Lyrics: Fujita Maiko
Composition: Fujita Maiko

9. Mukaikaze

My shoulders dropped
as I walked at dusk
and sat down on a stone at a water fountain

I’m pretty down
because of the words
I was told just now
I’m starting to hate myself

Getting 1 objection
amongst 10 approvals
pierces anyone in the heart

It’s not something I should worry about
even though I think that, it still gets to me
I guess I’m really small
It’s still on my mind
I want to throw away these nasty feelings
A headwind is ruthless

It’s important to carry feelings of hope
Although I thought it was important

Now I just want to throw everything away
That’s how I feel now
I wonder if I’ll be able to feel light again

I have to give it up
I get the feeling that things that won’t do
and painful things are the majority
The clouds that are floating by
are towering over the surrounding skyscrapers
I feel like I’ll be sucked in

Not everything will come true
Let’s sprinkle some seeds
because it will give us a small glimpse
of a future beyond this

It’s not something I should worry about
even though I think that, it still gets to me
I guess I’m really small
If I get angry about being opposed, there’s nothing I can do
If there’s at least one place I can cry
I’ll be able to get up again…