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Disclaimer: this is a review, and as such it contains spoilers of the whole series. Please proceed to read at your own risk if you still plan on watching this show or if you haven’t finished it yet. You have been warned.

Mask Girl
(마스크걸 / Maseukeu Geol)
MyDramaList rating: 7.5/10

Hiya! Not me unexpectedly adding in another review before the end of the month. Sometimes I like to switch up my watchlist with new releases I’ve spotted on Netflix, and this was one of them. While I may have gotten a certain impression from the trailer, in the end it blew all of my expectations right out of the window. It ended up being about something entirely different than I anticipated. Despite the heavy adult themes present in this series, I ended up appreciating it for the acting, the structuring, the storytelling/building, the cinematography and the underlying message that pretty much came full circle in the final episode. In terms of style and genre (including the bizarro elements), I’d put it in-between Somebody and The School Nurse Files, which are also short Netflix K-Dramas that I watched this year. On the one hand, there were aspects that would normally make me look away, but on the other hand I found it really intriguing for several reasons, and I’m excited to share those in this review. Let’s dive into it!

Mask Girl is a Netflix K-Drama with six episodes of about an hour each. It’s constructed as a three-part story in which every two episodes form one chapter. It focusses on rise and fall of Internet phenomenon ‘Mask Girl’, who becomes more infamous than famous after getting involved in a gruesome murder scandal. It explicitly deals with the implications and consequences of Mask Girl’s actions in the years following said scandal. Each episode focusses on a different person in Mask Girl’s life, and each person creates a new entry point for the story to proceed. I will structure my review accordingly, person by person. After each ‘chapter’ I will comment on that part of the story and analyze and ‘relativize’ each character as much as possible before moving on to the next part. I’ll also devote some comments on the plot twists that each ‘chapter’ brought about, which occasionally surprised me.

The first two episodes take place in 2009.
Episode one introduces us to the main protagonist, Mask Girl herself, Kim Mo Mi (played by Lee Han Byul). Ever since she was a little child, Mo Mi has dreamed of becoming a famous popstar, she loves being on stage and has an undeniable talent for dancing. Despite this glorious dream, she has had to face the cruel truth that she’d never be given the chance to show herself to the world because of her looks – just like my previous watch Birth of a Beauty the theme of South Korea’s demanding beauty standards plays a big role in this story and the main character’s psyche. Even her own mother tells her she’s too ugly to make it as a celebrity, and she’s booed off the stage by her schoolmates whenever she participates in talent shows. In short, all people see is her face, which is considered to be visually unappealing, and no one seems able to look past her exterior to recognize her talent.
In 2009, Mo Mi is working as an accountant for an insurance company, where she spends her time bitterly gossipping about the pretty new girl who’s doted on by all their male coworkers, while secretly crushing on her manager, Park Gi Hoon (Choi Daniel ♡). She lives an unremarkable life, very different from what she dreamed of as a child. However, she hasn’t completely let go of her dream. There’s still a part of her that longs to be seen and admired, and she expresses this through disguising herself with a mask and wig, performing in front of her webcam to receive heart points from followers. I’m not exactly sure what these kinds of livestreams are called, but I’ve seen them appear in several dramas before. Someone records a livestream from their room in which they perform some kind of entertainment or service to their followers, who can give appreciative hearts which are converted into money. Mask Girl’s livestreams usually include her dancing, but she definitely adds a sensual touch to it by wearing revealing outfits and emphasizing her (all-natural) bossom when she’s interacting with the people in her chat. She has built quite a fanbase and typically goes online every night.
In the second episode, we are introduced to Joo Oh Nam (played by Ahn Jae Hong), who works at the same company and in the same office as Mo Mi. Oh Nam can be described as a typical otaku – on the outside he’s a typical introverted guy who doesn’t seem to take particular care of his appearance, but at home he has a whole collection of figurines and inflatable dolls, and he regularly jerks off to hentai. He even speaks in Japanese to one of his air dolls, it’s very typical. In any case, Oh Nam happens to be one of Mask Girl’s most loyal followers and he’s developed a pretty big virtual crush on her.
At some point, he starts seeing parallels between Mask Girl and his coworker Mo Mi, and becomes the first person to find that they’re the same person. Rather than expose her, he falls even harder, for Mo Mi herself this time, and vows to protect her from scumbag men. When Mo Mi is taken advantage of by one of Mask Girl’s fans who offers to take her out for dinner while live-Tweeting about how ugly she is during their ‘date’, Oh Nam takes it upon himself to save her, tracking her down to a motel, prepared to do whatever is necessary to keep her and her secret identity safe.

Let’s talk a bit about Mo Mi and Oh Nam, since their ‘relationship’ forms a pretty important foundation of the story, or at least how it continues into the future.
First of all, it’s important to note how their stories correlate to each other. I found it really interesting to see how the first two episodes structured the basic element of them existing right next to each other but already creating such a difference in their respective perspectives. For example, we only find out through Oh Nam’s POV that he’s been present in Mo Mi’s work environment the entire time. He’s been there in the background in every single scene, but he’s never highlighted in Mo Mi’s POV for the simple reason that she is not aware of him. As much as Mo Mi plays a part in Oh Nam’s life, especially when he finds out she’s Mask Girl, Mo Mi is not even aware of Oh Nam’s presence, even when he sits right next to her at work. He only appears in Mo Mi’s story once, as a coworker who tries to tell her something before she gets on the elevator. The short conversation they have after they get off the elevator is, again, only shown in Oh Nam’s POV, which suggests that it wasn’t even memorable enough for Mo Mi’s.
The second episode merges Oh Nam’s POV into Mo Mi’s, but not the other way around. We find out how much Oh Nam has been keeping an eye on Mo Mi only through his POV. For example, the night when Mo Mi finds out that her beloved manager and the pretty lady are having an affair. For her, this is a shocking revelation which causes her to become so distressed that she gets super drunk and ends up taking off her clothes during a livestream, resulting in her suspension from the website. For Oh Nam, the discovery of the adultery comes as a huge relief as he was terrified that it was Mo Mi and the manager together, and he comes home exhilarated only to get surprised by Mask Girl’s reaction to it in her video that night.
By structuring the scenes like this, it was emphasized how different the focus of these characters were, even when they were so close to each other, and I found that really interesting. Oh Nam’s scenes merge his presence into Mo Mi’s story, but not the other way around. While their storylines happen simultaneously, they still go in such different directions and lead to such different interpretations and reactions.
Another thing I found remarkable about this show was that it allowed me to empathize with all the main characters (with which I mean the predominantly featured characters in each episode) in spite of their extreme and problematic actions. Looking at the whole story, you could say that there isn’t a single main character who is innately ‘good’ in the sense that they don’t have a single problematic or twisted trait to them. Still, for some reason, I was able to understand where everyone came from, and that doesn’t happen very often. In typical dramas, there’s always a clear distinction between the good guys and the bad guys, and you can easily point out who has the right to do something ‘bad’ and who doesn’t. Mask Girl kind of plays with that logic, especially in how it creates a background for all the main characters that enables us to relativize with them, even when they go to extreme lengths.

To start with Mo Mi, our heroine, when we are first introduced to her I found her the most relatable person ever. I admit I have a weak spot for characters who are gaslighted into believing their ugliness is a crime to society, especially when they’re not even ugly people. Mo Mi never had someone to fall back on, no one to tell her she was beautiful and valid and that everything would be alright. Her own mother wouldn’t even do that. Despite this, it does look like she learns how to accept her fate, and she developed a quite tenacious tendency towards people who would take advantage of her or who would openly ridicule her. In a sense, I was really glad she was at least able to stand up for herself properly. She may have been acting very subdued and introverted at work, but we also see her publicly call out a guy on the subway who’s hand brushed her butt, even dragging him to the police station. It may have kept killing her inside whenever something like that happened, but at least she stood her ground. She didn’t have it easy. It was like, every time she finally dared feel a little bit confident, someone would come along and kick her right back into the ground. She just couldn’t catch a break, she wasn’t given the chance to feel good about herself for even a moment, and that was awful.
I think it’s safe to say that what happened with Handsome Monk (or ‘Motel Guy’ as I prefer to call him) was the final drop in the already brim-filled bucket that pushed her over the edge and made her decide that she couldn’t live like this any longer. Honestly, I was so disappointed during this part. It actually seemed like he was being genuine when she took her mask off and he didn’t even flinch before going all, ‘Why are you wearing a mask? You’re beautiful’. It was so good to see Mo Mi open up and laugh and have a good time. Sure, it was to be expected that it was yet another prank, because so far all male characters in the story had turned out to be douchebags, but I still found myself going 😓 when it was revealed that he was indeed just playing her. I did like how she charged at him when he revealed his true colors and they had that awkward fight in and around the waterbed (seriously, the waterbed was a paid actor). During their wrestling, they fall through the curtains of the bed and Motel Guy hits his head hard on the stone sink and is rendered unconscious.
The way Mo Mi reacted to seeing Motel Guy lying there and how puddle of blood was starting to form under his head proved to me even more that she wasn’t a bad person. On the contrary, I wanted to grab her by the shoulders and shake her to get it through to her that it wasn’t her fault. It’s not like she meant to kill him or something, she was literally trying to get away from him. I honestly didn’t see how she would be in the wrong if she’d call the police and tell them the true story. Yes, she had followed him into the motel room, but she was super hesitant and she’d mentioned multiple times that she felt uncomfortable and that she wanted to go somewhere else. He didn’t let her go and then tried to take advantage of her, and in her struggle to get away from him, this had happened. There was no intended murder whatsoever, and honestly I wasn’t even that surprised that he was still alive.
In any case, after going home and taking a bath, I guess the hallucination of her face melting off was a kind of metaphor of her losing her mind. She disappears for a while after that and when we see her again at the end of Oh Nam’s POV, we see that she’s had plastic surgery as her whole head is wrapped in bandages. I’m guessing she made up her mind that she really had to change her face if she didn’t want to be treated like this by anyone else again that same night after the motel incident.
The biggest plottwist for me was how at the end of the second episode, Mo Mi’s insanity took over and she actually went so far as to kill Oh Nam. I guess I just wasn’t aware of how ‘not okay’ she was, despite consistently giving the impression she’d accepted the way she looked. I think that Oh Nam just happened to visit her while she was spiralling big-time, and his sudden sexual advances on her in combination with what she’d just gone through (both with Motel Guy and with her manager) came over her in a wave of heated rage and despair. I still don’t believe she wanted to go that far. Seeing how she started sobbing after she’d finished stabbing, it just showed how completely out-of-control she’d gotten. I honestly think she temporarily lost her mind and that led to this very regrettable action. It’s so sad because I wonder what would’ve happened if Oh Nam had told her that the guy had still been alive. Would that have helped? I’m not sure if it would’ve made things that much better, to be honest.

There are different sides to analyze in Oh Nam as well. We’re initially made to empathize with him through a concise flashback sequence of how much he’s been bullied his entire life, and how this has caused him to adapt to his environment by making himself invisible. He starts seeking his relief in the world of anime (particularly the erotic kind) and becomes what one would call a typical otaku. Just in case people aren’t sure what this term entails: it’s a Japanese term which refers to a specific group of very fanatic individuals and it commonly has a bit of a negative connotation as it’s mainly used to indicate people who have become slightly delusional in their fanaticism regarding a certain topic.
Oh Nam doesn’t get to rely on his looks much, but it seems like he’s found peace with it, just like how he’s found peace with his way of living and his virtual relationships, including the one with Mask Girl. As one of her most loyal followers, he always posts encouraging and validating comments, and Mask Girl regularly acknowledges him by his username.
Despite his tendency to get pervertedly passionate about Mask Girl, one thing that I did find surprisingly decent of him was that he actually covered his screen when she started taking her clothes off during that disastrous livestream. While other followers were cheering her on or commenting on how badly she was behaving, his first reaction was to NOT look at her naked body, and this instinctive behavior to respect her privacy made me feel like he did have a pure side – at least it meant that he wasn’t rotten to the core. He became seriously concerned for Mo Mi’s wellbeing and started looking out for her, even though it may have looked like stalking to an outsider. I mean, he even got rid of Motel Guy’s body to keep her involvement in the whole incident a secret.
Same as with Mo Mi, I don’t think he ever imagined ending up in a situation like this, and the adrenaline probably caused him to act without thinking straight, which made the situation even more messy and complicated without intending to do so. Even though I definitely did not condone how he suddenly forced himself onto Mo Mi – and I was really surprised by this because he’d been so respectful towards her before – I keep thinking that that was also him giving in to some feral, long-suppressed desire. He may have regretted it later as well, if he’d been given the chance. In any case, despite his perversion I also can’t find it in myself to completely write Oh Nam off, because I still believe that he wasn’t completely rotten. He genuinely cared about Mo Mi and thought she was beautiful the way she was. He probably showed more sincerity than any other male character in the entire show, so there must have been some good in him, even though it took such perverse forms.

The end of this first chapter, these two episodes, created the first plottwist for me. Honestly after the motel incident I started to think that maybe the story would be about Mo Mi and Oh Nam teaming up to get away with murder and keep Mask Girl’s identity a secret. I guess this was also a reason why Mo Mi killing Oh Nam came as such a surprise, because it just made me go ‘OKAY GUESS NOT🥲’. Honestly, if they’d met under different circumstances and Oh Nam’s actions of keeping an eye on her and following her had come out a bit more subtly, I feel like the two may have made a good team. They definitely had similar issues, they were both ostracized for the way they looked at both hid behind their PC screens and virtual systems of validation to find solace.

The third and fourth episodes, chapter two of the story, takes place a year later, in 2010. To bridge the gap, we are introduced to a new main character, Oh Nam’s mother Kim Kyung Ja (played by Yeom Hye Ran). Accordingly to the structure of every episode, we first get a little background story of her and her relationshionship with her son. We’ve heard her voice before on the phone in Oh Nam’s POV and from there it seems like she’s quite a fierce mom. She keeps scolding him for not sending her money and new clothes like the kids of her peers, and consistently pushes him to get married. When we are introduced to her in person, we learn that there’s a lot of layers to her character that you wouldn’t typically expect from an elderly foul-mouthed hillbilly who’s also a loyal churchgoer. Despite her strong language and awkward way of expressing affection, it’s clear as day how much she cares for her son. You could say she’s the epitome of a tsundere, because she hides her disappointment when her son tells her he wants to live on his own by scolding him even more and even accuses him of ungratefulness. In reality, we see her love shine through her actions: she keeps sending him food and tries to call him as regularly as possible, much to Oh Nam’s own annoyance.
What I found the most interesting when seeing Kyung Ja’s POV was revealed was that she had such an inaccurate image of her son. It’s clear that she had no idea of his perverted tendencies and she consistently told everyone how her son was the sweetest and meekest boy in the world. She may have scolded him for not sending her money or clothes, but on the other hand she told her peers that he did do those things, so there was definitely an aspect of wanting to keep up appearances, as well. The fact that she didn’t know about his lifestyle was proven when she and those two agents got into his house after not being able to contact him for some time, and she saw those naked air dolls lying around. Kyung Ja’s life is turned upside down initially when they discover a dismembered body in Oh Nam’s fridge. Kyung Ja naturally assumes it’s her son, but when it turns out to be someone else (Motel Guy), she starts doing her own research in order to find her son, because it does seem like he’s disappeared after having something to do with that dismembered body.
The sheer effort this lady puts in to locate her son is admirable: she takes computer lessons so she can go through his computer and inevitably stumbles across Mask Girl. When not much later Oh Nam’s body is found and a clear connection is made to Mask Girl, and Kyung Ja starts digging even deeper into her fanbase to get an understanding of her son’s involvement with her, which results in her also making the link between Mask Girl and his colleague Kim Mo Mi. As she deals with her grief for her son, Kyung Ja is taken over by a force of vengeful rage when she acknowledges Mask Girl’s involvement in her son’s death. She decides she won’t rest before she finds this mystery girl and makes her pay for what she did.
After some searching with the help of one of Mask Girl’s online fans who’s trying to keep tabs on her, Kyung Ja comes across a young woman who she starts believing might be Mask Girl. The woman in question has had plastic surgery, and she goes by different names. After following her one time she even spots the same necklace on her as the one she’s seen Mask Girl wear in one of her livestreams, and she takes action to corner ‘the little bitch’. However, the woman claims that she’s not Mask Girl, on the contrary, she shares a hatred for her and would like to assist Kyung Ja in her revenge plan.

The truth about this young woman is explored in the fourth episode, and we are introduced to Kim Choon Ae, who is about the same age as Mo Mi. Again, in consistency with the rest of the episodes, we first get Choon Ae’s background story from when she was a teenager (where’s she played by Kim Sang Ji). Being a bit of an outsider at her new school, she fell head over heels for a male idol trainee in her class, Choi Boo Young (U-KISS’ Lee Joon Young). When they met a couple of years later as Choon Ae was working in a convenience store, Boo Young swayed her into selling cigarettes and alcohol to him and his friends. After that, he kept visiting her and made her feel like she’d become a special person to him. He even invited her to his birthday party at a club one night. Due to her feelings for him, Choon Ae was never able to recognize the signs, not even when he asked her to pay for the entire club night. Seriously, feelings or not, you don’t invite someone to your party and then ask them to pay for everything, that’s BS. But yeah, Choon Ae believed him when he told her he’d pay her back (which of course never happened) and kept supporting him throughout his idol traineeship. After his debut, she once visited his agency to leave him a gift, and then she overheard him talking about her to a groupmate. Much to her shock, she heard him refer to her as his ‘ATM’, aka the person who always gave him money whenever he asked for it. In her rage after realizing how he’s been using her, Choon Ae published damaging and malicious content of him, photos from the club that revealed him smoking and drinking, which ultimately ruined his entire career.
Now, in 2010, Choon Ae is all grown up (and now played by Han Jae Yi). She’s changed her face and name and works mainly as a hostess. One day during a promotion job, she suddenly sees Boo Young and she finds herself approaching and greeting him. Seeing how she looks now, Boo Young was more than willing to immediately get it on with her (🚩) and Choon Ae even lets him stay at her house indefinitely. However, during the months that follow in which Choon Ae builds up a respectable career and salary as a successful hostess, she develops more and more disdain towards her freeloader. He just sits around playing games all day and doesn’t even contribute to the household she so generously offered to share with him.
Choon Ae initially tells Kyung Ja that she met Mo Mi (now played by Nana/Lim Jin Ah) when the latter became a new employee at her hostess bar, and that she basically lost her entire clientele to Mo Mi. However, when we see Choon Ae’s POV, we find out that the two women are actually best friends, and Choon Ae is only trying to get Kyung Ja off her bestie’s trail. Choon Ae and Mo Mi bonded over their shared past, having been ridiculed and taken advantage of for their looks. They also both ended up changing their faces to allow themselves a better life. Mo Mi even trusts Choon Ae with the story of Oh Nam, and Choon Ae proves to be a true friend to Mo Mi by not judging her for it.
While Choon Ae tries to keep Kyung Ja away from Mo Mi, she faces another threatening situation. Boo Young has somehow found out that she was the one who published the pictures that ruined his career. Not only does he refuse to leave her house, he starts physically abusing her. He starts beating her (AND her dog!!🤬🤬), and this escalates on the night Choon Ae and Mo Mi have decided to run away together. The two women end up strangling Boo Young with a dog leash and he ends up dismembered in a suitcase, just like Motel Guy. As they drive away to get rid of the body and hopefully head towards a new life (this is also where Mo Mi tells Choon Ae that she thinks she’s pregnant with Oh Nam’s child), they’re not aware that Kyung Ja is following them by car. One of her informant Mask Girl fans revealed that Choon Ae and Mo Mi were in cahoots together. The episode and this second chapter of the story ends tragically with Choon Ae getting fatally shot by Kyung Ja (that long shot of her being blasted backwards was insane, by the way). She uses her last strength to save Mo Mi from Kyung Ja by knocking the latter out, and then passes away in Mo Mi’s arms. Mo Mi ultimately drives away after pushing the remaining car, with Kyung Ja in it, into the water. We are led to believe that hereby, Kyung Ja has been taken out of the equation. I’m not entirely sure what she did with Choon Ae’s body.

Because there’s still a whole part on Kyung Ja to come, I’ll leave her character relativization until after my analysis of the story’s final part. Let’s talk a bit about Choon Ae instead. There are so many parallels between Choon Ae and Mo Mi that it’s almost freaky, and it’s no surprise they hit it off so well. They both decide to undergo plastic surgery after growing up being ostracized for the way they look, and it’s truly heartwarming to see how close they get. Honestly, at some point I wouldn’t even have been surprised if they had become more than friends, because that’s how emotionally intimate they were. I could’ve totally seen them bring up Mo Mi’s child together, too. Honestly, this part of the story had so many twists it became hard to keep up, first when Choon Ae turned out to know Mo Mi, and then when it was revealed she was actually friends with her, not enemies. If these two girls had met when they were both teenagers, they might’ve been able to find solace in each other and face their situations together from the start.
I did have mixed feelings about her taking in Boo Young, though. I honestly thought she had all the reasons in the world to expose his rotten nature like that, but after seeing for herself what kind of person he was, she still went to him when she recognized him. Was it some sort of weird nurturing thing, like, to make him acknowledge that she’d always been there for him, even after making sure he lost his idol career? It kind of felt like she still found herself drawn to him and she still wanted him to ‘see’ her, even after she’d changed her face, or rather because she’d changed it. At least she succeeded in that, because he agreed to sleep with her right away after he saw her new face (🚩). I couldn’t help but think it was naive of her to assume he’d become a better person after she’d show him some hospitality. On the other hand, that naivety and weakness also made her so incredibly human and realistic in her mixed feelings. Sometimes you just find yourself drawn to someone who you know is bad news, but you can’t help yourself craving for their confirmation and validation. I guess that must have also been the case for Choon Ae. I definitely wouldn’t say she’s a bad person, she helped people who didn’t deserve it because she genuinely wanted to, she cared for them. She and Mo Mi were a platonic match made in heaven, and although I did think they could’ve ran away as soon as they rendered Boo Young unconscious without actually killing him all the way, I was kind of impressed by how they handled him together. The knowing looks of pain and despair they gave each other were quite heart-wrenching, in my opinion. When Kyung Ja came after them, she even went so far as to pretend she was the real Mo Mi in order to save her friend. It was really sad how unfair her death was, as collateral damage to Kyung Ja’s revenge plan.

Can I just say how immensely relieved I was that Ping Ping survived? That little doggie was the most precious thing. I loved how loyal it was to Choon Ae and how it even started barking to warn her that Boo Young was close 😭 When Boo Young kicked her I was literally going 💪🏻🤬💪🏻 at the screen. Mo Mi ended up taking Ping Ping with her and left her at her mother’s house together with her newborn child.

For me, the plot twists in this part of the story lay mostly in that I was continuously misled by who Choon Ae was and what her intentions were. First she was Mask Girl and then she was not, then she was Mask Girl’s enemy and then she was actually her best friend… I kept being pulled into different directions, and this made this part very exciting. The writers definitely played with unexpected twists and turns and it really helped me get even more invested in what was happening.

In the final chapter of the story, episodes five and six, we move on to the years in which Mo Mi is in prison. In 2011, Mask Girl finally turns herself in. We have to assume that she gave birth to her child somewhere before she went to jail, because she is still able to personally deliver her baby (and Ping Ping) to her mother’s house, probably with the intention of turning herself in.
As we’ve seen from the very beginning in Mo Mi’s past, her mother Shim Young Hee (played by Moon Sook) has never been a very warm and loving figure to her. If the two were already barely speaking before the Mask Girl scandal, the ties were completely cut off afterwards. When Mo Mi temporarily disappears from the narrative after entering jail, we get some more insight in her mother’s life through the way she raises her granddaughter.
I don’t know what caused the spark of genius in this particular name-giving, but Mo Mi names her daughter Mi Mo. Mi Mo (as a child played by Kim Ha Neul) grows up as an unproblematic, cheerful child. She sometimes wishes her grandmother would tell her more about her parents, but she’s not really bothered by growing up without them. However, no secret can remain uncovered, and Mi Mo ends up finding out about her mother’s identity and the whole Mask Girl scandal in a rather unfortunate way. Somehow a rumor has been spread around, causing her school friends to all turn on her and she’s suddenly called ‘a murderer’s daughter’ and ‘a monster’ by passersby. As her grandma still keeps her mouth shut, Mi Mo is forced to go in search of the truth all by herself and this brings her to the source through which most people get their information from: the Internet.
Let me just get this straight: Mi Mo is SIX years old in 2017. She has to deal with all this stuff, including the knowledge that her mother is apparently in jail for murdering someone, all by herself at the age of SIX. She has NO ONE to fall back on. Her grandmother refuses to explain anything, and she just has to find ways to process the whole thing by herself. With her six-year old brain, it is nowhere near possible to make sense of this, as she’s simply too young to understand anything. Mi Mo is left to her own devices and starts developing problematic behavior. We see her switch from attempting to strangle herself to dancing in front of her mirror wearing a mask – she goes through different phases in trying to come to terms with the whole Mask Girl/mom thing and I don’t think it’s very surprising that she grows up to be a bit of a problematic youth with delinquent tendencies.

After transferring to a different school once again, teen Mi Mo (now played by Shin Ye Seo) finds herself seated next to a girl named Kim Ye Choon (played by Kim Min Seo). While they’re both initially reluctant to get along, Ye Choon gradually becomes more interested in Mi Mo as she discovers her ‘darker’ side.
Ye Choon is the oldest of a family of five, with two younger siblings that take up most of her parents’ attention. As the oldest child, she is expected to help more around the house and assist in taking care of her siblings. Ye Choon is a typical teenager so she finds it all a bit bothersome and craves for a bit more adventure in her life. When Mi Mo appears, Ye Choon finds herself drawn to her as Mi Mo seems to have a bit of a dark past. She doesn’t have parents and it seems like she gets into trouble a lot. She even has scars of cutting marks on her wrist, which Ye Choon finds fascinating. In her own naïve way, Ye Choon starts approaching Mi Mo by making up things about her own life, such as that her dad is abusive. She even attempts to cut her own wrist just to prove to Mi Mo that they are alike.
Through Che Yoon’s persistence, the two girls gradually grow closer and develop a close friendship. Mi Mo eventually even tells Ye Choon about her mother, under the condition that she can never tell anyone else. Not long after that, the rumor about Mi Mo being Mask Girl’s daughter suddenly starts getting around her school again, and Mi Mo immediately turns on Ye Choon – after all, she’s the only one who knew about it. This is also when she finds out Ye Choon has been lying about her dire family situation, and Mi Mo’s trust in her crumbles completely. Now there’s only one person left for her to go to – the sweet tteokbokki grandma who’s helped her through hard times ever since she was a child.

I’ve been looking forward to this part of my analysis, because there’s so much to say about their respective perspectives.
First of all, I think we can all agree that Mi Mo is probably the biggest victim of this entire story. Even when it must have been Mo Mi’s intention to have her child grow up with her grandmother so that she wouldn’t have to live under Mask Girl’s shadow, this little girl’s life was ruined before she even reached an age at which she could make sense of things all by herself. We see clearly that little Mi Mo didn’t have a single bad tendency in her, there was no indication of being ‘rotten from the start’ as her grandmother had described Mo Mi (although in Mo Mi’s case that also wasn’t true). It was so incredibly cruel that this child of all people was made to suffer under the reputation of her mother while she didn’t even grow up with her mother. Her mother wasn’t even there to directly influence her, she’d never met her, so how could people automatically assume that she was a ‘bad seed’ from the start? I always find it so sickening when people start portraying parents’ misdeeds on their innocent children. Mi Mo was literally isolated and ended up having no choice but to rely on the few people that did show her kindness, even though it often resulted in betrayal. It was because of her trust issues caused by this constant betrayal that she immediately condemned Ye Choon. After all, this was how she’d been living her life ever since it came out that she was Mask Girl’s daughter. Whenever people found out about it, they always responded in the same way, and it was natural that this messed Mi Mo up.
I seriously have no words for how messed up it was that Mi Mo had to deal with this all by herself. I’ll say something more general about this in terms of all the main characters later, but how could her grandmother not even have supported her after this came out? She clearly saw how she started behaving, but instead of reprimanding her she should’ve realized that she needed TLC more than anything at that point. Instead she just let Mi Mo do her own thing and become a delinquent, just as she’d let Mo Mi develop her own issues. I think it’s safe to say that, despite her good intentions and hidden feelings of affection towards both her daughter and granddaughter, Shim Young Hee was definitely not fit to raise a child. She was more like a strict governness than a warm (grand)mother, no wonder how both the girls she raised turned out so estranged. I just felt so sorry for Mi Mo that she was made to go through this all by herself at the age of SIX, because that was completely messed up.

While I think it’s easy to condemn Ye Choon for not exactly stimulating Mi Mo’s trust issues by lying about her own situation, I couldn’t help but relate to how she was feeling so much. Honestly, I’ve never a more accurate depiction of a teenager than Ye Choon. You just need to keep in mind that the way she behaved was so typical for a kid her age. Honestly, I recognize it from when I was in the first years of high school. I remember there was this group I hung out with that started doing Wicca, and I just assumed that I would have to participate in that if I wanted to be part of their group. I never stopped to think about what Wicca actually was and how it could get seriously dark, it was just something I apparently had to do in order to get closer to these people. I even remember just nodding along when being told me I had to do an initiation ritual and whatnot. Luckily I never ended up joining them, also because they were definitely not my ‘friends’, but I just remember that feeling of just going along with something before even thinking about what it actually meant and what I was actually doing. It also has to do with the naïve thought that showing you have things in common automatically creates a stronger bond with someone. You could just see how little awareness Ye Choon had of everything while she cheerfully showed Mi Mo her make-believe wrist scars and how she just made up those stories about her father hitting her mom. She didn’t stop to think about how messed up that was. Everything she did was purely to get closer to Mi Mo and to give her the impression that she understood her situation. Don’t get me wrong, I went ‘oh God, Ye Choon🤦🏻‍♀️’ on a very regular basis, but I just understood so well where her behavior came from that I couldn’t even fully blame her for it. What mattered the most was that it came from a good place and it was never her intention to betray Mi Mo.

Honestly I felt like the friendship between Mi Mo and Ye Choon was a karmic reincarnation of the one between Mo Mi and Choon Ae. I mean, their names even share the same syllables. There’s even an interesting parallel in the introductions of Choon Ae and Mi Mo – they’re both made fun of for their unusual names by their classmates when they introduce themselves to their new class.
Ye Choon accepts Mi Mo just as naturally as Choon Ae accepted Mo Mi, and both pairs develop a very meaningful emotional bond. You could even go so far as to link Choon Ae and Ye Choon by saying that Choon Ae dealt with physical abuse and Ye Choon lied about dealing with physical abuse.
Things like these just made me think about every little detail of this show, and I think it’s genius how they added these references and parallels, linking all the chapters of Mo Mi’s life, including Mi Mo’s together like that.
In terms of consistencies, I don’t know if this was intentional (it probably was), but I found it interesting how almost everyone was called ‘Kim’ in this story. When looking at the episode titles, which consist of the name of the main character that’s featured in that particular episode, ‘Kim’ is definitely the predominant name, even though none of the people named Kim are actually related to each other. There’s Kim Mo Mi, Kim Mi Mo, Kim Kyung Ja, Kim Choon Ae, Kim Ye Choon. I can’t help but feel like there’s a reason for it, to tie everyone together in some sort of cosmic way.

In episode six, the final episode of the final chapter, the series focusses on Mo Mi again while she serves her jail time between 2012 and 2023. After an initially rocky start to win the respect of the most influential prisoner in her cell block, Mo Mi (now played by Go Hyun Jung) has devoted herself to display exemplary behavior, even going so far as to pretend she’s converted herself to Christianism. As the possibility of an early parole approaches, she first receives a letter notifying of her daughter’s misconduct, and not much later she is confronted with the real danger at hand, and possibly the biggest plot twist of the latter half of the show: the return of Kyung Ja.
Because Kyung Ja didn’t die. She managed to get out of that sinking car just in time and with that, the final insanity switch in her mind finally flipped. After initially feeling lost when she finds out Mo Mi has been locked up and she has no way to deal with her lingering feelings of vengeance, the cruellest method falls into her lap when she discovers Mi Mo. After changing her own face (which I didn’t even realize because she’s portrayed by the same actress throughout the show) and name, she approaches Mi Mo on purpose. To the child herself, she becomes that sweet tteokbboki grandma who’s always there for her when she’s sad, but we see through her POV that she is actually the person who turns everyone against her overnight, and she’s the one who spreads the rumor about her being Mask Girl’s daughter, knowing Mi Mo would start suspecting Ye Choon. Kyung Ja’s new goal is to keep punishing Mo Mi while she’s in jail, through her daughter, her own granddaughter. To be fair I’m not actually sure Kyung Ja was aware of the fact that Mi Mo was conceived by Oh Nam, and I don’t know if that knowledge would’ve changed anything. In any case, it was enough for her to know that she was Mo Mi’s child.
After visiting Mo Mi in prison as part of a Bible-reading volunteer group and revealing her evil plan to harm her daughter, Mo Mi goes to great lengths to escape prison and go after her.
The final showdown takes place at Kyung Ja’s remote house in the mountains where Mo Mi, her mother and even Ye Choon come together to save Mi Mo. In the process, Mo Mi, her mother, and Kyung Ja all end up getting killed.

Again, I just couldn’t fathom who messy this whole thing must have been for Mi Mo. Not only does the last person she thought she could trust, the sweet tteokbokki grandma, turn out to be a lunatic who wanted to take revenge on her mother, she even has to watch her attack her own grandmother with a knife and, after finally meeting her biological mother for the first time, she immediately loses her again in front of her eyes. Mo Mi takes the bullet Kyung Ja aimed at Mi Mo in the back and dies in her daughter’s arms. This final part was so freaking intense and despite the fact that we’d seen hesitation in Kyung Ja’s eyes when it came to harming Mi Mo, her insanity just came to a climax here.
I’m just glad that Mi Mo turned out okay, and that she was taken in by Ye Choon’s parents (who already had three kids = superheroes). I just wished she wouldn’t have had to go through any of this mess.

To finally get to Kyung Ja, it’s safe to say that this woman completely lost herself in her grief and turned completely insane. The lengths she went through even after Mo Mi was locked up, still not granting her some respite and reflection on what she’d done showed just how serious she was about getting justice for her son.
Despite her extreme actions, I couldn’t help but notice that she also wasn’t like the typical villain without a conscience who just mercilessly went on to execute her revenge. As a matter of fact, she is very well aware that Mi Mo has done nothing wrong, she even tells her so. We also see her flinch with hesitation when she acknowledges Mi Mo’s goodness on several occasions.
I won’t relativize everything she’s done, because she also had a hand in taking several innocent lives that had nothing to do with her revenge. But I do remember that, when she was first introduced in the third episode, I spent the entire episode feeling so sorry for her. I kept thinking ‘oh that poor woman’ for what she went through after losing her son. Her grief was absolutely heart-wrenching, and it was incredible how she could still muster the energy and strength to devote herself to finding out what had happened to Oh Nam, even going the extra mile of taking computer classes to get into his mind better. Everything she did came from the feelings of a bereaved mother, and I couldn’t forget about that. Her revenge didn’t make her blind to the fact that she was making an innocent child suffer. I think it was just that she’d gone so far already that she wasn’t able to allow herself to get swayed by sentimentality anymore. She’d decided that she would devote the rest of her life to punishing Mask Girl, and Mi Mo allowed her to keep doing that even after Mo Mi had already admitted to her own misdeeds. She was too far gone to be able to think straight anymore and this was the only way she could think of that would help her find closure in coming to terms with her loss. Of course, I definitely think punishing Mo Mi by killing her best friend, mother and even attempting to kill her daughter was very excessive. It was probably for the better that the police shot her in the end, because she just wouldn’t have stopped.

To end my already quite elaborate story and character analyses, I just want to make a final comment about the ending, because as I said it brought the whole story full circle in my opinion.
In the final scene, we see Mi Mo watching an old video of her mom when she was little, the one that we’ve been shown in the first episode during Mo Mi’s character introduction. It shows Mo Mi as a little girl participating in a dance/talent contest. When the host asks her what she wants to be what she grows up, little Mo Mi says, ‘I want to become someone who is loved by another person’. I mean. If this doesn’t sum up the entire show, I don’t know what does. Because when you think of it, every single main character in every single episode in this story is the same. They all grow up as people without any love or admiration from other. In almost all cases, they didn’t even grow up with the ‘normal’ unconditional love and warmth from their parents. No one has a special person they can fall back on, a life partner or whatever you wish to call it. Every action from every single main character ultimately stemmed from the desire to be loved by someone. It just all clicked together when little Mo Mi said that. I hadn’t even expected her to say that, I was expecting her to simply say ‘I want to become famous’. The fact that Mo Mi, as a little girl, was already able to hit the nail on the head and phrase the desire of possibly every person on this planet like that, as an innocent child’s wish, that just wrapped up the entire story with such a powerful final message. It really felt as if everything came full circle right then and there, as Mi Mo was tearfully watching her mother’s innocent smile, unaware of the dark future that awaited her.
‘I just want to become someone who is loved by another person’. As simple as that.

Apologies for the detailed story summary and analysis, but there are just so many parts that I wanted to touch upon and I want the show to be acknowledged for its genius in its entirety. Besides the many parallels and interesting character developments, I was really impressed by the show’s way of storytelling, namely the way it constantly added new POVs to thicken the plot. The structure of the storybuilding reminded me of a book I read last year, ‘How High We Go In The Dark’ by Sequoia Nagamatsu, which follows the development of a specific global crisis. Rather than create an entire story within the time period in which that crisis occurs, it builds up a timeline by placing every single chapter in a different time period, phase and part of the world to create a complete history of how that global crisis develops into the future, and how ultimately generations in the far future are still influenced by the way their predecessors coped during that crisis. I recognized this structure in Mask Girl because it shows how far one single inciting incident can stretch so far into the future and how much it can keep influencing people’s lives years later. Even after Mask Girl isn’t a contemporary phenomenon anymore, people still remember her and retain their associations of her. I thought it was very interesting to build a story about an incident that completely spins out of control, ultimately causing the main involved person to get stuck in a situation she can’t escape from.

I gained so much insight from this story, but also so many questions. When is someone good or bad? What is good or bad behavior? Does being connected to someone problematic automatically make you problematic as well? Is evilness or rottenness innate or created?
In response to the last question, I’d definitely say that in the case of Mask Girl people tended to develop a dark side due to the influence of other people. Every main character of each episode became the way they were because of how other people had treated them ever since they were young, in addition to the lack of a solid support system. No one was born with the urge to wreak havoc, no one simply woke up one day and decided to go kill someone, it was all much more complicated than that. With the sole exception of Kyung Ja, even when they had strong negative feelings towards another person, no one considered murder as a first option. Of course, this doesn’t take away the fact that almost every character does end up committing a serious crime throughout this story, but I also feel like this has to do with the theme of how people act when they are pushed over the edge in extreme situations.

In terms of genre, Mask Girl is definitely a very turbulent and emotional series and it depicts a lot of violence and both physical and sexual assault. In contrast, I found the level of nudity quite mild: they mostly just showed butts and only mentioned boobs and it wasn’t nearly as explicit as for example in Somebody. I remember that when I first saw the trailer on Netflix, which only features a scene from episode 1, I just thought the whole series would be about this woman who was secretly an Internet celebrity and how she had to keep that a secret. I even thought it was a comedy when I started watching, only to go full, ‘What the Jesus Christ was that?!’ at the end of the second episode. The story took such an unexpected turn and went in such a different direction that what I’d expected. In hindsight I think it was more about Mask Girl as a symbol rather than a still-active phenomenon.
Structuring it like a timeline in which Mask Girl goes from a big hit to a vague memory (even though the associations with her misdeeds remain well-known) was a genius decision. It also highlights the biased media presentation of how Mask Girl’s story becomes subject to the public opinion. Rumors about her are spread by people who don’t even know what really happened, no one knew her and Oh Nam and no one was aware of the circumstances they were in at that moment. No one thinks about how it may have been an accident, or that she was defending herself while being raped. The only thing that matters to the public is that she killed him, and so she must be a cold-blooded killer.
Even when it gets out that her child goes to a certain school, no one even considers the fact that the child is innocent and that she didn’t even grow up with the direct influence of her mother. None of that matters, everyone is just instinctively driven to keep their own kids away from her.
It gives such a painfully accurate depiction of typical human behavior, especially in the context of crisis and scandal. I found it quite enlightening.
My only personal qualm with this show is probably that, despite its impressive cinematography and overall structure, it definitely wasn’t a light watch. It was incredibly emotionally loaded and featured extreme depictions of aggressive and escalated behavior. It did feel like I had to brace myself nonstop throughout the entire series, because even the smallest sweet or touching moment would quickly evolve into something dark and heavy again. I personally like to have a balance between light and dark moments. Although this series definitely makes a strong statement about the nature of people, the constant focus on human perversity and insanity wasn’t always that easy to swallow.

As I’ve now tackled all my comments on the story itself, I’d like to mention some practical details I found noteworthy. First of all, I was intrigued by the opening sequence. I’ve never seen anything like it. I always love it when they come up with something abstract which still contains clear visual references to the story. I think it captured the estranging aspect of living a double life, changing your appearance, and the (sometimes unwanted) attention from other people quite well. It was very eerie and unsettling in combination with the music, but I still played it each time to discover more recognizable images, like how the lines of red blood seeping through the crevices around floor tiles (literally depicted in the motel scene) turns into computer keys (a reference to the Internet world of Mask Girl but also Mo Mi’s office job) and how that in turn changes into teeth and a mouth and a woman covering her face with a mask. The metaphorical act of putting on a mask also gets a double meaning, because it’s really not just about Mask Girl with her signature mask. It’s a metaphor for hiding who you truly are, and this didn’t only apply to Mask Girl. Every single main character was wearing a mask, everyone kept something about their true identity hidden, whether it was actually changing their identity or lying about their home situation. Everyone pretended to be someone else in a way, which tied every single character together in an incredibly intricate way.

I also want to give a huge shoutout to the cinematography because it was AMAZING. Honestly, it was an absolute masterpiece to look at in terms of how each shot was framed, because that in itself told a very clear story. A show that looks good in terms of how it was filmed always gets bonus points from me.

Let’s get on with the cast comments, shall we?

Honestly, I’m surprised that this was Lee Han Byul’s first ever drama. I could’ve sworn I knew her from something else. In any case, I really liked her portrayal of the OG Mo Mi. Especially the way she managed to retain the layered personality of someone who sometimes just couldn’t contain her rage against stupid people. I found her very refreshing in that she wasn’t a typical ‘boohoo, people think I’m ugly’ kind of female lead, she would literally charge at someone and call them out in public, and that was really gratifying. She lay a very good foundation for the other two Mo Mis to build on, especially in terms of the aggressive tendencies. Also, maybe this is weird to say, but I still find it strange how people hated on Mo Mi’s face so much. I personally didn’t even find her that ugly (hello, that bone structure??) and honestly, I bet people would give so much for a body like hers. It was repeated throughout the series that she never had anything done to her body, it was only ever her face people didn’t like. I wonder how people have so much time on their hands to literally pick one specific part of someone’s appearance that doesn’t agree with them and focus all their hatefulness on that. In any case, I liked Lee Han Byul’s performance a lot and I hope that Mask Girl contributes in kickstarting her career and that I’ll get to see her more often in the future!

To be fair, I had seen on MyDramaList that Ahn Jae Hong was in this, but it still took me a long close-up of Oh Nam to realize it was him. I guess I’m just so used to young people in K-Dramas always having perfect skin, but here that all went out of the window and that’s probably also something that contributed in making everything so realistic. I mainly know Ahn Jae Hong from Fight For My Way, but he’s also been in Legend of the Blue Sea. This is definitely the best role I’ve seen him in so far, even if it’s just in terms of expressivity. I would’ve never even imagined him as a character like Oh Nam, but they gave him an incredible transformation. It’s a pity he only appeared in the first couple of episodes, even though of course his ‘legacy’ lived on in Mi Mo, although she would never know him. It’s kind of sad, I wonder how he’d have felt knowing Mo Mi gave birth to the child that was conceived when he forced himself on her. Anyways, I’ve discussed his character elaborately enough in the above section. I was really impressed by his performance and I’m definitely going to see more of him, so let’s see what more he has in store!

If there was anyone who impressed me the most in this series, it was without a doubt Yeom Hye Ran. First of all, the actress herself is only 47. How the heck did they make her look so much like a grandma? The transformation tactics in this series were amazing. I see I’ve only seen her before in Goblin, but there are a lot of big drama titles on her repertoire and I’m also going to be watching a couple of those, so I’m excited to see more of her. I was blown away by this woman, how she was able to exude so much tenacity through such a small body, haha. Her expressions were incredible, her energy was incredible. For some reason I really liked how she was so foul-mouthed because it became almost funny at times how she was cussing everyone and everything out. Combining that with the other side of her, for example after she had to identify her son’s body just made me internally applaud her versatility. How have I not seen more of this woman. She was truly amazing.

Apparently, Nana (or Lim Jin Ah) is a former member of Orange Caramel! I haven’t seen anything with her before, but it was nice seeing her as Mo Mi 2.0 because she exuded such strength in finally being able to express the confidence she’d previously only felt as Mask Girl. I really enjoyed the scene where she was dancing together with Choon Ae and they were having so much fun together. After she went to jail, I liked how that confidence got a slightly sharper edge and her tenacious tendencies came out more, for example when she kept charging at that one woman from Ahn Eun Sook’s crew, even though she kept getting locked up for it, she kept coming back for her. She suddenly managed to become intimidating, which I thought was pretty cool. Her emotional variety, which came out for example in the scene where Choon Ae died in her arms, was also impressive. I think she did a really good job.

I see that Han Jae Yi was also in Something in the Rain, Room No. 9, Hotel Del Luna and Melting Me Softly, which I’ve all watched in the last couple of years, but I don’t immediately remember her from anything. I may have recognized her face from any of those, but this is the first time I’ve really noticed her individual performance. I found Choon Ae to be a typical tragic heroine who, and maybe this puts it a but cruelly, just couldn’t learn from her mistakes. I loved how she was such a great friend to Mo Mi when Mo Mi needed it the most, especially after taking on her new identity. To find someone to bond over that after she must have felt so alone, it must have truly created something special between them. Honestly, I could see a whole Thelma and Louise scenario for them where they drove around together. I don’t think either of them would’ve craved something more than that. It was sad how she came to her end, I thought her character could’ve done with more validation for the goodness in her heart. I see from her dramas on MyDramaList that I’m going to see her in more dramas in the future, so I’ll keep my eyes peeled for her there!

My girl Kim Min Seo is going places! I previously only knew her from the ODG YouTube channel, after which I saw her properly act for the first time in Hometown Cha-Cha-Cha, and now she’s in this! As I’ve elaborated, I really related to Ye Choon’s character because she was such a child but she still had such an urgency to help her best friend in need, even when the situation turned out to be much more dangerous than she could’ve ever anticipated. Honestly, I was terrified that she’d get stuck in the middle of the crossfire, but luckily she survived and she and Mi Mo even got to be like sisters since Ye Choon’s parents took her in. She’s still only fourteen years old, so I guess she still has to grow into an actor a bit more. So far I’ve only seen her play stubborn teenagers, so I hope she’ll get the chance to portray even more challenging and mature roles in the future. I’m rooting for her!

I haven’t seen Shin Ye Seo in anything yet, but I probably will. I thought she did a really good job portraying the different sides of Mi Mo’s character as a teenager, both the softer one and the edgier one. Despite her looking so sweet when she smiles, she also managed to pull off the intimidating youth delinquent vibe very well. With everything that came her way (thanks to Kyung Ja), I had nothing but compassion and respect for how Mi Mo had to deal with all of that by herself. Especially in that final episode, when she meets her biological mom for the first time, only to immediately lose her right in front of her eyes, that girl really got some severely unnecessary trauma thrown onto her plate and I’m just happy that after that, she at least had a new family in Ye Choon’s. I hope she gets more opportunities to show off her skills!

Go Hyun Jung looks so familiar to me, but I haven’t seen her in anything before. I thought she pulled of the Final Mo Mi very well, because she really mixed the first two versions of her characters and merged them into one. I found it interesting how she apparently just cut off her hair and lost the necessity to flaunt the beauty that had been such a driving force in her life so far, but she still retained that kind of manic energy, especially in her calmer scenes. When she was calm and obedient, I felt the manic bubbling underneath her surface more than when she lashed out, for some reason. Her energy was really good. I also liked seeing her portray the motherly feelings towards Mi Mo, because we hadn’t seen that in Mo Mi at all before she got Kyung Ja’s letter notifying her of her daughter’s misconduct in school. The way she literally jumped in front of her daughter without a second hesitation proved enough. I actually found myself feeling sorry for the fact they could never spend time together. I would’ve liked some Mo Mi-Mi Mo mother-daughter scenes at the end, but it wasn’t meant to be, unfortunately. I liked her performance.

Me being me, I can’t finish a review without mentioning people I like who made a cameo, so let me just quickly give a shoutout to Choi Daniel, lol. I love him too much to ignore him. It was kind of refreshing to see him as a less than ethical character here, although I did appreciate at least he never directly hated on Mo Mi’s looks or talked badly about her. It was generally icky of him to have an affair with his employee, but he did remain sort of respectable towards Mo Mi when he apologized to her via text. At least he didn’t cuss her out or something. I just kept thinking that, should this event have happened later on in the stories, he might have actually ended up like motel and idol guy, but I guess it was fortunate for him that he escaped the crossfire just in time, although I did feel like being betrayed by his affections played a part in driving Mo Mi over the edge. I just liked seeing him, even if it was just for two episodes.

I guess I’ve now come to the official end of this review. For such a short drama I sure wrote a lot! It took me an entire day again✌🏻I’m glad I gave this drama a shot because it turned out to be so different from what I’d expected and I came out with a lot of new thoughts and things to process. Coming out of the initial layer of ‘what the heck did I just watch’, I feel like there are a lot of valuable messages in this series, and as I mentioned I really appreciated the ultra-human way in which all the characters were written. It’s not often that you see a K-Drama in which basically all the men are depicted as scumbags – I’m not surprised it’s based on a webtoon written by a woman, lol. It was screenwritten and directed by a man, though! I am very impressed by it. Gosh, how I enjoy the feeling of discovering hidden gems!

I will be watching another newly discovered recent Netflix K-Drama next. I’m guessing it’ll also be quite short, so who knows how soon I’ll get to write my next review? Stay tuned and find out!

Bye-bee! x

Birth of a Beauty

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Disclaimer: this is a review, and as such it contains spoilers of the whole series. Please proceed to read at your own risk if you still plan on watching this show or if you haven’t finished it yet. You have been warned.

Birth of a Beauty
(미녀의 탄생 / Minyeoeui Tansaeng)
MyDramaList rating: 6.5/10

Hello hello! As you may have noticed it’s been almost a month since my last review, and I think I won’t be able to share that many more before the end of the year. My studies are consuming me daily and it’s getting pretty difficult to find time to finish series quickly, let alone spend a whole day on a review. I really hope things will settle down a bit, because I’m definitely going to keep watching and reviewing, but please just note that my life has become increasingly busy in the past few months. With that being said, I finally got to watch this golden oldie from 2014. I’d heard of it and knew it by name, but I’d never gotten around to watch it, and now at least I can say I saw it and I’m excited to share my opinions on it. I ended my last review with the assumption that I’d get frustrated with this one as it’s an older drama with presumably a lot of standard tropes, but much to my surprise I actually wasn’t that annoyed by it at all! Sure, it has typical storylines, occasionally cringy acting and plotholes, but I still thought it exceeded for example the revenge story from Fates and Furies.

Birth of a Beauty is an SBS K-Drama with 21 episodes of about an hour each. I thought 21 was a pretty unique number of episodes, especially because the story took off with such speed from the start. I was curious to see how they’d spread it out over 21 episodes.
The story focusses on the life of Sa Geum Ran (originally played by Ha Jae Sook), a middle-aged housewife. She married into a wealthy family and after her husband had to go to The States soon after their wedding for work reasons, she’s been left to take care of her in-laws’ housekeeping.
While Geum Ran is possibly the most ideal daughter-in-law a family could wish for in terms of loyalty and willingness to work herself to the bone for her in-laws, she does not get any kind of gratitude for it in return. On the contrary, she is ridiculed by her sisters-in-law (Kang Kyung Heon and Jin Ye Sol) for being bigger in size and dressing a bit old-fashionedly, and her mother-in-law (Kim Young Ae) treats her like a typical Cinderella. No matter the amount of work and effort she puts in, she never gets a thank you, and is just taken for granted. The only person who seems to be sympathetic towards her is her father-in-law (Han Jin Hee), as he’s old friends with her own mother, and I also feel like their connection may have played a part in the matchmaking of Geum Ran and her husband in the first place. Anyways, father-in-law is barely at home, he’s running for something or at least building a campaign, so he doesn’t realize how his wife and daughters treat Geum Ran and how much she has to endure. The only person who makes life bearable for Geum Ran in her in-laws’ house is her grandmother-in-law (Kim Young Ok, as always a treasure), who has dementia but who absolutely dotes on Geum Ran.
The most important thing to the story here is that Geum Ran is not considered to be attractive because of her size and fashion style. While trying to remain as optimistic as possible, she finds that her lack of visual appeal definitely obstructs her from certain things in life, and she’s even applied to appear on a TV show that offers a full-body make-over (aka plastic surgery) to try and make her life easier. I think it’s safe to say that in a society like South Korea, outward beauty is considered to be a huge benefit, and especially in old-fashioned K-Dramas we find that people who do not meet these beauty standards, even by being a size larger than the norm, are immediately categorized as ‘unattractive’. Geum Ran is someone who, no matter her vast inner strength and beauty, is only ever judged for the way she looks on the outside, and this immediately makes her the perfect tragic heroine. Despite the nasty things she has to endure, she keeps working herself to the bone for her in-laws as she really loves to cook and clean, and the main thing that keeps her going is the thought of her beloved husband, Lee Kang Joon (played by Jung Gyeo Woon). However, as if she didn’t already have enough to worry about, things start going downhill for Geum Ran even more. Not only does she find out her husband has been back in South Korea for a long time, she also discovers that he’s been having an affair with a younger, skinnier, ‘prettier’ woman for a while as well. What’s more, her mother- and sisters-in-law all knew about this affair and purposely left Geum Ran in the dark about it just to laugh at the unyielding trust she has in her husband. The woman Kang Joon is seeing is Gyo Chae Yeon (played by Wang Ji Hye), a news anchor/talkshow host who works for HBS, the company of which Kang Joon is a director. Geum Ran tries talking to Chae Yeon, but this doesn’t do anything as Chae Yeon has no intention of stepping away from Kang Joon. On the contrary, she ridicules Geum Ran just as much, telling her to take a look in the mirror and ask herself if she really thinks Kang Joon would want to be with her. Then, Kang Joon himself even returns his wedding ring, saying that they should probably stop acting like a married couple altogether.
Despite her considerable physical strength and ability to stay optimistic and positive, this whole mess inevitably (and understandably) drains Geum Ran’s confidence. Her consistent support and work for her husband and his family is only rewarded by being played for a fool by her entire in-law family, including her husband and his mistress. She can’t even tell her own mother about it because she’s too embarrassed. One night, after telling Kang Joon she wants to file for divorce and tell the press about his affair with Chae Yeon (as they’re both influential people and HBS is a big company), Geum Ran heads out in her car in the dark, heavily distressed. Misfortune strikes when, on the way, she gets into a terrible accident – she’s forced to dodge an oncoming car, busts through a safety rail and crashes down into the water below.

All in all, the introduction we get of Geum Ran’s character is meant to create immense sympathy for her and her situation. We see how she’s being treated, how awful her in-laws are to her and how few people she has to lean on, even in her own family. The few people that liked and sympathized with her didn’t add up to the amount of ridicule and scorn she received from everyone else. There wasn’t even any kind of woman-to-woman support, no one thought or even cared about Geum Ran’s feelings. To think that she had to go through all of that just because people didn’t like the way she looked is awful, but it’s also a very important cornerstone of the story. Besides her prior plan to appear on that make-over show, it’s only shown how much Geum Ran believes changing her appearance will help her situation by what she does next. It’s a sad preface, but it also immediately gets to the point of Geum Ran’s determination to immediately change her life for the better, and this is also a powerful indicator of how strong she actually is.

Miraculously, Geum Ran survives the freak incident, and after she’s pulled herself from the water, the first thing she does is visit one of the surgeons from the make-over program to beg him to ‘please make her pretty’. The fact that she apparently knew his contact info even though she wasn’t admitted to the program, and the fact that this was the first thing that popped into her mind after going through such a horrific accident is kind of wild to me. Anyways, she visits that plastic surgeon’s house, but the person who opens the door is actually not the surgeon himself. It’s Han Tae Hee (played by Joo Sang Wook), the adopted brother of the surgeon, who’s just crashing at his place for the time being. For some reason I still don’t really get, he pretends that he is the doctor she’s looking for and he agrees to help her out. He ‘designs’ Geum Ran’s new appearance based on ‘the ultimate beauty’ according to Korean visual aesthetics standards. After getting his surgeon brother to perform the procedure under the radar (did he fly him in for this? I’m still not sure how this happened exactly), Geum Ran (now played by Han Ye Seul) is unrecognizable. Going by the new name of Sara to shape her new identity, she gets to live the life of a beautiful woman who turns heads wherever she goes. After the initial high of her new appearance, Sara joins forces with Tae Hee to set a following plan in motion. After all, she didn’t just get full-body plastic surgery to look pretty and move on with her life. She wants revenge.
Tae Hee, who is initially kind of an enigma as he pretends to be a doctor and doesn’t share his true identity, is actually the heir of a big corporation called Winner Group. His grandmother, Mrs. Park (Kim Yong Rim) is the CEO. When he was ten years old, his parents perished in a horrific warehouse explosion. Tae Hee managed to escape and while wandering around a highway, he was picked up by a friendly man. The man took him into his own house and made him part of his family, and that is how Tae Hee grew up with his two children: Ji Hoon, the plastic surgeon (played by In Gyo Jin) and, oh yes, Chae Yeon. He grew up as an older brother to Gyo Chae Yeon, the very woman Geum Ran’s husband cheated on her with. What’s more, Tae Hee has developed more than just brotherly feelings for Chae Yeon. While Chae Yeon has been aware of his feelings she never responded to them, probably to protect the close bond they had as near-siblings. In any case, Tae Hee is not happy with the relationship and approaching engagement between Chae Yeon and Kang Joon (which happens mere days after Geum Ran’s disappearance). Not only because of his own feelings for Chae Yeon, but also because he just doesn’t trust Kang Joon, and these suspicions are only strengthened when he hears Geum Ran’s story.
In summary, Geum Ran/Sara and Tae Hee discover that they have a common goal in wanting to break Kang Joon and Chae Yeon apart. Geum Ran wants to give Chae Yeon a taste of her own medicine, and Tae Hee doesn’t want Chae Yeon near Kang Joon after learning about how much of a jerk he is.

While Sara’s initial plan is to seduce Kang Joon with her newly acquired outward beauty and win him back, punishing Chae Yeon in the process, things start changing rapidly as more and more information comes out about the true nature of Geum Ran’s ‘accident’. While it takes almost no effort to be liked and invited in by Kang Joon’s family and Sara gradually makes her way into Kang Joon’s life again, she encounters a few very painful truths. For one, she overhears her (ex-)in-laws shamelessly talk about Geum Ran, badmouthing her even after she’s gone and presumed dead. She also has to witness them treat her own mother like trash when she comes asking questions about what happened to her daughter. And, worst of all: she finds out that the car that made her swerve and burst through that safety rail was driven by no one other than Kang Joon himself, and that it was a deliberate attempt to murder her. She also finds out that Chae Yeon saw the whole thing happen and did nothing to help her either. Naturally, this discovery also makes Tae Hee reconsider his feelings about Chae Yeon, and he starts sympathizing and siding with Sara more and more as they gather more intel.
While only Kang Joon and Chae Yeon ‘know’ what really happened to Geum Ran, her (ex-)in-laws (except for the father) don’t seem to care one bit about the fact that Geum Ran probably died. They may not have known about Kang Joon’s direct involvement yet at this point, but they still keep talking down on their (ex-)daughter/sister-in-law, and Sara is there to hear and witness all of it.
As a result, the plan changes from winning Kang Joon back to destroying him. While continuously acting out new plans to interfere with the relationship/engagement/marriage between Kang Joon and Chae Yeon (I still can’t believe they got married three weeks after Geum Ran’s ‘death’), Sara and Tae Hee get closer through their teamwork and eventually develop romantic feelings for each other.
However, just when they feel like their revenge has played out successfully and they prepare themselves to move on with their own lives, Kang Joon and Chae Yeon start getting suspicious themselves about the relationship between Sara and Tae Hee. First simply about how they know each other, but then even more when they discover the two are actually living together. From then on, Kang Joon and Chae Yeon, while hating each other’s guts at that point, start their own counter-revenge plans to find out the truth about this mysterious Sara woman who turned up to mess up their lives, ultimately taking revenge back on the people who took revenge on them. Still following?😆
In the midst of this complicated double-revenge plan, there is yet another player who wishes to contribute to the downfall of Tae Hee, in particular. What Tae Hee doesn’t know is that the explosion that killed his parents was supposed to kill him too, as it was a deliberate attack to get rid of the original Winner Group heirs. This was all orchestrated by a woman called Son Ji Sook (Kim Chung), who had an illegitimate child by Tae Hee’s father after getting him drunk one night. Mrs. Park never acknowledged her as a daughter-in-law (I mean, she took sexual advantage of her son after all) and this has triggered a strong feeling of revenge in Ji Sook. After Mrs. Park turned her and her illegitimate son away, Ji Sook used her past romantic connection to one of Mrs. Park’s trusted men, Kim Joon Chul (Choi Jong Hwan), and pressed him into executing the explosion. Now, the illegitimate son, Tae Hee’s half-brother Han Min Hyuk (played by Han Sang Jin) is the Director of Strategic Planning at Winner Group and he’s planning to become the new CEO. Taking advantage of Mrs. Park’s grieved absence as she’s looking for her still-missing grandson, Min Hyuk and his mother start planning their way to the top, as they have now gained enough power to silence Mrs. Park. When Tae Hee finally comes back to reveal that he is the lost heir of Winner Group, Min Hyuk and his mother keep trying to find ways to get rid of him, including assault and attempted murder.

Basically, we can distinguish three main storylines: the revenge plan of Sara and Tae Hee, the counter-revenge plan of Kang Joon and Chae Yeon, and the quest for Winner Group of Min Hyuk and his mother. These three storylines are entwined as all characters get involved with each other throughout the story. One aspect of old-fashioned dramas is that the way everyone is connected is always quite intricate and complicated, so I’ll try to explain it as best as I can.
First we have Geum Ran, who is initially involved with Kang Joon, her husband, his family, and Chae Yeon, the woman her husband cheated on her with. She gets involved with Tae Hee when he helps her to transform into Sara. Other than that, there’s Geum Ran’s mother Shim Yeo Ok (Lee Jong Nam) who’s old friends with Kang Joon’s father, and her best friend Eun Kyung Joo (Shim Yi Young).
Tae Hee first of all has ties to Winner Group, as his grandmother is the CEO and he is put in charge of the sub-branch Winner Food when he returns to the company. He has ties to Ji Hoon and Chae Yeon as he was raised as part of their family, and he is related to Min Hyuk and Son Ji Sook, not just in family terms, but also because Min Hyuk is after his family’s company.
Kang Joon is a director at HBS, and he knows Min Hyuk because HBS is planned to merge with (or take over) Winner Group. He is originally tied to Geum Ran and Chae Yeon, and then is seduced by Sara. When he first learns of Sara’s involvement with Tae Hee, he starts conspiring against Tae Hee with Min Hyuk, and when he finds out the truth about who Sara really is, he also starts intimidating her as well as her mother.
Chae Yeon is a well-known face from TV. She’s mostly involved with Kang Joon and her two brothers Tae Hee and Ji Hoon. She first decides to get back at Sara for stealing Kang Joon away from her, but after finding out Sara is Geum Ran, she goes on to get back at Geum Ran for ‘ruining her life’. She starts manipulating people, including Mrs. Park, so they’ll turn on Sara.
Min Hyuk falls in love with Sara pretty much at first sight, even before he knows she’s involved with Tae Hee. He gets Sara opportunities to work as a model for Winner Group and as a chef, getting her to appear on the popular cooking competition show ‘Birth of a Chef’.
Min Hyuk’s mother Son Ji Sook is involved with Tae Hee’s family and Kim Joon Chul, whom she uses as a pawn to take revenge on Mrs. Park for not accepting her into the Winner Group family. She aids Min Hyuk in his plans to become the new Winner Group CEO.

One important thing that I want to elaborate on is the way in which Sara gets involved in the feud between Tae Hee and Min Hyuk. Because of her new exceptional and outstanding beauty, Sara often gets noticed and recognized by people in public, and it happens frequently that people just start filming her while she’s eating somewhere. Not only do they film her without her consent, they even release the videos online where they go viral and Sara becomes famous as a kind of ‘mysterious mukbang beauty’. I guess it’s the way her beauty shines even more when she’s enjoying food which makes these videos stand out so much, but I still think it’s disrespectful to just start filming someone in their private time without their consent. In any case, this is where Min Hyuk first encounters her as well, as he recognizes her face from those videos when he sees her in real life and becomes interested in her. After getting to know her a bit better and learning about her passion for food and cooking, he plays a significant part in getting her on that cooking competition, so Sara owes him a lot of gratitude for that opportunity. As he becomes more greedy to keep her to himself, he eventually even starts punishing her for remaining loyal to Tae Hee by orchestrating several assaults on him. It gets pretty intense.
Honestly, Min Hyuk felt like a distraction to me because he just turned up as Suitor No.3 besides Tae Hee and Kang Joon, and Sara already had her hands full with everything else going on. Min Hyuk started pursuing Sara without being aware of the whole Geum Ran situation, basically barging his way into her life. The way he just started showing up at places where she was with bouquets of flowers, being all ‘we keep meeting, this must be destiny’ while Sara was like, ‘sorry, who are you?’ made him seem a little delusional, even. She was just being friendly because he was friendly to her, she never gave any indication of reciprocated romantic feelings, and yet he became so obsessed with her that he even started threatening Tae Hee’s life if she wouldn’t stay away from him. Super romantic, dude. I don’t know what it was with men in this story, but every one of them seemed to at least have several violent tendencies. I still find it worrying how Min Hyuk just started planning Tae Hee’s murder with his mom with that glint of excitement in his eye, and how he got so happy at that shareholders’ meeting in the final episode because he thought Tae Hee was dead.
In any case, as Min Hyuk was the farthest removed from the main storyline, I just immediately dismissed him as a potential love rival, and this was only strengthened by that fact that there were already too many men that Sara had to deal with in her life.

Going on about Sara, honestly, can we just acknowledge how much shit she was dealt? Not only as Geum Ran, but even as Sara? After Chae Yeon started turning people against her, she was basically bombarded with people threatening or blackmailing her, telling her to stay away from Tae Hee and gaslighting her into thinking that she was making everyone’s lives worse. If there’s one trope I hate that did appear in this show, it’s the one in which the tragic heroine, the female lead who has every right in the world to be happy, gets gaslighted into believing she’s the source of the world’s misery. This was also the case for Sara, and I wished she’d communicated with Tae Hee better, especially during this part. Because I don’t think Tae Hee was actually even aware of a majority of the things she had to endure. It was so stupid that everyone put everything on Sara, everyone only ever came to Sara to tell her that she needed to leave Tae Hee because she was putting him in danger, but no one ever had the guts to go to Tae Hee and tell him that he needed to get away from Sara. Sara just became the recipient of all the scorn and that wasn’t fair. It was like she was being punished for trying to stand up for herself, for trying to be genuinely happy for once in her life. Seeing what she was facing, I don’t even blame her for stepping away from it for a while to at least protect Tae Hee, but I still think she could’ve communicated it to him better instead of just pushing him away without any real explanation. It only caused Tae Hee to become desperate and neglect his Winner Food work. She could’ve told him the truth and then they could’ve started pretending they broke up while still secretly keeping each up to date. Sara could’ve started gathering intel on Min Hyuk’s true motives while working her way up in his favor. But no, they didn’t even communicate about how Min Hyuk was Tae Hee’s enemy. As a result, Min Hyuk started using Sara in trying to make Tae Hee believe she’d switched sides, creating even more cracks in the trust between them.
I think this was the only part during the series where I was a bit frustrated with Sara, because it just seemed like she didn’t have a clue what she was getting herself into. She’d broken up with Tae Hee because people kept telling her she was putting him in danger, but then it was like the plan just stopped from there, and when she finally discovered Min Hyuk was the evil mastermind behind the attacks on Tae Hee, she just froze as she didn’t know what to do.
On the other hand, I loved Sara most when she was in complete control of her situation. Her character development was really consistent and I liked that it started from the outside (dealing with her past and changing her appearance) and ended in her becoming so strong on the inside that she didn’t even care about hiding her true identity anymore. She learned to embrace herself as Geum Ran, moving past the outward aspects, and this was really admirable. She just needed to get in touch with her own true strength. Speaking of that strength, I was a little confused on several occasions because despite her established physical strength (I believe she even had a black belt in judo?), she sometimes just seemed to forget about that when she was cornered by someone. I mean, she could’ve easily shrugged them off or thrown them on the ground, we’ve seen her do it before. I guess her fear just took over in those scenes, but I just kept going like, ‘girl, you know you can just throw him over your shoulder!’ whenever this happened, lol.
But yeah, ultimately the story is really about Sara finding her inner strength and beauty and accepting herself fully as Geum Ran. She may have changed her face, but she never changed who she was and she didn’t have to because Geum Ran deserved love and happiness as much as anyone else. She deserved to live as herself without being needlessly ridiculed. I liked that they kept Sara’s relationship with herself as Geum Ran do apparent throughout the show, how she even had that conversation in the mirror with Geum Ran in which they were encouraging each other. It was a literal illustration of Sara coming to terms with her past and building her inner strength. It was nice that they kept the OG Geum Ran in for a while, not just as a flashback or picture, but as an actual presence within Sara and someone she still got to fall back on. I also liked that they devoted a part to making Tae Hee fall in love with Geum Ran rather than Sara, because I thought it was so powerful of Sara that she wanted to be loved for who she was inside, rather than for her new pretty face and nice body. I liked this part in particular because I remember thinking about this as well, whether Tae Hee did actually love her as Geum Ran, and whether he’d actually still be attracted to her if she’d had her old appearance. I liked that they addressed it, to also confront Tae Hee with his own possible prejudice, because it was entirely possible that he would still be less attracted to her had she still looked like Geum Ran. Random reference, but I remember also thinking this while I was watching Abyss, because I kept wondering if the main couple would’ve really fallen for each other if they’d still looked like their original selves, as their new forms were considered to be more attractive (at least in the male lead’s case). At least Birth of a Beauty made a point of addressing this, and I appreciated it because at some point I also needed confirmation from Tae Hee that he was not just one of many to fall for Sara’s appearance.
Some of my favorite Sara moments happened towards the end, when she was just plain DONE with Chae Yeon whenever the latter cornered her. Chae Yeon kept trying to intimidate her and at some point Sara was just looking at her like 😑, lol. I loved how she started standing up for herself, calling everyone out on how despicable they were being. She actually started voicing thoughts I’d had throughout the series, so that was really satisfying.

To make some general remarks about the story as a whole, as I mentioned in the beginning I was really curious to see how this story would be spread out over 21 episodes, especially because it took off so rapidly from the start. From the first episode on we dive head-first into the execution of the revenge plan and I was like, ‘OK yeah, bring it on, no dragging, love it!’ I couldn’t help make a reference to Fates and Furies, probably also because of Joo Sang Wook but also because it reminded me of how annoyed I was while watching it because the female lead’s ‘revenge plan’ there was so inconsistent and she didn’t even put in effort to gain intel on the person she was trying to get revenge on. In contrast, Sara and Tae Hee put in a lot of effort and they make a really great team. They even go so far as to wiretap Kang Joon’s bedroom to listen in on his (phone) conversations. It would sometimes take them a while to realize people were onto them or that they were being tricked themselves, but they never truly let their guard down. I was just glad that they waited for all the important pieces of evidence before going too far without any concrete proof. Learn from that, Goo Hae Ra!
I also thought it was interesting that the whole notion of ‘taking revenge’ was put into perspective depending on the character. While we are led to feel sympathetic towards Geum Ran’s reasons for wanting to take revenge, we are consequently also led to feel that Kang Joon and Chae Yeon don’t have any right to take revenge back. After all, they are the bad guys, they should get what they deserve. I was very aware of this while I was watching because I found it interesting that the story is constructed so that Chae Yeon isn’t deemed to be allowed to feel revengeful towards Sara because she brought it upon herself. Admittedly, I felt the exact same way, but it helped to at least be aware of the irony. Taking revenge on someone, no matter who it is or for what reason, is still something that’s considered to be ‘bad’. Depending on the situation it can be deemed to be fair or unfair, and that’s left up to the viewer. I just found it interesting to keep this in mind while watching this show.
What helped in condemning the ‘villains’ in this story is that none of the bad guys seemed to have a single ounce of remorse, or even the ability to self-reflect on what they’d done to deserve revenge from the people they’d hurt. Even in the case of Min Hyuk, who wasn’t part of Sara’s revenge plan, he also didn’t have a single shred of remorse in him when it came to inflicting damage on innocent people just to maintain his own reputation at the top. What I’m trying to say is that this show deals with very typical ‘good versus bad’ stereotypes, in which the bad guys are actually made out to be quite inhuman through their actions. It was established very clearly who was in the right and the wrong, and who deserved to be happy, and that was quite typical in itself.
Despite this typicalness, I did like that they added the meaningful emphasis on the main leads’ character development, and on Sara’s journey to fully accept her own inner strength and beauty. It just made the ending, in which every villain finally faces the consequences for their actions and receive appropriate punishment for it while Sara and Tae Hee can finally start preparing their wedding, that much more satisfying. I really liked how Sara summed up to Chae Yeon that the difference between the two of them lay in the fact that she (Sara) had owned up to her actions, including lying about her true identity, and asked for forgiveness, while Chae Yeon never admitted to what she’d done and never took any responsibility for any of the harm she caused other people. This just proves again how they put the whole thing in perspective, as people are inclined to show more empathy towards people who take responsibility for their actions and show remorse.
In terms of the main leads’ development in general, I think Tae Hee summarized that very neatly as that the most important thing they’d achieved through their revenge plan was that they’d made each other stronger and helped each other through the pain of their respective pasts. Sara stood by Tae Hee through his Broken Heart Syndrom while Tae Hee was always supportive of Sara’s decision and always made her feel like the special person she was.

Now that I’ve identified several things I liked about the show, I’d like to talk about some things that I found a little too typical, or that just didn’t add up or were badly written in my opinion. Of course, being aware that this is from 2014, I told myself beforehand that it was bound to get cheesy. It’s just something that’s inevitable in old-school K-Dramas. In hindsight, there weren’t that many tropes that annoyed me per se – I just had a strong dislike towards the second leads, as they were plain despicable people.
One of the main things that made me go 🤔 was the way in which Kang Joon found out Sara was Geum Ran. It was established from the get-go that Sara underwent an entire physical transformation, and that basically her entire body had been changed, from toenail to scalp. It was also mentioned that she’d gotten hair implants, and this seems obvious as Sara has entire different hair than Geum Ran did. Which means that her hair is not her own, or at least that it doesn’t contain Geum Ran’s DNA, right?. Because they’re implants, right? So can somebody please explain to me how the heck Kang Joon was able to get a DNA sample from her hair strands? Isn’t that actually a really big plothole? I don’t exactly remember the details about the hair extensions, but it would seem logical that they’re not bound to Geum Ran’s DNA, and there was at least one other comment under this episode that had the same thought, so I know I’m not alone 😂.
I also remember some lazy writing in the scene where Sara asks Kang Joon to drive her to the spot where he’d Geum Ran off the road, to see his reaction. What happens is that they make Kang Joon believe Geum Ran is still alive, and that she’s meeting him there, while Sara doesn’t know anything. Kang Joon gets out of the car at some point to get closer, after which he is hit on the back of the head by Sara and passes out on the road. When he wakes up, he is super confused about what happened in general, but also about what happened to Sara, as she was still in the car when he was knocked out. When he asks Sara about this the next time they meet, Sara literally goes for, ‘Oh you know, I’d just gone to the bathroom, and when I came back you were passed out on the road’. I mean. Even with his limited functioning brain cells, Kang Joon should’ve known that this didn’t make any sense. They were in the middle of a road, late at night, and she’d been inside the car when he got out. She couldn’t have gotten out to pee without him noticing (I’m still not sure how she got out of the car to sneak up on him and knock him out without him noticing, to be honest), and there certainly wasn’t any apparent bathroom facility nearby. All in all, this excuse just didn’t make any sense and I was kind of surprised Sara hadn’t prepared a better excuse, because it would’ve been more than logical if she’d seen something. Kang Joon was asking valid questions, admittedly. So yeah, either Sara really just didn’t think that one through (which kind of clashed with how discrete she’d been in the plan so far), or it was just lazy writing. In any case, Kang Joon didn’t even stop to think that that excuse wasn’t even applicable, he just went along with it.
Another scene that pissed me off because of it illogicalness was that petty trick from Chae Yeon to stop Sara and Tae Hee from going abroad to get married. She knew when they were supposed to leave, and then happened to ‘call in sick’ so that Sara would have to jump in for her program on the day of their flight. First of all, Sara wasn’t working there as a host, so asking her to fill in was already kind of weird, but the weirdest thing was that Chae Yeon literally came to see her to gloat the minute after the producer told her this. As in, the producer told her Chae Yeon had called in sick while Chae Yeon was literally standing there going, ‘oh oopsie, were you planning to go somewhere that day?’ And neither the producer or any other staff member was like, ‘hey, you’re not sick!’ It was so weird. And then even when Sara didn’t show up on the day she was supposed to fill in, Chae Yeon was also there, purely to add to people’s frustrations in going, 🐍’how irresponsible of Sara that she’s not here!’🐍 Like, did seriously no one stop to look at her and go, ‘yo, this all happened because you called in ‘sick’ and you’re clearly not, so you do it!’ I mean, everything Chae Yeon did was so obviously intended to ruin Sara’s reputation, all the backhanded comments and sassy remarks. It was just unrealistic how oblivious the rest of the staff members were.

I think I’ve already established that Chae Yeon was my least favorite character in this show, but I want to elaborate on it a little further. The main thing that annoyed me about her was how she was so incapable of self-reflection. Even after experiencing the exact same situation she herself inflicted on Geum Ran, she never stopped to think, ‘oh my god, is this how I made Geum Ran/another woman feel? Is this what it must’ve been like for her?’ Nope, she just went, ‘Geum Ran ruined my life and now she deserves to suffer’. Girl, this wouldn’t even have happened if you hadn’t felt the need to get involved with Kang Joon in the first place. By then she knew for herself what a scumbag he was, so I just couldn’t understand how, until the very end, she could never bring herself to even feel the slightest bit of remorse towards Geum Ran. Even when Sara came to her in an attempt to get her support because Tae Hee was in danger, someone they both cared about, she just wouldn’t budge.
The ways in which she tried to bring Sara down were such low blows, as well. I mean, come on, the peanut allergy thing? Sometimes it was like she just wanted to play a prank without considering the dangerous consequences. The fact that she would find pleasure in seeing Sara choke to death or succumb to an allergic reaction, just because it proved that she was Geum Ran, just made her such a witch. I actually called her Snake Chae Yeon throughout the show because of manipulative tendencies and because she was so fake. She basically switched personalities in every scene she appeared in, from fake-worried and caring towards Mrs. Park, pretending to care about Tae Hee’s wellbeing and that Sara had a bad influence on him, to fake-crying about how Kang Joon cheated on her and cornering Sara to gloat because she knew who she really was and that made her invincible. She could only see how she was made into a victim of everything, she never once stopped to think about what she did to deserve it. It was sickening how she started manipulating Mrs. Park, acting like she was so invested in Winner Group’s success and all that. Honestly, I was hoping for a scene in which Mrs. Park learned about how Chae Yeon had just been trying to poison her against Sara while she only did it for personal gain – she was only ever looking for someone who could get her to the top. She didn’t care whether it was Kang Joon or Tae Hee, although I did find it kind of surprising that she would even use Tae Hee’s feelings for her against him, as they’d been so close. The way she started clinging onto him, thinking he’d always choose her over Sara while he was already way over his romantic feelings for her was kind of laughable. I loved that scene where she called him out, pretending to be lost or sick or something, and he just left his secretary with her after making sure she was okay. So much for your plan to get him away from Sara! She even already texted Sara like, ‘Tae Hee is with me, you should stop waiting for him’, it was so childish and lame. I can’t deny I kind of relished in the despair on her face after Sara outed her on her own talkshow and she had nothing to fall back on anymore. It was wild how even after she lost everything and it finally seemed like she had to give it to Sara, she was still too cowardly to face up to her actions, and even to face Sara personally to return the building she’d stolen from her.

In terms of most-hated characters, Kang Joon comes in as a close second after Chae Yeon. Just like any villain character in this show, Kang Joon seemed to have no conscience whatsoever. Admittedly I found it kind of comical how, after getting rid of Geum Ran and going through all that trouble to get with Chae Yeon, he literally pulled the exact same thing on her with Sara, a mere week later. He was definitely a creature of habit, in the worst sense. He literally turned his back on Chae Yeon the second he laid eyes on Sara, and it only took a couple of days for him to tell Sara he loved her. He just blatantly started having another affair under the eyes of his freshly new wife, it was so typical.
What made Kang Joon so creepy was that, besides just being a jerk, he actually started stalking Sara after he found out she was Geum Ran, suddenly being all, ‘You’re still legally my wife, I’m not letting you go’. Like, why would you cling onto her after first trying to kill her? What reason could you possibly have for that? The sickest thing was that he would keep visiting Sara at her house and work, cornering her and actually say stuff like, ‘I wouldn’t mind being married to you and living with you again now that you look like this.’ Seriously, 🤮🤮🤮, what a disgusting creep. I’m also still baffled by the fact that he actually got Geum Ran’s mother forcibly admitted to a mental hospital when he suspected she may be behind the text messages he started receiving from Geum Ran. Seriously, it should not even occur to you that this frail lady, who’s just trying to mourn the sudden loss of her daughter, would actually do something like that. He physically threatened her outside of her house and then just had her kidnapped like that, what the actual fuck. Besides from being cruel, it was also so meaningless. Besides the occasional threats and intimidations towards Geum Ran and her mother, at some point he really didn’t have that much going for him anymore. After his family learned about his involvement in Geum Ran’s ‘death’ and they knew that he was even being blackmailed by Chae Yeon because she had the blackbox footage, no one really supported him anymore. He just started conspiring with Min Hyuk to still feel like he had some power in bringing Sara and Tae Hee down, but it all resulted in his own downfall. I mean, come on, he actually believed Tae Hee would help him leave the country by giving him a legit false passport? It was really satisfying to see him get cornered at the airport like that. Just like Chae Yeon, he just couldn’t bring himself to reflect on the despicable things he’d done, and how he deserved to be locked up. In his mind, he was the one being wronged, never the other way around. He and Chae Yeon might have actually been a match made in hell, seeing as their ways of thinking were so similar.
Looking at Kang Joon’s family, it’s not really a surprise where he got his limited amount of brain cells from – his mother and sisters definitely weren’t the sharpest tools in the box either. It’s a pity no one really took after his father, because he was undoubtedly the most decent of the bunch. I honestly didn’t even care about his aggressive tendencies, because what mattered most was that he cared about Geum Ran and was prepared to condemn his family members rather than hush things up in order to protect them. I think what said a lot about what kind of person he was really was lay in the fact that he knew the least of what was going on, but still was the first person to go and apologize to Geum Ran’s mother. When he found out in the final episode that Sara had been Geum Ran all this time, he literally cried as he was telling that he wished her all the happiness in the world, that was so touching. His abundance of sincerity stood in such stark contrast with the selfish and insincere way in which his wife and daughters came crawling. They just came to ask Sara for forgiveness to feel better about themselves, and also to beg her to not reveal the part Kang Joon had played in her attempted murder (again, ✨the audacity✨).
To be fair, I did feel like mother-in-law had the most sincere reaction when Kang Joon told her Sara was Geum Ran. She actually said, ‘Oh my goodness, imagine how miserable Sara must have been hearing us talk about Geum Ran like that all this time’. I mean, at least that sounded kind of reflective. If they hadn’t added the topic of redeeming Kang Joon in their apologies, I may have even redeemed them a little bit, but unfortunately that was not the case. It reminded me of that backhanded apology from Crash Course in Romance, where those women only came to ask the female lead for forgiveness so that she’d put in a good word for their kids with the math teacher. I was really proud of Sara for sitting there like 😒, calling them out on their BS before walking away. They weren’t even worthy of redemption, not after how they treated her and her mother. The way Min Young kept calling her ‘Pig Sister-in-law’ even after she died AND after they knew she was still alive. The way they literally threw Geum Ran’s mother on the street and poured water on her so she’d stop asking questions about what they’d done to her daughter. When father-in-law found out they’d done all that to his old friend he got SO mad – I honestly don’t understand how he could live with those pigheads. I could understand why he preferred to be out of the house so much though, lol.

Speaking of Geum Ran’s mother, I felt for her so much. After losing her daughter overnight, she also had to deal with her awful in-laws who just came at her while she just wanted to know what had happened to her daughter. She didn’t even know about Kang Joon’s cheating, so she really came to them without knowing anything, and she had all the right in the world to know what was going on. I’m glad at least father-in-law was sympathetic towards her. It was nice to see a softer side of him behind his stern exterior. I felt like he was nicer to Geum Ran’s mom than he was to his own wife, lol. In any case, I really loved Geum Ran’s mother because despite being a frail lady who didn’t have the power to force people to tell her the truth, she remained so strong. Even after discovering that Sara was her daughter, she never even went to confront her about it. She was prepared to just watch her evolve into this new person and find a happy life from a distance, but when Sara came to her in times of need, she always welcomed her without hesitation. Even after being physically threatened by Kang Joon herself, she still had the strength to stand up to him whenever he suddenly appeared in front of them again. She was remarkable, and it was clear as day where Geum Ran got her inner strength from.
Honestly, and this might be a bit mean to say, but I wouldn’t really have missed Kyung Joo in the whole thing. Like, it was nice that Geum Ran had one solid friend (although we never saw them spend time together when Geum Ran was still herself, she was only introduced after she transformed into Sara), and that she stuck with Yeo Ok after Geum Ran had disappeared, but I didn’t really feel like she contributed that much to the story. I just found her to be a bit ditzy and very oblivious to what was happening around her. Maybe it also had to do with the actress’ acting, because she was just very dramatic in her expressions. Whenever she learned some new information, for example that Geum Ran was still alive, she’d just go, ‘WHAT?? 😲😲😲’ in this exaggerated and almost comical way, and I couldn’t really feel any depth from her. Even in the final episode, when she just blurted out to Sara that she also wanted to get full-body plastic surgery, I just found it kind of insensitive of her as she didn’t even think about how much Sara had had to endure because of her physical transformation, and how she was still fearful of any symptoms she may get from the drastic changes made to her body. She just didn’t really add anything significant to the story in my opinion, sorry.

On the other hand, someone who I thought did contribute to the story despite his minor role was Ji Hoon. I still find it a bit vague how exactly he was pulled into Sara’s surgery by Tae Hee, because he recognized Geum Ran by name and face as the patient but he only knew that he had to keep it a secret and he didn’t even know that she was now Sara? He must have seen the end result of the surgery before he bandaged her face, right? I found it a bit hard to gauge how much he knew, but I guess he wasn’t aware of the severity of the secret because he gave it away quite easily to Chae Yeon.
In any case, I did sympathize with him because, even though he remained mostly on Chae Yeon’s side, he did acknowledge how much Tae Hee and Sara started caring for each other. He was definitely one of the people that was being manipulated by Chae Yeon’s self-victimization, and I couldn’t blame him for standing up for his family. But at least he had a conscience, and I think it said a lot about him as well when he allowed Sara to visit Tae Hee in the hospital after Mrs. Park had sent her away. I liked how he sat next to her on that bench and was like, ‘You know, I still can’t approve of you, but everyone’s gone so you can go see him now’. Just like Mrs. Park, he only asked Sara to stay away from Tae Hee because Chae Yeon had made him believe that she had been lying about her identity. He didn’t even know she was the person he’d operated on by then, so it was all kind of messed up. In any case, Ji Hoon was just trying to look out for his family and was therefore wary of anyone who could possibly harm them, and that’s a valid thing. What made me sympathize with him even more was that he did condemn Chae Yeon after he found out she’d been an accomplice in Geum Ran’s accident all along, and I liked how he told her she needed to own up to her own actions and come clean to Sara personally. When all was well and Sara and Tae Hee got married, he did seem to enjoy seeing his brother so genuinely happy, so that was good.

As badass as I’d hoped Mrs. Park to be, I really would’ve liked her to have a better nose for untrustworthy people, and with that I specifically mean Chae Yeon and Kim Joon Chul. She already had Min Hyuk and his mother on the radar, for good reason, but she could’ve been more alert to people who had lesser obvious motives to interfere with her family. Even while she didn’t trust Min Hyuk and Ji Sook, she still let herself be surprised time and time again when they’d actually go another step further, and that just proved to me that her dislike of them didn’t reach to actually suspecting them to be capable of such atrocities. As someone of her position, I also found it very strange that she let Chae Yeon in like that while she didn’t even know her. Chae Yeon just appeared out of nowhere in the room where she was basically being held by Min Hyuk and Ji Sook and she didn’t even wonder how she got in there and what she came for. Chae Yeon only introduced herself as the person Tae Hee grew up with, and that was enough for her to trust her, and it was also weird that she believed her hisses about Sara so easily while Sara was literally the person who reunited her with her long lost grandson. I just found it peculiar that, even within her position as someone who constantly had to watch her back because her own family could betray her at any moment, she just decided to trust Chae Yeon blindly and didn’t even think to consider she might have something to gain from spreading negative rumors about Sara. As I said, I just wanted Mrs. Park to find out about how Chae Yeon had been manipulating her, because Chae Yeon deserved a slap in the face.
I’m glad at least Kim Joon Chul came clean about his actions, how he literally went on his knees before Mrs. Park and even personally led the police to Ji Sook to get her arrested. No matter how awful the things he did were, at least his conscience caught up with him when Min Hyuk asked him to recreate that warehouse explosion to kill Tae Hee. The entire time I had such mixed feelings about him, how he could even stand next to Mrs. Park after killing her son and daughter-in-law, but I guess it really must’ve eaten him up to some extent. Admittedly, he only abandoned Ji Sook after confirming that she didn’t really care about what would happen to him, so there was definitely an element of loss in personal gain from the situation, but in the end I was just glad he decided not to do it, also because it was just so meaningless.

Now that I’ve discussed all the main and important side character in more detail, I just want to say something about the romantic relationship between Sara and Tae Hee. Now that I think of it, I guess it’s safe to say that besides them, there wasn’t a single other couple in this series that had an unproblematic relationship, lol. Of course, Sara and Tae Hee also had their fair share of turbulation, but at least they always found their way back to each other.
To be fair, even though I really liked their dynamic when they started out as a team and the whole ‘growing stronger together’ idea is really wonderful, I still think their relationship left several things to be desired. First of all, in terms of passion. As far as physical intimacy goes, although there are some hugs, it doesn’t really go much further than one kiss in episode 10, when they first confirm their feelings for each other. The kiss itself, although it was undeniably sweet, is still quite dry and static – they move towards each other very slowly until they just stand there pressing lips together. I mean, it’s what’s to be expected of an old-school K-Drama, but I still found it a pity that they didn’t really move beyond that level of intimacy. On the contrary, when they officially get together they’re like two giddy teenagers holding hands. Throughout the series their love language mainly consisted of staring and smiling and giving each other words of affirmation. Also, I just didn’t vibe with the whole name-calling of ‘Ahjumma’ and ‘Doctor’, I just didn’t find it romantic😬. I feel like Tae Hee’s personality also changed completely after he finally accepted his true feelings for Sara. He went from a super tsundere who kept denying the possibility of his attraction to her to an over-excited puppy dog who stepped on the accelerator. He immediately went ahead to think of marriage and children without considering Sara’s negative association regarding her previous marriage. It was more than logical for her to consider very carefully whether she wanted to get married again, but he just assumed she didn’t have any doubt and pushed that proposal on her. Even though the fact she didn’t want to get married again wasn’t the real reason for her breaking up with Tae Hee, I was proud of her for setting a boundary because with or without the break-up, it was way too fast and they were still in the middle of a really messy situation. Their first marriage plans had a really weird timing, so it was for the better that they waited until everything was settled. In any case, I thought it was very brave of Sara to, despite her actual willingness to marry Tae Hee, still give herself some more time. Also, despite the fact that Sara didn’t communicate to him properly about the true reason for the break-up, I still feel like Tae Hee could’ve guessed what caused her to do it. He may not have been aware of the fact that a lot of people had been pushing her to stay away from him, but come on, he could’ve easily just asked Chae Yeon or Mrs. Park if they’d said anything. It was obvious from Chae Yeon’s reaction to the break-up that she benefitted from it, I mean, the way she just suddenly started clinging onto him after they broke up and used the opportunity to talk even more smack about Sara should’ve been enough proof that she had something to do with it. Mrs. Park and Ji Hoon would’ve probably just told him the truth that they’d indeed talked to Sara and asked her to break up with him. He could’ve gotten the information literally from anyone, but still he decided to mope all by himself. That was a bit immature of him, and also how he immediately condemned Sara when Min Hyuk, his enemy of all people, started using her against him. There were just a lot of things that made me feel like their trust in each other wasn’t actually that solid. Tae Hee was moving way too fast and needed to slow down, and although it was a bit frustrating at some point, I’m still glad he got the time to work it out by himself, because when they were finally able to get together again, they’d grown even stronger once more.
I still think I liked them best when they just started out as a team, because their dynamic was so fun and I loved how, despite the fact they didn’t even know each other that well, they just immediately leaned on each other and backed each other up. They got along so effortlessly and that was really nice to see. Of course we know from the start that they’re going to fall for each other and it was sweet when they finally got married, but all in all I still would’ve liked to see a bit more feeling from their romance rather than just words to prove it. At least the part where Tae Hee was put under hypnosis to see Sara as Geum Ran and was forced to fall for her first before he could see Sara’s new looks again was one thing that helped in creating a bit more credibility in his true attraction to her, but I personally would’ve liked a bit more passion in terms of physical intimacy🤷🏻‍♀️.

As I’ve now reached the end of my main analysis, I just want to comment on a couple more practical details before moving on to my cast comments. First of all, the catchy music. I particularly liked the title track song ‘She’ by Jonghyun (🙏🏻may he Rest in Peace🙏🏻), as it just fit the scenes it was used in so well. I vibed each time the line ‘Oh I’m in lo~ove with you’ came on, haha. I also liked the song ‘Dazzling’ by Lee Hae Na. The ballads that were used were properly dramatic, and I just liked the general sound of the OST.
Regarding the series’ title itself, I liked that they kept it as a reference to the story. Sara wins a cooking competition called ‘Birth of a Chef’ at some point, and I believe there’s a few more uses of the word pun in the rest of the series as well, even with regards to Tae Hee. Besides it being the literal English translation of the Korean title, I just liked how well it fitted the entire story and also referred to an expression used in the series.

Time for the cast comments! This might be a lesser positive section, as I wasn’t that impressed by the acting overall (🥲) but I still want to go over some people because I knew the majority of the cast and I just like making comments 😌.

Starting on a positive note with the OG Geum Ran, Ha Jae Sook. I’ve seen her once before in My Absolute Boyfriend and I even believe she was my favorite character there. Honestly, #JusticeForOGSaGeumRan. I really loved her. She was such a sweetheart and deserved so much better. I actually found it a pity that we didn’t get to know her a bit better the way she was before she turned into Sara, also because now I found it hard to gauge whether Sara really kept all of Geum Ran’s mannerisms and stuff. It’s through Sara that we learn about her background in judo and how she always sang trot songs, and I wish we’d at least gotten to see a bit more of those habits so we as viewers could clearly recognize them in Sara. I did like that they kept her in the show as more than just a flashback, but that she appeared in that mirror scene and when Tae Hee was hypnotized to see her as what she used to look like. I would’ve liked to see more of that, even, but this sufficed. At least it was clear enough that Sara still fell back on her at times, and that the reference to OG Geum Ran played an important part in Sara’s journey to accept herself for who she really was. Ha Jae Sook was absolutely lovely in this, she gave off such a warm and loving energy. I liked to see her in this and I enjoyed her performance.

I’ve seen Han Ye Seul before in Madame Antoine (which I loved) and 20th Century Boy and Girl (which I found incredibly boring). I don’t want to sound mean, but the thing I always have with her is that I feel like she’s casted a lot for her looks. As in, when they need a character to play a model, or just someone who is defined as being ‘particularly’ visually attractive, they go for her. At least that’s the impression I’ve gotten from what I’ve seen from her so far. Don’t get me wrong, I know she’s a good actress because she really delivered in Madame Antoine, but for the rest I guess I’ve only seen her in things where her character was led first and foremost by her looks. She was casted as an attractive person, and I still need some persuasion to really appreciate her for her acting skills. If someone has a recommendation of a drama with her where she does act beyond her looks, please let me know, because I really want to see more variety from her. No hard feelings towards the actress whatsoever, I’m just stating my opinion based on what I’ve seen of her so far. In any case, while there were moments where I really enjoyed her quirkiness, there were also moments where I thought she became a bit stiff or awkward. As I mentioned in the above comments about OG Geum Ran, I just didn’t get a clear enough impression of OG Geum Ran’s original personality to be able to determine if Sara proceeded to replicate her exact habits. It was like we got to know everything there was to know about how she’d always been through Sara rather than through OG Geum Ran. So yeah, the typical ahjumma habits, the humming of trots songs, the quirky head-in-neck out-loud-laughing was fun and all, but I just had to assume that those were things Geum Ran used to do. I would’ve liked to get a clearer transition from Geum Ran to Sara in terms of mannerisms to get the image that she was really the same person in a different body. I hope I’m explaining it clearly enough, haha.
By the way, I just saw an article on MDL announcing Han Ye Seul’s possible return in a drama series after a four-year hiatus. Her last project was from 2019, so I wonder what she’s been up to. I wish that I could see more from her, but I’m unlikely to dig deeper than 2014 and I’ve seen her most recent stuff, so I guess I’ll just have to wait until something new comes out. Anyways, to sum it up: while I thought she was probably the ideal casting choice for Sara in terms of visuals, I still would’ve liked to get a bit more depth in her acting. But all in all, she did well.

I’ve seen Joo Sang Wook before in Fantastic and Fates and Furies, as mentioned. I feel like his performance of Tae Hee may have come closer to his character in Fantastic, because I remember him being kind of eccentric there as well. I definitely appreciated the goofiness with which he played Tae Hee because it was such a stark contrast with his melancholical character in F&F, which is what I remember him most clearly from. However, sometimes I feel like he gives off a bit of a forced impression, that he tries to be funny rather than that his acting comes from within. Just like with Han Ye Seul, I really want to see more variety in his acting. I know I at least have one more drama of him on my list (Touch), so hopefully that’ll be a nice addition to my references. All in all, it was nice to see him as a more eccentric character. Before we find out he’s the heir of Winner Group he’s kind of an enigma, and I also wondered why he was pretending to be a doctor to Sara. Even after he’d confessed he wasn’t a doctor, Sara kept calling him ‘Doctor’, which I kept finding kind of weird because it just didn’t seemed a bit random.
As I mentioned earlier, I was a bit disappointed in the main leads’ (passionate) chemistry, but I still liked the dynamic between Tae Hee and Sara, especially in the beginning when they teamed up for the first time. They were like a comedy duo and it was very entertaining to see them start out all awkwardly and then become more confident in their tactics throughout the series. My favorite moment was definitely when he walked into that shareholders’ meeting in the final episode while Min Hyuk thought he’d been killed and was just like, ‘hiya, let’s just do that voting thing again, shall we?’ 👌🏻 I liked seeing him as a more energetic character from him, I hope to see more of him in the future.

It’s funny because the second the relationship between Geum Ran and Kang Joon was established, I found myself thinking that they reminded me of Oh My Venus, where the guy dumped his long-term girlfriend because she was fat. And then I realized that Jung Gyeo Woon was actually played that guy as well! No wonder he seemed so familiar, he was basically the same character in a different font, lol. (By the way, not me just realizing that Oh My Venus is from 2015 and came out just one year after BoaB 🙉 why does OMV feel like a much more recent drama?) Anyways, apparently he also appeared in God’s Gift – 14 Days, but it’s been too long for me to remember. I sure hope he also gets casted as friendly people every once in a while! It seems like he’s typically casted as the jerk second male lead, lol. Admittedly, he was very convincing as Scumbag Kang Joon, I think this is probably the most intimidated I’ve been by him so far. He really started creeping me out at some point. It feels as though I haven’t seen him appear in much recently, and after checking I see that his last project was from 2017, so I’m not sure if he’s still all that active 🤔. I wonder if I’ll ever get to see him as a nice person in a drama, I’m really curious as to what vibe he’ll give off with a different energy!

I thought I didn’t recognize Wang Ji Hye, but apparently she was also the second female lead in Personal Preference. It’s been a very long time since I’ve seen that, but I do have a vague memory of the second female lead, and in particular her manic psycho eyes, lol. I guess that must have been her, indeed! 🙉 So yeah, I have very few nice things to say about her character, as I’ve established elaborately in my review, but I have to give the actress some credit for making me loathe Chae Yeon so much. I’m not sure if it was even the writers’ intention to make the viewers feel sorry for Chae Yeon at some point, but I don’t feel like that was the case. It wasn’t for me, anyway. While I always like to compliment actors who play bad guys successfully, I did sometimes get a bit annoyed by her acting. She was laying it on real thick with her manic eyes and grins to emphasize her twistedness and she could’ve done with less. She would’ve probably been more unpredictable and intimidating if she’d kept on a poker face, for example. Anyways, I see she’s been actively doing projects up to 2021 so far, so maybe I’ll get to see her in something else in the future. I just want to see her as a friendly character for a change, lol.

I’ve seen Han Sang Jin before in Hyde, Jekyll, Me and Circle, and I know I liked these shows but I don’t remember him from either of them because it’s been too long. You can clearly see what happens if I don’t write reviews about shows, they just kind of appear into the abyss of distant memories, lol. I see on MDL that he’s also in at least one other show that’s coming up on my list, so hopefully I’ll get to see another side of his acting. I have the feeling that I didn’t see him as a villain before, because I instinctively didn’t associate him with an evil character, which is a good thing, I guess. Min Hyuk was definitely a very intensely layered character, although I still don’t completely understand where his personal greed came from, if it wasn’t solely the influence of his mother. He was ostracized by his father’s family for being an illegitimate child, but was that really a reason to start killing people? His intentions were definitely problematic, and I also felt like his crush on Sara only complicated things. His infatuation with her made an even bigger mess of his already twisted plan to take over Winner Group. It was so gratifying to see all those board members turn against him during that final shareholders’ meeting, and to see him glare at Tae Hee while he was being dragged away by the police👌🏻I think he showed a nice variety of sides to his acting, from the friendly face he used exclusively for Sara to the gob he pulled whenever Tae Hee came into his line of vision. I think with this role he’s showed more than I’ve seen in other roles of him so far, so that was nice.

It took me a moment to realize that In Gyo Jin was actually pretty handsome when he was younger, lol. The only other dramas I’ve seen him in, at least the ones I wrote reviews about, feature him as a kind of perverted middle-aged man, and I think this was the first time I saw something in which he didn’t play a comic relief character. He really impressed me with Ji Hoon’s calm and sober personality because it showed a side of his acting I hadn’t seen before. I know him from Sassy Go Go, Jugglers (oh GOD, I remember his character in Jugglers 🫥) and most recently in Hometown Cha-Cha-Cha. I really liked seeing him here, I thought Ji Hoon was one of those characters who existed in-between the chaos, and it was necessary to have someone like him there to add some balance to the scale. Although he wasn’t particularly supportive of Tae Hee and Sara’s relationship, he never became as petty as his sister. He had to see both sides of a situation before he would judge it, and I’m not even mad at him for instinctively sticking with his family. I think he was probably the only person who’d remain on Chae Yeon’s side after everyone left her, and I dearly hope Chae Yeon is also aware of that. I liked his performance.

I feel like I’ve seen Han Jin Hee in a whole bunch of things, but apparently I only know him from I Miss You and High Schooler King of Life. In any case, he’s a familiar face and because he has such a typically stern exterior and expression, I liked seeing a more gentle side of him as Kang Joon’s father. At least not his entire family was a chaos pit. He definitely touched me the most in the final episode when he told Sara with tears in his eyes how sorry he was and how much he hoped she would be happy. If that wasn’t the epitome of sincerity, I don’t know what was. It may have been the most sincere thing anyone said in the entire series. It’s always nice to see a side of certain actors I haven’t seen before, and I really liked him in this show for being one of the few decent people with a normal conscience.

I just discovered Kim Young Ae died of pancreatic cancer in 2017, three years after this show came out. She was only 66. She’d been appearing in dramas and movies ever since the 70s, and her last project stems from 2016. I’ve seen her before in The Moon That Embraces The Sun (as the Queen Dowager), Kill Me, Heal Me (as the ML’s grandmother) and Doctors (as the FL’s grandmother). While her character as Kang Joon’s mother was of course nowhere near decent, I did think she made the most out of portraying her. I can imagine that it can be kind of fun to play a character on the bad side. I did get the impression that she had a good time pretending to be so dramatic, constantly going, ‘Oh, my head, my poor head’ whenever new and damaging information about Kang Joon came forward. While she still only came to ask Sara for forgiveness with the wrong intentions, I was surprised that her first reaction to learning that Sara was Geum Ran wasn’t something like, ‘So she tricked us this whole time, how dare she!’ She didn’t pin it back on her like Kang Joon and Chae Yeon did, she actually made a reflective comment on how hard it must’ve been for her, and that surprised me. I wonder what kind of person mother-in-law really was behind her marriage, because I didn’t really understand how she and father-in-law had ever been in love with each other, lol. So yeah, her character was definitely not that sympathetic, but I’d like to think she had fun with it. May she Rest in Peace 🙏🏻

I’ve only seen Kim Chung before in Cinderella’s Sister, but it feels like a decade since I’ve watched that so I don’t remember her. To be completely honest, I didn’t like her acting at all. She was doing too much with her facial expressions and too little with her acting skills. It just felt like she pasted it on too much without truly feeling what she was supposed to convey, and that’s kind of risky when you’re also playing a villain character for which people will already have less sympathy. That was the case for me, anyways. Maybe I’ll see some other drama with her in the future where she delivers a more notable performance, but what she did in this show just wasn’t it for me. Then again, this is my only reference of her, she’s been doing dramas and movies since the 80s, so I’m sure this isn’t all there is to her acting.

I’ve seen Lee Jong Nam before in My Girlfriend is a Nine-Tailed Fox and Mask. As I said in my review, Geum Ran’s mother or Shim Yeo Ok to use her full character name, was possibly one of my favorite characters. She was just so steady, even through all the threats she received and the things she was made to endure at Kang Joon’s hands. She was so strong. I wish there could have been some scenes between her and OG Geum Ran in the beginning, I wanted to see their mother-daughter dynamic, because even after she and Sara were reunited, they never even hugged or showed any kind of deep bond, even though they were very close as I understood. There was that cute photo of OG Geum Ran and her mother at a judo game, but I didn’t really know how Geum Ran’s relationship with her mother was, and this also couldn’t be established right away after she transformed into Sara, as she only kept watching her mother from a distance. I don’t know, I would’ve liked to see a bit more mother-daughter bonding, I guess. I did love the scene where Kang Joon visited Sara at that restaurant where she’d disappeared to, and her mother came in to shoo him away. Even when the last time she’d seen him, he’d threatened her and put her in a mental hospital, she still didn’t back away from him in order to protect her daughter, and that was amazing. I really liked her performance, she was the best mom to Geum Ran.

I’ve seen Shim Yi Young before in Mary Stayed Out All Night, Legend of the Blue Sea, Thirty But Seventeen, Fates and Furies (👀) and Love Alarm, and there’s some more dramas with her on my watchlist. I’ve already mentioned in my review that I didn’t really think she was that much of an important character, and I also had some difficulty with her acting, to be honest. It just felt like she was trying really hard to play a ditzy, carefree person and it just kind of clashed with the rest of the characters? I’m not really sure how to explain it. I just felt like her acting was too exaggerated and the fact that they ended with her telling Sara she also wanted surgery was kind of inappropriate, lol. It just felt like she had no idea what Sara had gone through, despite allegedly being her closest friend. Here again, I would’ve liked to see some scenes between her and OG Geum Ran to establish their friendship, because I didn’t really feel a best friend connection between her and Sara, even after they were reunited. I know she can do better because I’ve seen her in more things, so I guess this was just a starting phase and she’s been improving her acting a lot since then.

I haven’t seen anything with Kim Yong Rim, aka Mrs. Park, but I had the same kind of opinion as with a couple of other actors’ performances in this series. While I liked Mrs. Park’s character in itself, I did feel like she sometimes overacted a bit with pulling grumpy faces and making grunting sounds when she was displeased (which was often). I would’ve liked her to be a bit more alert to people that might approach her for personal gain, such as Chae Yeon. It just didn’t make sense to me why her character would just let a stranger in and believe everything they say without considering the option that they might be out for something. I’m curious to see more sides of her acting, as I’m sure she’s done a lot, so hopefully I’ll see more of her acting in future watches.

It took me longer than a day (again) to properly structure my review, but at least I managed to add everything I wanted to say. All in all, it was definitely not the best show I’ve watch in terms of quality, but for an old-school K-Drama I still found it quite entertaining. Sometimes cringy acting and sloppy writing are just part of the deal, and I wasn’t even bothered that much by the stylistic inconsistencies. My frustration primarily went to the villain characters, which is pretty much the point, I guess. Apart from that I thought it was really nice that the writers included the meaningful layer of Geum Ran/Sara’s character development and that they focussed on getting her and Tae Hee to help each other heal and fully accept themselves before they could be truly happy together. I’m glad I gave this show a chance, despite everything I was invested in the story and I found the ending extremely gratifying. Not gonna lie, I was literally clapping throughout the final episode because it was so 👏🏻 freaking 👏🏻 satisfying 👏🏻 how all the bad guys finally got what they deserved. It was definitely a better revenge story than F&F (yes, I’m gonna keep saying it). The thing with revenge plots is that they sometimes get pretty dark and intense when you dive into the revenge-taker’s mind, as we also saw for example in Itaewon Class. Birth of a Beauty however, manages to keep its tone light, while never diminishing the effect the revenge plot has on everyone. I liked that throughout the revenge being executed, there were so many funny and sweet moment to balance it out. The whole preface of a woman who changes her appearance to get back at her unfaithful husband and his mistress may be quite extreme, but they never made it into a comedy act or something not to be taken seriously. This was also reflected in Sara reflecting on the physical consequences her plastic surgeries could possibly inflict on her later on. I think they managed to maintain the balance between the light and the more heavy stuff very well.
Apart from the satisfaction of the final episode in terms of justice finally being served, I also think a lot of the main messages from the story were conveyed through this final bit. For example, when Kyung Joo asked Sara about why she thought the people had embraced her even after she admitted to lying about her true identity, Sara said that she thought it must be because there are so many people who are able to relate to Geum Ran’s pain. It’s funny how the main female lead, the tragic heroine who was the biggest victim of all, never started acting like a victim in the way Chae Yeon did, for example. It just really put things in perspective, and that’s also why I feel like Geum Ran is a really iconic lead female character. She went to hell and back but only came out stronger, but inside and out, and managed to pave the way for her own happy ending, all by herself. We can definitely learn from her!

As the end of the year draws near (hey, that rhymes), I think I’m going to watch some shorter (Netflix) shows to get into a more relaxed mood. I hope I’ll be able to upload a couple more reviews before the year ends, but I’m not going to rush anything. You’ll see it when it appears! Thanks again for reading this all the way through, I hope my efforts paid off in restructuring and rewriting it.

Well then, until next time!
Bye-bee! x