11. glitch

Lyrics: Nakano Ryota
Composer: Nakano Ryota

These non-engaging feelings, I felt empty as much as I laughed
I became so scared of loneliness I was able to turn towards love

I was attacked by a night that seemed able to eat my heart
Look, a world where everyone has forgotten me is silent

Peel off the adhesive lie, I despaired at the ugliness of the openness
of the wound that feels like it’s burning
Say, why, why, why, why, why, why, why, why,
why, why, why, why
We can’t understand each other, it will never reach

There’s no strength left in the hand you held, a rejecting response
Even though we’re so close, not a single thing is coming true
Licking each other’s wounds, having mutual regrets
I’ll make new wounds and carve them in self-conceit
I became aware of a feeling without a name
Decorating between white and black, throwing me the answer
I fled into my ambiguous dreams

Your shaking eyes, as if they look straight through the distorted thoughts I had hidden in my chest
I want to taste that single moment one more time
Hey, more, more, more, more, more, more, more, more,
more, more, more, more
We can’t return to the time when we still desired

The warped field of vision, even kindness hurts now
Even though the transparent body is comfortable
Even the broken distinction, the worthless correct answers, the detestable desire,
the inflamed affection, the hidden attachment, the painful conflicts,
they won’t end, won’t end, won’t end, won’t end, won’t end

Peel off the adhesive lie, I despaired at the ugliness of the openness
of the wound that feels like it’s burning
Say, why, why, why, why, why, why, why, why,
why, why, why, why
We can’t understand each other, it will never reach