case that was wrapped up several years before. The guy who was locked up for this murder suddenly doesn’t seem so sure about his own deeds anymore. With the help of several people, both from the police force and a news broadcasting company, Xiao Qi dives into the case, all the while trying not to lose himself to the lingering traumas he holds regarding his own past. While obtaining more leads, the case seems to somehow connect every single character and brings out truths no one expected.

To sum up the case in question, I’ll start with the prior case that set everything in motion. Two or three years before the serial killings start, a young woman named Jiang Yu Ping (Lucia Lu) was found murdered. Not much later, a man named Tian Cun Yi (Huang He) turned himself in as the killer and he is still serving his sentence when the new cases pop up. When a severed hand is found left in a red gift box in a park, the coroner points out to the investigating team that the hand’s thumbs bear similar marks to Yu Ping’s. Xiao Qi quickly realizes the marks could have been made by thumb cuffs, but when he visits Tian Cun Yi in prison to ask him about this, not only does Cun Yi seem unable to handle this tool by himself, but there also seem to be a lot of holes in his testimony. This then leads Xiao Qi to suspect that either Cun Yi has an accomplice, or there’s a copycat at play. Several young women go missing in a short period of time after that, and when looking for connections, Xiao Qi comes across a specific night club called KINK, where all the victims apparently went before they disappeared. This seems to be the place where all the victims were identified and targeted by the killer.
As the cases continue, the killer (who calls himself ‘Noh’ after the type of traditional theatre mask he wears) seems to go one step further with every victim he makes, eventually even decapitating one of them, and from the clues he leaves it can be assumed that he has strong narcissistic tendencies, or even a god complex. We find out he uses a red van to kidnap his victims, and after he’s bound and gagged them in the back, he makes a habit of driving them by their families’ houses or park just next to someone they know. It’s an incredibly sadistic thing, as the victim can see their relatives standing just outside but are unable to scream for help. As the van’s windows are tinted and the inside is soundproof, the people outside can’t look in or hear any sounds from the van. As if this isn’t cruel enough, Noh even starts calling the victims’ family members and makes them do things, from going on the news to beg and apologize to him, to crawling on the streets on all fours, in order to appease him. He seems to be taking pleasure from his kidnappings and makes a media spectacle out of them, but it’s dehumanizing to see what he makes the desperate relatives do, all the more because he never intends to release his victims alive. Not only that, the way he leaves behind their bodies always has a ridiculing element to it.
The severed hands belonged to a woman who mainly used her hands for work (as a bank clerk counting money and an aspiring hand model). A woman hiding her conversion to catholicism from her buddhist family is left hanging over a cross at a catholic graveyard. Yu Ping, an aspiring illustrator, was photographed in poses from her own drawings.
Arrows start pointing to different people throughout the story, and it becomes clear that there must have been more than one person at play. In the end, to everyone’s surprise, Noh turns out to be a well-known public figure whose manic obsession with attention ultimately brings a whole bunch of innocent lives down with him.

Before I go into more detail about the story and the main characters, I just want to note down a few aspects that I found compliment-worthy in this show. First of all, I found it very interesting that Xiao Qi, the good guy, is mentally unstable himself. He is still suffering from his own trauma and takes medicine for ‘a headache’ throughout the whole show. At one point, he’s pushed to his breaking point to the extent of personally going after the culprit, something that would seem unthinkable as he was always able to restrain himself no matter how frustrated he got. He was always the one calming other people down, agreeing to their frustrations on the case but always steadfast on using legal manners to solve it. It just proves that, no matter how calm and professional someone strives to be when it comes to dealing with horrific cases according to the law, there is always a breaking point, everyone has a limit. One thing that I generally found powerful was that, even in the bad guys’ cases, every single character is depicted with incredible humanity. Even in their greed or obsession or mania, many different sides of human behavior are shown in a very raw and realistic way. I thought it was powerful not to just go for dramatic developments and exaggerated acting, but really exposing the human mind to its darkest extent so genuinely.
Secondly, I really appreciated the theme of how destructive the media can be. In a way, the show I watched before this, Twenty-Five Twenty-One, which also focussed on the news business in the late 90s, connects to this. I was also reminded of 3-nen A-gumi, in the sense that mass media can really push people over the edge. In the case of Copycat Killer, as there’s no social media active yet, Noh uses the news as the main platform to gain more attention for his killings. Not just that, he even strives to cause a hype around it. He wants to create a spectacle, and it’s nauseating to see how people go along with it. The show really creates a goosebump-inducing image of how manipulative mass media can be, and how some people can completely lose themselves in their obsession with attention. Just imagine if the social media element had been added to this story, who knows how many different platforms Noh would’ve used? Scary stuff.
After finding out the truth about everything and why Noh did what he did, it makes the murders that took place even more senseless and cruel. While initially it seems like the killer targets specific victims and then uses aspects of their personal lives to humiliate them, in the end it isn’t even about the victims. Every single crime he commits is executed purely to gain attention and that makes it an even more bitter pill to swallow.

I’d like to go through the main characters one by one and try to clearly establish how they’re all connected. I find it hard to determine how to begin, because everyone is so intricately connected and I want to make sure I cover everyone in a well-constructed order. I think I will begin with the three key characters that represent the three key perspectives of the case: the law, the police and the news.
First of all, our main character Guo Xiao Qi, who represents the law. As I already mentioned, he went through a traumatic event in his past. When he was just a teenager, he came home one day to find his father, mother and little sister murdered in the house. It’s later revealed that this trauma is only amplified by the fact that Xiao Qi blames himself for what happened. At the time, there was a loan shark lurking around since his dad owed him money. After fighting with his dad one day, Xiao Qi ran out and happened to bump into this loan shark. In his anger toward his dad at that moment, he told him that his family did have the money they owed him. When he came home later that day, the police was just dragging this loan shark away from his house. We don’t get to see exactly how Xiao Qi grew up after this happened, but he was raised by his uncle (Yu An Shun) who’s a taxi driver. Knowing the extent of Xiao Qi’s trauma, his uncle has always been a loving and supportive figure to him, caring and worrying about him as if he were his own son.
When Xiao Qi first became a prosecutor, his superior provided him with psychological therapy because he wasn’t 100% convinced that Xiao Qi’s trauma wouldn’t come back to haunt him as he worked on some cases. This therapist is Hu Yun Hui (played by Ke Jia Yan/Alice Ke). Something blossomed between the two of them, and while we don’t get a clear insight into their relationship, at the time of the serial killings, they are ex-lovers. We don’t exactly learn under which circumstances they broke up, but I assumed it will have had something to do with the fact that their jobs became too intertwined: Yun Hui was assigned to be Tian Cun Yi’s therapist after he was put in prison. Despite their break-up, they are still on good terms and it’s clear that they still care about each other a lot, to the extent of still harboring romantic feelings.
Representing the police force, we have Lin Shang Yong (played by Tuo Zong Hua). He’s called Mr. Yong by Xiao Qi, which suggests they’ve worked together before. Almost at retirement age, Mr. Yong starts cooperating with Xiao Qi on the newly occuring cases, assisted by his loyal assistant Zhang Da Chao (Yan Xi Hou). Things take a turn for the worse when Mr. Yong’s own daughter Yu Tong (Ally Chiu), who also regularly visited Club KINK, goes missing and he himself becomes one of the relatives manipulated by Noh’s antics. Despite his history of being a police officer for 30 years, he can’t not hold a personal grudge and even attacks a few suspects in the process, the last one leaving him comatose after pushing him from a construction site building. After he recovers, he takes back his place in the investigation and helps clear Xiao Qi’s name after he personally assaults the culprit. Luckily, he is able to reunite with his daughter in the end; Yu Tong is the only victim who makes it out alive.
Lastly, representing the news, we have Lu Yan Zhen (played by Jiang Yi Rong/Cammy Jiang). As a rookie reporter, she mainly just looks up to her senior news anchors and producers, but she has a special link to the case: she was Yu Ping’s best friend and housemate. In her desperation to get justice for her friend, Yan Zhen strives to get more attention for the missing women’s cases in their city, and that’s how she also gets involved with Xiao Qi and ultimately becomes a strong ally to him. At some point she makes her own documentary special about the missing women, and in the final episode we see that she made it to news anchor and gets to air her own show about it as well.

Before I go on to the news station and link more characters together through that, I just want to briefly comment on all the victims that were depicted throughout the story. As I mentioned before, the cruelty of Noh’s actions was made even worse by the fact that in the end he really just killed young women for publicity, there wasn’t even a personal motive or anything. Not that that would have justified it, but the fact that it was random and meaningless just makes it all the more despicable. I made a list of the victims in the order of disappearance and what they did. I will elaborate a bit more on the cases involving Cin Yi Jun and Yu Tong.
The first victim, as established, was Jiang Yu Ping, Yan Zhen’s best friend who was aiming to become an illustrator. After her body was found, polaroid pictures were discovered on the scene that showed her in specific positions, eg. with her arms tied in certain ways above her head or her legs folded a certain way. Xiao Qi later discovers drawings Yu Ping made in her notebooks, containing images of women in these exact poses, probably to practice drawing anatomical positions.
The first case that’s covered elaborately in the story is the one of Ci Yi Jun, the woman with the braids. Her grandfather, Ma Yi Nan (Chen Bo Zheng) owns a buddhist temple, and she goes missing when she hasn’t been in contact with him for a while, even though they are very close. Her mother is in the hospital, I believe this happened shortly after she disappeared. We see several scenes of Yi Jun when she’s still alive, for example when the killer drives his truck right by her grandpa’s temple and she can see him standing there, but also when she’s being held, shackled and maimed by the killer. Her grandfather receives several red gift boxes, one with one of her braids and the other with her blood-soaked bra in it. Not only that, when he’s driven to appear on the news by Noh, he has to hear several hateful comments from people claiming Yi Jun had it coming, she was too outgoing and went to that night club by herself, he should’ve raised her better. It broke my heart to watch him sit there being like, ‘how can you say such a thing’, not even getting angry, just completely incomprehensive to how people could be so cruel and detached from what his family was going through.
All in all, this arc made me so incredibly angry and my heart broke into a thousand pieces for this precious old man who loved his dear granddaughter so much. I legit cried during this entire arc, when he was humiliated by Noh to crawl down the street on all fours, when he received all those disgusting comments, when he was brought to the place where Yi Jun’s body was found, and when at Yi Jun’s wake he heard that she’d secretly converted to catholicism and he just cried to her portrait that none of that mattered to him, that it was enough that she’d always been such a kind girl. Even typing this out brings back the tears, istg. Also the way her body was draped over that catholic cross and the protective charm he gave her had been put around her neck in that ridiculing manner… I can only be glad that I can’t relate to how one could be so cruel to not only kidnap, abuse and murder an innocent young woman, but to also inflict such cruelty and humiliation on their relatives, purely to create a news spectacle.
The next victim is Yu Tong’s friend Yuan Zi Qing, and I believe that she was kidnapped purely with the objective of getting to Yu Tong. As she was being tortured, the kidnapper asked her to reveal a secret before he would return her clothes, and that’s when she mentioned she and Yu Tong were planning on opening a clothing store together. The next moment, Yu Tong was also suddenly missing, so I just guessed the cases were connected. Playing cruelly on a memory in which Mr. Yong once accidentally left Yu Tong alone at a playground when she was still very young, Noh leaves a clue that they should look around ‘the place where the useless cop forgot his daughter’. It is there that they find Zi Qing’s body, positioned on the top of a slide, covered with a white cloth, and when they remove the cloth, it becomes clear that her head has been severed from her body. This is what I meant by Noh going one step further with each victim, because apart from the severed hands, he never cut off his victim’s head before. Again, it’s so tragic that Zi Qing had to go through this, partly together with Yu Tong as they were kept in the same room for a while, and that this was probably the killer’s punishment for her after she and Yu Tong had attempted to escape.
While Yu Tong is being held captive, she is also driven right by her father outside of the broadcasting station in the red van. As Mr. Yong doesn’t take too long to recognize the red van parked somewhere else a day later, they are quickly able to establish that the killer has been driving his victims around. Yu Tong is forced to watch her own father beg Noh to bring her back on the news. The two of them weren’t on great terms before, he criticized her for going out dancing at Club KINK and was against her dream of starting a clothing store with Zi Qing, but that makes it all the more painful for the both of them, because they left on regretful terms. Even though Yu Tong is the only victim who manages to escape, she isn’t able to reunite with her dad right away. At the time, Mr. Yong himself is still recovering in the hospital, and when they finally meet she initially can’t even speak properly, that’s how traumatized she is. Luckily they are both able to make a full recovery and Yu Tong gets to open her own clothing store in the final episode, fulfilling the dream she shared with Zi Qing after all.
These are the victims of the serial killer case, the orchestrated killings set up by Noh to create spectacular news stories that fascinate people. After this, as the investigation draws closer to a solution, Noh goes on to act in a more direct and personal way, inflicting even more meaningless damage to innocent lives.

Before moving on to that, let me talk about the TNB news station, the one where Yan Zhen works. It’s the workplace of several important characters, and therefore also connects a lot of people in the case. Yan Zhen works on a team led by news anchor and producer Yao Ya Ci (played by Lin Xin Ru/Ruby Lin). As one of the main producers at the station, Ya Ci gets a lot of freedom on what kind of news items to research and broadcast, so basically no one dares tell her she’s not allowed to do something, that’s the status she has. She has her own program called Call In Frontline, in which viewers can call directly into the broadcast with questions they have for the appearing guests. This show becomes even bigger when they start featuring relatives of the missing women from the serial killer case, like Yi Jin’s grandpa and Mr. Yong. At the news station, besides her team there is another one, led by a man named Chen He Ping (played by Yao Chun Yao/Jack Yao). While Yan Zhen initially respects her the most, after getting Ma Yi Nan on the show to talk about his granddaughter’s disappearance and Ya Ci treats him like a cold and objective reporter, this angers Yan Zhen and she leaves Ya Ci’s team, only to eventually come back and switch to He Ping’s team.
On Chen He Ping’s team, there’s a photographer named Hu Jian He (Xia Teng Hong), who happens to be Hu Yun Hui’s younger brother. He appears with Chen He Ping on several sites, for example when the first severed hand is found, but he’s also spotted taking pictures in Club KINK. Because of his shady appearance -he has a wicked scar over the left side of his face- and the fact that one of the victims was last spotted talking to him in the club before she disappeared, Jian He becomes one of the suspects early on in the investigation. At some point we find out that he’s friends with a guy who often DJs at Club KINK, Shen Jia Wen (Fan Shao Xun/Fandy Fan), who then also becomes a suspect.

Honestly, from the first time I saw Shen Jia Wen, I thought he was suspicious. He just had this vibe about him that gave me the shivers. He’s also shown talking to Yu Tong at Club KINK when she’s worried about the disappearance of her friend, before she herself is even kidnapped. Despite my suspicions about him, I was still quite surprised that they already revealed his actual involvement in the case so early on. We see that he’s the one keeping Yu Tong and her friend locked up in episode 4, where he goes so far as to even strangle Yu Tong. However, I did feel like he wasn’t working on his own from the start. He was way too out of control to maintain the organized routine in which Noh was dealing with those women. This suspicion was only confirmed after he died halfway through the show, because it was way too early to wrap things up and it was too much of an unhinged accident to let Noh die like that. When the ins and outs of what truly happened are revealed, it made perfect sense how they got him to participate, but I still thought he was a big liability because of his psychoses. He would’ve never been able to carry this whole thing on his own. On the other hand, what he did was equally bad and I found it a bit problematic how the story at some point seemed to create sympathy for him and his circumstances. Like, how the things he was responsible for all originated from his own trauma, and how that would justify his insanity. We find out that Jia Wen’s mother had PND, which developed into psychosis after losing her first child, a daughter. When Jia Wen was born, not only did she name him after her deceased daughter, she also started treating him as if he was said daughter, dressing him up in dresses, putting lipstick on him etc. This was so traumatic for Jia Wen that he started seeing his dead sister everywhere, and whenever she appeared he would slip into a psychotic episode as he tried to get rid of her. In these psychoses, he would completely lose control over his actions and often blindly assault someone. It’s been happening ever since he was young, even one time when he stood up for Jian He and he almost strangled their classmate, for which Jian He received a criminal record. The first time it really goes awry is when his (childhood? girl-?)friend visits his house and discovers the dresses in his old room. He ends up accidentally strangling her to death, leaving a lipstick mark on her face. This later becomes another signature mark of Noh’s killings, together with the thumb cuff marks. In the end, it was undeniably sad what happened to him, he should’ve gotten serious help, but it was also frustrating since every single person directly involved in the case fell away without being brought to justice.
I felt so incredibly bad for Jian He. Jia Wen was his friend, the person who always stuck up for him in school, and he just wanted to be of equal support to him. He never even knew about Jia Wen’s involvement in the serial killings, he just saw that he was acting weirdly and was urging him to turn himself in for whatever it was he did. He shouldn’t have gotten in that car, especially after realizing he had someone (Yu Tong) in the trunk, and it was awful how he came to die in that car accident, like collateral damage in a case he had nothing to do with. It was also heartbreaking to see this news get delivered to Yun Hui, his only remaining family. They only had each other, and it was so sad to see this happen because it was so meaningless for him to die. I felt really bad for him, he just wanted to help his friend no matter the bad things he’d done. The fact that he was initially suspected purely based on his appearance was also wry, especially after we find out he really didn’t know about anything. He was even beaten up by Mr. Yong at some point, just because he was a suspect in Yu Tong’s case. Honestly, my heart broke when Yun Hui got that recording of him calling a consulting line to get advice on how to help his friend. In the recording he mentioned that he didn’t want to bother his sister with his problems because she already was the ’emotional trash can’ of so many people in her job as a psychological therapist. Jian He and Yun Hui both deserved better.

I’m not exactly sure when it happens, but after Jia Wen and Jian He get into that accident, Xiao Qi suddenly notices Chen He Ping and how he also visited many places that passed the investigation. He realizes how Chen He Ping could be involved surprisingly fast, and then they basically give it away altogether: Chen He Ping is the mastermind behind all the killings so far, including Yu Ping. Everything began when he was starting out at TNB on Ya Ci’s team and she asked him to report on an illegal sex club that was hidden behind an adult DVD store. However, seeing the footage he shot and especially the pleasure with which he talked about what he’d seen there, Ya Ci is grossed out and tells him to drop it and even kicks him off her team. Rejected by a superior he was so desperate to impress, He Ping’s obsession with creating spectacular news stories take on radical proportions. He met Shen Jia Wen at that illegal sex club, and together with him, Tian Cun Yi, who was taking pictures there, and Jian Jia Tang (Yu Chie Xu), who worked at the DVD store, the four of them started their own little band, taking pleasure from watching women get sadistic treatment. Together, the four of them targeted Yu Ping as their first victim, but as their cruel treatment continued, Cun Yi started having second thoughts. He started to feel that it wasn’t right to take pictures of a woman like this, but he wasn’t able to save her when He Ping got the ‘spontaneous’ idea of killing her. As he felt guilty for standing idly by while she was killed, in combination with the fact that He Ping was threatening to do something to his hospitalized father, Cun Yi took the blame for Yu Ping’s murder. However, as more information comes to the surface and they start doubting Cun Yi’s testimony, despite his therapy sessions, Cun Yi ends up stabbing himself in the throat with a pen, right in front of Yun Hui.
This was so shocking to me, honestly, because I felt like he would’ve been able to testify against He Ping in the end. He’d basically already admitted the truth to Yun Hui at that point, but he couldn’t bear the guilt he felt towards Yu Ping and the fear he felt from He Ping blackmailing him with his father. In the end, though, the final letter he sent to Yun Hui in which he claimed his own innocence and the fact that He Ping was behind it all, is found by the police and with this evidence they are able to set up a plan to publicly expose He Ping. But it was sad that so many innocent lives were lost, including Cun Yi’s. Of course he was still partly involved, he’d aided in the kidnapping of Yu Ping and took pictures of her. Also, he didn’t step in when the others were actively hurting her. But the fact that he felt true remorse, enough to take the full blame as the killer to atone for his cowardice, I thought that at least meant something.

Talking about innocent lives, poor Yun Hui. Seriously, she did not deserve a single blow she was dealt. First she loses her younger brother, then her client commits suicide in front of her, and just when she’s recovered from that she herself is murdered by He Ping purely because she’s the person Xiao Qi cares about the most. I cannot deny that the scene in which Xiao Qi and Yun Hui held hands and talked about how they could start over already made a lot of alarm bells go off in my head. From every angle it just felt like foreshadowing, like how you can always sense that they’re going to kill off a side character after just revealing their sad backstory. The way they were like, ‘when all of this is over, we could start anew’, just made me go, ‘why do I have a feeling that’s never going to happen’, and this was proven within the very same episode. Despite first creating this whole serial killing spectacle, making a big deal about what he did to those women and how he returned their bodies, He Ping then took a turn and went for a more direct and personal approach in his killings. After first getting rid of Ya Ci because she told him he wasn’t important, he only killed Yun Hui because Xiao Qi had let on that he suspected him… as if his motive for the original killings wasn’t already cruel enough, he just started offing people who had nothing to do with the case. Yun Hui was just collateral damage and that struck even harder after what she’d just been through. This made me so mad. Also in combination with the fact that he first put Xiao Qi on different red herring tracks to find out who he’d killed, like a sick ‘guess who I killed this time’ game. He really went, ‘Is it Yan Zhen? Is it your uncle? Oh nooo, it’s your ex-girlfriend, sadness.’ It was sickening. And then when Xiao Qi went after him in the parking lot and he was like, ‘Do you think she heard the sound of her own skull cracking?’ My goodness. Also, his bloody joker-like laughing face was the stuff of nightmares. I remember that this was the second-to-last episode and it had been a week since I watched the episode before that, but it immediately sucked me back in. When Xiao Qi shot him I was just sitting there with my mouth wide open and my hands on my head in pure shock. Like, I couldn’t pretend I felt bad for He Ping, but I was also like ‘noooo Xiao Qi this will only complicate matters even further!! T^T’. The fact that He Ping managed to bring Xiao Qi to his breaking point really said a lot about his extremity, in my opinion. It was intense, to say the least.

Going back a little to Yao Ya Ci, I have to say I was quite surprised by her sudden death. Like, I didn’t actually expect He Ping to kill her off so quickly like that. She was such a strong woman, a role model to Yan Zhen and many others, and a well-respected public figure. When Noh first calls into Call In Frontline, despite her usually objective behavior, she goes so far as to offend him on public television, calling him an ‘incompetent, useless, invisible parasite of society’. He Ping ends up killing her in her illegitimate son’s room, after she calls him out for being a nobody. The combination of his disappointment in her when she refused to use the footage he shot at that sadistical sex club, the fact that she offended Noh on public TV and the fact that she called him unimportant to his face, were enough reason for him to smash her head in with a glass ash tray. This smashing also went on for way too long in my opinion, it was hard to watch. The next day he just goes back to work, uses her death story to bring out the fact that she had an illegitimate son. Not only that, but he gets to take over Call In Frontline and he also gets Ya Ci’s office. He doesn’t have a grain of respect in his body, least of all for the people he ends up killing. Afterwards he just goes on TV and pretends to be deeply hurt by their loss. Yikes.

In the final episode, with some advice from Ma Yi Nan who visits him in jail, Xiao Qi manages to set up a plan to get He Ping to publicly confess on his own show, Call In Frontline. Ever since it became clear what He Ping’s motives were, I’d been thinking that they’d need to find a way to beat him at his own game, use his obsession with attention against him. Glad to say that’s exactly what they did. Xiao Qi purposely gets into a fight at prison, which gains attention on the news, and then asks if he can appear on He Ping’s show ‘to formally apologize’ for suspecting and shooting him. Then, suddenly Noh calls in, surprising Xiao Qi as much as He Ping. In reality, this is an acquaintance from Xiao Qi in prison, who uses the deformed voice to mimic the killer. He Ping of course can’t stand the fact that someone else is now pretending to be Noh, it’s his creation, he did all those things. Then and there he openly announces, in a triumphant way, that is was him, they should be supporting him, not that fake person on the phone.
If there was one thing that was satisfyingly consistent in He Ping’s behavior, it was the fact that he fed on people’s attention. Like, when you start paying attention after finding out he’s the killer, at every mention of his name or the book he wrote, you can see a sparkle appear in his eye, a smile spread on his face. I noticed this for example when Ma Yi Nan told him he’d read his book, and He Ping just went 😃. The consistency of his obsession, the way it seeped into the tiniest facial expressions, the way he just couldn’t stand getting a drop of criticism, almost to a childlike extent, not only made him look completely mad, but also very dangerous. At some point, when he got back from the hospital after being shot by Xiao Qi, his behavior became a little bit more unhinged, he started making more inappropriate jokes, grabbed people by the throat ‘as a joke’ etc. It seemed like he was starting to let his guard down, now that Xiao Qi was in prison – he must have felt like he now had all the power and nothing could stop him anymore. That’s probably also why he didn’t hesitate to openly announce himself as the killer at the end, because he didn’t even think people would stop supporting him if he did.

Before I move on to my detailed comments about the cast, I want to make mention of the occasionally sickening reality this show presented. For me, it definitely added to the credibility and the power of the story, but I can’t deny it also made me very nauseous. For one, I was generally disturbed by how ‘the public’ responded to the news, to the point where I could sort of see why He Ping was so delusional. The people really acted like an audience in need of continuous juicy stories and he started believing that he was the only one who could provide them in that. They were vicious. Seriously, to have several young women get targeted in a serial killer case should be enough reason for everyone to pay attention to their surroundings, but to throw it all on the women? Literally going off to a victim’s relative about how they themselves are to blame, that the women shouldn’t have gone out dancing at that club, that it was their own fault?! How the heck is that the first thing that pops into your mind? I am extra critical about this because this actually happens. At the moment there’s an ongoing case of a young aspiring model who was thrown off a building after a wild night out and people are literally blaming her for getting drunk and high that night. Fact remains that two people threw her naked body out of a window on the 14th floor of a skyscraper rather than call an ambulance, just to save their own skins. I just can’t believe people can be so heartless to go on about things like that. Going to a night club doesn’t mean you’re asking to get kidnapped, raped and murdered. Get real.
Also, when Yun Hui was holding a memorial for Jian He’s and relatives of other victims just stormed in and thrashed the place? I believe they were Zi Qing’s parents, and of course they were angry, but at that point it wasn’t even confirmed that Jian He had anything to do with it, and they attacked Yun Hui for having the audacity to his wake. Like, I get that a loss like that can blind people to common sense, they just want to go after anyone who might even be slightly involved, but this was just so unfair, especially because Jian He really didn’t have anything to do with it. They disturbed Yun Hui’s quiet moment of honoring her brother and again people went on about how she herself was also responsible, how she should have minded him better, bla bla. I can’t.
And then, inevitably, I have to mention the way He Ping died because that was crazy. Crazy ironic, but yeah, really crazy. After receiving his verdict and He Ping is led from the courthouse, a masked guy emerges from the press crowd and stabs him with a knife. As He Ping collapsed on the stairs, the guy manages to sneak away, no one catches him, and also no one does anything to get He Ping any medical help. The journalists really just pushed their mics and cameras towards him even more, they legit went, ‘You’ve just been stabbed, how do you feel, can you speak up please’ while he was BLEEDING OUT on those steps. What the actual heck. I could even fathom how bizarre this was, it seriously took about 5 minutes before someone yelled, ‘Stop filming, call an ambulance!’ And all the while He Ping was like, ‘keep filming me, keep filming me’. You could definitely say that he was an attention whore right until his death. Not like I felt particularly bad for him, and it definitely proved the insanity of media attention he lived in, but I didn’t find it that satisfying either because again, no official justice was served.
Still, the ending was as good as it could get, with Xiao Qi getting out of prison, Yan Zhen becoming anchor, Mr. Yong making up with Yu Tong, Yi Jun’s mother getting out of the hospital and Ma Yi Nan taking her out for walks. It was an ending of silent recovery and refound peace, but never of forgetting what happened. I also felt strangely at peace after finishing it, even though the horrid events still lingered very clearly in my memory. I guess you could say it had a double feeling to it, but that in itself also made it more realistic, as there’s never such a thing as a wholly happy ending after such an intense happening.

Honestly, even though this show was a very emotional watch, after finishing it I still felt the urge to watch it again from the start with the knowledge obtained after the final episode. I feel like rewatching it might put things in perspective and clarify the killer’s true motives from the start even more.
Visually, this series was an absolute pleasure to watch. Starting with the opening sequence, which features many key objects and locations that come through in the story, seeped into a slowly expanding haunting melody. This sequence alone was enough to pull me in and give me goosebumps, especially when all the featured images start making sense. Other than that, the way it was filmed, the cinematography, the decision in shots and the acting in general, was extremely good. I’ve never seen such genuine and immersed acting in a Taiwanese drama before. It probably also depends on the type of genre, but this really didn’t compare to anything Taiwanese I’ve watched so far. I’ve never been this touched, heartbroken and fulfilled at the same time by a Taiwanese drama before. It held some really powerful messages as well.
There’s one quote that I want to share from the final episode, after He Ping has passed, where Yan Zhen writes a letter to Xiao Qi in prison. I thought this was such a beautiful quote that covered Xiao Qi’s mindset so well, that I wrote it down.
(Yan Zhen) “After He Ping died, I always think of Ms. Ya Ci, Yu Ping, and the other innocent victims. I have to make sure their sacrifice wasn’t in vain. But when I look into the camera, I’m afraid the world has changed. With the Internet anyone can hide in the dark and become a different person. (…) I will do my best to make sure the news doesn’t become a show that reopens wounds and becomes a game that feeds people.”
(Xiao Qi) “I always thought that by fending off evil from the world I could escape from the darkness in my own heart. But in the end I lost myself in the process. I remember what Yun Hui once told me. ‘We can always make a noble choice.’ We don’t have to give in to our instincts like animals and let our fear and anger guide us. The world may have changed, but I understand now. Whether it’s me or the world, the darkness doesn’t just disappear. We can only try to balance it out with more warmth and light.”
I really loved this quote. It’s also interesting that Yan Zhen’s mention of looking through a camera and seeing a different world somehow aligned with something Tian Cun Yi mentions at some point, about how the things he saw through his camera seemed to belong to a different world, and that’s how he was initially able to stay detached from what was happening to Yu Ping as he was taking pictures. I do like that Xiao Qi refers to darkness and light when it comes to the choices people make. Something I’ve personally learned as well resonates through his quote, the fact that, indeed, we are able to make our own choices. It’s just as easy to decide to be kind than it is to decide to do or say something hateful. Why do so many people still choose to be hateful and succumb to the darkness that choice brings with it? It just brought an even deeper layer to it, the fact that it’s not just about bringing a serial killer to justice, but it’s also about facing your inner darkness, even if you’re on ‘the good side’. Xiao Qi definitely proves that he is that kind of person who, despite his good intentions and will to help people, he can also be brought to his knees by others who are already neck-deep inside that darkness. It really feels like it’s partly a study on humanity, on the choices people make, and how those choices can affect a lot of other people.

The only thing that puzzles me is why exactly the show’s title was translated to ‘Copycat Killer’. In the end, there isn’t really a copycat at play and one and the same person is responsible for all the cases. I think that the other translation of the title, ‘Puppet Master’, may have been a good alternative, as He Ping was definitely the master mind that was controlling a lot of people during his crimes. It would’ve also fitted well with the Noh theme, like puppet mask theatre. Anyways, not that I mind, but I did wonder in hindsight why they chose this title as it isn’t actually about a copycat killer.

I didn’t know any of the cast members, so I can’t make any references to previous shows I’ve seen them star in, but I will just go over them one by one to share my opinion on each of their performances. Spoiler alert: I thought everyone was amazing, so this will be a very positive cast comment section. You’ve been warned.

The name ‘Chris Wu’ seems to ring a bell, but I really haven’t seen him before so I guess the name just sounds familiar, haha. Anyways, I think Wu Kang Ren did a really great job as Xiao Qi. As I mentioned before, I thought Xiao Qi’s duality as the good guy was really well-written. He seems like such a typical tragic hero, but the fact that he also had a dark side to him which was ultimately brough out by He Ping made me empathize with him even more. Sometimes his calm demeanor made it hard for me to gauge him and I just kept hoping he knew what he was doing. I really liked the scene where he comforted Da Chao by saying, ‘I still believe the law isn’t meant to protect people like Chen He Ping’. What I loved about his portrayal of Xiao Qi the most was probably the way he interacted with his costars, even though Xiao Qi had his hands full with the case, he was always so attentive to everyone around him. You could just see he was really listening to what the other was saying, he’d look at them with undivided attention and that’s what made him such a sympathetic character – no matter his own sorrows, he always made space for people around him, he never dismissed people because he didn’t have time for them or something. One of the most important things in acting, as I’ve learned myself this year as well, is making proper contact with your fellow actors, not just saying your lines, but making sure you listen to what they say and say your lines in response to that. I think Wu Kang Ren did this very well as Xiao Qi. I really felt for him as you could feel at some point things were slipping through his fingers and then what happened to Yun Hui was just heartbreaking. He was a really interesting main character, I liked him a lot.

I thought Jiang Yi Rong was casted very well for Yan Zhen. She has such an innocent and pure appearance, and it fit so well with the role of rookie reporter desperately trying to get publicity for her friend’s death. I was really scared Chen He Ping would go for her at some point, since she was working right under him and he knew that at some point she was in cahoots with Xiao Qi. I loved how Xiao Qi was always asking Da Chao to make sure Yan Zhen was safe, he cared about her like a little sister. At some point I kind of felt like Yan Zhen might have developed feelings for Xiao Qi, but I’m really glad they didn’t focus on that, because there wasn’t really any room for romantic development in the story, it just didn’t fit in there, and especially after what happened to Yun Hui I just thought it would be a bit inappropriate to make Yan Zhen suddenly step forward. Anyways, I really loved their relationship, is what I’m trying to say. Despite her involvement with Xiao Qi and her own ambitions to create awareness for the case of women kidnapping case in their city, Yan Zhen keeps a bit of a distance from the investigation, as she’s not personally involved in it. I really loved her trust in Xiao Qi. Even though she didn’t suspect He Ping before, when he asks her to be wary of him she immediately trusts him and says she will. It was nice to see that they still kept in contact while Xiao Qi was finishing his time in prison, how they wrote letters and how they kept supporting each other in their respective careers. The little smile they give each other at the end, when she as a reporter confronts Xiao Qi, now a lawyer, while he’s escorting a client to the courthouse, really confirmed their friendship. Even though sometimes I found her hard to read, she definitely showed a lot of emotional variety and I liked her performance.

Tuo Zong Hua as Mr. Yong was a really good choice as well, he embodied that vibe of being a veteran police officer very well. As a person who would normally not act on sentiment, I found it really interesting that they added the arc of his own daughter becoming a victim, it allowed for him to also show a really vulnerable side that you otherwise wouldn’t have expected from him. The fact that their estranged father-daughter bond was strained like this added a whole new layer of cruelty to the events, and I was beyond happy that they were able to reunite at the end, especially since He Ping came to visit Yu Tong when she was in the hospital that one time, I was so scared he was going the ‘finish the job’ before she could be with her dad again. In the end I guess he only came to scare her a little so she wouldn’t talk right away. Anyways, I really liked this guy’s performance, and he was also a very good example of how even the most down-to-earth guy, someone who’d already seen everything there is to see during his time in the force, could still give in to despair as soon as things got personal. That scene in the park where he was climbing that slide, already convinced that the girl under the white cloth would be his daughter, already preparing himself for the worst and then his reaction when he lifted that cloth and the girl’s head fell off her shoulders… The way he portrayed Mr. Yong was so natural and despite his occasional radical behavior when he beat up Jian He or went after Jia Wen on his own, I couldn’t help but sympathize with him.

I really liked Ke Jia Yan’s performance as Yun Hui. I think it’s a challenge to portray a character who goes through several traumatic experience and still manages to stay real and not turn into a pathetic victim. Her acting remained so clean and genuine, I truly felt sorry for her. She definitely deserved better. Although it wasn’t exactly specified that she was Xiao Qi’s ex until the end of the series, I think it was pretty obvious from the way they acted around each other. I liked their relationship, and the fact that they never truly stopped caring about each other really made me believe that they’d broken up purely for professional reasons. Although it was a bit predictable that she wouldn’t make it, especially after they had the ‘let’s start again’ talk, but her death still made me really mad. It was just so sad for her to end like that, for no other reason than a madman’s revenge. She was naturally kind but never let anyone walk over her. Her scenes with Jian He in the beginning were also really sweet, she cared about him so much and it was so heartbreaking seeing her get that phonecall about his death, she just crumbled on the spot. Despite her misfortune she portrayed Yun Hui as a very strong character. I have no doubt that, if she were she given the chance, she would’ve been able to overcome the shocking events and lived a simple happy life with Xiao Qi. Her acting was really good, I’ll remember her.

It was a pity that Jian He died quite early in the show, and in such a way. I think Xia Teng Hong did a really good job. To keep matters ambiguous in the beginning, he really did give off that suspicious vibe, but it was even more cruel when it was revealed that he really wasn’t involved at all. I thought his complicated friendship with Jia Wen was very interesting, and you could say that he really went all the way to help his friend. I thought it was really unfair that he had to die, and I also didn’t really want Jia Wen to die, to be honest. I wish he could’ve been able to help Jia Wen come to see reason and turn himself in. Jian He was a really kind person who had always been judged by people based on his scar, but he never lost his kindness, the bullying never turned him bitter and I think that also made him a very strong character. It was sad that he couldn’t find it in himself to consult his sister, the recording was really heartbreaking because this was also when Yun Hui realized how mature he had always been, how much he’d always been taking care of her rather than the other way around. His character was really interesting and it’s a pity he fell away relatively early, I would’ve liked to see more development in his story with Jia Wen.

Fan Shao Xun as Jia Wen was, again, a really good casting choice. The vibe this guy gives off by just smiling sent shivers down my spine, he was cast really well as this unhinged delinquent boy. On the other hand, adding the part of his trauma also gave him a double layer. I mentioned before that I found it a bit problematic when it seemed like they were trying to redeem him through this trauma he had, I definitely don’t blame him any less for it, but it did make me feel bad for him in the sense that he really just needed to get help. Seeing how his mother was still behaving when Xiao Qi visited her, how she was talking about her son as if he were her daughter, was pretty creepy. Also that part about her being the new wife of that politician who basically covered all of Jia Wen’s tracks and even sponsored Club KINK for him, his family was just really shady. I would’ve liked to feel a bit more sympathy for Jia Wen after what he’d been through, but he for one kept choosing the darkness, so at the end I also really didn’t know how he could be redeemed. Although I found it quite abrupt and shocking when he died in that car crash, a part of me also thought if this might have been for the better because at least now he would have peace. Maybe that’s cruel to say, sorry, but I just have mixed feelings about his death. In any case, he was a really good cast for this role and I liked how, despite his unhinged behavior, it was clear that he was grateful to Jian He for offering him help and sticking by his side.

I really liked Lin Xin Ru in this as Ya Ci. Like any other character, her duality inevitably comes out when the case continues and she just can’t find it in her to stay objective anymore after Noh starts calling into her show more often. I liked to see her humanity, too. When she initially got Ma Yi Nan on the show and Yan Zhen just quit on the spot after how she treated him like a detached reporter, the next time they’re thinking of inviting a guest she immediately went, ‘I’m not doing that again.’ Like, despite the fact that Yan Zhen had no authority over her, I feel that she did care about what she thought and reflected on herself as well. The fact that she’s hiding an illegitimate son only comes out in the episode in which she dies, and it was crazy that they started making a spectacle out of that after her death, like seriously, was that really the most important thing people got from her death? I was surprised and disappointed when He Ping just offed her like that, but I’m not exactly sure what I had expected otherwise, since I didn’t expect him to just let her go after kidnapping her either. I did think it was very interesting how she turned out to be involved, as He Ping had been so keen on impressing her and was so hurt when she rejected his report that one time, resulting in a personal grudge against her. Killing off an influential character like her definitely created a shift, because here things got really dangerous. I liked the natural edge of her character, she was a really strong character and until the very end she never backed down or showed any fear towards He Ping. I liked her a lot.

Then finally, Mr. Evil himself, Yao Chun Yao. Seriously, I never want to see this guy smile like that again, haha. No, but seriously, he was SO good. When it was revealed that he was Noh, I first went like, hm yeah okay but how what why? But how they then used the final couple of episodes to construct his backstory and tie all the remaining loose strings together was really impressive. I also liked how the ending in which he finally confessed wasn’t completely random, it really happened as a result of him already letting his guard down more after he returned from the hospital. I don’t know, it kind of made sense that he suddenly decided to confess, because that was the state of mind he was in, he had so many people support him and he was convinced that wouldn’t change at this point, even if he did admit he was Noh. I wouldn’t say I knew he was the killer from the start but things definitely felt off with the way he treated Yun Hui after Jian He died. Of course he personally didn’t have anything to do with the car accident in itself, but he suddenly became so obvious in how he started defending her against Ya Ci on the news, something was weird about that. All in all, he was the most heartless and disrespectful killer you could imagine, using every murder as a means to create a juicy story and appearing on TV acting all sad when he himself was responsible for what had happened. At some point I really just went, ‘isn’t anyone else seeing the way he’s blatantly smiling right now? Why is no one still suspecting him?’ The way he died was so crazy, and even though I had zero empathy for him it still felt disturbing to me. In any case, I think the actor did an amazing job. I’ve seen a lot of murder case series where the killer is depicted as a typical psychopath with a typical hysterical laugh where it just feels so pasted-on because you can see the actor going, ‘look, I’m a manic psychopath with a scary hysterical laugh’, but the way Yao Chun Yao committed to it and never made it look fake for even a second was very impressive. I legit still have the image of his bloody joker-laugh face burnt into my memory, he really went for it and became seriously scary at some point. It worked for him that he had this narcissistic god complex thing about him, because even though he was just a regular reporter guy, the air he had around him just exuded how confident and untouchable he estimated himself to be. I was really impressed by how subtle and consistent he was in his portrayal of these narcissistic traits. Once you started paying attention you could see how much he indulged in even the mention of his name, because that’s all he lived for, getting people to acknowledge him for the things he created. I think he made for a very original killer, and it made him extra cruel because his motive for the killings didn’t even target his victims – they were just side characters that needed to star in the story that he created for his imagine audience. He honestly didn’t care about the lives of those people, and that’s what made him the most heartless killer I’ve seen in a long time. The fact that he even went to visit Ma Yi Nan and tried to get him on his side while he murdered his granddaughter with his own hands… To say ‘the audacity’ doesn’t even begin to cut it. All in all, I think he did a really good job.

I also want to mention the actor who played Da Chao, Yen Sheng Yu), because Da Chao was a really good character as well. Originally the sidekick of Mr. Yong, when he fell away he became really invested in helping Xiao Qi. It was really touching to see how distraught he was after Mr. Yong was hospitalized, he genuinely cared about his wellbeing as his close colleague and friend. I loved how loyal he was, he wasn’t just the funny sidekick but he really contributed to the investigation team and always trusted Xiao Qi’s instincts. I loved how determined he got throughout the investigation, how frustrated even in his impatience to bring He Ping to justice. He was a really good character and the actor did a great job portraying him as much more than just a sidekick.

Lastly, I just want to make mention of the most precious grandpa, Chen Bo Zheng. I mentioned this before in Yun Hui’s cast comment, but one thing I loved so much about Ma Yi Nan was that, despite his misfortune, he never became a pathetic victim. Despite everything that happened with his granddaughter, he always kept his head high and I also loved how he kept contributing to the case. He would always contact Xiao Qi as soon as he remembered something else or discovered something weird. The way the realization hit him when He Ping made that casual ‘no wonder Yi Jun was so smart’ comment. To realize that his granddaughter’s murderer was standing right in front of him and still maintain his composure, not letting on that he suddenly got it, that was a really impressive feature of him. I also loved how he never lost his temper, he never became petty even after getting those hate comments about Yi Jun and how she had herself to blame. He was such a genuinely kind-hearted man, even when so much hate was being thrown at him he never took it to heart and he managed to stand his ground until the end. He may have appeared to be such a frail old man, but he was so strong, all the way. I really loved him with all my heart, he made me cry several times throughout the show.

I think I’m going to leave it at that for the cast comments, there are people that I haven’t mentioned but seriously, every character was important and they all contributed in their own way. The cast was very well-chosen and none of the characters were one-dimensional or stereotypical. Everyone showed duality and emotional variety.

So that brings me to the end of this review! As much as I thought it wouldn’t take me that long for a relatively short show, it still took me two days to finish writing it. I really wanted to make an effort to put in everything I was feeling while watching it, because it had me sitting on the edge of my seat the entire team. I loved how it just sucked me in with every new episode and how they managed to keep it so engaging. There was nothing typical, unoriginal or cringy about it and that’s pretty challenging for a murder case show as they tend to get a little predictable. I’ve experienced so many anticlimaxes, even when the story itself was really thrilling, so I was glad with the way this show dealt with it. Besides the great writing, the acting also exceeded anything I’ve seen in a Taiwanese series before. Everyone was so incredibly real, nothing became too much, too exaggerated or too pathetic. In a story with so many tragic and dramatic events, it wouldn’t have been strange to see people completely lose their minds, but the way everyone was trying to keep it together and remain strong throughout it all gave it a really hopeful twist at the end.
Another thing I wanted to mention is, and this may just be my personal feeling, but while I was watching I kept feeling like, rather than getting immersed in the story as if I was there with Xiao Qi, I was a bystander watching everything unfold. What I mean to say is, I felt like I didn’t actually get a look inside every character’s head. In contrast to for example K-Drama, there was no narration of what people were thinking and no one talked to themselves. If there was no spoken dialogue, it was occasionally hard to gauge what people were thinking, you really had to try and read their faces and body language, and that also made it engaging. It made it all the more unpredictable as to what people would do. I felt like I was being kept at a proper distance in order not to succumb to the chaos of the case along with Xiao Qi, and I’m partly grateful for that, but still even without that extra insight it was an absolute rollercoaster. I just love how they managed to keep the story so easy to follow even though sometimes it was hard to determine what people were truly feeling. The writing was really good, and I think the dialogues also conveyed the true message of the story in a pretty hopeful way. In the end it really made me think about darkness versus light in people, and how it can lead to extremes whichever way you chose to go. Food for thought, for sure!

Now that I’ve finished this unexpected gem, I’m moving to another long-awaited watchlist item which I believe might also get quite angsty, so I’m very curious. Thanks again for reading all the way through, I hope this was a worthwhile review and I’ll be back soon, after the next chaotic week is done and I have more free time again.

Until then, bye-bee! ^^


Twenty-Five Twenty-One

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SPOILER WARNING: DO NOT READ IF YOU STILL PLAN ON WATCHING THIS SERIES OR HAVEN’T FINISHED IT YET!!

Twenty-Five Twenty-One
(스물다섯 스물하나 / Seumuldaseot Seumulhana)
MyDramaList rating: 7.5/10

Hi everyone! A happy month of May to everyone who’s following my reviews. The weather has been getting steadily better here, and I hope it’s the same wherever you are. While I’ve been a bit busy with my online classes and the fact I’m not receiving any more income, I still tried to sneak in a drama episode or two whenever I could and I was finally able to finish this series! It’s been on my list ever since it came out. Despite the many comments that passed on my feed, I managed to steer clear of spoilers. The only expectation I had was that it was going to be pretty emotional and potentially heartbreaking. In the end, I was positively surprised by how wholesome it made me feel. I definitely got teary several times, but I think it had a really hopeful tone until the end. I’m glad I got to watch it and enjoy it without any prior knowledge, because it allowed me to get immersed in it even more.

Twenty-Five Twenty-One is a 16-episode Netflix K-Drama with episodes lasting about 1 hour and 15 minutes. Although the episodes felt pretty lengthy to me, like watching 16 short movies, every single episode was undeniably worth the patience.
The main story spans over a period of five years, from 1998 to 2002, and in particular the growing friendship between two young people, Na Hee Do (played by Kim Tae Ri) and Baek Yi Jin (played by Nam Joo Hyuk). Their story starts when Hee Do is 18 and Yi Jin 21, and ends when Hee Do is 21 and Yi Jin 25, explaining the series’ title. In this period of five years, the main characters face hardships in love, friendship and family issues. Life throws them many curveballs, and as youngsters actively experiencing the changing of the times, they have to face reality and learn how to navigate through all sorts of situations, while simultaneously figuring out their own dreams and ambitions.
The story starts in 1998, when South Korea is just recovering from the IMF (International Monetary Fund) financial crisis that took place the year before. I did a little research on this, because even as a 90s baby myself I wasn’t aware of this event. Just to give some context to my peers who are also new to this, the IMF crisis basically entailed the consecutive bankruptcies of several large conglomerates in 1997, which, combined with financial crises and foreign exchange instabilities in other Asian countries, led to the withdrawal of funds, credit lines and investments from foreign banks to South Korea. (Source: https://www.imf.org/external/pubs/nft/seminar/2002/korean/)
This event is especially important in Yi Jin’s backstory, since his family is a direct victim of this crisis. At the start of the story, Yi Jin has only just moved into the same neighborhood as Hee Do, and they meet coincidentally when he’s delivering newspapers.
Hee Do is in high school at this point, and learns that her school’s fencing team will be disbanded due to lack of funding as a result of the IMF crisis. As fencing is the one thing she loves to do most, she goes through great lengths to get herself transferred to another school, Taeyang High, where the fencing team is allowed to continue because of one particular team member, and the person Hee Do looks up to the most: gold medalist Go Yoo Rim (played by Kim Ji Yeon/WJSN’s Bona).
After she finally gets accepted by Taeyang High’s fencing team coach Yang Chan Mi (played by Kim Hye Eun), Hee Do starts her new school life and befriends two childhood friends, Ji Seung Wan (Lee Joo Myung) and Moon Ji Woong (Choi Hyun Wook). With this, the band of friends is initiated. Because of their training, apart from taking exams Hee Do and Yoo Rim are exempted from attending class (this is a very foreign system to me, by the way), but they still get to hang out with Seung Wan and Ji Woong in the secret hideout they have created in the school.
One could say that the IMF crisis is the inciting incident of this show. Because of it, Yi Jin moves to Hee Do’s neighborhood. Because of it, Yoo Rim loses the support funds from Yi Jin’s family. Because of it, Hee Do transfers to Taeyang High. Directly or indirectly, every character’s life has been impacted by the IMF crisis in one way or another.

Like last time, I would like to go through my review based on character analysis. Every character has their own story and circumstances that lead them to the decisions they choose to make. One major thing I liked about this show is that I understood everyone’s perspective and mindset. Even when they weren’t acting nicely or doing the right thing, I could always understand where they were coming from, and that’s because this series creates a lot of sympathy for all its characters. We see what everyone is going through, and we see how that forms their opinions and behaviors. I thought this show had really nice character writing. It made me feel something for everyone.

Another interesting element of the show is that the majority of the story (the part about Hee Do and Yi Jin which takes place in the late 90s / early 00s) is basically one big flashback initiated in the ‘present’ time by Hee Do’s teenage daughter, Kim Min Chae, in 2020. While Min Chae (Choi Myung Bin) hides away at her grandmother’s house after fighting with her mom about wanting to quit ballet, she finds her mom’s old diaries. As she goes through them, she finds out about her mom’s life when she was in her late teens and becomes really invested in her story. I really liked that it kept going back to Min Chae coming to terms with her mom’s choices, and how reading her mom’s story also ultimately made her decide to give ballet another chance. It also made a strong parallel to Hee Do’s own relationship with her mom. Personally, I recently talked with my own mom about how I have no image of what she was like when she was my age, so this drama applied very well to the state of mind I was in. All in all, the mother-daughter theme is definitely strong in this one.

Na Hee Do grows up as an only child born from two loving parents. While her mother, Shin Jae Kyung (played by Seo Jae Hee) is building a career as a journalist, Hee Do spends a lot of quality time with her dad. Her dad is the one who introduces her to fencing at a young age, and it turns out she has great promise as an athlete. Unfortunately, her father falls ill and passes away before Hee Do can fulfill her promise of winning a gold medal for him.
What happens then is a very defining moment in the mother-daughter relationship between Hee Do and Jae Kyung. Jae Kyung decides to take on a news flash rather than attend her own husband’s funeral. From that moment on, mother and daughter have been drifting apart more and more. Jae Kyung never even speaks of her deceased husband anymore while she buries herself in work and keeps telling Hee Do to do the same: make sure to get into college and secure a successful career, and don’t get distracted by a mere hobby like fencing. On the other hand, she’s not blind to how much fencing means to her daughter, and actually even enables her to transfer to Taeyang High. We can see that she obviously cares about her daughter a lot, but she keeps choosing her work over being around for Hee Do. This includes keeping the fact that they are mother and daughter a secret from society as a whole. The news that famous news anchor Shin Jae Kyung and rising national athlete Na Hee Do are related would cause quite a stir, and they don’t want that to happen as it can cause Jae Kyung to get discredited whenever she has to report on something related to her daughter’s fencing achievements.
Hee Do often doesn’t feel comfortable going home because she doesn’t want to face her mom, and throws herself head-first into her fencing training at Taeyang High, beyond excited to be on the same team as Go Yoo Rim, whom she’s admired for so long. What awaits her at the new team, though, is another cold shower: Yoo Rim wants nothing to do with her and even says some pretty hurtful things, about how Hee Do is nothing and that she’s never going to make it as a national athlete.
Despite being disappointed by the unexpected behavior of her idol, Hee Do does everything she can to train as hard as possible so that they get to face off against each other in the finals of a national competition in 1999. She strives to become Yoo Rim’s rival.

Honestly, the only part of the show I found hard to watch was the way Yoo Rim treated Hee Do in the beginning. Even after seeing Yoo Rim’s circumstances and the pressure she was under, I just couldn’t understand why she acted that way toward Hee Do. She’s shown to be such a nice person in the scenes with her parents, Yi Jin and Ji Woong, so why did she have to be so unnecessarily petty and mean to Hee Do? Especially when we find out that the two girls have actually been online friends for a long time, it made me kind of scared of how they would react when they found out, because it would definitely be pretty awkward.
A lot of things happen between them that cause tension and friction, with at its peak the controversy regarding that gold medal. By questioning the referee’s decision to announce Hee Do as the winner, Yoo Rim involuntarily unleashes a complete media circus onto Hee Do, who now can’t even be proud of her fairly earned medal anymore, the medal she wanted to obtain in her father’s memory. Even if Yoo Rim was surprised by the way the media started attacking Hee Do, even if she hadn’t wanted it to happen like that, she still didn’t stand up for Hee Do, she still kept quiet.
Of course, all was well when they finally came eye to eye about the fact that they were each other’s online friends and they made up and cried about how sorry they both were about everything that happened so far, I still found myself wondering why Yoo Rim chose to be that way in the first place. Even if she was intimidated by Hee Do because she’d been beaten by her before as kids (which Hee Do didn’t even remember) and because Hee Do showed such rapid progress in her training, she could’ve maintained a mature athlete’s mindset in acknowledging her as a worthy rival. I mean, even Hee Do was doing that, she beat her fair and square because she’d been studying Yoo Rim’s movements and techniques for years, out of pure admiration. Yoo Rim didn’t even bother to get to know Hee Do in order to figure out her movements, she didn’t even take an athlete’s approach to face her. It just seemed like she acted that way because she couldn’t stand the fact that Hee Do posed a threat to her reputation of being the unrivalled best for so long. I just didn’t like how Yoo Rim acted in spite of her personal circumstances.

After making up though, the two become the best of friends and from then on there’s nothing to break them apart anymore. While dealing with their individual stuff, Hee Do in her relationship with Yi Jin and Yoo Rim in her own love story with Ji Woong, they always find each other when things get tough and help each other out. The friendship between Hee Do and Yoo Rim ends up being one of the strongest ones until the very end, and that’s interesting considering how they start out.

All in all, I thought Hee Do was a very vibrant and powerful character. She really just threw herself into what she loved and knew how to do best, and despite some awkwardness in expressing her sentimental feelings, she was incredibly honest to herself and others. She stood up for what she believed to be right, even when others chose to grin and bear it. I loved how she just called out the situation of them not being allowed to train at night because it pissed off that senior for the BS that it was, like what the heck was that about? Did that senior really have the power or right to prohibit other members from practicing more? If she didn’t want junior members to train more than she did, she should’ve shown some more effort in training herself, rather than sitting in internet cafes after school every night. It didn’t make any sense, and Hee Do dealt with it. She was so sober in her way of seeing things, and even though she had some childish tendencies, especially when it came to her favorite comic book series Full House, she always stayed true to herself. I never once got annoyed or frustrated with her. Even in dealing with Yoo Rim in the beginning, she always remained the bigger person, she just dealt with the disappointment and let it fuel her to train even harder so she could face Yoo Rim fair and square. And it never became the objective to prove Yoo Rim wrong or anything like that, she was in it purely for her own training, because she wanted to continue fencing. I liked how consistent her maturity was, even in that scene where a bitter athlete comments on her and Hee Do is like, ‘you know what, you’re right’ and just deals with it so maturely, leaving that girl feeling all flustered about her own pettiness. That was a really admirable quality of Hee Do’s character, the fact that she never got petty with anyone in situations like that.
However, despite her determination and self-righteousness, she still had sore spots. Her tendency to hold back in her expectations of people became painfully clear in her relationship with Yi Jin. I remember how at some point, I was thinking that it became kind of a parallel of her relationship with her mom, whose life also got completely absorbed by journalism. Her mother failed to show up at moments that were important to Hee Do, and as soon as this started happening with Yi Jin, I just went ohgod-ohman-ohgod-ohman. All the while trying to remain patient and supportive, it was so strong of her to express that she was getting exhausted of only ever hearing his apologies, and that at some point, his apologies started sounding more convincing than his proclamations of love toward her. She saw what was happening and her feelings were very clear. She decided it would be the best thing to break it off, even if it were just to stop them both from being miserable in having to disappoint each other time and time again. I don’t believe she ever truly stopped loving him. The fact that she was able to mature so much through her friendships and romantic relationships made her a really strong character.

As I mentioned before, Yi Jin’s family is a direct victim of the IMF crisis. One moment they’re a wealthy family, the next they’re suddenly forced to live apart in anonymity. Yi Jin’s parents get divorced on paper and all four family members move somewhere else to live until the aftermath of the crisis dies down. Yi Jin doesn’t even know where his father is, and only occasionally gets to call his mother or contact his younger brother. He occasionally receives unpleasant visits from people effected by his family’s bankruptcy who blame everything on him, even though of course he isn’t personally responsible for what happened. People just always need someone to blame, and this has caused Yi Jin to resign himself to a life of unhappiness. He even vows to some guy that he won’t be happy, to atone for what his family has caused. Luckily the guy eventually comes back on his word to tell Yi Jin that he does have the right to be happy. Anyways, after what happens to his family, it seems like Yi Jin doesn’t grant himself anything. Even though he tries really hard to find a job, whenever he is rejected he resorts to booze and in general he just has this melancholic vibe around him. The only moments he seems to light up and rediscover his spark, are when he is with Hee Do. His fascination with her and her undying positive spirit inspire him to keep going, and I found it both heartwarming and heartbreaking to see how much strength he pulled from her presence.
At some point, he is able to secure a job as a reporter, helped by a consolation fund that’s also a result of the IMF crisis. I don’t know exactly what it entailed, but in any case it enabled him to take on this job at a much earlier age than most rookie reporters. Inspired also by his senior Jae Kyung, Yi Jin starts working his way up as a journalist, not without making significant mistakes, and eventually makes it from sports reporter to news anchor. His journey is spread out over the entire series in parallel to Hee Do’s advancements in her fencing career.
The two officially start dating in the year 2000, and Yi Jin transfers from the sports department to the local news department, to maintain objectivity in his reporting, especially after his colleagues find out he’s dating the athlete he used to cover. However, at the end of 2001, the tragic event of 9/11 envelops their relationship in a very dark cloud. Yi Jin is forced to go to New York to report directly from the scene, and the whole situation there takes a large toll on his mental health. He and Hee Do were already facing issues before he went, he made a habit of cancelling their plans last-minute because of work, he kept her waiting, he kept disappointing her expectations, etc., but New York definitely becomes the final drop for Hee Do, as she realizes that they’ll never go back to how they once were. If only he’d stayed at the sports news department…😔

I found Yi Jin to be a kind of tragic hero. He put all the burdens on himself and held back his personal feelings in order for the other person to heal. Despite his love for Hee Do, he was initially determined to just watch over her and protect her from any harm or injury as an athlete rather than committing to a romantic relationship with her. I have to admit I found him a bit confusing at times, because why was he holding back even after confessing his love to her? He kept pushing her away and then acted petty and jealous when he saw her hanging out with another guy. Like, bro, make up your mind already! If you’re gonna be like that, why push her away in the first place? It really felt like he was denying himself simple happiness. While trying to remain considerate of everyone around him, he ended up punishing himself the most. In contrast to Hee Do, who brazenly threw herself into her own dream, it seemed like Yi Jin always needed the support of others to continue what he wanted to do. He took strength from people around him, and I believe that’s because he wasn’t actually able to pick himself up without that kind of support. He took pride in his work and he definitely made a good path for himself, but there were also many moments where he failed to deliver. He wasn’t as straightforward as Hee Do, rather, he is the type to grin and bear it while knowing something is wrong. In that aspect, he and Hee Do were really different from each other. However, I think their connection was ignited by the fact that they were able to cheer each other up. Their first ‘arrangement’ of ‘being happy together’ was really sweet, but also temporary. As Hee Do later also mentioned in their break-up conversation, it was like they were only lovers during the good times. When they were together, they were the happiest, cutest couple, but as soon as they missed each other, they immediately started drifiting apart. I found the development of their relationship and the way it ended very painful, but also very realistic. I think it’s something that will often happen between people who try to make their own way in the world, while simultaneously trying to make a relationship work. Especially when it became long-distance, and even more so when Yi Jin decided to stay in New York as a correspondent there, because that’s when Hee Do felt like it was over and nothing was going to change.

To say a bit more about the relationship between Hee Do and Yi Jin, I just want to comment that I LIVED for their slowburn. It took a really long time for them to acknowledge their respective feelings for each other, and they only kiss for the first time in episode 12 or something, but their growing affection for each other already becomes apparent quite early on, and it’s the sweetest thing ever. The way they both just light up when they look at each other, the adoration on Yi Jin’s face whenever he sees Hee Do, the way Hee Do gradually comes to terms with her feelings… The writing and the acting of their build-up was amazing. When that scene came on where they were alone at Hee Do’s house, I was sitting on the edge of my chair, and I literally SCREAMED at the screen when her mom suddenly came in and broke the tension, because GOD. It felt like Yi Jin was going to tell her he loved her at any second, the tension between them was palpable and then they broke it off like that, haha. I literally had goosebumps during that scene, purely because of their chemistry, it was truly amazing. The tension was C U T T I N G and I lived for it.

While I completely get why people are disappointed about the ending and the breakup and the fact that the main leads don’t end up together, I actually don’t disagree with it. I found it kind of refreshing that they chose to go about it like this. All in all, the story is about a period of time in which their friendship and then relationship bloomed, a period of time where they were the happiest, and how they are both able to come to terms with their feelings about that time years after their relationship ends.
We never get to see adult Yi Jin, only Hee Do (played by Kim So Hyun), and while she doesn’t reveal much to her daughter about the matter – she even says she doesn’t remember the summer beach trip Yi Jin took them on that was so important to her at the time – it is established at the end of the show that she pushed the memory of Yi Jin away because she never got to tell him how she truly felt during their break-up. She ended up saying a bunch of hurtful things and regretted it afterwards, never knowing the same went for him. I think it was really nice how those final diary entries allowed Hee Do to return to that break-up scene and alter it to a conversation where both of them got to say what they actually wanted to, before bidding each other an official farewell. The fact that Hee Do getting her diary back allowed her to finally get closure on both her and Yi Jin’s true feelings about the break-up after all those years of silent regret, felt really wholesome to me.

I think that the theme of the changing times comes out in Hee Do and Yi Jin’s stories the most – it was through their experiences that the societal changes emerged the clearest. I always like it when they show the developments in fashion and technology to accompany the changes in society, it just gives this nostalgic feeling to the story and it’s like you’re really living through those times with the characters.
One example I want to give is the depiction of developments in journalism. While I barely know anything about the behind-the-scenes of news reporting, I found it so interesting to see that journalism in the late 90s relied on payphones so much. The fact that, as a reporter, you had to be near a landline to report news, and that you got scolded if you weren’t able to find one on time that wasn’t occupied, really showed how primitive it all used to be. I liked how they showed several different occasions of Yi Jin getting into situations where he faced difficulties securing a connection. That time when he had everything sorted out and was reading from his laptop and then his laptop failed 💀💀💀 My heart sank with him every single time something went wrong. Also, the part where Yi Jin was making that documentary about fencing and he had to work with that jerk senior of him who kept wanting to stir up some drama by making Hee Do and Yoo Rim reenact the move they made in their first controversial match. He literally made two athletes exhaust themselves and continuously hit each other for no reason even after Yi Jin had told him they weren’t going to do that. That jerk, just because he was a senior, thought he could pull anything, and even after Yi Jin was forced to apologize to him (not the other way around, of course🙄), he still acted like a prick. If it weren’t the circumstances making things harder for him, it was definitely people he worked with. I’m just glad that at least he had that one cool senior whom he was able to reunite with at the local news department.

I liked how the present time of 2020, the year of Covid, was depicted in such stark contrast to the 90s. The face masks, the hand sanitizers, the cleanliness of every building and the scarce number of people outside… Overall, whether it was the period from 1998~2002 or 2020, the series paints such a clear picture of the changing times, I really liked that.

I feel like I already wrote an entire review, but I still only covered the two main characters😅 Let’s quickly move on to the remaining characters, because I still have a lot left to write.
Let me talk in more detail about Yoo Rim. Like Hee Do, Yoo Rim is also an only child, but her relationship with her parents is very good. Her dad is a truck driver who’s away a lot for work, but whenever he comes home he’s always welcomed back happily and warmly by his wife and daughter. Yoo Rim’s mom runs a tteokbokki place. Despite her happy environment and unyielding support from her family, Yoo Rim is not blind to reality – her family has serious financial troubles. Especially after the financial support from Yi Jin’s family has fallen away, her parents have gotten themselves in a lot of debt. While her parents try to keep Yoo Rim away from all the worries, it doesn’t go unnoticed by her. One of the main reasons why Yoo Rim feels so much pressure to keep winning at fencing competitions is to ease her family’s worries as much as possible. Fencing is an expensive sport, and Yoo Rim can’t help but feel like she’s adding to her parents’ troubles. She even starts refusing gifts her parents buy for her because she doesn’t want them spending unnecessary money on her. They face an even bigger trial when a loan agency that a lot of people in the neighborhood stood surety for ends up disappearing overnight, scamming everyone out of their money. I wasn’t exactly sure what it meant to ‘stand surety for a loan’, but I guess it has to do with being legally responsible for another party’s debt? Please correct me if I’m wrong. Anyways, it means that a lot of money her parents had been saving up was stolen from them, along with many savings from people in the neighborhood. While they manage to barely get by after that, another incident happens that takes Yoo Rim’s family’s worries to an even higher level. Her father gets involved in a car accident that kills a young man and is pressured by his relatives to compensate in whatever way possible. The situation takes a huge toll on Yoo Rim’s already struggling family, and Yoo Rim decides to take matters into her own hands: she will move abroad, change her nationality and start fencing for a different team, just to stop adding to her parents’ worries. This decision turns Yoo Rim into a traitor of the nation, and she receives a lot of negative backlash for it. It’s incredible how quick some people are to judge while they don’t even know the true nature of a situation. In any case, even after moving to Russia (of all places), Yoo Rim never truly loses contact with her friends and she and Hee Do even get to face each other again at another championship.

As I mentioned earlier on, before Hee Do and Yoo Rim find out they’re each other’s online besties and become friends in real life, I didn’t understand why Yoo Rim acted the way she did. She seemed to be such a kind person, even in the way she accepted an umbrella from an invisible fan. But the way the relationship between the two girls developed, and how they both gradually gained more understanding and sympathy for each other before ultimately becoming besties, was really well laid-out. I had goosebumps at the pool scene where Yoo Rim jumped into the water from such a high distance and how that really shook Hee Do. Even behind the scenes we see how the national team coach pressures Yoo Rim, how double-sided their favoritism toward her really is.
In contrast to that, it is such a relief to see her in scenes with Ji Woong. I really loved their romance story. Ji Woong is the only person who’s ‘outside’ all of her stress, who always manages to cheer her up and make her feel light and loved. I also liked how easily Yoo Rim fell for him, like how from the first moment he came up to talk to her she was already giggling and enjoying the attention he gave her. Unlike Yi Jin, Yoo Rim never denies herself the happiness of dating despite her worries and financial troubles. The only moment she does is when she has decided to move to Russia, but then fortunately Ji Woong is the one who refuses to let her go and they make do with him occasionally visiting her, which is really sweet.
Despite her dire circumstances, I like how uncomplicated Yoo Rim’s character was. She was really kind and easygoing, she accepted kindness when it was given to her without questioning it, and she wasn’t afraid to show affection to the people she cared about either. After she let go of the petty behavior from the beginning, I started liking her character more and more. One of my favorite depictions of the strength of her and Hee Do’s friendship was when they faced off against each other in Madrid, after Yoo Rim had stopped replying to Hee Do’s emails for a while. It seemed like something had happened and they might drift off again, so I was anxious for them to meet. But there was nothing to worry about. It was so nice how the both of them just had this unyielding trust in each other, how Hee Do never doubted Yoo Rim for not responding anymore because she knew she must also be under a lot of stress for the upcoming championship. On the other hand, Yoo Rim also understood why Hee Do chose not to see her before the match. This was all confirmed the moment they fell into each other’s arms after the match, because in reality nothing had changed between them. They just knew, they understood each other’s situations and chose not to assume anything had changed between them, just because they both temporarily took a distance to focus on the match. I really loved the level of trust they had in each other and their friendship, it was really touching to see.

Seung Wan and Ji Woong have been friends since childhood, and Ji Woong often hangs out at Seung Wan’s place. Not a lot is revealed about Ji Woong’s family situation, except that he lives with his mother who is a night nurse. Seung Wan also lives alone with her mother (played by So Hee Jeong). Her father doesn’t appear in the show, but they hold his funeral in the final episode, when it’s revealed he was apparently in the hospital for a long time.
At school, Seung Wan is part of the broadcasting club, the same one Yi Jin used to belong to when he was studying there. Yi Jin also belonged to the school band, The Jungle Prince, to which Ji Woong now belongs. In other words, Yi Jin is a respected senior to the both of them. (By the way, I liked how the band was like this tradition that was just continued by new members under the same name every year.)
Seung Wan is very level-headed and also top of her class. She’s the class president and always gets the best grades. She is such a good student that many teachers don’t get why she’s friends with such a ‘troublemaker’ as Ji Woong. Seung Wan herself reveals at some point that she is generally bored with life, and hanging out with Ji Woong is the only thing that makes life exciting for her. When she’s with him, exciting things always happen and it allows her to escape the mundanity of her otherwise bleak life. She keeps trying to find exciting things to do, and this is probably also why she starts a pirate radio show which she broadcasts from her room. On it, she talks about everyday troubles as a teenager, and has a group of loyal listeners, amongst whom Yi Jin’s younger brother Baek Yi Hyun (Choi Min Young).
Seung Wan’s defining moment occurs when she decides to step up against the corporal punishments that are being executed at Taeyang High. Ji Woong is occasionally beaten by one of the teachers with a stick for the tiniest sign of rebellion, and Seung Wan can’t stand the fact that the teachers get away with this, especially since most schools by this time are no longer allowed to use corporal punishment on students. She is such a power boss for that, all the more when she decides to quit school when she realizes nothing is going to be done about it. This part in her story reminded me a bit of The Sound of Magic, in the way that she becomes aware of the power that adults hold, that even if she is brave enough to step up for justice, she won’t be taken seriously as a child/student. I loved it when she plain-out refused to apologize to the school, because it was the school that needed to apologize. She decides to throw away all the effort she put in her school work, simply because she doesn’t want to belong to a school that allows this kind of behavior. That is so badass.
I also loved how the scene that came next, the one where she told her mom what she’d decided to do. Her mother is amazing, she doesn’t scold her daughter, she doesn’t tell her off, she only asks to make sure if this is what she really wants, and then turns up like a sassy queen at Taeyang High the next day like, ‘So this is the school that allows such shitty behavior towards its students? Yeah, I don’t even want my daughter to stay here.’ I loved it.
In the final episode, Seung Wan is revealed to have started working at a variety show program, but even that seems to bore her. She still doesn’t find life exciting, so in that aspect she remains pretty consistent, lol.

Ji Woong is not just a troublemaker at Taeyang High, he’s also a trendsetter. He has a lot of confidence and doesn’t shy away from expressing himself, either through music genres or fashion style. He changes looks a couple of times throughout the show, discovering new trends and hopping on the bandwagon. At some point he switches his music style from rock to hiphop, changes his clothing style and brazenly wears hyped but problematic merchandise to school. While he has this air around him, he is all the more sincere when it comes to his feelings for Yoo Rim. He first tries to get Hee Do to introduce him to her, but as Hee Do doesn’t get along with Yoo Rim at the beginning, he goes for it himself and immediately lucks out. He and Yoo Rim start a special budding friendship, and Yoo Rim also starts calling on him more often when she needs some cheering up. Their feelings, while already quite obvious from the start, blossom into a really adorable romance.
I couldn’t help but love Ji Woong for his unmasked sincerity when it came to Yoo Rim. He may have had some hidden inner worries and insecurities underneath his image at school, but to Yoo Rim he spoke nothing but the truth. I loved how open he was about his feelings for her, like he literally voiced every single thing he felt, from feeling flustered to wanting to act vulnerable in front of her. I also liked that, although his character became most present in Yoo Rim’s storyline, there was a special bond between him and Seung Wan that was also presented really clearly. For example, when Seung Wan quit school, he couldn’t help but feel like it was because of him, and he even ended up crying. He was not afraid to show his emotional sides to Seung Wan, and I really loved the hug they shared in that moment.
All in all, Ji Woong is the kind of guy who will keep up a cool front rather than show his friends his scars, but on the other hand he is really transparent about his emotions and thoughts. I just loved how loyal he was, he was such a good friend and such a sweet boyfriend to Yoo Rim. Acting cool on top of showing time and time again what a good guy he was, only made him more likable. The way he proposed to Yoo Rim in the final episode was also very exemplary of how he liked to keep a cool image, but it was still very sweet.

Before I go on to the mothers and remaining family aspects of the show, I want to just mention that I am so glad they didn’t add any unnecessary love triangles. In the beginning it seemed like Yoo Rim used to have a crush on Yi Jin, and this would only create more tension between her and Hee Do. I lolled when Yi Jin told her she probably just liked his money and his sports car and Yoo Rim went, ‘Oh, was that what it was?🤔’, she was pretty real for that. I was also scared that Seung Wan would end up actually having a crush on Ji Woong or something, I don’t remember when but at some point I felt like she was resigning a bit when he got together with Yoo Rim, but luckily this was never officially confirmed. It was all the more relaxed because no one got involved in each other’s romances, and everyone was happy for one another. I appreciated that.

Let’s get a bit more into the important theme of family in this show.
Starting with Jae Kyung and Hee Do. We meet Jae Kyung as Min Chae’s grandmother before we meet her as Hee Do’s mother. Putting the two side by side, you would barely recognize her (they did an amazing job with the make-up, too😳) To say mother and daughter have grown estranged from another is an understatement. While Hee Do just thinks that her mother doesn’t care about her, Jae Kyung wishes her daughter would understand that she needs to maintain her professionality at work. Honestly, although I did get that Jae Kyung didn’t have the luxury in her job to report on things subjectively, I did feel like she could have been a bit more considerate towards her daughter. I couldn’t blame Hee Do for feeling distant from her, because it really felt like her mom cared more about her job than about her. Jae Kyung’s choice to appear in a news flash rather than going to her husband’s funeral definitely made the first real crack between them, and since then Hee Do has repeatedly been disappointed by her mother on occasions that meant a lot to her personally. She just stopped expecting things from her at some point, which must have made her feel very lonely at home, as she didn’t have any other family left.
The flashbacks of Hee Do’s father broke my heart, truly. The scene where she thought her dad didn’t get back on the train in time and started crying and then he came in and surprised her, I was basically sobbing with her. That man was a precious human being, and it wasn’t fair of Jae Kyung to just never talk about him again. Hee Do needed to be able to talk about him, remember him, and she was left alone in that, by her mother, of all people.
The main difference between Hee Do and Yoo Rim was that while Hee Do may not have had to worry about money issues, she didn’t have a support system at home. Her mother didn’t even congratulate her personally when she wins a match, she basically learns about what her daughter is up to through the news, rather than hearing it first-hand. When Jae Kyung went on air to report about how Hee Do ‘stole the gold medal away from Yoo Rim’, I totally stood by Hee Do. Of course it was her job, but I could understand how painful that must have been for Hee Do at that moment, because it felt like even her own mother wasn’t on her side. You could just see it from the way Hee Do reacted when any random person showed her kindness and told her she’d done well; she just teared up. That’s why the scene where Yoo Rim’s mother suddenly hugged her and congratulated her made such a big impact. If even the mother of her then-enemy could stroke her hair and tell her she was proud of her, what the heck was wrong with her own mother? That scene was really touching, and you could also see Yoo Rim soften at Hee Do’s response to that hug.
The same went for Seung Wan’s mom, who really gave a ‘mi casa es su casa’ vibe. Not only did she always allow the group of friends to gather at her house, she was also extremely hospitable toward Yi Jin and rooted for both Yoo Rim and Hee Do as if they were her own children. I loved when Hee Do won in that final match in Madrid and she went, ‘that’s my loach baby!!’😂And when Hee Do and Yoo Rim hugged each other after the match, she joined Seung Wan and Ji Woong in their emotional sobbing.
It was just so nice to see that, while Hee Do lacked this kind of warmth from her own mother, she was always given a warm welcome by her friends’ moms. It really felt like she was being accepted into her friends’ families and that must have meant a lot to her.

The mother-child bond was definitely a recurring theme. Except from Yoo Rim and Yi Jin, the other characters all only had their mother as their parent, I don’t know where all the fathers went, but it was a very mother-dominated show, lol. And what also made it interesting was that every single mother-child bond was different. I just wanted to mention that because apart from the general family theme, it really relied on mothers and daughters a lot. I liked how it drew upon both the relationship between Hee Do and Jae Kyung and that of Hee Do and Min Chae. I hadn’t expected that the story would be initiated from a daughter’s wish to get to know her mother better in order to come to terms with their differences. It made for a strong foundation, in my opinion.

If the flashbacks of Hee Do’s dad were emotional, the scene at the graveyard broke me completely. When Jae Kyung suddenly takes Hee Do to visit her father’s grave and she breaks down admitting how much she misses her husband, finally allowing Hee Do to see that side of her mother that was hidden behind the anchor mask for so long, that was heart-wrenching. I actually cried during that scene, man, that was something. At least after that, they were able to get along better again. I guess it really was up to Jae Kyung to clear the air, because Hee Do wasn’t going to get it out of her. I liked Jae Kyung much better after that, also when she got more involved in Hee Do and Yi Jin’s relationship and started treating Yi Jin better as well. When Yi Jin finally becomes a news anchor in the final episode, Jae Kyung personally congratulates him, no hard feelings whatsoever about his former relationship with her daughter. Jae Kyung was a role model to Yi Jin, and he strived to be as professional as her, although he still struggled a lot to keep his personal feelings under control. His perspective on Jae Kyung differed so much from Hee Do, but I loved Hee Do’s maturity and optimism when she acknowledged that while her mother appearing on the news may have a sad effect on her, it has a stimulating effect on Yi Jin’s ambitions.

Finally I want to talk a bit about the relationship between Jae Kyung and Coach Yang Chan Mi. I realize I haven’t talked about Coach Yang at all yet, but she was a very important character when it came to Hee Do and Yoo Rim’s fencing achievements. While she is the team coach at Taeyang High at the start of the show, she used to be a national fencer herself. That is, until Jae Kyung, her friend, covered a news story about Chan Mi accepting bribes from fans. We later learn that at the time, Chan Mi wasn’t even aware that it was a bribe, she found out through the news along with everybody else. This definitely put a big strain on her friendship with Jae Kyung as Chan Mi had to start all over again. Despite her carefree and casual attitude, Chan Mi cares a lot about her trainees and doesn’t accept people who won’t go all the way in fencing. Even though she acts like she’s reluctant to accept Hee Do into her team in the beginning (we find out later that her transfer was already confirmed and Chan Mi was just testing Hee Do’s waters), she ends up rooting for Hee Do the most. Without ever favoring one over the other, even after Yoo Rim changes teams and nationality, Chan Mi always welcomes her back with open arms. It’s clear that a part of her has also forgiven Jae Kyung for what she’s done, even though she still holds it against her. I thought that, while they clearly drifted apart, there was still a solid ground between the two ladies, and they still managed to maintain a professional relationship as a reporter and a former athlete.

I just remembered an arc that I wanted to discuss, which also brings me to another example of great episode writing. There is this one girl on the Taeyang High fencing team, Lee Ye Ji (Joo Bo Young) who eventually decides she wants to quit fencing. Unlike Hee Do and Yoo Rim, she just doesn’t feel joy when she’s fencing anymore. However, Coach Yang doesn’t let her quit so easily. At first I was like, why? It’s clear Ye Ji made up her mind about quitting, so why force her and tell her that it’s just a slump she needs to get over? I thought that was a bit harsh, to be honest. Anyways, Coach Yang ultimately agrees to let her quit, but only after she places in the quarter finals of an upcoming match. Hee Do and Yoo Rim help Ye Ji with her training as much as they can and Ye Ji ends up winning. Even though this is a great achievement, she still tells them she wants to quit and is let go. This happens in the same episode that Seung Wan quits school. I really loved how, even though the two stories happened separately from each other, the episode ended with both Seung Wan and Ye Ji standing in front of the school gate as they made for the exit. Seung Wan just quit school, Ye Ji just quit fencing. It was such a simple occurrance, but the fact that these two stories suddenly came together at the end of the episode felt so nice. It was like everything was connected. I’ll say a bit more about this in my concluding remarks, but even when several dramatic of sad things happened in an episode, it always ended in a hopeful, wholesome way that just made sense and always made me smile. I really loved the writing of this show.

Before I go on to my cast comments, I want to make a final note about something I mention more than often in my reviews: the fact that I always like it when a specific field of interest is covered that I don’t have any prior knowledge about. In this case, it went for both fencing and journalism. Honestly, fencing never interested me much, but boy were those matches exciting! They were so thrilling and the energy of the athletes was so palpable, the way Hee Do screamed each time she made a point, the training, the sweating, the focus… It all made it very compelling to watch. I’ve never watched any fencing matches on TV as engagingly as I watched the matches in this show. It was really interesting getting a glimpse into the world of fencing. I didn’t even know they used those machines and little cables they clipped onto their helmets. (On an unrelated note: the beep of the fencing machine they used in matches sounded exactly like my laundry machine and dryer, so on many occasions I was looking over my shoulder to see whether the sound was really just coming from my screen, lol.)
I have watched more shows that included journalism, or the dark side of news reporting, but it was interesting to get some insight into journalism in the late 90s. Discovering all the developmental aspects of the job through Yi Jin, it became even more clear how all industries have faced so many changes throughout the years. I also thought it was powerful to show how reporters also suffer mentally because their work can have such a negative influence on people. Dramas typically depict reporters as vultures, they don’t show any empathy, they just flock around someone, pushing mics in their faces, trying to get a statement out of them. But shown through Yi Jin’s experiences like this, it really puts things in perspective. Reporters are also people, and they have to abide by the rule to not show any emotions while they report. I did find it surprising that Yi Jin became so determined about becoming a reporter of all things, after what happened to his own family and how he himself had gotten ostracized and criticized by society. Still, kudos to him for continuing throughout all the hardships. I mean, he even ended up losing the love of his life because of this dream, he really wanted to go all the way. It was pretty heavy at times, but I did like to see those different sides of the occupation and how Yi Jin struggled with them. It made the job very realistic, and Yi Jin all the more human.

It’s cast comment time!😃

This is the first ever drama I’ve seen of Kim Tae Ri. I only know her from the movie Space Sweepers, and honestly I didn’t even recognize her from there, even though she was one of the main characters (that’s how bad my memory is, guys). Anyways, it seems like she really hasn’t done that many projects, she’s appeared in 6 movies and 3 dramas so far, and has 2 upcoming dramas according to MDL. I see now that she herself graduated with a bachelor’s degree in Journalism and Broadcasting! She must have understood a great deal about that aspect of the show, even though her own character wasn’t involved in it as much. I saw that she received both the Best Actress and Most Popular Actress awards for her portrayal of Hee Do in this show. As this is my first review of her, I’ll just say that I really liked her performance. She made such an endearing character of Hee Do, balancing the tough exterior with the vulnerable interior without every losing her strength. Her chemistry with Nam Joo Hyuk was really good, they made an incredibly endearing couple. I was really impressed by her performance, and I hope to see more of her from the future!

My boy Nam Joo Hyuk! Honestly, every time I think I’ve seen all this guy can do, he always manages to get me back in a chokehold. There’s just something about the look in his eyes when he silently expresses his love to his co-star that just makes me go🥹 The puppy eyes, the melancholic smile, honestly, he needs to give us a break sometimes. I’ve seen him in almost everything he’s done so far, Surplus Princess, Who Are You – School 2015, Cheese in the Trap, Moon Lovers: Scarlet Heart Ryeo, Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo, Bride of the Water God, The Light in Your Eyes and Start-Up. Also, The School Nurse Files is coming up on my list soon, so I’m excited for that! Although I keep wanting to see more happy roles from him like in Weightlifting Fairy, it’s undeniable that he pulls off the melancholic anti-hero very well too. It reminded me of his role in The Light in Your Eyes a bit. He keeps proving that he has these different sides to him, and I love it. I think he made Yi Jin, despite his undeniable shortcomings, into a very human and multi-layered character that kept trying to do the right thing in spite of his own feelings. He did very well, I can’t wait what kind of project he’ll take on next!

I hadn’t seen anything with Kim Ji Yeon/Bona before this, I didn’t even know she was in Cosmic Girls (which, for the record, says absolutely nothing because I don’t know every single member from every single K-Pop group). Anyways, she’s been in 6 released dramas so far, the latest one just came out. Again, as it is my first review of her as an actress in a drama, I can only say that I liked her performance. As soon as she came out of the initial pettiness, she made Yoo Rim into an incredibly likable character and a true friend. I think her acting was really good and she definitely got a lot of opportunity to show her range in emotional acting. I imagine she and Kim Tae Ri had to learn some fencing, too, I’m not even sure anything was done by alternates. Despite their initial rivalry, Hee Do and Yoo Rim really set some high friendship standards, haha. I liked their chemistry together a lot, it seemed like they all got along so well!

I kept thinking I recognized Choi Hyun Wook from something, but I haven’t seen anything with him in it, either! He’s been in some hyped shows like Taxi Driver, Racket Boys and Jirisan, which I haven’t seen yet. Anyways, I really liked Ji Woong’s character. I loved how they didn’t make a stereotype of him, how despite his tendency to ‘keep it cool’ he still showed a lot of emotion and vulnerability. He wasn’t afraid to express himself, be it through music or fashion, and it was nice that he ended up running a street fashion-inspired business, it suited him very well, he was a born trendsetter. I also really liked his chemistry with Bona, they made a really cute couple and he just couldn’t keep himself from smiling at her. I think the only ‘vulnerable’ sides to his characters were revealed through his mother yelling at him through the phone about his low grades, getting beaten by that jerk teacher and his reaction when Seung Wan quit school. Usually he would just faintly smile and shrug it off, but I don’t think it was always that easy for him to act as carefree as he wanted. He portrayed the layers of the character really well.

I also didn’t know Lee Joo Myung, so kudos for this show to introduce me to so many new actors! She has about as much drama projects to her name as Bona, and I haven’t seen any of them. But yeah, I really liked Seung Wan. She may actually be one of my favorite characters in the show. I liked how, despite the fact that she was the only single person among two couples in her friend group (which I related to by the way because I’ve been there☠️) she was never left out, she was an indispensable part of the group. I liked how she got that edge to her with the whole ‘I don’t find life interesting’ attitude, I wouldn’t have expected that to come out of her mouth initially, seeing as she was doing so well in school and seemed really ambitious. I wonder how exactly she came to see the world that way, and how she got attached to Ji Woong’s ways to excite her life more. I also really liked her relationship with her mom, the scene where she supported her when she quit school was really touching. Also, I liked how the show ended with Yi Jin’s younger brother reappearing in front of her, now an adult (played by Kang Hoon) and she was like, ‘Maybe life will prove itself to be exciting, after all😏’, lol. Her character was just really refreshing and original, and I liked her a lot.

Apparently, Kim So Hyun, who plays adult Hee Do, is a musical actress and she’s only done 4 dramas so far! 😮 Again I was so sure I knew her from somewhere, but I guess not. Her face looks so familiar, though. I thought it was interesting to initially introduce Hee Do as an adult and then go about retracing her life as a teen. In the end, I couldn’t help feel more connected to teen Hee Do than to adult Hee Do, it somehow felt like they weren’t the same person. While she only appeared in a couple of scenes as Min Chae’s mother, she didn’t reveal much about her memories or the way she now looked back on things. Honestly, I was kind of shook when we had that wholesome summer beach trip episode and then when Min Chae asked her about it she was like, ‘I went on a summer beach trip? When?’ The way I tensed up! I was already expecting the amnesia trope to peek its head around the corner or something! Luckily it turned out not to be anything as dramatic as that, it just proved how she’d learned to dissociate from her precious memories with Yi Jin until she got her diary back. Still, that gave me a proper scare!

I’ve seen Seo Jae Hee before in Run On, and she’s also in some upcoming watchlist dramas, so I’m excited to see more of her. As I already mentioned in my review, I was so impressed by how well they managed to make her skin look older and younger! I think she was a really good casting choice for Shin Jae Kyung, even if it was just for her poker face. She definitely pulled off the detached mom very well, although she seemed much warmer as a grandmother. It was nice to see her acting chemistry with both teenage Hee Do and adult Hee Do, they really came a very long way but at least they were finally on good terms with each other again. Being kind of biased by Hee Do’s perspective in the beginning, I also had mixed feelings about her. She would do these sweet things for Hee Do behind her back but it seemed like she was determined not to let Hee Do find out about it, as if she didn’t want to reveal how much she actually cared for her daughter. I don’t know if it was purely her professionalism at work, but if she had been able to distinguish work from her private life, she could’ve at least treated her daughter a bit more warmly at home. For example the way she retrieved Hee Do’s gold medal, that was a really sweet gesture. There’s always some characters in the bunch that behave a bit ambiguously, and I guess that went for her as well. All in all, I liked her performance.

I’ve seen Kim Hye Eun in several shows before, like Romantic Doctor, Teacher Kim (S1 only), Radio Romance, Are You Human Too?, Itaewon Class and most recently in The Sound of Magic. It was funny seeing her as Coach Yang, I don’t think I’ve ever seen her portray such a down-to-earth, casual character before. It was a nice change from her typical castings and I liked her character a lot. There were a couple of times when I wondered what she was thinking, such as with the Ye Ji situation and how she wouldn’t let her quit, but it seemed like she knew what she was doing and she just didn’t want her trainees to give up easily. I guess she just wanted Ye Ji to experience the thrill of fencing one last time before she let her go. If that’s what it was about, I can get behind it, but I still thought it was quite harsh to tell her it was just a slump while the girl was clearly miserable during training. I liked how, despite her prior experience with Hee Do’s mother, that didn’t specifically add any ‘destiny element’ to the story. In typical K-Dramas, characters are always somehow connected to each other for a reason, but here, even if that was the case, they didn’t make an additional deal out of it. Even if Hee Do hadn’t been the daughter of her old friend, she would’ve still ended up accepting her after seeing her raw talent, she saw Hee Do for the diamond in the rough that she was, and that’s all that mattered. I liked how she became such a big supporting figure in both Hee Do and Yoo Rim’s lives. It was nice seeing her in this kind of role for a change.

I want to give a shoutout to So Hee Jung, who played Seung Wan’s mother. I really enjoyed her performance, she was such a lovely addition to the cast. Also, I thought they cast her very well as I could even see some similarity between her and Lee Joo Myung. Maybe it was just me, but I just thought they were very well cast as mother and daughter. I loved how she kept in the loach joke – originated from when she met Hee Do and Yoo Rim for the first time as they all helped her picking up a bunch of loaches she’d dropped. After that, Seung Wan’s friends all became her ‘loach babies’, lol. I really liked how kind and welcoming she was to Ji Woong, too. I wouldn’t be surprised if she took care of Ji Woong when his own mom was out on shifts. I will never forget the scene where she came to defend Seung Wan at her school, criticizing those teachers, she was amazing, I really liked her.

Yoo Rim’s parents were played by Kim Dong Gyoon and Heo Ji Na. I’ve seen Kim Dong Gyoon before in Secret Garden, The Girl Who Sees Smells and Fantastic, and also in some cameo roles I believe. I think this is the first time I’ve seen him as a kind father figure. I was so scared when he got into that car accident that he himself wouldn’t make it, but it was also really nasty how he was treated by the victim’s relatives. Of course, you would blame the person responsible for the crash, but it’s not like he meant to do it. It was an accident, and sometimes blaming it on other people really doesn’t solve anything. I don’t know, maybe I was a bit biased because of their already dire financial situation. You just didn’t want this to happen to Yoo Rim’s family while they were already struggling so much.
Heo Ji Na made me tear up with her incredibly warm facial expressions. Honestly, the way she hugged Hee Do and stroked her hair as if she were her own daughter, even though she had ‘robbed’ Yoo Rim of that gold medal that would bring in some money for her family… she was selfless and genuinely kind. It really warmed and pinched my heart at the same time. I haven’t seen this actress in anything else before, but she was cast really well as Yoo Rim’s mom. The scene where Yoo Rim saw her crying as soundlessly as possible while fixing her fencing gloves was so sad. Yoo Rim’s parents really sacrificed a lot to maintain their daughter’s dream, and they would never ask her to stop fencing just so they could save money. They were really nice characters.

By the way, I lolled so hard about that random Cutie Pie cameo appearance of Choi Tae Joon. How was he able to keep a straight face through that?? I liked seeing him pop up in this unexpectedly, but it was still a bit weird, haha.

Okay, so now we’ve finally reached the end of this review. I really wanted to finish earlier, but I kept thinking of new things to add in. I think I covered everything I wanted to say now, so let’s move on to my concluding remarks.
As I think I’ve made clear already, I really liked this drama. It was nostalgic, it was well-paced and I really liked the writing of both the characters and the episodes. The story was spread out really nicely and wrapped up neatly at the end. I can understand why people wouldn’t like the ending, but I also don’t think it’s fair to just dislike something purely because the main couple doesn’t end up together. The reason for their break-up was crystal-clear, and I believe the most important thing was that they didn’t hold each other accountable for anything. They broke up to liberate each other, to not stand in the way of each other’s ambitions and dreams. I actually quite like the ending, it felt really wholesome. Every single episode, for that matter, was wrapped up in a very hopeful, positive and wholesome way. I remember smiling at almost every single episode’s end, because they always found a way to add in a hopeful element. I don’t think it’s about happy endings or reaching a final destination in life. I think it’s about navigating through life through challenges that naturally occur because of the changing times, be it in the 90s or right now. These challenges are even more challenging because they are out of anyone’s control. It’s like trying to keep a raft floating on turbulent and unexplored waters. Even if you have a dream or a certain profession or sports you want to keep doing, there will always be changes because the times always keep changing and nothing remains the same. Even now, we are in the middle of new changes, it never stops.
In the succession of having watched the movie 20th Century Girl and some other old school stuff, it was nice to be immersed in the 90s once again, because what a throwback it was. I liked how they painted such a clear and relatable picture of the times. Apart from that, I also really enjoyed the dialogues, the characters that were anything but one-dimensional. Everyone was so mature and several characters also seemed quite ahead of their time in the way they felt compelled to stand up against things that were still deemed to be normal procedures at the time. Everyone is just trying to figure out where they’re going, and trying to enjoy the time they have to spend with their friends, families and loved ones. Life will always throw us curveballs when we least expect it, and it’s about how we deal with those without losing our footing.

Thanks you for reading all the way to the end! Taking an entire day to write a review always feels worth it when I think of people who will actually take the time to read it. On the other hand, I’m just glad I was able to finish this review in one day, lol. I will now continue on to something entirely different, another recent Netflix release, and it’s from Taiwan this time. It’s been a really long time since I watched a Taiwanese drama, so I’m really curious as the trailer looks intense but thrilling. I’ll be back soon with a new review.

Until then, bye-bee! xx