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One Night/Morning

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Disclaimer: this is a review, and as such it contains spoilers of the whole series. Please proceed to read at your own risk if you still plan on watching this show or if you haven’t finished it yet. You have been warned.

One Night/Morning
(ワンナイト・モーニング / Wan Naito・Mo-ningu)
MyDramaList rating: 8.0/10

Hello everybody and welcome to a new review! This series was so short and sweet that I went through it very fast, and I even took the time to watch it a second time to take specific notes. Can I just say, I am on an absolute ROLL when it comes to wholesome shows at the moment, and I am loving it. This was another hidden gem that managed to touch and surprise me in a lot of ways. I don’t even remember putting it on my list but I’m glad I did, because it’s incredibly charming and very different from any other Japanese show I’ve watched so far. Because of the unique nature of each episode, I initially debated pulling another SF8 reviewing style, but due to the short length of the episodes I decided to make it one big review, in which I’ll discuss all the episodes one by one and give my thoughts on the series as a whole. I’m very excited to share my views on this, so let’s get to it!

One Night/Morning is a WOWOW Japanese anthology series consisting of eight episodes of about twenty-five minutes each. It’s based on a manga series with the same title by Okuyama Kenichi. The full show with good English subtitles can be found on this Polish website.
Each episode focusses on two main characters, a male and a female, that end up sharing a meal and spending a night and a morning together through a wide variety of circumstances. Whether they are romantic/sexual partners, childhood friends, classmates, colleagues or complete strangers, depending on the situation and how the night unfolds, in the morning each character goes home with a new perspective. Each and every interaction leads to some kind of healing and/or valuable life lesson. Apart from that, every episode features (and has as its title) a specific food that plays a central role in the story, and a color scheme that is reflected in the characters’ clothing, environments and the lighting. The combination of the food metaphors, cinematographic elements and the non-diegetic inserts of the characters’ mental state creates a very unique watching experience. While each episode basically stands on its own, there are two episodes that share correlating characters, and the only recurring thing throughout the whole anthology is a convenience store and its enigmatic clerk, whose own episode (the final one) ties all the previous ones together in a very wholesome way.

For this review, I would like to go over each and every episode as the standalone story that it is, give my character analyses and point out everything that stood out to me, also in terms of the food and color elements and the inserts relating to the characters’ mental state. After that, I’ll make some general comments and talk about the series as a whole before concluding.

1. Umeboshi Onigiri, or ‘Pickled Plum Riceball’
Color code: Green

The first episode is about a reunion between two former classmates, Murata Ryota (played by Uesugi Shuhei) and Manatsuki Chiharu (played by Imou Haruka). We are first introduced to Murata, who is struggling to find employment and receives the umpteenth rejection for a job interview. It is in this state that he attends a high school reunion where everyone tells him he hasn’t changed one bit – he’s still as invisible and unmemorable as ever. Very motivating. Contrastingly, the room immediately lights up when Chiharu comes in; she was very popular back in the day and is immediately welcomed back enthusiastically. However, this quickly shifts as people start gossipping about how ‘dried up’ she’s become after her recent divorce. It doesn’t take long before Chiharu decides to leave, and Murata ends up going with her.
Although they’re former classmates, their encounter starts out completely one-sided: Murata has always had a crush on Chiharu, but she doesn’t remember him. While Murata has basically been standing still in terms of gaining social/romantic experience, Chiharu has been through a lot, and just got out of a divorce. She never managed to find someone who could accept her for her quirks, the main one being her aptitude for making a mean pickled plum riceball. It’s an uncommon flavor and not liked by many, and she’s always been criticized or made fun of by her partners for liking them. Murata, on the other hand, loves them. One thing he can’t forget about is how back in high school, he spotted Chiharu throwing away her handmade riceballs after her boyfriend made fun of them, and secretly ate them himself.
The two end up at Chiharu’s house, where they reminisce about high school and eventually arrive at the main topic: their insecurities. During their conversation, they both validate each other in their own uniqueness. I loved how they kept twisting each other’s personal criticisms to something positive. For example, when Murata apologizes for being so unmemorable when Chiharu doesn’t recognize him, she tells him that the person who doesn’t remember is always at fault, and he later also throws this back at her. Another example was that, when Chiharu mentioned she might’ve been thrown away by men because she threw away those onigiri, even though they took so much effort to make, Murata twists it to saying that those onigiri may have actually filtered out the unworthy men for her instead, and he repeats her preparation process to indicate the process she went through as a person to ‘evolve’, rather than ‘deteriorate’.
I thought her throwing away the riceballs might’ve also symbolized her tendency to throw away ‘her true self’ in order to adapt to other people’s preferences – this also came back in her habit of awkwardly complying whenever someone rejected her or made her feel like she was acting weird. In the end, Murata uses the umeboshi as a metaphor for the both of them: while he always stayed a plum, her life experiences made her transform into a pickled one.
Admittedly, I was a bit disappointed by Chiharu’s sudden request to sleep together. They were having such a wholesome moment and I didn’t find it necessary to turn it into a one-night stand. She had just praised him for being so respectful in the way he had continued his love for her from a distance rather than force himself on her, so it felt a bit odd that she suddenly thought it was alright to give him full-body access to her, when she basically just met him. Still, they both consented to it, so I guess it was fine. I liked that Murata at least got the chance to confess to her, and the way he accepted her rejection the next morning was a big green flag. His encounter with her (with or without the sex) gave him new determination to work on himself and strive to gain more life experience so as to become a pickled plum himself, as well. I also appreciated that Chiharu rejected him because it didn’t feel right to her to accept him as a rebound when she was feeling lonely – he deserved better than that.

To me, this story felt like a bittersweet (or should I say, soursweet👀) ‘right person, wrong timing’ kind of love story. Seeing how well and naturally they clicked as adults, it made me feel sad that they didn’t get to know each other earlier – the imagined flashback of them as a high school couple, with Murata happily eating her handmade onigiris was really sweet -, but having this encounter as adults with their respective stuff to work through may have been better, as it resulted in something very precious and wholesome for the both of them that they needed at that specific moment and wouldn’t have found through anyone else otherwise. I was surprised how, through such a short story, we still got two incredibly well fleshed out characters that went through significant personal developments and found closure that helped them see things in a new light, through one overnight encounter.

There were a couple of symbolisms that I thought were very subtle yet powerful, at least if I interpreted them correctly. In the non-diegetic inserts that reflected their mental state, Murata and Chiharu are both standing in a large field with very tall plants. Whereas Murata stands in the dark, Chiharu is illuminated by sunlight. I thought this might’ve alluded to the fact that Murata never stood out while she did, and he later also mentions that she was always ‘the only light in his life’. Throughout the story, Murata makes his way to Chiharu through the plants, towards her light. He finds her and hugs her. The next morning, Murata is back in his initial spot in the field, but now the sun shines on him as well – we see him blink against the unfamiliar light.
Even though these inserts were only short in-between sequences that didn’t last for more than a few seconds, I just loved how profound they were. The way they managed to capture the transformation in these characters through such simple imagery was incredible. Apart from the light and dark distinction between Chiharu and Murata, which I think both symbolized their personalities and their difference in life experience, I also loved the contrastive aspect that Murata was the one making his way to Chiharu. He was the one taking action, grabbing the opportunity to confess his love to her, even after so long. Even though Chiharu was the one who ‘evolved’ into a pickled plum in real life, in the inserts she was the one standing still while Murata made his way to her and validated her growth rather than criticize her for her ‘failures’.
Another thing I took note of was the choice to never mention Murata’s first name in the episode. I only found out he’s apparently named Ryota through MDL, but he’s only ever mentioned by his last name, while Chiharu is called by her full name. I thought this might have also been a deliberate choice, since it adds to Murata’s ‘invisibility’ and the fact nobody really noticed him. Adding to that, ‘Murata’ is a very common last name in Japanese, so that might have also contributed to the mundanity of his existence.

I thought this first episode was really powerful and immediately set the tone for the anthology. The characters were introduced and explored thoroughly in a pretty short time, to the point where it actually felt like I got to know them. Their conversation at Chiharu’s house was incredibly wholesome and I loved how well they clicked and automatically kept validating each other. I also thought the way they used the pickled plum as a metaphor to refer to both of their personalities and mental states was SO clever. They do that in every episode, but this was probably one of my favorite examples, because it was so specific. It also immediately made me want to try an umeboshi onigiri myself – I saw one when I went to buy some the other day, but I still ended up going with the basic fave tuna-mayo. I wonder what that says about me, lol. But yeah, I loved how they utilized this specific ‘acquired taste’ piece of food to connect the main characters, and made it part of the narrative.

In terms of the color scheme, I thought it was cool to see how they differentiated between various shades of green to distinguish between the characters as well. Murata starts out with very dark green, both in his clothing and the lighting, but in the morning he’s enveloped in Chiharu’s lighter shade, and everything around him seems lighter as well, which probably reflects his newfound determination.


I feel like this was characteristic for every episode in this anthology: every character starts out dark or troubled, and comes out lighter and less worried at the end. I really loved how they managed to reflect this in the colors and the lighting. All in all, great writing and use of practical tools and accessories to get across a simple yet very powerful message. I really liked this episode.

2. Honey Toast
Color code: Yellow

The second episode focusses on two people who meet through a dating app: Sutou Michitoshi (played by Mochizuki Ayumu) and Lily (played by Ito Marika). We first see Sutou pass by the convenience store to buy toast before his blind date, which quickly becomes a topic of conversation once he actually meets up with his match. Through this, we learn that Sutou uses the nickname ‘Toast’ since it’s close to the pronunciation of his last name, and the fact that he basically always eats toast for breakfast, despite not even being that passionate about it. Lily meets him halfway by mentioning she loves honey toast. The date quickly takes a spicy turn when Lily suddenly announces she’s in the mood for something sexy, and they end up going to a love hotel. Before they can really get things going, they are interrupted by an aggressive guy who claims Lily is his girlfriend, but then kicks her down and leaves her on the street when she tries to beg him for forgiveness. Seeing her almost get taken away by another drunk guy, Sutou brings her to his house, where they have an openhearted talk.

I have to admit this story didn’t grab me as much as Umeboshi Onigiri did, probably because it went through the character introductions very fast and offered less buildup before taking a sexual turn (my demisexual ass just can’t, lol). Still, the conversation between them established the darker and deeper layers within the both of them very clearly, and after rewatching the episode I also caught a couple of things I initially missed.
Sutou sees himself as the kind of person nobody really loves or hates, just like how he neither loves nor hates toast. The only reason he went on a dating app was because he’d made up his mind to at least lose his virginity before graduating, even though his intention leaned more towards ‘getting it over with’ than to actually finding a partner. He’s always restricted himself in caring too much about anything, and took to staying neutral in everything throughout his life.
I appreciated that, despite looking like a typical spineless babyfaced boy, Sutou actually had some proper backbone and didn’t just go along with whatever Lily suggested. It was refreshing to see him stand up to her and offer advice, rather than just bend over backwards to help her out. Additionally, I also liked that his neutral stance didn’t make him heartless: this guy actually cried at hearing Lily’s story, and made a genuine (albeit awkward) suggestion to look for other ways she could try to make herself feel needed and useful. I loved how his random example of ‘try fundraising’ actually inspired her to join a donation campaign at the end, that was really sweet.
In contrast to Sutou, who has always painstakingly taken control of his own life, Lily is basically alone in the world. She doesn’t have any family or real friends to fall back on, which has led her to allow all sorts of bad people into her life that have kept taking advantage of her. Through her life, Lily learned that the only thing she could use to please people was her body, and this has escalated to the point that it’s become an actual coping mechanism for her. Whenever she upsets someone, she offers to have sex with them to make them feel better, apologize, or show gratitude, because that’s the only thing she knows how to do. I thought that was pretty sad and made her character very complex. As cute and confident as she presents herself during the blind date, she literally comes apart during her one-on-one conversation with Sutou at his house, because nobody ever made her feel respected through rejecting having sex with her before.
Despite having a selfish reason for wanting to have sex himself, Sutou is mature enough to realize that this isn’t the proper way to go, just like it isn’t right for Lily to offer to sleep with him just to express her gratitude. I loved how he reprimanded her methods, but still validated her wish to want to make others happy as well as her desire to feel wanted and desired. Seriously, this was another really well written dialogue, as it offered depth to the characters and made them find some sort of acceptance within themselves that inspired them to become better people. I also really loved how the next morning, Lily referred back to what Sutou said about how he was as neutral as toast, and gave it a new twist by saying that she loved toast because it was an essential ingredient to make honey toast, and it wasn’t just about the honey for her.
Despite Sutou offering Lily a place to stay for as long as necessary, the episode has a slightly dissatisfying ending in my opinion. While they’re enjoying a nice honey toast together, Lily receives another call from Maa-kun, and leaves to take it in private, after which she doesn’t return. Then there’s a time jump to after Sutou’s graduation. We see him eat honey toast for breakfast and have a call with his boss or colleague, when he suddenly spots Lily on the street, participating in a donation campaign. She’s dyed her hair back to dark and is openly referred to by her real name, Shizuko, by her peers. Seeing that she’s turned over a new leaf, even after disappearing on him, puts a smile on Sutou’s face.
Even though this in itself was a nice ending, I kind of felt bummed out that they couldn’t have stayed together, even if things stayed platonic between them. When she leaves to take Maa-kun’s call, we’re led to believe that maybe she’s not able to leave him behind after all, but then when we see her transformed at the end, it suggests that she decided to take care of her own stuff instead of relying on Sutou’s hospitality. I guess that’s a good thing, but it was kind of sad that she just disappeared without informing him of that, like how Chiharu in Umeboshi Onigiri at least gave her reason for rejecting Murata. Still, I thought this was a very interesting and unique story, completely different from the first one, that introduced two innately different-natured people that still managed to help each other. Lily took Sutou’s advice to make herself useful in a different way, and Sutou kept the honey she introduced to his bland ‘toast’ life. Again, love the metaphors.
My only critical remark on this episode would be that I felt like it kept a couple of things a bit open. For example, it’s not even explicitly clarified how Sutou and Lily meet, although it’s suggested that it’s a dating app because they both mention something along the lines of ‘not having tried meeting up with people through this method before’. However, when Maa-kun was introduced it made me wonder how Lily ended up registering for a dating app when she was apparently in such a heavy-reliant relationship with someone. Was she trying to get away from him or meet new people she could ‘please’? The lack of context from the start kind of contributed to the fact that I wasn’t able to get into the story as quickly as with the first one, even though the later developments did partially make up for that.

The non-diegetic inserts reflecting the main characters’ mental states in this episode showed both Sutou and Lily in the water. We first only see Sutou, who manages to swim to the surface once he’s about to lose his virginity with Lily. After that, he floats on his back just above the surface for a while. Similar to Murata, this may symbolize that he’s been ‘dormant’ for a while, staying neutral and uninvolved.
As for Lily, we initially see an image of her standing fully clothed under a running shower, but then we see her in the same water mass as Sutou, even further down than him. At some point, Sutou dives down and brings her to the surface as well. I thought showing them both underwater for different reasons was a powerful metaphor, as it showed that they were both ‘drowning’ to suppress their respective self-worth, in a way.

In terms of color scheme,  while yellow seemed a very fitting choice as it also reflected the color of honey, I still liked that they used it in different shades as well. In Japanese, ‘the taste of honey’ (hachimitsu no aji) alludes to something seductive or sexual, and I think this can also be linked to Lily’s tendency of wanting to please people with her body. All in all, I really think you can say that Lily was the honey to Sutou’s toast, in more than one way. Here again, I really loved the distinction between the shades of yellow depending on the situation, how it’s all dimmed and tense in the love hotel but then turns bright and light the morning after. In general, things always feel lighter in the morning, so I think this was also a very apt depiction of that.

 

While watching it for the second time definitely helped me understand the characters a bit better, I still felt like it was a bit more rushed and had a little less buildup than the first episode. Nonetheless, the characters didn’t feel one-dimensional and I respected that they decided to go their separate ways and work of themselves by themselves, rather than rely on other people too much. Learning how to depend on yourself is just as important as learning how to rely on others, after all.

3. Somen, or ‘Fine White Noodles’
Color code: Light pink

This episode focusses on two colleagues, Onigashima Moe (played by Asakawa Nana) and Momokawa Wataru (played by Yanagi Shuntaro). While they work for the same company, these two are initially on complete opposite sides of society. Moe initially comes across as quite shallow: she only cares about money and immediately judges Momokawa for having the same thing for lunch for an entire week, as it screams ‘shabby’ to her. Despite this judgemental tendency, she’s very straightforward about her preferences. I loved how she slapped back at that guy she went on a blind date with when she saw a text of his wife come in. The way she immediately went: “I don’t do affairs, byeee” and also didn’t let him gaslight her for only dating him for his money, was peak. That “your wife and child are waiting for those diapers” was really satisfying. The fact that this was followed up by an insert of her screaming into a void made it even better, because it immediately showed that there was more to her, and it did hurt her in some way.
Getting out of that failed date, Moe is approached by Momokawa, who had been waiting for a chance to catch her after work, and she ends up sleeping over at his place after getting drunk. When she wakes up the next morning, she’s greeted by Momokawa’s large and lively family and treated to a breakfast of leftover somen his family members sent over, which clears the question of why he had been eating this for lunch so many times.
Honestly, as shallow as she acted at first, I really liked Moe. I loved her quirky expressions and firm boundaries when it came to dating and settling down. She was a very refreshing character, and I appreciated that they gave a proper explanation for her money-dependent behavior as well, although I did feel like it had some contradictions to it. Her family became poor when she was in high school, after her father made a wrong investment bet, and this ended up tearing her family apart, also because Moe became so ashamed of them that she stopped coming home. With his loss of money, her father also lost his kindness and reliability, which made her believe that these characteristics were all negligible in a partner – everything would disappear once they’d run out of money, anyway. Was that why she just gave up on the goodness of people and only started looking at money, without feelings behind it? Because it would hurt less if only the money disappeared, and not the love as well? That might’ve been it, but I still felt a bit of ambiguity in her intentions. What I did like was the way she immediately came undone at the Momokawa breakfast table. She realized how judgemental she’d been, and seeing his family eating together triggered her own lack of a warm family safety net. After breakfast, Moe and Momokawa take a walk together and have another very wholesome conversation, after which Momokawa proposes to her with the promise of remaining as kind and reliable as he can, even without much money.
Momokawa comes from a big family and has four siblings who are about ten years younger than him. This age difference jumped out to me from the get-go, so it was nice to get an explanation for it; we love attention to detail👌🏻. He grew up as an only child until the age of ten, around which time his father got sick. For some reason, that’s when his parents suddenly became desperate to conceive again, which resulted in four much younger siblings, even though his father passed away not long after the last one was born. In hindsight, Momokawa felt like his dad wanted to leave enough ‘allies’ for his mom, to which Moe adds “and for you, probably”.
I loved how Moe and Momokawa actually had a lot in common, but ended up in opposite circumstances: Moe was ashamed of her family’s poverty and did everything she could to separate herself from it, to the point of pretending she was above it by only seeking out rich guys. Momokawa grew up in a poor family which was very warm and lively, and he never even had to be selective of who he liked: he instinctively fell for Moe and simply couldn’t picture anyone else to be with.

This was a very sweet love story, and the first in which the two main characters actually got together. I loved the buildup in Moe’s character development, as well. You could literally see her change perspective as she realized Momokawa’s family situation, regretting how she called him ‘shabby’ for eating the same thing for multiple days in a row. It was cute that she ended up eating the somen he gave her during lunch, because that also seemed to indicate her making peace with her family background.
I already mentioned it before, but the attention to detail in this episode really stood out to me. They made even the subtlest aspects relevant, like how the sight of Momokawa’s brothers picking green onions from their balcony reminded Moe of how her family used to do this, and how ashamed she was of it because it emphasized how poor they were. There were a lot of powerful parallels that were referred back to, which only contributed to the consistency of the story.
Just like with Umeboshi Onigiri, I really liked how well this episode fleshed out the main characters in such a short time, and Moe went through such a natural transition throughout the story.
This was also the first episode that genuinely made me laugh out loud, mostly because of Moe’s quirkiness. I loved her initial response to Momokawa’s proposal, and how she then continued to make qualms about taking each other’s name, lol. Her whole thing about not wanting to become Momokawa Moe because it had too many ‘mo’s” in it, and how she joked about him becoming Onigashima Wataru because that sounded like some sort of epic adventure story, lol. I really liked how her character was written, because it made me like her even when she acting shallow. What mattered was that she was immediately capable of reflecting and changing perspective when it came to it.

While the somen was initially introduced as a tool to remind Moe of her family’s poverty, I loved that it got another meaning as well. Apparently, it’s typical for somen to include one pink noodle, which Momokawa’s youngest sister ends up giving to Moe. Later, during his proposal, Momokawa even compares Moe to this pink noodle directly, in terms of how he was instinctively drawn to her in the same way the pink noodle stands out among the white somen. Even after only spending one night and morning together, this encounter managed to turn Moe’s long-going habit of prioritizing money over feelings upside down, and she immediately acknowledges Momokawa for his unmistakable sincerity.

The non-diegetic inserts in this episode were also very fitting. Moe and Momokawa are standing in the same field, but are initially not in close range to each other. At some point, we see Momokawa listening, one hand at his ear, while Moe is screaming and frantically searching for her phone, as if he literally put out a call to her and she hastily struggles to answer it. In the end, their call connects and Moe is seen approaching Momokawa, as if they finally managed to find each other. Again, I thought this was very apt since it turns out they had always been on the same wavelength, and Momokawa had been trying to ‘reach’ Moe for a while. She just had to be alarmed to the fact that the person she’d been looking for had actually been standing in the same field as her all along.

The color scheme for this episode was light pink, and besides the usual reflections of that in the environments I also thought it was nice that it came back in more personal ways, like the pink noodle and even Momokawa’s name (‘momo’ means ‘peach’). Same as with the previous episodes, there’s a clear distinction in how the color shades change from darker to lighter. For example, when we see Momokawa eat in the beginning, his environment is kind of dimmed, but when they’re at the breakfast table together and when Moe eats somen herself in the end, the space they’re in is much brighter. While this might be a recurring transition, I still like how it reflects the shift in their situations and mindsets.

I honestly think this might be my favorite episode of the anthology. I loved the buildup between the characters and the natural change in Moe’s attitude. As a story, I also appreciated that it didn’t go as deep and psychological as the previous ones. It created a nice variation within the episodes.

One last thing that jumped out to me in this episode was that it introduced a side character, Moe’s colleague Mitsume. Although the other episodes also showed different people besides the main leads, it immediately felt different with this person because she was featured far more distinctively and given way more screentime, even within this short story. Not gonna lie, I was pretty proud of myself for noticing this, especially when it turned out I was right in feeling like she was ‘special’ in some way.
Apart from this, I actually felt like I was on a role intuitively in general, since I’d gotten two names right before they were even revealed. This is a very random detail but I still wanted to mention it, because it made me feel so aligned with the series as I was watching it. During Honey Toast, I kept thinking Sutou looked like an ‘Ayumu’, and this turned out to be the actor’s name. When Moe asked Momokawa what his first name was, I instictively said: “Wataru”, which turned out to be the case. Call me the name whisperer, if you will.

4. Gyudon, or ‘Beef Bowl’
Color code: Orange

This episode focusses on two former schoolmates, Hatamoto Tamako (played by Kawai Yumi) and Ushio Teppei (played by Fujiwara Itsuki). We first meet Tamako, a very quiet girl who’s quite literally at a standstill in her life. Besides being shy and soft-spoken, she is unable to escape the influence of her mother, even as a young adult. Her mother refuses to let her go to a distant university and live on her own, so Tamako is forced to stay in the same place. Apart from these external circumstances, she also has something paralyzing her from within: the guilt of not being able to stand up for someone back in high school.
Ushio is the epitome of ‘don’t judge a book by its cover’. In every single way, he is portrayed as a misunderstood delinquent – one look at him and people decide he’s up to no good. When he’s having lunch in a spot with a lot of trash, people assume he’s responsible for the littering. When he brings someone their wallet when they accidentally forget or drop it, people assume he stole it. When he buys condoms at a convenience store, people assume he has shady intentions.
Tamako first meets Ushio in high school, when she spots him eating a bowl of gyudon next to a dried-up flower bed. Some time later, when she’s watering said flower bed, he comes to the same spot again to eat his gyudon. He clears away the cigarette buds and silently appreciates her for watering the plants. Seeing this side of him, Tamako immediately clocks that he is a kind person and stops judging him by his cover. Just when she starts warming up to him, she spots him being dragged away by a teacher who accuses him of littering around the flower bed. While knowing he didn’t do it, Tamako isn’t able to speak up for him, and doesn’t see him again. Another few years later, the two meet again on a night when Tamako attempts to run away from home.

I thought this was another really refreshing episode. First of all, this was the first story without any intentional physical intimacy between the two characters. While they did spend a night together at a book café and Ushio ends up hugging her in his sleep, their relationship throughout stays purely platonic. Even if there is a slight suggestion that there might be some feelings between them – and Tamako is definitely drawn to Ushio after realizing his kindness – the episode ends with them both moving on with their lives while staying in touch through written letters.
The fact that this episode was pretty much solely about Tamako dealing with her guilt of not being able to stand up for a friend was very powerful, and it was all the more satisfying when she ultimately managed to make up for it. Even when Ushio already established that he didn’t blame her for anything, it just felt right when she spoke up for him in the end.
I really liked their ‘Yankee-kun versus Megane-chan’ dynamic, the tough looking guy and the shy girl who recognized his good intentions through his exterior. As such, I was happy that it stayed pure and platonic, and that it focussed on them finding closure for their different sentiments surrounding that specific situation in the past, rather than on bringing them together as a couple.

It was this theme of different perspectives that set this episode apart for me. We mainly follow Tamako’s perspective, which pulls us into her world of thought that she failed Ushio. Tamako is convinced that he must have always resented her for it, and keeps referring back to that when they meet again. Contrastingly, Ushio reveals that he did actually hear her mumbled attempts to speak out as he was being dragged away. He knew she tried, and he never blamed her for anything. While Tamako spent all those years wanting to apologize to him, he always wanted to find an opportunity to thank her. When he coincidentally meets her again as she attempts to run away from home, he expresses his gratitude to her by finding her a place to spend the night. He only stays over because he accidentally falls asleep, and then treats her to a meal the next morning. He even reveals she inspired him to take on his current job: watering the plants at the local park. The magic of different perspectives – chef’s kiss.👌🏻

The gyudon in this story didn’t just serve as Ushio’s favorite meal, either. He eventually uses it as a metaphor to comfort Tamako as well. When she expresses that she’s never been able to change throughout the years, he comments that he would never want gyudon to change flavor, because he liked it the way it was. I also really loved how he answered to her question of how to change by putting pickled ginger on top of her gyudon, to show that she could stay the same and just add something on top to ‘power up’.
As a matter of fact, an opportunity to do so presents itself almost directly after that, when Ushio is falsely accused of stealing someone’s wallet. Tamako finds it in her to ‘power up’ and stand up for him, finally freeing herself from her guilt. She also decides to go home and have a proper talk with her mom instead of running away.
I loved how Ushio managed to inspire her through such a simple message, and how it was revealed that she had inspired him way earlier by watering that flower bed at school. Ultimately, Tamako gets her mother’s permission to study horticulture, and Ushio continues his job as a gardener. I loved the concept of these two polar opposite characters that saw through each other’s exteriors and ended up taking inspiration from each other. It was such a sweet and wholesome little story.

The non-diegetic inserts for this episode were, again, very fitting. After failing to stand up for Ushio, Tamako is at a literal standstill in front of the flower bed and isn’t able to move even when it starts raining on her. Throughout the episode, Ushio approaches her with an umbrella, and when he offers it to her, she responds by holding it over his head as well, before ultimately hugging him. The metaphors and imagery this series uses to show how simple gestures are able to save another person are so incredibly powerful.

In terms of the color scheme, apart from the distinction in dark and light I also appreciated how the show literally brought Tamako and Ushio closer together. The air around them literally seems to clear as they reconnect and exchange contacts, and I thought that was a very neat additional detail.

I think this may be my favorite ‘platonic’ episode. I just loved Tamako and Ushio’s dynamic and friendship, and I appreciated that the story focussed on clearing up a past misunderstanding rather than forcing them together physically. Of course, it would be super cute to see them become a couple at some point, but it was nice to see them start from scratch by clearing the air and initiating friendly contact first.

5. Tamago Sando, or “Egg Sandwich”
Color code: Teal

This episode focusses on two high school students, Miyagawa Haruto (played by Maeda Oshiro) and Iwamoto Kana (played by Ikeda Akana). Despite being in different classes, these two share one fun little weekly interaction: every Wednesday, they race each other to get the last special egg sandwich from the lunch lady. Kana always wins because she’s super athletic, and they always share a cute little moment when Miyagawa has to admit his defeat. In truth, Miyagawa isn’t even doing it for the sandwich: he has a crush on Kana and enjoys getting to see her like this every week. I thought this was pretty clear from the first time we see them do this; when his friends mention he must really like those egg sandwiches for him to race Iwamoto to the top of the stairs each time, Miyagawa kind of shrugs: “Not really, I just liking doing it” while continuing to watch Kana practice.
Kana is part of the softball team, and typically sports (pun intended) a very practical outfit at school. She always wears jerseys under her skirt and has her hair tied into a ponytail. Despite her reputation, she completely loses her confidence when her team loses a game at some point. It’s never really clarified what happened, but I could only guess that the missed chance or loss was somehow related to Kana’s performance, because it hits her so hard that she quits the team. Although Miyagawa manages to comfort her by buying her an egg sandwich from the convenience store, she later shows up at school in ‘normal’ school attire: she no longer wears pants under her skirt and lets down her hair. TYPICALLY, this immediately leads to her becoming more attractive to other boys at school. When Miyagawa hears that his classmate confessed to her, he starts taking his distance from her, which results in a break from their weekly egg sandwich races. Still, the two stay in touch and bond over their shared memories and interactions. One night, Kana texts Miyagawa that she’s going back to school to fetch her ‘lucky charm’ that she forgot, and he ends up going with her. After sharing an exciting nightly adventure in the abandoned school building together, Kana crashes at Miyagawa’s place since she missed her last bus home. The next morning, Miyagawa personally makes egg sandwiches for them to eat together, which they do, outside on the way to her bus stop. Through this conversation, he reveals that it was never about the egg sandwich for him.
I thought it was really cute that they both clearly liked each other a lot, but still cringed about themselves so hard when they were alone, lol, that was such teenage behavior. The fact that Kana’s lucky charm was actually the label of the egg sandwich packaging that Miyagawa cheered her up with after the softball match was really sweet, as well.

I appreciated this story as a short little high school rivals-to-lovers romance, although they were never really ‘rivals’ from the start. Their interactions were super cute and I loved how they bonded over the egg sandwich and kept cheering each other up and helping each other out. The only thing that irked me was that Miyagawa almost kissed Kana while she was sleeping at his house. When she fell asleep after muttering that she wasn’t dating that one guy and she had someone else she liked, he somehow got the urge to kiss her and attempted to several times. Even though he kept stopping himself, I really didn’t like that that was the first thing that came to his mind after learning she was single. She hadn’t confirmed anything and also wasn’t in a position to consent, which to me is an immediate NO. I’m glad he held off, but the fact that he had to stop himself more than once didn’t sit right with me.

While I liked this story for what it was, I did feel like it lacked a certain depth that I did find in other episodes. Of course, I didn’t mind that not every story went as deep and emotional as the other, so I wouldn’t write it off as a flaw. The only thing is that, because it lacked depth, there also wasn’t too much additional meaning to be found in the non-diegetic inserts, in my opinion.
We basically just see the characters as they are, starting with Kana swinging a softball bat and running across the field. The only change I recognized was that at some point they were both pictured on a higher platform (maybe the school roof), and it started snowing. I felt like this was around the time that Miyagawa started distancing himself a bit from her, so it might have been symbolic of things ‘cooling down’ between them. When their love blooms at the end as they eat Miyagawa’s handmade egg sandwiches, they’re both shown looking up at the clear sky behind them, which is suddenly filled with balloons in all kinds of colors. I thought this was a very pretty sight, and it might have alluded to their mutual realization of the romantic feelings they had for each other.
This lack of depth also came back in the food metaphors: I feel like the role of the egg sandwich was really face-value in this episode: it was what they raced for and what linked them together, but there wasn’t really a deeper meaning to it that referred to their mental states or anything.

In terms of the color scheme, I actually wasn’t completely sure what it was supposed to be at first. I initially thought it was blue, until I saw the convience store clerk’s outfit. The colors in the previous episodes had been very bright and present, and in comparison teal fell a bit flat to me. It seemed like it came across more clearly in the environments and the lighting than in the characters’ outfits this time. On the other hand, it also gave off a feeling of something that wasn’t fully ripe yet, which was fitting for the young love between these two high schoolers. Same as with Gyudon, I liked that the colors became brighter and more vibrant as the characters get closer. They literally start at different sides of the school building, racing to the same spot for an egg sandwich, and end up eating them side by side. The scene where Kana sleeps over at Miyagawa’s house might have served as some sort of in-between point; they’ve reconnected but are still divided by misunderstandings in where their feelings lie.

 

All in all, while this may not have been my favorite episode in the anthology, it was still very sweet and the way these two characters connected was very unique. Not everything needs to be that deep, especially when you’re in high school, so I could appreciate it for what it was.

6. Cup Ramen
Color code: Blue

This episode focusses on two childhood friends, Nakamura Sho (played by Mizusawa Rintaro) and Onodera Komugi (played by Kawashima Umika). As kids, they lived next to each other and often hung out together on their neighboring balconies. Komugi was a few years older than Sho and acted as a supportive older sister to him. Whenever one of them was feeling down, they’d call in ‘Outside Ramen Time’ and have a cup of instant ramen outside together, which always contributed to the taste and filled them with new determination. Whilst Komugi supported Sho in his dream to become a manga artist, he supported her in her dream to become an idol.
Many years later, these two meet again on the porch of a publishing company that Sho is bringing his new manga work to. Komugi is working as a cleaner there and after the initial awkwardness, they decide to catch up. It’s clear from the start that things didn’t go as planned for Komugi: she keeps hiding her face from people in the street, seemingly more out of discomfort and embarrassment than celebrity anonymity. They end up in a karaoke room together, where they reminisce about their childhood. Unlike reconnections in other episodes, there are several signs of friction that can be identified here. Besides the fact that they’re both keeping up appearances because they’re embarrassed to admit not fulfilling their respective childhood dreams, there was another level of awkwardness that stood out to me. Firstly, the fact that Komugi refuses to have cup ramen with Sho in the karaoke room. Instead of immediately bonding over the food that linked them together, she pulls away with the excuse that they’re not outside, so it wouldn’t be the same, but it’s clear that that’s not the only reason. Secondly, I was pretty uncomfortable with the way Komugi immediately initiated physical intimacy with Sho. It was in reference to an instance from their childhood where Sho had almost touched her boobs, which despite being bad was justifiable by his immature curiosity in her as a slightly older girl. However, the fact that Komugi, upon reconnecting for the first time in years, immediately went: “Now that you’re an adult, wanna touch my boobs?” really rubbed me the wrong way. In my opinion, they could’ve done without that scene, because they never went back to that kind of intimacy afterwards, either.
I did like the conversation they had afterwards, on the park bench. They actually stayed up all night at the park while talking and having cup ramen together, which was wholesome in its own way. I liked how they both talked about their regrets of not being able to fulfill their childhood dreams and encouraged each other to not give up. I was kind of reminded of Umeboshi Onigiri in the way they stood on different sides in their experiences: while Komugi had a lot of regrets through her acquired experiences, Sho was too scared to take the first step, out of concern that he wouldn’t be good enough.
Komugi had briefly been part of an underground idol girl group called Cup Girls (kind of fitting for the cup ramen story). Even though the group itself wasn’t that popular, she somehow pulled the short end of the stick and ended up being the group’s least popular member, to the point of getting straighout ignored and ostracized. By the way, I found it a bit weird that, despite the fact that the group apparently wasn’t even that well-known, there were still so many people that recognized Komugi on the street. Maybe it was a bit exaggerated to show her paranoia, but I still wondered about that. Anyways, I just can’t believe these kinds of people. Saying you support a group but then openly ignoring specific members doesn’t make you a fan. Go support solo artists then, jeez. It was really hurtful what she went through, especially after she herself had been so motivated by idols as a kid. It’s a very common thing, though. I think by now we all know how harsh the celebrity life can truly be. Watching idol survival shows has given me a clear enough image of how much the job is romanticized. As pure as your intentions are, wanting to bring joy to other people, there’s so much to it that can completely break you as a person. I guess that’s why Sho’s validation of her at the end was so powerful. In their childhood flashback, Komugi mentioned that she wanted to become an idol because they brought her joy, hope, and courage. In hindsight, that’s exactly what she gave Sho: joy, hope, and the courage to pursue his dream of becoming a manga artist. I loved that they referred back to these things they’d told each as children and made them applicable again, even when things had changed in their lives. The episode ends with Sho finally mustering the courage to show his work to that publisher. While Komugi doesn’t going back to being an idol, she decides to stop hiding from people on the street and start speaking out to people she meets at work more, regaining her former vibrancy.

For some reason, this episode felt a bit shorter to me compared to the others. While the two main characters reconnect just as well, their reunion didn’t seem to lead to a continued contact afterwards, and we don’t actually see if they stay in touch. Still, it was wholesome in its own way and stood out for its big flashback that showed the main characters as kids, which none of the other ones did.
I also liked the variety in the non-diegetic inserts, because instead of bringing people physically together, this one ended with the characters’ respective imageries seeping into each other. Sho is shown standing on a rooftop, with pages of drawings floating through the air around him and falling down as he screams and even lies down on the ground in frustration and agony. Komugi is shown in idol attire, with her face painted in glitter although her expression is anything but ecstatic. Towards the end, at hearing Sho’s encouragements, Sho’s drawings start floating into Komugi’s sequences and she cries at seeing the portrait he drew of her.

Just as with Tamago Sando, it didn’t feel like the cup ramen had a deeper meaning than a symbol of a shared memory. Admittedly, it wasn’t just a childhood memory of time spent together, it was intrinsically linked to a time in which they were able to dream freely and carelessly, a time in which they supported each other and brought joy, courage and hope into each other’s lives. Maybe the fact that Sho was motivated by that employee at the publisher’s office eating the same cup ramen also related to the fact that he became able to find encouragement without Komugi’s help and was able to go his own way, even if that meant parting ways with her. I can appreciate it having been a brief reconnection between childhood friends that didn’t lead to anything solidifying between them, honestly.

7. Tsukimi Soba
Color code: Purple

As I mentioned in the Somen section, I had the feeling that Moe’s colleague Mitsume was different from the other supporting characters from the way she was featured. So yeah, when she came back in this episode, I was like: “I knew it!” I liked that Moe and Momokawa had a short cameo in this episode, as well.
This episode centers on a completely different character dynamic than we’ve seen so far: friends with benefits. Mitsume Shiori (played by Ishibashi Natsumi) and Hotta Makoto (played by Mizuma Ron) meet up every once in a while purely to have sex, no strings or feelings attached. Mitsume claims that she prefers this as it’s less complicated, and Hotta is fine with that. Apart from their hookups, they have one other habit to conclude their time spent together: they always go for a bowl of tsukimi soba, buckwheat noodles with green onions and a raw egg on top. This habit originated from the first time they met: Hotta spotted Mitsume at a train platform and spontaneously asked her out, to which she agreed, and he treated her to a bowl of tsukimi soba. He later reveals that he thought she looked beautiful but lonely, and there was no better remedy to loneliness than some warm food.
Still, no matter how much you try to keep things separate, spending so much intimate time together is bound to make you at least a little bit curious about the other person, and this also went for Mitsume and Hotta. It seems like especially Hotta couldn’t help but take note of specific habits and tendencies that Mitsume had, like the fact that she always ate the egg first and put the green onions aside. Thinking that she didn’t appreciate him prying, he always apologized whenever he pointed these things out, but it was pretty clear that he was watching her closely outside of their sexual encounters as well. When Mitsume is suddenly called back to her hometown because her father collapsed, Hotta finds the ground slip away from under his feet and can’t hide his true feelings for her any longer. As someone who used to travel around to try different kinds of tsukimi soba, he has now found himself so attached to her company that he doesn’t even want to eat by himself anymore.
In reality, Mitsume has been holding herself back as well, which is hard for her since she has a hard time controlling herself. While she can’t restrain herself in eating the egg first because she likes it so much, she has been holding back from eating the green onions out of fear that they’ll make her breath smell bad in front of Hotta, whom she’s also come to have feelings for.
As it happens, Mitsume used to have a boyfriend who died in a tragic accident three years earlier. After his death, she swore to never fall in love again, scared of the pain losing someone else would bring her. She was crying over this at the train station when Hotta first approached her. However, as their encounters went on, she still found herself falling for him, which scared her so much that she started to hold back more and more.
When Hotta asks to have one more bowl of tsukimi soba together before she leaves, both their true feelings come out. Since Mitsume would be forced to marry someone to take over her family’s shop, Hotta offers to marry her instead, which fatefully turns out to be a match made in heaven; her parents own a soba shop and he had been saving up to open one himself.

What makes this story interesting is that it’s the only one that doesn’t actually show just one night and one morning. Mitsume and Hotta spend multiple nights and mornings together, and therefore the buildup in their relationship is distinctly different from the rest. It also stood out to me that their non-diegetic inserts didn’t show too much varying imagery than what we already see in the actual story: them wildly going at it in a sultry, dim-lit, jungle-like environment, interspersed with individual shots of them sitting halfnaked on the edge of the bed. The only transition, I guess, is that when they come face to face with their true feelings. That’s when they start facing each other more directly in the inserts as well, hugging and sharing a more sincere-looking kiss. Other than that, there doesn’t seem to be much more that the inserts add to their relationship, making their whole thing kind of one-dimensional. Of course it was interesting to see what their perspectives were and that there definitely was more to them, but it still didn’t go as deep as some other stories did.

Up to this point, it had felt like a while since the food element had carried a deeper metaphor, so I liked that they at least used the comparison of how Mitsume and Hotta ate their tsukimi soba, and how it added to their personalities. Hotta was the type to save his favorite ingredient for last, while Mitsume described herself as being too greedy to do so. As simple as an element it may have been, I liked that the aspect of Mitsume’s greed exceeded beyond that and ended up pertaining to her trying to control her feelings for Hotta as well.

8. Nikuman, or ‘Steamed Meat Bun’
Color code: Hot pink

While I mentioned the enigmatic convenience store clerk in my intro, I purposely didn’t mention him in my analyses of the other stories since I wanted to give him the shoutout he deserved in his own chapter. I got really excited when I saw he would be the protagonist of the final episode, because I’d finally get to hear him talk and know a bit more about him. The way his story ultimately tied together all the other episodes created a very fitting ending for the anthology as a whole, as well.

                       

The final episode focusses on two co-workers, Shigematsu Jun (played by Aoki Yuzu) and Mitsushima Honoka (played by Kakei Miwako). As mentioned, Shigematsu appears throughout all the episodes, with the color of his uniform changing accordingly to each color scheme. He never says a word and has a penetrating stare, but he does help customers out in his own awkward way. At the start of this episode, he is joined on the night shift by a new part-timer, Mitsushima, who is encouraged by their manager to make sure Shigematsu becomes a bit more sociable. Apparently, his silent behavior has started freaking out customers and the store has been getting a lot of complaints since he has stopped greeting people as they come in. We see this in previous episodes as well – whenever a character comes in, there’s always a brief moment of awkward silence when they realize nobody is greeting them with the usual: “Irrasshaimase~”.
Through this story, we find out that Shigematsu did start out doing his best to appear more sociable, despite being made fun of by his fellow students for giving off a scary vibe. It’s been hard for him to try and find a job because of this, as well. When he started out at the convenience store, he did try to smile and talk to customers, but after a while he noticed how most people didn’t even look at him when they paid, and he stopped trying altogether.
Honestly, it broke my heart seeing his story. This poor guy. He tried so hard to change because he didn’t want to feel lonely, and then when he challenged himself to a customer service job to improve his skills, he ended up feeling even more invisible, to the point where he even started doubting his own existence. I think what this story did very well was show just how harmful it can be for employees to deal with customer-oriented work. The main thing I took away from all the part-time jobs I had was that I needed to be more thoughtful of what they were doing, but there are countless people who don’t even bat an eye at the person behind the counter, heck, who don’t even consider them as a human being. Seeing Shigematsu wither away through this occupational loneliness was really sad and it definitely struck a chord with me.
That’s why I found it so heartwarming when he and Mitsushima shared their stories. Mitsushima had visited the store before as a customer, initially also ignoring Shigematsu behind the counter because she was immersed in her own misfortune, but as soon as he mustered up the courage to strike up a conversation with her, she felt saved from her own doom thoughts. In fact, this interaction made such a big impact on her that she ended up applying for a job at the convenience store because she wanted to work with him, the person who’d saved her by just calling out to her with some small talk. People really underestimate just how much a few simple words can mean to someone.
Speaking of Mitsushima, I initially found this episode very hard to watch because the amount of harrassment she went through because of her chest was INSANE. Literally, what the fuck is wrong with people. From customers who just couldn’t fathom why it would be bad to tease an employee about her big boobs and even TOUCH them (these were women, by the way!) to the manager ogling her, to her classmates nicknaming her “meat buns”, to her friend ‘cheering her up’ after a breakup by saying: “But hey, you’ll find another guy in no time with that chest!” Seriously, it made me sick to my stomach. Hearing her try to relativize it by saying people meant it as a joke or a compliment and she didn’t want to make them feel bad was tough. She was such a lovely and bubbly person, and still people found ways to completely tear her down without even acknowledging how they made her feel. Seriously, let’s all just keep in mind that it’s only a joke when both parties are laughing.

All in all, I think this episode made me the most emotional, especially the part where Mitsushima urged Shigematsu to try and greet people again, and that she would confirm to him a hundred times that he existed and mattered. I felt so bad for him and related to him so much that seeing Mitsushima validate him like that just hit home. I loved how these two bonded so naturally, finishing the night shift together to eat some meat buns and have a wholesome heart to heart. Again, there wasn’t any kind of romantic tension between them, they just respected each other as fellow human beings and that in itself was so, so great. I loved how Mitsushima’s comment about how Shigematsu had probably saved loads of people unintentionally led to flashbacks of how he helped all the people from the previous episodes, including scenes that we hadn’t even seen before. How he saved an umeboshi onigiri for Murata, helped Lily find the honey, gave Tamako an encouraging nod after Ushio bought condoms (that was such a funny misunderstanding), stood between Komugi and some guys that were talking smack about her, gave Momokawa an extra plastic bag which he ended up needing when Moe threw up, gave Mitsume an unjudging nod after overhearing the word “sex friend”, and helped Miyagawa find the ingredients to make egg sandwiches after the premade ones were sold out. I loved that it ended with him finally greeting and helping a new customer, after which she personally thanked him, showing him that there were still some people that did appreciate him in his work.

I honestly felt like this story was intended to wrap everything together and show that even the most invisible person has a story of their own, and as such I didn’t actually pay as much attention to the non-diegetic inserts and the differences in the color scheme.
I thought that, just as with the egg sandwich, the nikuman were utilized in quite a face-value kind of way, specifically relating to Mitsushima as she had a personal connection to it. To still say something about the inserts: they first show Shigematsu standing in one of the isles of the convenience store with his eyes closed. When he stands up for Mitsushima, the lights start flickering around him in the rhythm of a heartbeat, and he opens his eyes. When Mitsushima opens up to him, they’re shown walking towards each other in the store, and the final image is of them together, with Mitsushima hugging him from behind as plants start growing through the shelves of the shop. I’d like to think this growth, in combination with the lights flickering as a heartbeat, symbolized these two finding back their will to ‘live’, as in, their will to move forward and try again, and that they found solace in each other, even just as work friends.

I thought this was a very moving and powerful episode to finish off the anthology with. It was cool to get a more in-depth look at Shigematsu and to appreciate him as an individual more. I had no idea his story would make me tear up the most, lol. But seriously, tying everything up like this and then ending it by referring to all the previous episodes one last time was really nice, it actually felt like a happy ending.

And with that, I’ve reached the end of my main analysis. I really appreciated each and every story for what it was, I loved the variety in the dynamics and the messages, and I enjoyed seeing the unique color schemes and inserted imagery that gave a bit more texture and context to all the characters and their respective mindsets. Some episodes hit me a bit harder than others, of course, some went less deep than others, but I liked that every single one was powerful in its own way. My personal rating would be as follows:

1. Nikuman
2. Somen
3. Gyudon
4. Umeboshi onigiri
5. Honey Toast
6. Tsukimi Soba
7. Tamago Sando
8. Cup Ramen

In terms of the color schemes, I was actually reminded of something I read the other day. There’s this theory going around about people who are single and feel like they can’t find the right person, which goes something along the lines of: “you could be the most beautiful shade of this and this color, but for someone who only likes a different color, it’s not going to matter.” I just thought it would be a nice interpretation to think of the color schemes in this series to signify that these people were meant for each other. Maybe these colors weren’t even there in real life, but they symbolized that these specific couples were meant to meet, as they were innately the same color or noticed the color of the other person because it was to their liking. I don’t know, that quote suddenly came to mind while I was watching this, and I thought it would be a cute interpretation for it.

Even though there were only eight main characters in this anthology, I’ve decided not to do a cast comments section for this review. The reason is that, funnily enough, I didn’t know ANY of the actors – which is uncommon in Japanese shows! – and I feel like my remarks wouldn’t go much further than a basic “they did great!” for each and every person. Instead, I’ll make a general comment, which is that this was possibly the most refreshing and genuine acting I’ve seen in a J-Drama in a long while. Everyone was so natural, and I loved how even the characters with darker emotional backstories didn’t become too cringe in their portrayal of it. Japanese dramas sometimes have a tendency to make heavy themes even more heavy through the way they’re acted out, but the acting in this series was incredibly sincere and realistic, from start to finish. I loved it.
As soon as I started watching the first episode, the cinematographic quality immediately jumped out to me. I’m really glad I got to watch this, and I appreciate it for exploring such varying relationship dynamics without shying away from more mature ones as well. Japanese dramas usually are very prude when it comes to showing physical intimacy, so seeing people actually have sex on screen (albeit not in too much detail, thank goodness) was very impressive to me. I love that this series normalized topics like friends with benefits and sexual harrassment, as well. I also think it shines a new light (and color) on the concept of being kind and thoughtful of others without judging people too much on their appearance and social status. Every single person has a story, a heart, a weakness. Only a lucky few will find someone that complements them in that one special way, but then it’s still no guarantee that they can stay together. The multi-layeredness of each character and the complexity of each situation added so much to every single story.
Needless to add, I also loved the utilization of food throughout this anthology. Besides using it as a way to create a bond between two people, the metaphors and associations that passed in review were all so clever and profound – they made me clap my hands together every single time. Truly, very good writing. What a charming series.

As much as I’m impressed with how well each story was told in the span of only twenty-five minutes each time, the short duration of it also inevitable led to storylines that could not be completely filled in. As appreciative as I was of every episode, I still found myself liking the ones with a bit more context and depth more than others, and sometimes wished for a bit more. Still, I really love it for what it is. It’s a one of a kind gem within the range of Japanese series, and I would definitely recommend it to anyone looking for something wholesome. My thanks go out to the original artist Okuyama Kenichi for creating these stories, and to the writers and screenwriters for this drama to visualize them so impactfully. They did an incredibly job with this.

And with that, I will conclude this review. May my streak of wholesome dramas continue, and may I be able to come back with a new review soon.

Bye-bee! x

You Are My Spring

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Disclaimer: this is a review, and as such it contains spoilers of the whole series. Please proceed to read at your own risk if you still plan on watching this show or if you haven’t finished it yet. You have been warned.

You Are My Spring
(너는 나의 봄 / Neoneun Naeui Bom)
MyDramaList rating: 7.5/10

Hello everyone! I didn’t expect to be able to squeeze in one more review before going on holiday, but I went through this show faster than I anticipated and I didn’t want to leave the final episode until after I came back. I have to say, I feel like I’m on a lucky streak after being let down previously, because this was again a very wholesome and healing watch, that even occasionally brought a tear to my eye. Although there were a couple of things that I would’ve liked to be wrapped up a bit more conclusively, this depicted one of the most healthy, healing relationships in a K-Drama I’ve seen so far. Besides that, it’s also been a while since I watched a series that, in my opinion, went about tackling heavy themes such as trauma and mental illness the right way. It really took me by surprise and for a wild ride. I’m very glad I got to watch it and I’m excited to share my views on it. Let’s go!

You Are My Spring is a tvN K-Drama that consists of sixteen episodes of about an hour and ten minutes each, the classic format. I watched it with English subtitles on Netflix. It zooms in on three different people who’ve each had a very traumatic childhood and are still dealing with the impact of those experiences as adults.
Kang Da Jeong (played by Seo Hyun Jin) is a hotel concierge at the Grand Hyatt in Seoul. While she’s made it far career-wise and lives comfortably on the rooftop of a building her friends’ family owns, she still deals with instability when it comes to her love life. As a child (played by Ok Ye Rin), she grew up in a violent household where her mother was constantly beaten up by her dad in an attempt to defend Da Jeong and her younger brother. Even after they escaped and grew up, Da Jeong has somehow only ever attracted trashy guys who ended up hurting her even more. As an adult, she still keeps in touch with her younger brother Kang Tae Jeong (played by Kang Hoon) and frequently visits her mother Moon Mi Ran (played by Oh Hyun Kyung) in Gangneung, where she runs a pizza place (the good old Pizza Alvolo).
Joo Yeong Do (played by Kim Dong Wook) is a psychiatrist who starts his own little clinic on the third floor of the 99 Building, right under Da Jeong’s place. He grew up with a sickly older brother who passed away at a young age, after which his mother completely neglected him in her grief. While he studied to be a doctor, he made the switch to psychiatry after losing a patient and regretting not reaching out to her to make sure she was doing okay. He is still plagued by the deaths of his brother and this patient, and even went through a fake marriage with a suicidal woman just to cover up the fact that he was treating her. Despite his own sad past, he’s an incredibly kind doctor who genuinely cares about helping every person he meets.
Ian Chase (played by Yoon Park) is a doctor who grew up in the United States. He was also born into an abusive household, with parents who couldn’t even be bothered to give him and his twin brother different names – they were both called Choi Jeong Min. He was given away by his own mother to some sort of orphanage to be sold off for adoption. After his twin suddenly unalives himself, Ian comes back to Korea to stay at the Grand Hyatt, where he keeps getting confronted with his loss, and starts becoming more and more mentally unstable.
The series basically follows these three people, and is divided into two separate storylines that occasionally intertwine. The main storyline follows the budding relationship between Da Jeong and Yeong Do as they keep crossing paths as fellow residents and slowly but surely start opening up to each other, and the other storyline follows Ian Chase’s involvement with an ongoing murder investigation of several victims, including an officer that was part of the investigation team himself.

I’d like to say right off the bat that the plot that focussed on the relationship between Da Jeong and Yeong Do was my absolute favorite part of the show. While I enjoyed the series as a whole, their relationship was just so touching. This is my definition of a healthy relationship. The way they healed each other, from their inner child to opening up to each other as romantic partners, was incredibly endearing and it actually made me tear up on several occasions.
Apart from this, I thought there were a lot of things that the story left unanswered/unexplained/to be desired. It felt like they focussed so much on the relationship between the main leads that it ended up losing sight of what they had planned for the other (supporting) characters, because a lot of their stories felt kind of unfinished in the end. In terms of the Ian Chase storyline, I’m honestly still not sure about several aspects of it. I feel like they could’ve made things much clearer much earlier on, instead of leaving the full explanation for the final episode and then still not giving the whole picture, for example through an extensive flashback. I feel like they also could’ve done way more with the majority of their supporting characters that started out really interesting, but then kind of lost their purpose along the way. There were a lot of interesting ideas and starting points, but not all of them got a satisfying conclusion, and I thought that was a shame.

In terms of first impressions, I have to admit the start of the series threw me off a bit. I’d just come off the pink fluffy cloud that was my last watch, and while the intro sequence looked very soft and wholesome, it was immediately followed by depictions of domestic violence, so I went from “oh, this looks cozy” to “okay I guess not” real fast. Nevertheless, I think the intro was quite fitting in the end, because the story took a much more healing-focussed turn than the first couple of scenes would suggest. In my experience, among the many shows that deal with heavy themes such as (childhood) trauma, (mental) illness and therapy, only a few know how to tackle this ‘the proper way’. For example, people who’ve read my previous reviews will know that I think The One and Only completely missed the mark, while Just Between Lovers and Our Blues  took a much more wholesome approach. In this regard, You Are My Spring really took the crown for me. I loved the way the main leads gradually came together and healed each other, and I also loved how all the supporting characters ended up recovering from their own issues in their own way. It’s been a while since this kind of wholesomeness brought a tear to my eye.
Besides that, I had another aligning of the signs that made me feel like I watched this show at the right time in my life. I’d just finished a book about a boy who developed schizophrenia due to the guilt he felt after his brother died (“The Shock of the Fall” by Nathan Filer, strongly recommended), which really came to mind when Yeong Do talked about how when you lose someone, you start seeing them in everything. I also recently came across this quote: “Some people are mean and bitter because they had a rough childhood. Some people are kind and caring for the same reason. Your choice.” Besides having personally known someone who let their nasty past experiences define their entire personality and the way they treated others, I couldn’t help but feel like this quote was also really fitting for Da Jeong.

Speaking of our leading lady, let’s talk a bit about Da Jeong. As I mentioned, she grew up in an abusive household until she was seven years old. Then, her mother took her and her little brother Tae Jeong (as a child played by Seo Woo Jin) and fled the house, away from her drunkass husband. Da Jeong grew up in Gangneung, where she befriended the local market aunties and made new friends for life. Later, she moved to Seoul with these friends and worked her way up to becoming a concierge at a respectable hotel.
From the summary of this show and the way adult Da Jeong was introduced, I was kind of worried that she would’ve grown up as a very pessimistic person, so it was a delight to see how much she’d actually made of herself. The transition from that miserable childhood to showing her as an accomplished young woman was already very wholesome in itself. I thought it was very realistic how they showed that, while she grew up to be a decent person, she still struggled with her childhood trauma, and her past misery still came seeping through in certain ways, like her love life. You often hear about children growing up in abusive households that later somehow also keep attracting bad people even though they’re aware of it. At the start of the story, there’s one guy who keeps ‘stalking’ Da Jeong, although he’s not exactly unpleasant and genuinely seems to want to form an attachment with her, but she keeps holding him off because she’s so aware of the situation and knows it always ends bad. It takes her a long time to allow herself to open up to new promising connections, and she just doesn’t want to take the risk of getting attached to an unhealthy person again, after having gone through that so many times.
And then something terrible happens: just when she’s planning to give the guy a chance and goes on a date with him, he unalives himself that same night, after leaving her a clue that he knew her from before. This causes her to become an important person in the murder investigation, which also links her to Yeong Do in an unexpected way.
Honestly, I really loved Da Jeong. She was such a wonderful person. I loved how strong she became, but still allowed herself to show her emotions and not hide them away when things became too hard on her. Even though she occasionally let herself sink away in her own misfortune, she never let herself drown completely and she kept trying to open herself up to the possibility of better things. Apart from that, she was a genuinely kind person. She never let her own bad past influence the way she treated others, and she was always immediately available when her friends needed a listening ear. Once she started opening up to Yeong Do, it was amazing to see how vibrant and quirky she really was. You may not think so because of her earlier bad relationships, but she actually had a really good eye for people and their intentions, and managed to surround herself with great people. I loved her dynamics with both her family members and her friends, it just proved how important it is to have a healthy social safety net to fall back on.

Let’s talk about the people that served as Da Jeong’s safety net for a bit, starting with momma Moon Mi Ran.
Seriously, can we all agree on what a badass her mom was? She was trapped in an abusive marriage with someone who once was the love of her life, and she actually found a way to get herself and her two young children out of that. You always hears about women who can’t bring themselves to leave, no matter how badly they’re treated, so this was an incredibly brave move. On top of that, she managed to raise her two kids by herself, and made sure they turned out to be decent people. She never downplayed what had happened to her, but she became overbearing or emotional about it. She took it like the boss she was and raised her kids the same way, whilst teaching them that it was okay to not be okay. She may have acted a bit aloof and stoic at times, but her love for her children was unmistakable. I loved how, when Da Jeong told her she was officially seeing Yeong Do, she even seemed reluctant to let her go. I feared she’d make a bigger deal about it, since that fortune teller had warned about what Yeong Do carried with him and all, but then she just asked him to live to the fullest and make her daughter happy. She was such a cool character and such a strong mom. I loved the almost telepathic connection she had with Da Jeong and how she kept calling her her “winning lottery ticket” because she grew up so well and beautiful. I actually cried when she showed up at Da Jeong’s house after the ‘break-up’, like she just knew her daughter needed her. The way Da Jeong burst into tears at the sight of her on her doorstep 😭😭😭. What I also found cool of her was that she never evaded the topic of her ex-husband. When she went to that temple and left that note for him to remind him of the promise that he’d never come after them, I was holding my heart because that was so brave of her, as well. Even after what he put her through, she never denied his existence and she never denied that she had once loved him. She was the strongest baddie ever. I really loved her character. I was so glad that Da Jeong had her to fall back on, and how she visited her so regularly in Gangneung to just spend time with her and help out at the pizza place. Mi Ran always remained a place Da Jeong, and her friends for that matter, could come home to.

While it’s never extensively discussed how Da Jeong grew up in Gangneung – I only gleaned it from the mention that she was ‘fed’ by the local market aunties – I think it’s safe to say that she was raised there and then moved to Seoul with the Park twins to live at their father’s building there. Speaking of the Park twins, let’s dive into them a bit.
The Park twins, Park Eun Ha (played by Kim Ye Won) and Park Cheol Do (played by Han Min) are fraternal twins and Da Jeong’s childhood friends. We don’t learn a lot about their past or extended family, but later on in the show their dad (Kim Dong Gyeon) visits and it turns out they also didn’t have the best relationship. What it comes down to is that their dad is very conservative and has always favored Cheol Do more than Eun Ha, while she’s the one who works twice as hard and doesn’t goof around as much as her brother. On the other hand, we also find out that Cheol Do frequently got hit by his dad when he was younger as well, so it’s clear that they had their own familial issues.
In any case, the Park twins run a café called ‘Selecto Coffee’ on the first floor of the 99 Building, while Da Jeong lives on the fourth/rooftop floor. They have one quirky part-timer called Moon Ah Ri (played by Yoon Sang Jeong), but otherwise they run the business together.
I liked Eun Ha and Cheol Do. They had a typical bickering sibling dynamic, in which Cheol Do was always made out to be the slacker and Eun Ha the rational one. While Eun Ha definitely got more screentime than Cheol Do – she even got a personal side arc when it was revealed she’d secretly been dating Da Jeong’s brother – I still feel like we could’ve gotten a bit more depth about both of them. Apart from being Da Jeong’s friends and consistently being on her side, they didn’t get as much coverage as individual characters as I would’ve liked to see.
I mean, look at Cheol Do: they established him as such an eccentric figure with his bushy hair and outrageous fashion style (honestly, everything he came on screen I was like: omg what’s he wearing NOW”😂), and then basically didn’t do anything with his character. There was ONE scene in which he asked Da Jeong to come down and listen to him rant about all his insecurities, but that was just meant as kind of a tedious delay when she really wanted to see Yeong Do, so I couldn’t even take it seriously. I really wish they would’ve given him a bit more to work with. Even when their father showed up and started arguing with Eun Ha, he didn’t even stand up for his sister and later just urged her to let it go because their dad was never going to change, anyway. He just became really subdued, which also didn’t seem to fit with his eccentric exterior. I don’t know, for a supporting character I wish he could’ve contributed a bit more, like if he had been given a more extravagant personality.
As I said, Eun Ha got a bit more in that sense. We learn that she had previously been in a ten-year relationship, which ended because she couldn’t handle his failed business attempts anymore and felt too anxious to shape a future with him. As a result, all his friends turned against her and painted her as the bitch who didn’t see his worth, completely pulling it out of proportion and context. At some point, Eun Ha goes on a blind date, which turns out to be one of these friends, who again completely bashes her. When her ex turns up to see how she’s doing after hearing what happened, looking all accomplished, Eun Ha turns to Da Jeong’s brother Tae Jeong for comfort, and this encounter leads to them secretly dating in the background. I did like that they at least showed how Da Jeong and Eun Ha grew up together by establishing Eun Ha’s relations with both her brother and her mother, as well. It was really endearing to see Eun Ha take a trip to Gangneung and lean her head on Mi Ran’s shoulder while the latter tried to convince her that she would find love again. I liked that we got to see at least that bit of proof that they really were childhood friends, and how comfortable Eun Ha was with Da Jeong’s family.
Speaking of Eun Ha as a person, I really appreciated her. She was such a loyal friend to Da Jeong, and I loved how she just straightout told her that Yeong Do was hospitalized when everyone else tried to keep it from her. She just went: “what the hell do y’all mean, she deserves to know” and just told her. I also really loved the scene where she called Da Jeong after that disastrous blind date and Da Jeong just abandoned her work to hear her out. Even though they weren’t constantly all emotional with each other, you could tell they’d been and helped each other through enough shit to trust each other completely, and that was really nice. I liked how real and rational Eun Ha was, and it was good to see that she also harbored inner insecurities, it just made her feel like a more fleshed out person.

While they definitely weren’t one-dimensional characters, there are still a few things that I would’ve liked to have established a bit more about the Park twins.
First of all, it was never 100% clear to me who owned the 99 Building, and where the twins actually lived. I distinctly remember Da Jeong once talking with Yeong Do about how he ‘owned her house’, which made me wonder if he’d bought the building when he started his new clinic there, but then the twins’ dad suddenly showed up being all: “This is my building”, and it made me even more confused. He also made it sound like Mi Ran had been his tenant before, so that wasn’t quite clear to me.
Apart from that, as I said, where did the twins live? They only had the café in the 99 Building, but they didn’t actually live there, right? They never talked about their houses, or whether they lived together or not. I can’t help but feel this was kind of neglective writing, especially when looking at how they suddenly started giving Eun Ha more things to do towards the end. Honestly, the reveal that she’d suddenly started dating Tae Jeong and had ‘always’ had a difficult relationship with her dad felt kind of rushed to me. Sure, they did show a flashback about how she went to Tae Jeong after that encounter with her ex, but even then they didn’t reveal a single thing about her involvement with him until the second-t0-last episode. Even when she ‘hinted at it’ by putting her finger down during the truth game when they all went camping didn’t really make sense, because there was nothing that included the viewers in her secret. Those were some things that I would’ve liked to have been established a bit better and earlier on in the series. At least let the viewers in on the secret dating so we can understand the inside references. Now it was just a very last minute: ‘oh, so that’s why she did that’, and it kind of took the wind out of the whole reveal.

Speaking of Tae Jeong (played by Kang Hoon), he didn’t get as much coverage as Da Jeong, but I still really liked his character. Looking at how young he was when his mom took him and his sister away, and the fact that Da Jeong had always tried to keep him away from it as much as possible, you might think that he wouldn’t have many active memories about his dad. As such, that one scene where they went to Gangneung together and sat in the car and shared that moment was SO powerful to me. The way Da Jeong started crying when Tae Jeong told her their dad had come to see them at school and he’d immediately ran to her because he’d been afraid he’d go after her, and she realized that her little brother did actually remember more than enough, was so heartwrenching. Because they were never even remotely emotional with each other, seeing them share in this experience in that moment was so touching. I loved that we at least got to see one moment where they talked about what they’d been through together.
Apart from that, Tae Jeong also wasn’t fleshed out as much as an adult, he just worked at a bar in Seoul, which is where Eun Ha came to see him after she met up with her ex. It was nice to see them interact, because it supported the fact that they’d also grown up together, but apart from that they kept their relationship very civil. As in, they only ‘talked’ about having been intimate, but we don’t actually even see them kiss, for example.

I feel like this is typical, by the way. How a series focusses everything on the main leads’ relationship and doesn’t shy back from their growing intimacy – that first kiss between Da Jeong and Yeong Do was absolute fire – but then somehow shrink back from it when it comes to the supporting characters, even though they’re also couples. It was kind of funny to me to see how awkward and shy Eun Ha and Tae Jeong acted about being spotted together in public, let alone whilst being intimate, while the kissing scenes between the main leads weren’t censored at all. I guess we all just have to channel our inner Ah Ri and fantasize about what they’d get up to, lol.

Speaking of Ah Ri, I already mentioned that she was the part-timer at Selecto Coffee, but I also want to give her a shoutout because she was such a fun character. She was the type who looked really cute and innocent and then opened her mouth to give the most undecorated harsh truths you ever heard, lol. It did feel like she lacked some sort of emotional capacity to feel things very deeply, and she kind of lived in her own little bubble. Still, it was sweet to see her warm up to Da Jeong by calling her ‘eonni’. I actually laughed out loud when she bought that drink for her and made everyone go: “omg that’s so unexpectedly thoughtful of you” and then deadpan going: “you broke up with Yeong Do, right? I have another guy I can introduce you to”, lol. She was so quirky. I also loved the way she just started imaging Da Jeong and Yeong Do getting freaky whilst ‘getting supplies from the store room’, even when they kept yelling at her to get her mind out of the gutter, haha. She cracked me up, honestly.

One more character that contributed to Da Jeong’s safety net was her bilingual hotel colleague Heo Yoo Kyung (played by Park Ye Ni). While Yoo Kyung never got involved in any of the trauma or murder investigation stuff, she was a very trustworthy constant. I liked how they set her apart by making use of her tendency to switch to English mid-sentence or say Korean words wrong. This allowed for some nice and light banter between them, and it was clear how much Da Jeong liked her. I also appreciated how much she worried for Da Jeong when she thought she was seeing Ian Chase, because she legit got the creeps from him. She was a nice additional support, and I’m glad Da Jeong had at least someone at work who stood by her whenever something happened at the hotel.

Let’s move on to Yeong Do and his circle. As mentioned, Yeong Do grew up in a neglectful household. I have to admit I don’t remember all the details exactly, but I seem to remember that he had the tendency to hurt himself, and that’s why his dad at some point temporarily left him at the same orphanage as where Ian was dumped, although he did come to pick him up after some time. Soaking in his mother’s grief, it’s no surprise that he grew up to be a painfully empathic person, and the fact that he used his own experiences as a motivator to become a psychiatrist and make sense of how other people’s pasts had influenced them just made sense, in every way. I’m not sure if it had anything to do with his brother’s illness, but Yeong Do is revealed to be a heart patient – he received a heart from a donor, which is why he didn’t drink, smoke or partake in exhaustive exercises such as running. He had taken a new chance at life, determined to live as long and fully as he could. As it happens, the heart in question came from the police officer that was killed in one of the investigated murders. His name was Lee Jeong Beom (Tak Woo Seok), and this is how Yeong Do got in contact with his police team, which I’ll talk about a bit more later. As a result, he started helping the police out when they needed a psychiatric evaluation, and became close acquaintances of him.
I thought it was really interesting to portray Yeong Do as both a doctor and a patient himself. He was saving people’s lives and minds, but at the same time he also had a doctor who told him to take it easy and not take on too much. Fair enough, because he was doing a lot of things, from running his own clinic to helping out the police, appearing on a radio show and even teaching some guest courses to psychiatry students.
Seriously, my heart ached for this guy. He was kind to a fault, and it seemed like he tended to even give up things of his own to make other people feel at ease. Although in hindsight I don’t think what he did for his ex-wife was wrong, it did show that he was willing to go that far to help someone, not even caring about what being a divorcee would do to his social reputation in the future. As such, it was so heartwarming to see him completely go for Da Jeong, not even hiding his interests. While he respectfully kept his distance at all times, he never failed to fluster her by telling everyone they met that she was the person he liked. Seeing him gush about his girlfriend to every single random person on the street cracked me up, especially the one at the gas station. “Do you have a membership card?” “No. But I DO have a girlfriend! 😃”, that was so cute.
The only minor qualm I had with him was when he ‘broke up’ with Da Jeong. Honestly, I’m not too mad about the situation because they resolved it in one single episode (thank god), but I did feel like he was being very cowardly there. He didn’t even say anything when Da Jeong clearly pretended to be mad at him. He was the one who was afraid of hurting her in the future if his health should deteriorate, yet he basically made her break up with him, and then still mentioned to everyone else how much he missed her and actually wanted to be with her forever. Same as in Love Me, Love My Voice, there was no one standing in the way of their relationship, they were free to bond and grow close from start to finish, so the fact that he caused this little bump was a bit frustrating, but also very understandable. It was kind of ironic even, because he’d been so inviting towards Da Jeong to open up to him and openly fussed about it when she didn’t keep him up to date about things that happened to her, like when she got hurt, but then he wouldn’t do the same for her. It seemed like he still had the tendency to retreat back into himself occasionally, maybe even fuelled by his occupational habit to observe objectively instead of plunging himself into his own feelings. There was one interesting parallel that stood out to me in this, when they’d just parted ways after ‘breaking up’ and they were both crying. In this moment, both Da Jeong’s and Yeong Do’s parents reached out to them. Mi Ran appeared at Da Jeong’s house to comfort her, and Yeong Do’s father called him. However, while Da Jeong immediately fell into her mother’s arms crying, accepting her comfort, Yeong Do chose not to answer his dad’s call – he didn’t even seem to notice his phone was ringing. I just found that such an interesting parallel, because it showed that Da Jeong was able to accept help at this point, while Yeong Do still chose to remain alone and in the dark. I thought that was a really clever distinction to make, all the more because it ended up being a temporary setback in which Yeong Do just needed a nudge over the edge to allow Da Jeong to heal him in return. Anyways, I’m just happy that it didn’t take long to resolve and Da Jeong just went to him like: “Listen, I don’t have any regrets, so you shouldn’t either, let’s just do this” and then he continued to be all rainbows and unicorns, lol.

Solely speaking from a character perspective, I adored both Da Jeong and Yeong Do. They were both such innately good-natured people, and they both turned the misery of their childhood into a kindness that just didn’t allow the darkness to consume them completely. I loved them. I lived for their scenes together. It was so touching to see how they kept making time to see each other, even if it was for just five minutes, because that would be their ‘five-minute eternity’. That philosophy was so nice as well: instead of promising to stay together forever and ultimately becoming pressured by promises they might not be able to keep, they just lived in the moment, one ‘forever’ at a time, whether it lasted two hours or two minutes. They allowed each other to be silly and childish again, even as adults. Honestly, the scene where they were just walking together and they each started interacting with the other’s child version made me cry so bad – they were literally healing each other’s inner child. 😭😭😭 As I said, I couldn’t even get mad about their temporary ‘break-up’ because it was just a temporary setback in which Yeong Do had to allow Da Jeong to heal him, after he’d healed her. The way they showed him as an adult hugging his mom at his brother’s funeral, with her apologizing to him… These scenes made me tear up so much because of their wholesomeness and the healthy closure. I loved how they framed these inner healings, all the more because they happened so naturally and without pressure. Da Jeong wasn’t even Yeong Do’s patient, he just asked her to open up to him at her own pace because he personally cared about her and wanted to help her be the vibrant person he’d already seen she was.

Besides his relationship with Da Jeong, Yeong Do also had a good safety net of his own, with both friends and acquaintances. Just as how I wrote that the Park twins didn’t feel as fleshed out in terms of backgrounds, I also didn’t fully get how or where Yeong Do met his friends, but they’re relevant recurring supporting characters, nonetheless.
Seo Ha Neul (played by Ji Seung Hyun) is a veterinarian who at some point moves his clinic into the second floor of the 99 Building, making him one of the residents. Despite his appearance, he is a very emotional man who isn’t afraid to cry, and he gets very attached to his animal patients. Seeing as he also has a doctor-like occupation, I wondered if he and Yeong Do maybe knew each other from their studies and they each chose a different path within the medicinal field. It definitely felt to me as if Yeong Do and Ha Neul were pretty close friends. Ha Neul may have been a little overbearing sometimes, but he clearly cared a lot about Yeong Do and had also been at his side when he was waiting for a heart donor.
Another recurring friend, although Yeong Do kept denying to be that close with him, is Cheon Seung Won (played by Kim Seo Kyung). Seung Won works at a TV station and is typically always bugging his friends to feature in new shows he’s trying to pitch. He’s definitely the kind of friend that everyone highkey finds annoying, but they still tolerate him because they know he means well and is innately a good person. Honestly, while I could appreciate Seung Won for who he was, there were a few times when I really wished he’d be more considerate. He’d just barge into Yeong Do’s house, even when he was having quality time with Da Jeong. Even after seeing a woman’s shoes at the entrance, he would keep knocking and asking if Yeong Do was home. It seemed like he had no social awareness, which occasionally got a bit tiring. Ha Neul, on the other hand, was a bit too socially aware, even though he often joined Seung Won in being nosy and barging into Yeong Do’s house. I’d like to think they instinctively knew he could use the company and that’s why they refused to leave, but sometimes it did come across as a little intrusive.

All in all, I think Yeong Do surrounded himself with really good people, both socially and professionally. His assistant at the clinic, Oh Mi Kyung (played by Baek Hyun Joo) was later revealed to be a former patient of him. I liked seeing the flashback of how Yeong Do saved her by reaching out to her when she couldn’t face him at an appointment. While he could’ve let it go when she walked out because he was just a substituting resident, due to his past experience he still reached out to check in how she was doing, and that ended up saving her life. The transformation this woman went through, from grief-stricken widow who couldn’t stop hearing the phone ring after missing her husband’s last call to her, to the eccentric and bubbly assistant she became was really striking. From how she was introduced, I expected her to just be a funny side character, so I loved getting a bit of insight into her past, especially since it also contributed to Yeong Do’s character and background.

As I mentioned, Yeong Do had come in contact with the police team that Lee Jeong Beom belonged to before he was killed and his heart was donated to Yeong Do. These officers played a big part in Ian Chase’s storyline, as they were actively investigating the murders he was somehow linked to. The team was led by Detective Go Jin Bok (played by Lee Hae Yeong), and further consisted of officers Choi Seung Joon (Kim Ri Woo) and rookie Park Ho (Yoon Ji On).
I liked getting a bit more personal insight into Detective Go’s character, like how broken he was by losing Jeong Beom and how he warmed up to Yeong Do. I thought it was so interesting to link characters together through a heart transplant, and how that instigated such an unexpected bond between them. I also really liked the other officers, especially Park Ho. My gosh, what a cutie. By the way, I immediately called that he would get in trouble as soon as Detective Go ordered him to track Ian Chase on his own. Nothing good has ever come from sending a rookie to trail someone without any backup. I still get flashbacks to Dying Eye, when that officer’s assistant was sent out to keep an eye on that murderer by himself and ended up getting killed (surprise, surprise). It also made me think of how the officers in Abyss kept recklessly going after that serial killer unarmed without backup, whilst knowing fully well what this guy was capable of – make it make sense. In any case, of course he got stabbed 😭. I was immensely relieved that they could save him, but seriously, don’t send your rookies out to trail suspicious people without any weapon or back-up! Come on!
Anyways, the police people were all really nice characters, and I loved seeing their comradery towards finding Jeong Beom’s killer grow. Even though they weren’t as fleshed out, same as the other supporting characters I mentioned, they were still nice additions to Yeong Do’s circle.

When talking about someone who ended up linking Yeong Do’s and Da Jeong’s circles, we can’t skip out on Ahn Ga Yeong.
Ga Yeong (played by Nam Gyu Ri) is a famous actress who also happens to be Yeong Do’s ex-wife – the suicidal woman I mentioned before. She’s not much of a love rival, though; as it’s later revealed that there were no romantic feelings between them at all, and their marriage really was just a cover up to explain to the public why they were spending so much time together. In reality, Yeong Do was only treating her for depression, and they divorced as soon as she got better. As it happens, at present she’s actually secretly dating a ten-year younger idol stagenamed Patrick (Park Sang Nam) whilst dealing with the anxieties of a scandal breaking out about them.
If I had to describe Ga Yeong, I would say she was a mixture of Veronica Park and Cheon Song Yi, lol. I was very surprised to see how much her personality contrasted from her appearance. She looked all young and cutesy, but when she opened her mouth it was like hearing an old diva talk, lol. I honestly expected her to be much more arrogant, but I liked how quickly she came around once being exposed to Da Jeong’s hospitality. One short stay at her house and she basically became Da Jeong’s ‘bestie’ who fully supported her relationship with Yeong Do. She even became friends with Eun Ha as well, dotingly nicknaming her ‘Galaxy Park’, (apparently ‘eunha’ means ‘galaxy’ in Korean). It was fun to see them go out camping together and have a mature talk about Da Jeong’s break-up and everything. Even though they didn’t know Ga Yeong as well yet, they just knew they were among good people and that said a lot.
Besides showing her eccentric side, it was also good to see Ga Yeong at her lowest, because that added so much to her personality. It was touching to see how surprised she was whenever someone suddenly pierced through and genuinely asked her if she was happy and not hurting anymore. I liked getting to see glimpses of the real her behind her dolled up exterior, and it was fun to see how she even opened up to Mi Ran in the end. I loved how she reacted to the news that Mi Ran was Da Jeong’s mother, how she went: “You’re her mom?! Not her sister?! Did you have her when you were seven?!”😂😂
In hindsight, it felt like she was the embodiment of how lonely fame could be, and she needed sincere company more than anything. I’m glad that she, in contrast to Seung Won, at least knew when not to impose on Da Jeong and Yeong Do, or at least was fully aware of the fact that they wanted to spend time together and kind of poked fun of them for that. I appreciated her as a character, and I thought her romance story with Patrick was also really cute.
Same as with Eun Ha, I did feel like they ended up neglecting her ending with Patrick a bit in the end. Like, they showed them when they were secretly spending time together, and the hug they shared when she was finally able to face him after he told her he loved her was incredibly sweet, but they never showed them kiss, for example. I do feel like her character served her purpose, but her ending could’ve been wrapped up a bit more conclusively, in my opinion.

Speaking of the friend group as a whole, it definitely didn’t feel as tight as the one in for example Love Me, Love My Voice. It really just consisted of people from different circles, and there was a very clear gap between the girls (Eun Ha and Ga Yeong) and the boys (Cheol Do, Ha Neul and Seung Won). When they went camping together for example, it really felt like Ha Neul and Seung Won imposed on the girls’ trip, which is why it didn’t feel as ‘fun’. Of course they did end up getting along in the end, but I feel like they could’ve built up the group a bit more wholesomely.

One more character I felt was done a little dirty was Han Jin Ho (played by Hwang Seung Eon). She was Ga Yeong’s friend who owned a fitness gym where they often sparred together. Jin Ho got a little bit of coverage when Seung Won asked her to be on a dating show he was pitching (no idea how he knew her) and it came out that she’d had a crush on Ha Neul after seeing him stand up to some guys at Yeong Do’s and Ga Yeong’s wedding. However, this ship never sailed, because Ha Neul developed a crush on Eun Ha and ended up rejecting Jin Ho on the beforementioned dating show. After that, Jin Ho basically just disappeared from view.
I really wonder what the intended purpose of her character was. To be honest, I thought she was an interesting person, and I fully expected her to get some development in which she’d soften up, but they pretty much left her undissected. I don’t even know what she knew Ga Yeong from, or how she became so boyish and defensive towards people calling her ‘pretty’. If anything, I would’ve liked Yeong Do to analyze her personality at some point, lol. Anyways, they kind of left her in the dust and that was a pity.

Now that I’ve covered all the main and recurring characters from the first storyline, it’s time to dive into Ian Chase/Choi Jeong Min. As I mentioned before, although the suspenseful aspect kept me curious throughout, I have several remaining qualms with it because they left a lot to be explained, including some characters that seemed very interesting but then were pretty much left unexplored, which was a bummer.

Ian Chase is revealed to be an identical twin with the man who ‘stalked’ Da Jeong in the beginning. As children (played by Lee Joo Won) they grew up in an abusive and neglectful household with a father who was constantly drunk and a mother who couldn’t even be bothered to separate them by name. One night, she even drugged one of them and sent him to an orphanage with the intent of shipping him off for adoption abroad. Imagine being around ten years old and waking up in a completely unfamiliar environment, surrounded by people telling you that your mom sold you off and you didn’t even have a name anymore. Apart from that, the people running this orphanage didn’t treat the abandoned kids in their care well at all – they ran a very unsanitary business and habitually hit the children for even speaking up. Going through this, it’s no wonder that that messed the little boy up real bad, all the more when his twin ended up getting sent their as well, because their mom apparently decided she couldn’t take care of either of them. Unfortunately, the brothers’ happy reunion didn’t last long, and the older one was sent off to the States.

At this point, my thoughts were already all over the place, first and foremost because I simply could not tell the twins apart. It didn’t exactly help making them identical and giving them the same name – honestly, who came up with that idea?! – but other than that, there wasn’t a single indicative clue to show who was who. They could’ve at least given a tiny distinction, such as that one of them had a mole somewhere, or that they wore their hair a little bit differently. I will continue to distinguish between them by calling them ‘Ian’ and ‘Jeong Min’ in this review, but I just wanted to clarify that it personally took me a very long time to get a clear picture of who was who and who did what. Literally the only thing that set them apart was the revelation that it was Jeong Min who had patted Da Jeong on the head, and it was Ian who told her off for being a fool. That was the only clear distinction, which they made clear through repeated gestures from Jeong Min and Ian as adults. Seriously, every single time I thought I finally got it, one of them would say something that set me back to square one because I thought they were the other one. They could’ve made that way, way clearer. You gotta help us viewers out here, writers.

Moving on, Ian came back to Korea when he was eighteen (now played by Choi Min Yeong) to find his brother at their parents’ house, all bruised and beaten. From what I understand, Ian went in to find his mother unconscious and accidentally caused his dad to have a nasty fall on the head, after which he pretended to be Jeong Min when giving a statement to the police. He then took Jeong Min under his wing, convincing him that he was nothing without him and that he should live as his shadow. In the meantime, he planned to take revenge on the people that tormented him as a kid, and somehow tracked down a man called Hwang Jae Shik (played by Park Ki Deok), who ended up killing some people for him, including a woman from the orphanage.

Which brings me to ambiguity number two: how did this come to be? It seemed like Hwang Jae Shik had written a book about murder, and Ian sought him out because he seemed to have a certain understanding about how murderers thought and worked, or something. But why? Was it really just a revenge plan and did he search for someone who could crawl into the mindspace of a killer to do it for him? Also, apart from the woman from the orphanage – whom Ian understandably had a personal issue with – Hwang Jae Shik killed Lee Jeong Beom for delving into the murder case, and also another (relatively young) guy whose identity still eludes me. As in, he was identified by name, but I still don’t know how he was involved. Ian mentioned something about ‘luring someone there’, but what was the purpose for this kill? Maybe it just went over my head, but I really couldn’t find a pattern in the killings’ victims, and why Hwang Jae Shik went along with it. It would’ve made more sense if Ian had gone after the people from the orphanage, but why involve this guy and kill a bunch of relatively unrelated people?
Besides that, I also still have no idea what role Ma Jeong Ah (Seo Jae Hee) played in all this. She asked Ian to sabotage the surgery of her father, the chairman of some hospital, probably so she could take over from him, but who was she, and what did she have on Ian? At some point it seemed like she was also in on his involvement with Hwang Jae Shik, but this was also never explained. That whole plot eluded me completely, not gonna lie. The fact that they established this whole murder investigation with Detective Go’s team and then didn’t even explain what had happened and what Ian’s motive had been, was kind of disappointing.
In the end, everything was just wrapped up super smoothly when Ian told them where to find Hwang Jae Shik, but I don’t like that it was ‘concluded’ whilst I still didn’t fully grasp what had even happened. The only thing I understood was that Hwang Jae Shik developed a grudge on Ian (for making him do this?) and accidentally going after Jeong Min instead because he didn’t know they were twins. He started tailing Jeong Min and found out about his attachment to Da Jeong. He assaulted him at his house and threatened to kill Da Jeong. When Ian dismissed his brother’s cry for help after this, Jeong Min felt so trapped that he ended up unaliving himself, just to get away from everything. This development in turn messed up Ian, who was filled with guilt for his brother’s death and started becoming more and more mentally unstable, to the point of hallucinating and losing control over his sense. Ultimately, his storyline basically ends with him admitting the truth to the police and facing up to his own mental issues.

All in all there were many aspects to Ian’s story that remained very vague, fragmented and all over the place to me. Even with the flashbacks they showed and Ian’s complementary narration, it still didn’t fill all the gaps. It would’ve been nice to at least get a satisfying explanation for why he approached Hwang Jae Shik and how exactly he was involved in the killings, and how Ma Jeong Ah tied into it. Those are my biggest remaining questions. I wouldn’t say these plotholes ruined the show for me, but I definitely would’ve liked a more conclusive ending for that storyline. I can’t help but feel like they threw away some promising aspects that could’ve been very interesting had they been established more clearly.

As I already mentioned though, I still had a really good time watching this series, and the wholesomeness of Da Jeong’s and Yeong Do’s relationship more than made up for what it lacked. I just loved how the theme of healing applied not only to the main characters, but also to several supporting ones. We also see Ga Yeong and Eun Ha heal and we even see Park Ho get over his trauma from being stabbed – seriously, when he picked up that knife in the final episode and went: “I’m… okay”, I actually applauded for him, my poor baby 😭.
My absolute favorite sequence from the final episode was the ‘chain of kindness’ that happened while Yeong Do delivered his farewell speech on the radio show. It starts with Da Jeong giving a honey drink and a lollipop to a sleepy part-timer at the convenience store, relating to her night shift life. This part-timer then gives the honey drink to a drunk customer, along with his change that he left behind. This drunk customer then gives the change to a woman helping him pick up some stuff he dropped on the ground. At the same time, a car pulls up behind them with a couple inside, and the woman tells the man not to be too harsh on the drunk guy blocking his way. In the next scene we see the same drunk customer proceeding to climb up the ledge of a bridge, clearly preparing to jump off. He is observed by a young couple in a parked car nearby. Inspired by Yeong Do’s advice on the radio, the woman calls out to the drunk guy, making him climb back down. That whole sequence was basically the main message of this series: kindness is free. Whether it concerns a friend or a stranger, it doesn’t cost anything to be considerate and attentive and keep an eye out for each other. Some illnesses aren’t visible on the outside, but you can always be kind in case someone’s going through something. Even watching or calling out can save someone’s life. I thought that was a beautiful way to end the series.

Before I move on to my cast comments, I’d like to point out some elements that I generally appreciated about this series.
To start, I’ve mentioned in many a review that I am a stickler for consistency and reusing elements to serve a deeper purpose throughout the show. This series did an amazing job at that. Just within the leads’ relationship alone, there were so many recurring elements that served as tools to bring them together. The inside jokes, the water leak, the lollipops, the Dr. Hollow figure, etc. I loved how they incorporated shared experiences such as ‘doing crazy things in the spring snow’ and kept referring back to that. Heck, I even liked the consistency of the cringy couple that kept coming to the café and even appeared on the birthday video message to Yeong Do, lol.
One of these things that stood out to me the most from the start which I found incredibly clever, was the use of Yeong Do’s catchphrase “Oh, dear”. While it started out as a quirky catchphrase that added to his timid personality, the fact that Da Jeong picked it up from him and started using it as well was 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻. It was such a simple yet powerful way to show how close they were getting, and it even almost became a whole love language in itself. I love to see these kinds of details because they add so much texture to the relationship and makes it more personal because it’s something that exists only between the two of them. Gosh, I loved them so much.
The same went for Da Jeong’s habits to make up her own stories while pretending to read a book. This started all the way back when she was seven, making up stories to keep Tae Jeong entertained, and it ended up coming back when she had to lure out that little kid at the hotel, and when Yeong Do took a nap on her lap in the final episode. The fact that the lollipop and Da Jeong’s other habit of clearing away trash from flowers led to the realization they’d been each other’s first loves was also really clever. I loved that moment, where they didn’t even say it but just looked at each other in realization, absolute peak. The way they kept reusing specific characteristics and habits for plot purposes like that was amazing.

Another thing I thought was interesting, was that Yeong Do’s patients at the clinic were never shown in full. We only saw them from behind, or in close-ups of their hands or eyes. I couldn’t help but wonder if that had to do with the notion of patient anonymity. If so, I think that’s a very neat detail, and I appreciate them for even considering this aspect.

I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t make at least one comment about the cinematography. As a Netflix K-Drama, I wasn’t surprised to see the quality, but what I also liked was how they distinguished between the past and the present. I don’t know the official cinematographic terms for this, but I couldn’t help notice how narrow the screen became during the flashbacks, while all the present scenes were full-screen. It really helped differentiating between what was a flashback and what wasn’t.

In all honesty, it took me two days to finalize this review because it started out very all over the place. It didn’t help that I was kind of scatterbrained during the first day of writing, as I kept being interrupted by e-mails and other things (also, did I mention I’m going on holiday in a few days?). I’m glad I still had one more day to polish it and add some more things that came to mind. It’s not always an easy thing to write a satisfactory review, but I really wanted to establish my thoughts on all the aspects of this show as well as possible.

Let’s move on to the cast comments! In this regard, this series was a real surprise to me as well. I got to see actors that I hadn’t seen in a very long time, but also a lot of actors that I had never seen before, which is quite rare for a K-Drama.

Starting with the queen herself, Seo Hyun Jin. As soon as I saw she was in this, I knew I was in for a good time. She’s such a good actress. I’ve seen a couple of her dramas before, like Another Oh Hae Young, Dr. Romantic S1, Temperature of Love and The Beauty Inside. Thanks to You Are My Spring, I got to see a whole new quirky and wholesome side to her that I hadn’t seen before, and her emotional scenes genuinely made me tear up with her.  She just always delivers. I loved her chemistry with all of her co-stars. Honestly, she’s such an intelligent and versatile actress, and it was a pleasure to watch her shine in this, as well.

It took checking MDL for me to realize that Kim Dong Wook was one of the café employees from Coffee Prince, but I’ve never seen him in anything else! What a joy it was to see him in this. He kind of reminded me of Jung Kyung Ho in Crash Course in Romance; it doesn’t happen often that I get so enamored with the male lead character. Yeong Do was such a precious cinnamon roll. I loved the way he gradually allowed himself to be more silly and quirky around Da Jeong, doing his silly dance and dressing up as a ghost. Kim Dong Wook’s performance warmed my heart from start to finish. I’m glad I got to see him in this, and I’m looking forward to the handful of his shows that are still on my watchlist.

Yoon Park came as a surprise to me in this series. I’ve seen him before in Uncontrollably Fond, Age of Youth, Shy Boss, The Package, Radio Romance, Room No. 9, Itaewon Class, and most recently in Forecasting Love and Weather, but here he delivered a completely different performance, and I mean that in the best way possible. Not gonna lie, this show has definitely confirmed for me that I prefer to see him as a good guy – he plays the sociopath role just a little too well, lol! No but seriously, it was really cool to see him in the double role of Ian Chase/Choi Jeong Min, and he did an impressive job at tackling this more emotionally heavy role. I really like him as an actor and I definitely think his performance in this show outshone most of what I’ve seen of him so far, so kudos to him! I just wished his storyline(s) had been a little less fragmented and ambiguous, because that would’ve probably helped me to gauge his character(s) a bit better. Then again, that’s a writing issue, and nothing to do with his acting, which was great.

My mouth literally fell open when I realized Nam Gyu Ri played the female lead in 49 Days! It’s been ages since I saw that show, but I still remember her from that. I kept thinking what I knew her from, but my mind never went back that far (that show is from 2011 🙉). I think she was such an interesting casting choice for Ga Yeong. I really loved the energy and commitment she put into her performance. It must have been a blast for her to play this quirky role, especially with all the TV drama scenes in-between (loved the title’s reference to The King: Eternal Monarch, by the way! I hope The Princess: Eternal Princess gets its renewal, lol). I kind of wished we could’ve gotten more scenes between her and Patrick, to flesh out their relationship a bit more, but as I said, I think her character served her purpose just fine. The switch between her actress persona and Ga Yeong as a former mental patient was really cool to see as well. I liked what she did with the role and it was cool to see her again!

I can’t even tell you how long it’s been since I saw Kim Ye Won in something! She just drives me back to the classic K-Drama in which she was the bitchy roommate or mistress or something. I vaguely remember her as a stewardess in something, as well. Anyways, I’ve seen her in Secret Garden, Flower Boy Ramen Shop, Jealousy Incarnate, Tomorrow With You, Suspicious Partner and Revolutionary Love. These are all shows that I watched before I started writing reviews, in other words: I haven’t seen Kim Ye Won in anything since before 2018. That’s crazy. I was pleasantly surprised seeing her in this show, also because it was nice to see her be less of a bitchy character and getting a more emotional layer. It was really cool getting to see a new side to her acting I hadn’t seen before. I hope it won’t take as long to see her in something else!

I hadn’t seen Han Min in anything before, so it was nice getting to know him through this. As I mentioned, I found it a pity that they didn’t really do much with his character, especially when they introduced him as such a unique character with such a flamboyant fashion style. I feel like he could’ve been given more to work with, and that his personality kind of faded to the background once other side characters got their own little side arcs. Still, there was nothing wrong with his acting, and I hope I’ll get to see him in more shows so I can see how versatile and talented he really is.

Kang Hoon looks really familiar to me, but I can’t pinpoint exactly which roles I remember him from. I guess I must recognize him from his role in Rookie Historian Goo Hae Ryung, but the exact memory eludes me. Anyways, it was nice seeing him as Tae Jeong in this show. Even though he didn’t have as much screentime or action as the leads, he still contributed to the story and Da Jeong’s character a lot. As mentioned, I really loved the scene where they were sitting in the car together and shared an emotional moment together. I wish we could’ve seen more of those kinds of scenes from him. He never actually talked much about how it had been for him as a kid, and it would’ve been interesting to get more insight from him. Also, it would’ve been nice to get some more conclusive evidence of his relationship with Eun Ha, but that’s just my personal opinion. Other than that, I thought he did a great job and I know I’ll get to see him again, so I’m looking forward to that.

Oh Hyun Kyung really stole my heart in this show. I’ve only seen her before in Radio Romance, which I don’t really remember her from. Am I the only one who thought she looked super young, by the way? I just confirmed that she and Seo Hyun Jin are fifteen years apart, and I really couldn’t tell. I think she did a great job at portraying the different layers to Mi Ran. She was tough on the outside, but she never lost that grief of going through an abusive marriage, and I loved the way she warmed up to Yeong Do, as well. She portrayed such a strong woman and mother, even to Da Jeong’s friends. It was really cool getting to know her as an actress through this, I will definitely keep my eye out for more of her dramas!

Lee Hae Yeong is one of those ahjussi actors that I assumed I’d seen pop up here and there. He’s appeared in Duel, I’m Not a Robot and The King: Eternal Monarch, and I still have some more of his shows on my watchlist. I think he got a really cool role to play in this show. I’ve already voiced my qualms about how some storylines weren’t concluded as satisfyingly, but I thought Detective Go was a really good guy and Lee Hae Yeong portrayed him with heart and dignity. The way he portrayed his grief over Lee Jeong Beom was genuinely touching, and I loved how taken he was with Yeong Do, also because he now carried Jeong Beom’s heart. I really liked his performance.

As I only knew Park Ye Ni from her appearances in Missing: The Other Side and Once Upon a Small Town, it was an absolute delight to see her as Yoo Kyung in this show. I loved how she got to showcase her English skills (she went to two colleges in the States, including Harvard!) and a more funny side to her acting, without taking it too far. The way she said “What?!” kept cracking me up, lol. I loved her contribution to this series, as minor as it was. I always love getting to know actors better and seeing sides of them I never saw before, and she definitely stood out in this one, also in terms of presence and energy.

I’ve seen Ji Seung Hyun before in Descendants of the Sun and Search: WWW, from which I remember him most clearly. It was really funny seeing him as such an emotional guy in this, I still think it stands in contrast with his appearance, lol. I really wished they’d initiated a love story between him and Jin Ho, or even Eun Ha before it was revealed that she was dating Tae Jeong. There seemed to be room for some more character development, but unfortunately it didn’t lead anywhere. That isn’t to say that he didn’t perform well, I just think he could’ve been given a bit more to work with, same as a lot of the other supporting characters. Still, I loved the fact that he was a vet (his clinic looked absolutely adorable!) and that he was such a good friend to Yeong Do. It was cool seeing Ji Seung Hyun in this kind of role!

Kim Seo Kyung looked really familiar to me, but the only dramas that I’ve watched with him are Ruler: Master of the Mask and, most recently, Gyeongseong Creature, which he had a singular appearance in. As I mentioned in my review, I think Seung Won was an acquired taste, lol. He definitely wasn’t my favorite character, and I would’ve probably gotten a lot more annoyed with him, but at least he wasn’t a bad person, and everyone pretty much forgave him for being, well, him, lol. I think Kim Seo Kyung did a great job at portraying this goof, to the point of setting my teeth on edge, haha. I see on MDL that I’ll be seeing him again in some other dramas in the future, so I’ll be looking forward to that.

Gosh, how I wished they would’ve given Hwang Seung Eon more to work with in this show. I’ve seen her before in Madame Antoine, Jugglers, I’m Not a Robot and Touch Your Heart, but this was the first time I’ve seen her in such a boyish role and I’d really hoped she’d get some more coverage. Honestly, I feel like Han Jin Ho was a missed opportunity. Hwang Seung Eon poured so much into the role and made Jin Ho such an interesting person, and then she just kind of disappeared after being rejected, which also didn’t really suit her feisty personality. Still, it was nice to see her in this, and I hope to see more of her soon.

Last but not least, I want to give a massive shoutout to the phenomenal child actors in this series. Again, I was blown away by the amount of talent, even more when you look at the intensity of the scenes they had to play out. Ok Ye Rin, Seo Woo Jin, Jung Ji Hoon, Lee Joo Won… They all did so incredibly well. I was particularly impressed by Lee Joo Won, who played the Choi Jeong Mins. The look in his eyes when he was in that orphanage just cut right through my soul. I’m always baffled to see such young kids portray such heavy scenes, you wonder how they muster up the maturity to portray these emotions!

That’ll do it for this review. I’ll definitely remember it for how well it portrayed the theme of healing, heck, it healed ME while I was watching it. I’m so glad I’m getting to see more healthy, wholesome and unproblematic relationships in dramas as well. It just proves that you don’t need drama or love rivals to create a powerful love story. I’m happy I got to watch this when I did, and I can now go on holiday with a full heart. The acting and the cinematography were great, as well. My only qualm really lies in the fact that it felt like they tried to do a bit too much, and ended up having to abandon a lot of story and character developments at the end. It’s like they introduced a promising element and then ultimately dismissed it because they didn’t have time to elaborate on it anymore, so that was a pity. The main leads’ relationship is what saved this show for me, I really loved it.

My next watch will have to wait until I’m back from holiday, but I’m glad I at least got to finish this in the nick of time. I’m very curious to see what I’ll be watching next – please let it be another wholesome gem!

Thank you for reading until the end if you did, and I’ll be back as soon as I can.
For now, I’ll just leave this accurate depiction of how I felt while watching this drama.

Bye-bee! x