4. Cry

I’m sitting on my own in a café near the station
reading a book to kill time
While sipping my bitter coffee
Slightly pinching my back, behind me as I turn
‘That’s a coincidence’, he laughed

Even though I’ve heard so many times
that I shouldn’t fall in love with him
Each time he treats me kindly, they overflow
these unstoppable feelings

I wanted to have met you a bit sooner
When you didn’t know your girlfriend
Your trustful smiling face, makes it hard for me to breathe
If this lasts one second longer I want to go home
If we had been able to meet only a bit sooner
Could I have told you that I loved you?
The two people holding hands following me from behind
I wonder where my heart is heading, cry

My chest hurts just by remembering,
even if I try to forget, I can’t let go
The two people with such happy faces
I won’t go to that café anymore, though I like the bitter coffee
I don’t have the confidence to be able to talk to them again

The season where the sudden showers came down violently
The time you lent me your umbrella
I wonder if the movie we once watched together
will also become the past one day

Please let me selfishly love you for a while longer
I vow that I won’t tell anyone
I can’t come to hate your trustful smiling face
I too want to be loved, but
Because I still selfishly love you
Until I become able to talk with you naturally
It’s fine this way, I wish the person you love
happiness, it’s the first time I thought that, cry

I wanted to have met you a bit sooner
When you didn’t know your girlfriend
Your trustful smiling face, makes it hard for me to breathe
If this lasts one second longer I want to go home
If we had been able to meet only a bit sooner
Could I have told you that I loved you?
The two people holding hands following me from behind
I wonder where my heart is heading
I wonder where my heart is heading, cry