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Ito-kun A to E

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Disclaimer: this is a review, and as such it contains spoilers of the whole series. Please proceed to read at your own risk if you still plan on watching this show or if you haven’t finished it yet. You have been warned.

Ito-kun A to E
(伊藤くん A to E / The Many Faces of Ito)
MyDramaList rating: 7.0/10

Hiya! I bet you thought I was done for this month – and then I wasn’t! No but seriously, I didn’t know beforehand this show would be so short and easy to digest that I would get to finish it within a couple of days and write a proper review about it. Actually, I even got the chance to use this particular watch for a homework assignment since I had to watch a movie and write a little synopsis about it. This review is a bit special in the sense that this story consists of two parts, an 8-episode drama series and a movie. Sometimes, a movie adaptation is made of a formerly released drama series as a recap or a remake, but in this case, it’s actually a complimentary movie – I would highly recommend watching it after finishing the drama because a lot of things will make much more sense. I don’t think I’ll lose much time on the story itself, so I think I’ll devote a special part of this review to putting the drama and the movie side by side and see how they balance each other out, because I personally found that really interesting to think about.

To start with the drama series, Ito-kun A to E is a Netflix J-Drama released in 2017 with 8 episodes of about 25 minutes – not that lengthy. It tells the story of thirtysomething screenwriter Yazaki Rio (played by Kimura Fumino) who had a major hit with a certain drama series (‘Tokyo Doll House’) a number of years ago and is still profiting from that show’s popularity and success. However, she hasn’t exactly been keeping up the successful work after that. On the contrary, she’s only written one book in which she gives young women advice on relationships, and that’s it. She wants to keep writing, and the drama producer she worked with on Tokyo Doll House, Tamura Shinya (played by Tanaka Kei), wants her to keep writing, but for some reason Rio has been in a slump for a while now. To fill up the emptiness she finished this relationship advice book and the story starts with her giving a little information session about her book to interested young women who are struggling with relationships. At the end of the session, the participants are encouraged to ask Rio for personal advice through submitting a form in which they share their struggles. While Rio initially has no interest in personally answering the questions of these ‘pathetic’ women, her interest is piqued when she discovers that four participants have submitted their form with a story about a man named ‘Ito’. After sharing this with Tamura, Rio decides to call on these four women to come for interviews at her house, thinking that she might hear them out and give advice while simultaneously use their stories for her new drama proposal, something that will surpass Tokyo Doll House. Four women and one man named Ito… what exciting story could come out of this chanceful discovery?

I think it’s important to know from the get-go that while Rio is undeniably the main character, she is not a very empathic person. Even as the main character, we don’t really get to see through her, we only see how she is now, bitter and skeptical while she looks down on all those women who get played by the men in their lives. Her decision to start interviewing these four women is by no means a genuine gesture to help them – she means to just sit there and nod and smile and fake-empathize with them, only to harshly judge them and scoff at their stupidity the second they leave. Rio is not a very ‘kind’ person in that aspect. Which makes her all the more interesting as a character, in my opinion.

Let’s look at the four women and their connection to this mysterious Ito. Rio hears the four women out and visualizes their encounters with Ito based on their stories. As the scenes are all visualized through Rio, we don’t actually get to see the real Ito, as Rio doesn’t know what he looks like. She visualizes him in turn for different men she personally knows in order to get an understanding of what he must be like. As she visualizes the women’s stories, we see their encounters with Ito played out with Rio being in the same room with them, watching their conversations and giving snarky comments while she continuously judges the women for being so naïve.
The drama basically divides the episodes as two per woman (A, B, C, D) like a kind of case file, so I’m going to follow that order and system.

Woman A is Shimahara Tomomi (played by Sasaki Nozomi). Tomomi allegedly has been in a relationship with ‘Ito-kun’ for five years, but they’ve never had sex. She wants to, but for some reason it hasn’t happened so far. When she tells her story, Rio visualizes Woman A’s Ito as her producer Tamura, after getting the image of him being quite conceited. She ultimately puts Tomomi down as ‘the ultimate doormat’; while Tomomi herself consistently romanticizes and idealizes her relationship with Ito, it turns out that Ito actually treats her very badly and keeps her at arm’s length to actually progress in their ‘relationship’. He just calls out to her from time to time to get some dinner or a drink, vents about his work and takes her genuine care for him for granted. No matter how many times it happens, no matter how many times Tomomi decides to let it go, whenever he reaches out she’s right back to square one, answering to his every need. During one situation she describes, Ito casually tells her he’s fallen in love with a girl from the tutoring school he works part-time at, and that he wants to remain loyal to her and refuses to sleep with Tomomi. For Tomomi, this comes completely out of the blue as the way she saw their relationship apparently was not how it’d been for him all this time. She got him expensive sweets only to find out he gave them to his crush, she got him 200,000 yen to join a seminar he was interested in only to be judged for being too pushy, and when she still went when he texted her to go to a concert, she only arrived there to find out he just wanted to get rid of his ticket because his crush refused to go. For Ito, Tomomi has always been nothing but a convenience, someone he could just call when he was bored or needed to kill some time.

In-between the stories, we meet another screenwriter who’s signed by Tamura’s agency, Kuzumi Kentaro, nicknamed ‘Kuzuken’ (played by Nakamura Tomoya). We learn about him through Tamura, who tells Rio that Kuzuken’s new proposal was rejected and that the producer agency even cut ties with him. Kuzuken is in a bit of a slump as well, just like Rio, as he doesn’t have anything new and inspiring to write, and he sometimes just hangs out at Rio’s place as they’re on good terms with each other. He refers to Rio as ‘sensei’, from which we learn that he regards her as a respectable senior in their field of work. Apart from his position as a fellow screenwriter, Kuzuken also turns out to play an unexpected part in the stories of Women C and D, particularly in the latter’s. But first of all he appears as Rio’s visualization of Ito in Woman B’s story.

Woman B is Nose Shuuko (played by Shida Mirai). While it’s revealed that Shuuko is the girl Ito dumped Tomomi for, her relationship with him is different from what you’d initially expect after hearing what Ito tells Tomomi. Shuuko happens to work part-time at the same tutoring school as Ito, where he is actually the boss’ nephew, and Ito’s crush on her doesn’t exactly include a cute and polite approach. Ito stalks Shuuko. He forces himself on her by giving her gifts and ambushing her after work to walk home together. Shuuko, unlike any of the typical women who participate in Rio’s briefing, doesn’t have any interest in relationships and even claims she ‘doesn’t want to be treated as a woman’ by a man. She’s never asked for Ito’s attention, so to her it just comes across as a bother that he’s suddenly all over her, even to the point of coming to her house after finding out where she lives. Despite her clear disdain with the situation, her passive attitude eventually even gets her roommate and bestie Miyata Maki (played by Yamashita Rio) involved. Maki takes over the concert tickets Ito got for Shuuko and himself, ends up going to the concert together with Tomomi and they even have a pretty good time until Maki starts badmouthing Ito and gets reprimanded for it by Tomomi. After that she becomes a bit pissed at Shuuko for not dealing with her own stuff better. In the end, Shuuko and Ito meet one more time at the orientation meeting of a seminar they’re both interested in (admittedly, this time they met by coincidence as Ito didn’t know Shuuko was also interested in it), but then Shuuko basically judges him for believing in something like that to get him to change his ways, again leaving Ito more inspired than dejected.

After establishing that the Ito from both Woman A and B’s stories are the same person since their stories line up so much, Rio starts to get even more interested in working this case out as a new drama plot, encouraged by Tamura. She initially believes that it’s just a coincidence that these two women have gotten involved with the same guy, and there’s no way that Woman C and D’s stories are also about the same Ito. What are the odds, right?

Woman C & D’s stories are connected from the start, simply because they are best friends. To start with Woman C, Aida Satoko (played by Ikeda Elaiza) is a girl who’s never had a problem attracting men’s attention. She’s basically a butterfly that flies from one guy to the next, but her ‘relationships’ are never serious and always end quickly. While she may have a half-hearted attitude towards finding ‘real love’, one person she does care about is her best friend, Woman D, Jinbo Miki (played by Kaho). The complete opposite of Satoko, Miki is the most pure and innocent girl you can imagine. She’s had a crush on her senpai from university, Ito, for three years and he’s shown interest in her too, but they’ve never been really intimate with each other. Miki cares a lot about being intimate with the person she loves and she is willing to ‘give’ her virginity to Ito. She talks about him a lot to Satoko who seems to be really supportive of her. Honestly, Satoko’s care for Miki seems to be boundless: she even took up a part-time job at Miki’s favorite tart shop (despite personally disliking sweets) so she could buy and gift her her favorite cherry tart for her birthday every year. Despite this seemingly devoted friendship from Satoko’s side, we find out that there’s something else behind her display of wanting to protect her sweet friend from the vileness of men – Rio identifies it as being jealous that her innocent friend now suddenly has a real love story of her own, while she’s only ever gotten used to waking up in empty beds the next morning.
All in all, I’d say there is a certain toxicity in Satoko and Miki’s friendship, because it remains a little vague what exactly Satoko’s intentions are. In any case, after a failed attempt in which Miki was planning on sleeping with Ito but ended up not going through with it, Satoko decides to seduce Ito herself and sleep with him, which she actually does. Ito is here visualized by Rio as the male lead character from Tokyo Doll House, Okita (played by Yamada Yuki). This is when she finds out that Ito himself is also still a virgin, even after Miki told her he made a fuss about her still being a virgin. In any case, sleeping with him once and hearing how he talks about Miki seems to be enough for Satoko, as she herself holds up the excuse that she is just protecting her innocent friend from this douchebag. After this night, she even breaks down crying in the street, presumably out of guilt towards betraying Miki, but she also admits to Rio that she’s always been jealous of Miki. I personally found her true intentions a bit hard to gauge.
When Miki assumes she’s been dumped by Ito after that disastrous night, she decides to make an effort toward him and lose her virginity just to get it over with, so that he’ll want her again. As it happens, Miki and Ito both went to Sophia University at the same time as Kuzuken did, and Kuzuken and Miki are actually on pretty good terms. Because Kuzuken has an image of being quite open-minded and casual, Miki calls on him to ask if he wants to help her out – with losing her virginity, that is. Unaware of the fact that Kuzuken has actually always had a crush on her and that this request therefore holds more meaning to him than to her, they agree to go with the plan. However, as they are about to get things started in the hotel room, Miki receives a call from Ito, and Ito even comes to their hotel room. Needless to say, the night ends without Miki losing her virginity. Apart from that, her oblivion also ends up hurting Kuzuken’s feelings a lot. Ito, who actually only called Miki after first calling Satoko to tell her he’s fallen in love with her before getting completely shut down by her, makes a big scene about how terrible he feels that he’s complicated things between the two girls, but he also declares to Miki face to face that he slept with Satoko and that he was the one who initiated it. Things get messy, is what I’m saying.

A peculiar thing about this show is that, even after finding out about all the stories these four women have with one and the same guy, there’s not actually a conclusion to their stories. The show is not about Rio starting to feel bad for these women and taking revenge on Ito, or about these women finding closure after having been involved with Ito. Every story has kind of an open ending, there’s not exactly a point they all reach where everything’s ‘all good and well’. On the other hand, I wouldn’t call it a bad ending either, since both Shuuko and Maki and Miki and Satoko make up and Tomomi also comes to terms with letting Ito go. It’s just that life goes on, and everyone just manages to get away from Ito, which I guess is a good thing.

We only find out the true identity of Ito in the final episode of the drama – when Tamura calls Rio to tell her that he’s found out who ite is. Turns out, Ito Seijiro (played by Okada Masaki) is a student in Rio’s drama writing class. Some of the women have mentioned something about him aiming to become a script writer, but it still comes as a big surprise for Rio when she finds out she’s actually had personal conversations and encounters with Ito herself. Not just that, the reason his identity comes out is because he’s just submitted a drama proposal of his own, one that bears an uncanny resemblance to the one Rio is working on, only his version is written from the guy’s perspective – his own. Furthermore, his proposal is called ‘Ito-kun A to E’, including a fifth woman, Woman E, who turns out to be no one other than Rio herself. What exactly Ito’s deal with Rio is remains kind of vague, we do see that he’s drawing her at some point during class, but apart from that it doesn’t seem like he has a crush on her or anything – he probably just sees her as a rival, as he knows that she’s also working on a new drama script and he’s even consulted her before about submitting one of his proposals for a contest at her producer’s agency. He’s based his story on his own experiences with these four women, with himself at the center of it. Ito Seijiro is the Ito.

Before I go on to adding the movie to this review, I first briefly want to introduce the topic of Rio’s personal backstory and in particular, her history with Tamura. It’s revealed that Rio and Tamura were actually together for a while, when Tamura was first put in charge of Rio’s script writing for Tokyo Doll House. We aren’t told what exactly their relationship was and how serious it got, but there were definitely some very cozy moments between them and they also slept together at hotels and stuff. At some point, Tamura suddenly announced that he was getting married and their personal relationship ended, even after Tokyo Doll House became such a big success. They still maintain a professional relationship, but it’s pretty clear to see in their scenes together -even before we find out anything happened between them- that there’s some tension there. In the way he leans into her while nudging her shoulder when asking her to work with him again, in the way she keeps brushing him off, acting all coy. In the drama, this aspect of Rio’s background is the only ‘private’ information we learn about her, and she also acts very casual and ignorant about it, although it does seem like she wants to keep working with Tamura too. In the final scene of the drama, Tamura calls Rio to tell her that both her and Ito’s drama proposals were rejected, but that he still wants to work with her on something that’ll surpass Tokyo Doll House, and we can see Rio smiling fondly on the phone as she agrees.

Now, let’s get to the portion of this review I’ve been looking forward to the most: drama VS movie. As I mentioned before, I’ve only ever seen movie adaptations or remakes of dramas – in animations it sometimes happens that a whole season gets ‘recapped’ as a movie with basically the same content. However, in this case, I was really surprised to find that the movie doesn’t just compliment the drama – it actually fleshes it out.
While the drama primarily follows Rio’s gaze and visualization of the events the four women tell her about, the movie focusses on Ito himself, and how he experienced everything that’s happened. While in the drama all the women were ‘treated’ separately as A, B, C and D, the movie follows the chronological timeline of Ito’s affairs with all these women, intertwined. For example, in the first half we basically see him go back and forth between Tomomi and Shuuko, and we get a much clearer sense of cause and effect through this way of storytelling this way. We see more clearly how Ito got Shuuko those sweets and concert tickets, and how they ended up going to Maki and Tomomi, while in the drama it’s only ever discussed rather than shown. We can see Ito’s crush on Shuuko from his own perspective rather than told through Shuuko.
Because of this different perspective, there are also a lot of inconsistencies in the scenes, locations, times and dialogues. The scenes from the movie are not identical to the ones in the drama. However, rather than getting annoyed by those inconsistencies and wondering why they couldn’t synchronize them, I figured that this was all extremely deliberate. After all, the scenes from the drama were all visualized by Rio, who wasn’t even there: that’s just the way she imagined how it must have gone down. A scene that takes place late at night outside Shuuko’s house in Rio’s visualization, takes place in broad daylight in a public place through Ito’s narrative. It’s all very interesting, in my opinion. I find it really clever of the writers to make that distinction between their two stories, because this way it really seems like the drama is Rio’s script proposal and the movie is Ito’s script proposal. They wrote the same story, but from their own perspectives. I thought this concept was really original, because in this way, even though we already know the story from watching the drama first, the movie still gives us new information.
For example, we find out what exactly happened the night Ito and Miki went to that hotel together and failed to have sex. In the drama, we only hear what both of them tell Satoko – Miki tells her that Ito got a bit pushy and when she went to take a shower first he suddenly gave up and they just slept, while Ito tells her that Miki was super excited and asked him to ‘take care of her’ after taking off all her clothes and it just became awkward for him. Through the movie, we find out that neither of these scenarios are the complete truth, because although Miki did take off her clothes and asked Ito to ‘take care of her’, he was definitely willing to give it a shot but got anxious because he was hiding the fact he himself was still a virgin too, and ended up making Miki feel like the bad person for making him feel bad.
It’s also through the movie that we find out that Rio actually planted the idea in Satoko’s head to take concrete action if she wanted to ‘protect her friend’. It isn’t too clear, but she’s definitely more suggestive in the movie than in the drama when she suggests this to Satoko, and it really seems like she’s urging her on to do something, even though from Rio’s perspective this is only to ‘spice up the story’ for her own writing interests. Another example of this is when we find out that what Shuuko says to Ito when they meet at that seminar orientation is a literal repetition of what Rio told her during her last interview. This isn’t clarified in the drama, only in the movie, and then suddenly Shuuko’s determination to walk away from Ito and that seminar gets a different feeling because the words suddenly aren’t just her own – they are words that Rio used to reprimand her, and she in turn uses them to reprimand Ito. So, in this way, she again uses someone else’s help and words to get out of a situation with Ito, rather than coming up with something herself.
There are several of these scenes that just suddenly got a different feeling or layer in the movie, and that convinced me even more that the drama followed Rio’s perspective and displayed feelings. Honestly, the movie gave me much more satisfaction because it was way more transparent and clarifying, also in terms of Rio’s true motivations.

When I say Rio’s true motivations, I mean that the movie clearly elaborates on her lingering feelings for Tamura and her desperation to get his affirmation. While she acts all casual and aloof toward him in the drama series, in the movie she gets way more desperate to get him to support her in her writing, she keeps begging him to let her write the proposal, to believe in her, and one time she even starts yelling and crying when he shows hesitation in whether or not she can pull it off. It just really made me feel like the drama portrayed Rio as she wanted to see herself, as someone who stood above all those pathetic women who were getting manipulated by men, perfectly able to keep a professional distance from Tamura, unimpressed by any advances he made on her. In the movie, we see things differently, and whether this is the truth or the way Ito sees Rio, fact remains that she never completely got over the break-up with Tamura and, most importantly: she realizes that she’s basically the same as those four women – those four women are her. In the movie, she even admits this out loud to Ito in a final confrontation after both their proposals have been rejected. In this aspect, the movie had a much more satisfying conclusion, because Rio finally managed to get to the bottom of her obsession with this script.

Speaking of final closures, I have to talk about Rio’s bath tub for a bit. When Rio first moved into her current, luxurious apartment, back when she was still with Tamura and working on Tokyo Doll House (or just after finishing it – could be that she bought the apartment with the money she got from the show, not sure), we see that she tapes her bath tub shut with red tape. It first seems to be a deliberate decision purely because she’s not going to use that room for the bath and she plans to make it her workroom where she’ll be writing many amazing scripts. The taping of the bath tub symbolizes her determination to become a successful screenwriter, that’s what her own explanation comes down to. However, as we know not much has happened after Tokyo Doll House. Not much happened and the bath tub remains shut. Rio is living her life in that luxurious house with framed posters of Tokyo Doll House everywhere to remind her of her worth, her potential, her talent around every corner, but the bath tub remains taped shut without any new work replacing that first hit.
In the drama, the bath tub is shown sporadically, but we don’t get much clarity on the deeper meaning behind it. For me, it was like I knew it must have had some kind of symbolical meaning but I couldn’t really figure it out at first. It’s clarified much more clearly in the movie, and then it hit me that while it may not have been a literal reference or symbol for one specific thing, it does seem like the bath tub started to define Rio in her entire time during her slump. She kept it closed, unwilling to look back at the feelings she had when she first taped it shut, the hope and excitement and determination she felt when thinking of how many scripts she’d be laying out on that red taped surface. It’s exactly because none of that happened that she’s leaving it the way it is, purely because she doesn’t want to be confronted by how she truly feels, the regrets she truly has, also concerning how her relationship with Tamura ended.
Both in the drama and the movie, she ultimately takes off the tape and opens the bath to find that it’s still completely clean inside, and again in my personal opinion I felt the scene in the movie was way more meaningful than in the drama, where it seemed like kind of a random action. In the movie, Tamura is with her in the room when she un-tapes the tub. After taking the tape off, Rio hesitates and says, ‘Whatever’s in here might be rotten’, to which Tamura asks her, ‘Are you afraid?’, to which she answers, ‘Yes, but I must open it’. Tamura watches her while she takes the lids off and fills the tub with water, and then they are just looking at how it fills up side by side. In this scene, I could feel something from Tamura in the way he looked at her and suddenly called her ‘Rio’ again (he consistently calls her ‘Yazaki-sensei’ throughout the rest of the show). This scene just made much more sense to me in the movie, because it felt like Tamura was actually there to guide her to reopen the bath tub and consequently, metaphorically, open herself up again to the writer she once wanted to be. After that, there’s one final scene of Rio happily sitting on a terrace while writing on her laptop, seemingly having regained her joy in writing again. I thought it made for a very clear and more conclusive ending than the drama did. I liked that the ending of the movie went a bit further than where the drama ended, it had that final important confrontation between Rio and Ito and this bath tub scene which had a completely different feeling to it than in the drama, where she takes off the tape by herself without Tamura being there with her.

Rio remains a quite ambiguous character until the end, but I also thought that was refreshing because it just proved that even to the viewers she consistently kept her feelings to herself. It even takes the perspective of this ‘jerk’ Ito to make her see what she didn’t allow herself to acknowledge, namely that the four women she claimed to look down on actually reminded her of herself. The reason it got this extra layer was purely because of the addition of the movie, and that’s why I would encourage everyone to absolutely watch it in that order: drama, then movie, and definitely not leave the movie out. Watching the movie before the drama is just confusing, because the whole revelation of who Ito is will have less of an impact, and it’s really fun to speculate together with Rio and see Ito performed by in turn Tamura, Kuzuken and Okita.

Despite the less satisfying ending, I have to say that the drama, which I watched in much better quality on Netflix than the movie on Dramacool, has a lot of redeeming features as well. I particularly liked the cinematography, which was really clean and cool and original. I also liked the setting of the scenes where Rio was sitting in on the encounters between the women and Ito, it almost made it feel like a stage play. The way she just sat next to or beside the featured couple and commented on what was being said, continuously smirking and making sassy remarks to the women for being so stupid to fall into this guy’s trap, it gave such a clear insight in Rio’s adaptation of the information these women were giving her. She was unconditionally judging them from the start, and even the advices she gave them were fake. Her only intention was to get these women to stir up some action so she could make her story about them more exciting. It’s pretty awful, and you’d almost think there’d be some sort of conclusion in which all the women found out about Rio’s true motives and moved against her together for taking advantage of their stories and feelings or something. But even that doesn’t happen. Rio’s script isn’t even approved by the producer, it doesn’t come out. All this project does in the end is confront Rio with her own taped-shut and avoided problems, and the conclusion of the story is that she finally finds it in her to open that bath tub again and see how clean it still is on the inside, as clean and hopeful as when she first closed it off with her determination. Now that I (think I) get the reference, I think that it was a really original way to symbolize someone running away from their own problems until they had no choice but to go back there and start anew. Very clever.

One scene that I remember that made an impression on me was the scene when Miki, Kuzuken and Ito (in Miki’s story played out by the real Ito) are in that hotel room together. They made a really interesting cinematographic choice here to feature each character in one shot, so three columns next to each other, almost like a fancam with idols (don’t know why that suddenly popped into my mind, lol). They all maintain their own shot while communicating with each other, and you can see it’s actually all just one take by the way they seamlessly enter each other’s shots as well. Even when they’re not in the correct alignment, and sometimes it’s Kuzuken versus Ito or Ito versus Miki, it somehow worked really well. I thought the way they decided to film this was really unique. Let me add some screenshots to show what I’m talking about.

Although I understand how even the movie can leave some people hanging at the end, all in all I really liked watching the whole thing as kind of a combo deal. To have a movie that’s such an addition to the original drama, not just to make the viewer relive the story but to actually contribute more information to it that keeps us on our toes rather than being a literal repetition of what we’ve seen in those eight episodes before was a really good idea. I’ve honestly never seen something worked out like this, and it definitely beat having to watch a whole new second season just for that extra info. They really made an effort to mirror Rio’s and Ito’s respective stories, to create the same story from two different perspectives, one consisting of eight episodes of 25 minutes and one of a full two-hour sequence.

Before I go onto my cast comments, I just want to mention one more general thing, and that’s that I really enjoy Japanese dramas like this. I’ve actually been reading an originally Japanese novel lately that explores women’s feelings regarding (changes in) their own bodies and attitudes towards sex and pregnancy and things like that, so this story fit well into the mindset that I was already in. I find it really refreshing when topics like this get featured in drama series since they’re usually such a taboo. Romantic relationships are usually so romanticized and idealized that I found it quite relieving to watch a show about how all these women were so innately different in personality and attitude towards their feelings for a man or, in Shuuko’s case, her feelings towards relationships in general and her way of responding to a guy’s feelings toward her. I honestly wasn’t expecting too much from a short show like this, and I honestly also thought there would be some sort of revenge plot against this Ito guy, but the lack of a defining ending destination was also quite charming, in a way, it didn’t bother me. I was just glad Rio reopened the damn bath tub, haha. In the movie, the ending shot is of Ito calling on another girl again – I even believe it’s the girl that got cast in the drama adaptation of the script that won over his and Rio’s – so it seems like he’s definitely not done with whatever he’s doing. But for the rest I thought it was pretty nice how everyone just quietly came to terms with what they’d experienced and started a new life for themselves, free of Ito. It was a surprisingly refreshing ending.

Time for cast comments! The cast in this show was very compact and I knew a couple of the actors already, so that was fun. I was pretty impressed with the acting, overall.

Let’s start with Kimura Fumino. I realize I’ve seen her before in Boku, Unmei no Hito Desu, but it’s been a very long time since I watched that. I might rewatch it and review it someday, as I remember it was pretty funny. With the way her performance of Rio changed from the drama to the movie I realized that Rio must’ve actually been a pretty challenging role to play. While she pulled off the cocky attitude of someone just shaking her head at all these distressed women in front of her, her character got a whole new layer which was explored most successfully in the movie. To see her switch from giving Tamura the cold shoulder to actually clinging onto him, begging him not to give up on her was a big switch, and it just made me wonder all the more who the real Rio was. I also found it refreshing to have a main character who wasn’t actually that friendly. I believe she was a good person, but she’d closed herself off to that bright side just like she closed off the cleanliness of that bath tub with red tape. It’s tricky to gauge Rio’s true nature, although I definitely feel like the movie captured it better, also because that’s where she admits to Ito that she identifies with the four women – then again, the movie was Ito’s perspective so maybe that’s just how he wrote her as Woman E🤯. In any case, it was interesting having such an unfathomable main character for a change. She pulled the role off very well, in my opinion.

Tanaka Kei is one of my favorite Japanese actors, so I was very happy to see him here. I’ve seen him in a bunch of stuff, like Maou, Watashi ga Renai Dekinai Riyuu, Shinigami-kun, 5-ji Kara 9-ji Made, Good Morning Call, Hayako-sensei, Tokyo Tarareba Musume and Koi ga Heta demo Ikitemasu. He just has this natural charm about him, and I like his acting style. I think he was a very nice casting choice for Tamura. We don’t get to know much about Tamura throughout the show, only through a few flashbacks from Rio, and we get a little bit of insight into his workplace through the movie. I was personally very curious what the heck happened that he suddenly thought it was a good idea to announce his upcoming marriage after just sleeping with Rio at a hotel one night. His wife is never mentioned or shown, and we only just see Rio’s closed-off bitterness about it. I kind of liked how Kuzuken was the one who confronted her about her unresolved feelings for Tamura, because otherwise we wouldn’t have known how much it was actually still bothering her.
Rio’s perspective on Tamura in one particular scene was depicted in three different ways: in the first episode they’re at Rio’s house and he stands next to her while she’s looking at a framed Tokyo Doll House poster and he leans in a bit to say that he’d like them to work ‘together’ again. In the repetition of this scene in the second episode, this nudge and lean-in seems to be a little bit closer. In the movie, they’re talking in an office and he’s sitting next to her on a couch and very closely leans in to her while he says it. It just seems like every time this scene is replayed (in Rio’s head, maybe?) he comes a little bit closer, and if that was indeed intentional then I applaud that subtle detail. Honestly, these tiny differences and inconsistencies just made me feel like everything was deliberate and if I’m right about that, then I’m even more impressed by how everything was thought out by the writers. I liked seeing Tanaka Kei in this, and I’m undoubtedly going to see more of his acting again in the future.

I thought I recognized Sasaki Nozomi from something, but from the Japanese dramas I’ve seen so far she’s only appeared in Hayako-sensei, and I don’t actually remember her from there. I think she did a very good job portraying Tomomi, mostly her hopelessness. I don’t mean that in any negative way in terms of her acting, but Tomomi was just a very pitiful lady who didn’t even realize she was being walked all over because she simply refused to see the guy she pledged her heart to as the least trustworthy guy you could imagine. He gaslighted her for being too considerate and desperate to help him whenever she tried to do something nice for him, and still she kept turning up whenever he called for her. It’s scary that some men can have this kind of power over women, all the more when we see he has the exact same effect on Miki. I think deep down Tomomi knew that she wasn’t in the wrong, but his grip on her was just too strong and made her disregard every mean thing he’d ever said. She convinced herself that his mansplaining was truly meant to educate her and make her a better person because he cared for her, etc. It was honestly interesting to see a character like her, a proper doormat, purely because it was so realistic. I liked to see what happened to her character because it stood in such stark contrast with how romantic relationships in dramas are usually romanticized, and that’s exactly what Tomomi was doing, despite everything. Any person with a normal brain would be able to realize that he wasn’t treating her well and that he was using her to his own convenience, but it also made me sympathize with Tomomi because she really got herself stuck in a position she couldn’t get out of. I’m just glad Ito eventually left her alone and she managed to find it in herself to resist seeing him again. I thought she performed a very convincing Tomomi and I liked how she balanced her oblivious naivety with a hidden layer of sad awareness.

I don’t think I’ve seen Shida Mirai in anything before either, although again it feels like I have, lol. Anyways, I found her a really nice casting choice for Shuuko, all the more because appearance-wise you wouldn’t expect her to be the girl Ito would dump Tomomi for. Shuuko is very small and doesn’t dress in a very appealing way – her stylist roomie Maki is often criticizing her for not dressing more fancily – and she has a classic bob cut hairstyle. Looking at all the women Ito dealt with, I found it kind of surprising he developed a crush on Shuuko, of all people. Not to say anything negative about her character though, because it was very refreshing to at least have one woman in there who didn’t want anything to do with relationships, who was even appalled by the idea of being treated like a small, cute thing that needed to be protected by a guy. Despite her tendency to avoid her problems and ask other people to get her out of situations so she could just quietly disappear without facing the consequences – I mean, I can’t say I don’t relate but it’s just not always the best way to deal with stuff – I still thought it was a powerful aspect of her character that she kept following her own path. Yes, Ito bothered her and it annoyed her and she did eventually have to confront him to wipe the idea of getting closer to her out of his head, but after that she got her act together and she even got that super expensive bag to complete her job interview look. I thought she was a very interesting character, very individualistic in contrast to the other three. I liked Shida Mirai’s performance, it was very natural how she portrayed Shuuko’s discomfort with the whole situation.

What is it with familiar-looking Japanese actors that I actually haven’t seen before? Ikeda Elaiza is the same again, I feel like I know her face but there’s not a single show I’ve seen her in before. I found out she’s actually Filipino-Japanese and she’s also a model. I was impressed with how naturally the flirting side of Satoko came out for her. Sometimes when an actress has to flirt it just come across as awkward, but the way she pulled it off really surprised me, I mean, she freaking licked Yamada Yuki’s nose, lol. I found Satoko an interesting character because, as I mentioned, I never fully understood what exactly her intentions were. I wanted to believe she cared about Miki most of all, but what she pulled with Ito was really not it, even if it was just to show Miki that he was the same as any other guy. Rio kept believing that she didn’t want Miki to become happier in love than her, but I think we can establish that Satoko was anything but happy in love. She kept ending up in empty beds after one-night stands and she hadn’t been able to feel real love yet, which made her quite sad in her own way. The way she stood up for Miki and bashed Ito into the ground with that phone call when he called her to say he’d fallen for her definitely seemed to mean something in terms of her prioritizing Miki’s feelings. I just couldn’t help but feel like she felt bad about what she did, after she broke down crying like that. I feel like, encouraged by Rio’s suggestion, she’d temporarily convinced herself that she was sleeping with Ito only to show her best friend what a scumbag he was, but maybe she did feel some sort of rush in the fact that she could steal him from her for a bit? All in all it didn’t seem to me like she was personally interested in Ito whatsoever, in fact she was the one who left the hotel room as soon as he went to take a shower, leaving the empty bed for the other person to wake up in, so to say. The whole thing is just that everything the women told Rio had to be taken with a grain of salt, because none of them were actually completely honest about their own feelings. It made it really tricky to gauge everyone’s true intentions, but I couldn’t help feel that Satoko really cared about Miki. This also showed when Miki came to the tart shop to order two cherry tarts in a way to say, I forgive you, I presume. I thought her performance as Satoko was very convincing.

My favorite girl, Kaho! I’ve seen her before in Otomen, Nobunaga Concerto, Love Song, most recently in First Love: Hatsukoi, and also in the movie Umimachi Diary (Our Little Sister). It feels like I know her from more, though, but maybe it’s just because she’s such a familiar face. I really liked her portrayal of Miki, it’s like I always see a new side of her acting with every project she takes on. In other shows she’s portrayed more confident, casual and shady characters, but Miki really was exactly the way Satoko initially describes her: as pure as can be. On the other hand, she’s also the kind of girl who’s easy to take advantage of, and although I’m not exactly sure of Ito’s true feelings for her (as we’ve established we can’t trust Ito on anything), I’m more than sure that he didn’t care as much about her as Kuzuken did. Honestly, if only she’d chosen Kuzuken. The way he treated her and made her feel at ease right before they were supposed to sleep together was so sweet, and you could feel that Kuzuken really cared about her and wanted to make her feel loved and comfortable, even if she didn’t feel a personal romantic connection with him. The hotel room scene was kind of painful to watch because it was so wry how excited Miki became when she heard Ito was coming, how she just immediately got dressed again and touched up her make-up and Kuzuken was just standing there like, ‘…for real?’ I just rooted so much for Kuzuken at that point that I really felt his gut-wrenching disappointment with him. But I think Kaho portrayed Miki really well, also in the naïve parts where you just wanted to grab her by the shoulders and shake her until she saw sense. Instead she kept defending Ito and putting herself down so he wouldn’t feel bad about himself, exactly like Tomomi. It was hard to watch at times, but I really liked Kaho in this, she was super cute. I hope to see much more of her in the near future!

I actually knew Nakamura Tomoya from Hajimete Koi wo Shita Hi ni Yomu Hanashi which I saw not too long ago and I recognized him because I remember he was my favorite guy in that and he also keeps somehow reminding me of Choi Daniel🤔(and I mean that in the best way possible). Maybe he’s just my type, lol. Anyways, I really loved him as Kuzuken. He was that goofy, casual guy that seemed like he was just playing around most of the time, but as soon as the part with Miki came I was like🥺🥺because he was just so sweet with her. I also loved that they fleshed out his character a bit more in the movie, especially through that scene with him and Rio where he confronted her with the fact that she couldn’t write anymore because she never got any closure for her feelings toward Tamura after he ‘tossed her aside’ and how she was now trying to destroy Ito and his proposal only to secure her own position as famous senior screenwriter even though she couldn’t produce anything new. The movie gave his character much more depth and I really appreciated that. Honestly, I’ve only seen him in a show twice now but Nakamura Tomoya is already rising in my favorite Japanese actors list, I thought his acting was really good here.

As everyone in this cast, I thought I knew Yamashita Rio from something, but I don’t. I thought she was a really nice addition to the cast as Shuuko’s bestie Maki and I was glad that her character got a bit more screentime when she went to that concert with Tomomi and they had a nice time together afterwards. She seemed like a really nice and fun-to-hang-out-with person. I also completely understood how, despite the sacrifices she was willing to make, at some point she wanted Shuuko to fix her own stuff and stop relying on others so much, even though in this case she was the one who suggested taking over the concert tickets herself. I completely understood how something that seemed like a simple solution suddenly became such a messy web of people manipulating each other that she wisely chose to step away from it, even though that meant temporarily leaving her friend to fend for herself. Which, I mean, Shuuko definitely needed to do, so no hard feelings to Maki there. I liked her character and performance a lot.

A special mention goes out to Yamada Yuki even though he wasn’t actually an official character in the story. He was the male lead from Tokyo Doll House that was displayed everywhere, but he never actually appeared as himself, only as Rio’s visualization of Woman C’s Ito. Still, I really liked his performance. I’ve only seen Yamada Yuki before in Itazura na Kiss and coincidentally in the movie Strobe Edge the other day. I see he was also in the movie Shoplifters, but I don’t remember him from there (it’s a very good movie, though, sasuga Koreeda-kantoku). I know that lately he’s been gaining more popularity so I’m sure I’ll see more of him in the near future, but for now I just want to say that I really liked his performance of Ito #C, and also how closely his performance mimicked Okada Masaki’s when he got to play the scene with Satoko himself in the movie. The weird excitement about losing his virginity to a more experienced girl, the make-out scenes, they were really good. I liked seeing him in this.

And then, last but certainly not least, Okada Masaki. It’s funny because I’ve always liked him as an actor and thought he was super cute, but here for the first time he really creeped me out, lol. I guess that’s just how good of an actor he is. I remember the first time I saw him was in the original version of HanaKimi (2007 OG crew right here🤟🏻), Otomen (where he and Kaho were the main leads, actually) and I’ve also seen him in the movie adaptation of Boku no Hatsukoi wo Kimi ni Sasagu (which I also referred to in my review of the drama) and the movie Drive My Car which came out not too long ago and I actually got to watch in the cinema. Okada Masaki has such a refreshing versatility about him, I remember in Otomen he was this super sweet and awkward guy, and then as Ito he turned that awkwardness into a completely different, almost manical kind. I had to give it to him that despite the fact that Ito was definitely a douchebag, he did back his own case very well, to the point of it being obnoxious, haha. Anyways, I was glad to see this side of Okada Masaki’s acting, and it was nice to see him flesh out his character even more in the movie. It was just nice to see him in this.

Overall, I liked this one more than I’d expected, especially because the movie was such an unexpected addition to it. It worked really well to start out with the drama from Rio’s point of view and then bring in the movie led by the real Ito and the story as it really happened in chronological order. For that alone it gets bonus points, haha. I guess its only flaw would be that it’s still relatively short and there’s still a lot to uncover about all the characters. I feel that even with the addition of the movie, we’ve only scratched the surface of all the characters. As much as I accepted Rio for as much as we got to know about her, I still would’ve liked to get more insight into her true feelings, and this also went for Tamura. I was happy that the movie at least gave us a couple of flashbacks into how they first met, but there could still have been more. The taped-shut bath tub thing was much bigger than it was made out to be as well, and even though at least that element was overcome at the end, I still felt like there was a lot left to resolve when it came to Rio’s feelings.
It doesn’t happen often that I find every character equally interesting, whether they’re ‘good’ or ‘bad’, but here, every character was written in such a clever and original way and it was cool how all the stories just came together, even though the women all remain oblivious of the fact that they’re all consulting Rio about the same Ito. The writing and the cinematography were original and powerful, and I really liked the cast and the acting. As I watched it I felt like I’d discovered a hidden gem and a very nice surprise of a show! I’m glad I got to watch it, and, as I said, it even contributed to my homework assignment so, two birds with one stone!   

Next up is another Netflix J-Drama and I assume it’s going to be pretty short as well, so it’ll probably not take me too long to be back with my next review. Until then, bye-bee! x

Extraordinary You

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Disclaimer: this is a review, and as such it contains spoilers of the whole series. Please proceed to read at your own risk if you still plan on watching this show or if you haven’t finished it yet. You have been warned.

Extraordinary You
(어쩌다 발견한 하루 / Eojjeoda Balgyeonhan Haru / A Day/Haru Found By Chance)
MyDramaList rating: 7.0/10

Hello hello! Thought I’d drop another review before the end of the month~ Summer’s nearing its end and we’re heading towards autumn, which means we’re nearing the end of this year already! It’s been a fast ride so far! Anyways, I’m glad that I finally got to watch this show, as it’s been on my list for a while together with my previous watch, and I intentionally took some more time to finish this as I’ve been finishing shows weekly for the past month and I wanted to cut myself some slack, lol. I have to say, I went into this without knowing anything, and I came out of it quite surprised and impressed because I think the story is very original and interesting. It did feel like it started to drag at some point, but it never stopped being interesting and I was really curious how it would end, so in that aspect I gave it a somewhat higher rating. I’m really excited to share my feelings on it!

Extraordinary You is a K-Drama that you can either watch as 32 back-to-back episodes of 30 minutes or as 16 episodes of about an hour – I watched it in the latter format. Our main character is Eun Dan Oh (played by Kim Hye Yoon), a high school student who goes to an elite private school called Seuli High, which only allows rich kids. From the start we get major Hana Yori Dango vibes, not just because of the school setting, but also because there’s a group of handsome rich guys who basically ‘rule the school’ called A3 (which is a clear reference to HYD’s F4, if you ask me). The A3 consists of the leader, Oh Nam Joo (Kim Young Dae), Lee Do Hwa (Jung Geon Joo) and Baek Kyung (Lee Jae Wook). Dan Oh is Baek Kyung’s fiancee, and she’s known the other A3 guys since childhood as well. Despite Dan Oh’s 10-year crush on her fiance Baek Kyung, he in turn has always treated her coldly and pushed her away. Their engagement has been decided by their respective families since they were little and Baek Kyung feels really pressured about marrying Dan Oh because he knows his father only cares about the business aspect of it. On the other hand, Dan Oh also has been diagnosed with a weak heart condition since childhood, and she’s been going in and out of hospitals for as long as she can remember. She always carries a watch which starts beeping as soon as her heartbeat rises, and when our story starts, she’s just had another major surgery. This has been Dan Oh’s life for as long as she’s known – being Baek Kyung’s fiancee, having had a 10-year unrequited crush on him and having a weak heart.
And then she suddenly starts hearing weird sounds, like pages being turned, and she finds herself being teleported to different locations and situations without any memories of how she got there. When she asks her classmates about it, no one seems to have noticed anything – in fact, they keep repeating the same dialogue over and over again.
Dan Oh eventually finds out through the charming school cafeteria guy nicknamed Dried Squid Fairy (played by Lee Tae Ri) that she is in fact a character in a comic book, and everything she’s ever known is just part of her set-up. Not only that, she’s not even the main character, but an extra. She merely just exists in the comic’s story as the main leads’ classmate and Baek Kyung’s fiancee who has a weak heart. Now, somehow, she’s become aware of herself in the ‘shadow’, aka the parts in-between the comic book scenes where she has to play her part. But whatever happens in the ‘shadow’, all the conversations and encounters she has in-between, all of that is erased from her classmates’ minds as soon as the ‘scene’ begins again. Besides Dried Squid Fairy, who clearly knows more than he’s willing to reveal, Dan Oh seems to be the only one to notice what’s going on. And then, she starts noticing someone who keeps helping her out, saving and protecting her whenever she gets hurt. It takes her a while to find the mystery guy, but then she realizes it’s Student Number #13 from her class. Student Number #13 (played by SF9’s Rowoon) is an extra who doesn’t even have a face or name in the comic book. As Dan Oh keeps seeking him out and tries to persuade him to help her in attempting to change her own fate in the story, Number #13 becomes more and more of an established character himself, and Dan Oh ultimately even gives him a name, Haru (which means ‘day’). Dan Oh becomes convinced that Haru can help her change her fate, as she’s been able to change his and make him an official character, at least to the extent of getting him a name and a face and recognition from their other classmates. However, Dried Squid Fairy keeps dissuading them to continue with this as it would harm the original story and might end up upsetting the writer – after all, the writer controls all the characters’ fates and stories and can just make a character disappear without a trace if they want. As more of the story’s characters start becoming aware of themselves and Dan Oh’s feelings for Haru grow stronger than her originally set-up feelings for Baek Kyung, questions of changing one’s fate start looming over everyone. Will it really make a difference what they do in the ‘shadow’? Once the writer makes up their mind about the ending of the story, do the characters really have a choice, as they’re still bound to the comic book’s scenes even when they’re aware that they’re only playing a role? Will Dan Oh and Haru be able to be together when the writer’s bend on pushing Dan Oh and Baek Kyung together?

One of the first points I want to make about this show is that, from the start, I really enjoyed the fact that the writers played around with perspectives on narrative. The parts where the characters became aware of themselves and started mocking their own personas really cracked me up. Honestly, it reminded me a lot of stage acting, also the way they referred to it as ‘scene’ versus ‘shadow’. It was basically the same as ‘on- and off-stage’. As soon as the ‘scene’ began, the light changed, and as soon the ‘scene’ was done, it was like the curtain dropped and the characters stepped out of their on-stage personas. For characters who aren’t aware of themselves, anything that happens in the ‘shadow’ is wiped from their memories as they only live in the ‘scenes’. For characters who are aware of themselves, they can go and do whatever they want as soon as they’re in the ‘shadow’, and they also remember everything that happens in-between ‘scenes’. In the extreme case of someone dying, there are different outcomes: when a character dies in the ‘scene’, they disappear for good, as they’ve officially passed away and are written out of the story. If a character should die in the ‘shadow’, they are put back in the story as a character who’s not aware of themselves again, without any memories of their ‘shadow’ time from before they ‘died’. The rules are quite well-established and thought through and they keep making sense throughout the story. All in all, I thought it was interesting to play with the idea of a character becoming aware of the fact that they are, indeed, a character in a story. Having the characters contemplate about their own personas when they’re not ‘on-stage’ was a really funny aspect of the show, as they all basically became aware of how cheesy their stories actually were. I also thought that making ‘our’ main character an extra in her own story was a very interesting starting point.

Let me go about my character analysis by establishing the comic book’s main cast and story. The current story, based on the comic book called ‘Secret’ by an anonymous writer which can be found in the school’s library (if you look very closely), focusses on the love story between A3 leader Oh Nam Joo and Dan Oh’s classmate/bullied transfer student Yeo Joo Da (played by Lee Na Eun). Joo Da is actually from a poor family and has to take care of her hospitalized grandmother so she works part-time even though that’s officially not allowed next to her studies. As the new transfer student and the sudden target of Nam Joo’s affection, she’s being relentlessly bullied by a couple of Nam Joo’s main fangirls, among who the story’s ‘villain character’, Dan Oh’s friend Shin Sae Mi (played by Kim Ji In). Dan Oh helps Joo Da out and stands up for her a couple of times, which makes them quite friendly with each other.
Then there’s Lee Do Hwa, the second male lead character who’s fated to be the ‘losing guy’ in the love triangle with Nam Joo and Joo Da. Do Hwa is the sweet, considerate and musically talented guy who always manages to cheer Joo Da up when she’s upset about something Nam Joo has done. Do Hwa is the first character after Dan Oh who becomes aware of himself, and when he comes to the conclusion that he cares for Joo Da both in the ‘scene’ and the ‘shadow’, he also attempts to change his story by confessing his feelings to Joo Da before Nam Joo claims her for himself. In the end, even when Joo Da becomes aware of herself too and it does seem like she’s leaning more toward Do Hwa at some point, she still consciously decides to love Nam Joo back, because he simply cannot exist without her. Joo Da and Do Hwa build and maintain a really precious friendship throughout the story, though, so it didn’t feel like a total failure on Do Hwa’s behalf and Joo Da really did think things through in the ‘shadow’.
Then there’s Baek Kyung and Dan Oh, the childhood friends and fiancees. Despite the fact that Baek Kyung has always treated Dan Oh coldly and pushed away her advances to act like a girlfriend to him and give him gifts and stuff, in hindsight I feel like he always loved her (we see that in their childhood flashbacks as well), but that he tried to push her away because he knew that this marriage, from his family’s side at least, only served as a financial tool. His father didn’t even care about whether Kyung actually had feelings for Dan Oh – heck, he didn’t even care if Dan Oh would die from her heart condition, as long as he had the connection to her family’s business. Also, Kyung was probably really scared of losing Dan Oh the same way he lost his mother, so I definitely think it was mostly him trying to push her away as well as his own true feelings for her, mostly to protect her from hurt and his family’s evil influence. In any case, it takes him a long time to figure out how he must’ve always felt about Dan Oh, and it only happens after he becomes aware of himself. You could say that he and Dan Oh end up going in opposite directions with their feelings; while his true feelings for her grow, hers fade.
Haru, who starts out as the faceless, nameless Student Number #13 in Dan Oh’s class, gradually comes into existence after Dan Oh starts noticing and acknowledging him, and the two fall in love in the ‘shadow’. At some point, because Haru has helped Dan Oh too many times in trying to change her fate, he is deleted from the story and comes back as a clean slate character without any of his memories from his time in the ‘shadow’ with Dan Oh – he is ‘recast’ as Baek Kyung’s loyal friend, which means he has to support Kyung and Dan Oh’s relationship even when he then ‘awakens’ again later.

Somewhere halfway through the story, we are introduced to a different story, a ‘prequel’ to ‘Secret’, if you will, in which Dan Oh, Baek Kyung and Haru are the main love triangle. This story was written before the high school love story they are currently in, and takes place in a fictional historical setting. Events and lines from that story start seeping through the three characters’ stories in ‘Secret’, and stuff becomes even more confusing to everyone. This other story, named ‘Trumpet Creeper’ after the red flower that’s a recurring symbol (it’s also the flower you see on the show’s poster above), ends in Kyung pressuring Haru to kill Dan Oh and even forcing his blade into her himself. The Haru from ‘Secret’ starts getting flashbacks of these times, and he even has a scar on his hand from this previous ‘life’, as if to remind him.
The only person who knows all there is to know about this other story is Dried Squid Fairy, as he was actually quite a major character in ‘Trumpet Creeper’, royalty even, who lost the love of his life because of Kyung’s character. Dried Squid Fairy seems to know the most but he does the least about it, thinking that getting involved or interfering with the intended story will only upset the writer – and that’s something we don’t want to happen. Dried Squid Fairy is usually the person who’s just watching everything unfold from the background without getting into action himself, silently cursing the writer for both punishing him like this and for not being original enough to at least change the characters in every story they write. At some point towards the end, the woman who was Dried Squid Fairy’s love in ‘Trumpet Creeper’ is introduced in ‘Secret’ as a transfer student and Dried Squid Fairy has to deal with her approaching him all over again while knowing how that ended the previous time.
In the final episode, after the story of ‘Secret’ is wrapped up and Haru has disappeared (because all extras slowly start getting taken out as the story’s conclusion approaches), we are taken into the writer’s next story, which again features all the same characters from ‘Secret’, but now as college students. Here, Dan Oh and Haru are reunited, somehow with their memories of the previous story intact.

As I mentioned before, I really liked how this show played with different perspectives on narrative and storytelling, and also on how the characters become aware of the fact that they are set-up as a specific personas. I thought it was super funny, comic book characters looking back on their own scenes while thinking, ‘geez, why are my lines always so cheesy’. Regarding stereotypes, especially when it came to Joo Da, I found it really refreshing how she became her own person when she became aware of herself. We always complain about female lead characters being too apathetic and existing purely as the male lead’s love interest. I just couldn’t help thinking throughout that Joo Da was Barbie and Nam Joo was Ken, lol. It was even more interesting that Nam Joo actually never became aware of himself as such, although he did become aware of the fact that he existed purely for Joo Da, and that’s why Joo Da chose to stay with him. She knew that she would be able to live her own life without him, but this wasn’t the case vice versa. At some point I kind of expected her to choose Do Hwa in the ‘shadow’, but I also liked that she was able to make up her mind and decided to care for Nam Joo even outside the ‘scene’, for her own reasons. It was really nice to see Joo Da start standing up against her bullies by herself and calling out Nam Joo’s mom for being such a hag, lol. It’s basically how you wish characters would respond to being treated unfairly but they never do because of their set-up. Well, in that aspect this show definitely made up for some frustrations in other shows.
I was also able to deal with the cheesiness of everything better because the characters themselves were also aware of it. It didn’t bother me that it was all sweet and sugary because it was a love story in a comic book and that’s just how it was written. I actually cracked up at the animated spotlights that kept shining on the two main leads, and how Do Hwa kept seeing a wreath of roses behind Joo Da’s head when she smiled at him. What made it better for me was the realistic feedback that the characters gave on the story once they became aware of their own positions in it.

One of my absolute favorite aspects of the story was Lee Do Hwa’s love-hate relationship with his violin. As the second male lead (and basically the Hanazawa Rui) of the story, Do Hwa would often be depicted sentimentally playing the violin somewhere and Joo Da would often bump into him while he was doing that. I believe that around the first time that Do Hwa becomes aware of himself, he finds himself in a situation where he’s playing the violin on the rooftop while crying, and from that point on he starts mocking his character for being like that and it took me out every single time. He really went ‘wtf I just found myself crying while playing the violin on the roof, why am I such a loser’,😂. Even when he tried to get rid of the violin, it just kept popping up and he was always like, ‘why am I playing this thing again??😭’. I thought it was hilarious. He would find himself sitting in the music room with Joo Da being like, ‘why is this thing in my hand again😩’. It was just a really funny running gag throughout the story.

I want to dive a little deeper into a couple of the main characters – mostly the ones that became aware of themselves but also some noteworthy others before mentioning some of my more critical points about the show.

First of all, Eun Dan Oh, our heroine who’s just an extra in ‘Secret’. By the way, I don’t know what the Korean association with the term ‘extra’ is but I actually wouldn’t have called Dan Oh an extra. To my knowledge, extras aren’t frequently recurring characters or even characters who get introduced by name and face. Student Number #13 (aka Haru before he was recast as Kyung’s friend) was my definition of an extra, but Dan Oh had a proper role, she had a backstory and a romantic storyline of her own. I would’ve found it more appropriate to refer to her as a side or supporting character, as she and Haru were definitely not the same kind of extra. Haru may have been able to do whatever he wanted in the ‘shadow’ as it wouldn’t have affected the main storyline, but Dan Oh did have an established role to play, so her attempts to change her own storyline would definitely influence the main storyline as well. Maybe it’s normal to refer to all side characters as ‘extras’ in Korean, but I found it a bit strange. Also, they kept referring to Do Hwa as a mere ‘supporting character’ while he was the second male lead, so that also felt a bit off. Maybe these character titles are a bit different in other cultures? Anyways, let’s just keep referring to Dan Oh as an ‘extra’ nonetheless, because it’s essential to the story.
As far as Dan Oh has always known, she’s had a crush on Baek Kyung for 10+ years and she’s always been pleased about her engagement to him, even though he’s been treating her really badly. She was written to only ever consider Kyung as her romantic interest, but then when she becomes aware of herself she suddenly realizes that her feelings for him are like a default setting – in the ‘shadow’ she’s more than aware of how badly he’s treating her and she wonders how her character can possibly have feelings for him when he’s treating her that way. She starts to care less and less about how Kyung treats her in the ‘scenes’ as she sets out to find the mystery guy who’s been helping her out, and when she finally finds him, she is surprised at how a handsome guy like him could be a mere extra.
Student Number #13 doesn’t even speak at first, and it’s not clear if he even understands the instructions she’s trying to give him to help her out. However, we do see that she’s the one who gives him a purpose and an identity by acknowledging him as an individual character who’s more than just background fill-up. In hindsight, it probably also had to do with their former connection through ‘Trumpet Creeper’, but Dan Oh is able to bring Haru back all by herself without ever even remembering her storyline from ‘Trumpet Creeper’ – only Haru and Kyung get flashbacks about the previous story.
In terms of family situation, Dan Oh lives alone with her dad (Uhm Hyo Seop), and it’s revealed that her mother passed away from an illness (maybe also a weak heart condition? I don’t remember) when she was young. Her father treasures her a lot and strives to get her the best medical care there is. Her doctor, Lee Joo Hwa (Yoon Jong Hoon), who happens to be Do Hwa’s older brother because of course everyone is connected, clearly also cares about her wellbeing, and he’s always really conflicted when he has to bring her bad news about her worsening condition. Dan Oh’s relationships with the people directly around her are all very good, she has a really good relationship with her dad and she’s got little to worry about besides her own heart condition.
All in all, I found Dan Oh to be a very original female lead character, because for one she doesn’t seem to have any personal insecurities. I personally found it very refreshing to have a female lead character who just had this natural confidence in herself and who worried about things as they happened in the moment. She’s very bubbly and talkative, and not what you’d typically expect of a character with a weak heart condition. She isn’t allowed to participate in events that will make her heart race too much, but other than that the way she presents herself definitely doesn’t scream ‘terminal heart patient’. She never doubts the relationship between her and Haru, she just lets it happen and doesn’t even care what other people think of it (although that’s also because she knows no one will remember them walking around holding hands once the next ‘scene’ starts anyway). In any case, I really enjoyed the part of the show where she started falling for Haru and the relationship between the two deepened. It definitely gave me the dokidokis😌. It was also cute how they kept finding their way back to each other, even when the writer very strongly kept them apart – for example when they’d agreed to meet under that 300-year old tree on a specific day but Dan Oh was suddenly hospitalized and Haru kept being flicked back to different places so he wouldn’t be able to reach the hospital, that was just mean😞. All in all, they were a very cute couple and I enjoyed watching their romance unfold very much.
One of my favorite scenes between them was when they literally talked about the word ‘extra-ordinary’ and Haru even calls Dan Oh ‘extra-ordinary you’. It just made everything come together so nicely, not just the show’s English title but also that they came to terms with the fact that they were going through a change from an ‘ordinary extra’ to an ‘extra-ordinary extra’. The wordplay in itself was cute, but I also just loved how they kept coming up with ways to make each other have faith and keep going with their relationship in the ‘shadow’, even though there was a chance the writer might ruin things for them.
I honestly felt like Haru wasn’t even supposed to be in ‘Secret’, just like Dried Squid Fairy’s lover from ‘Trumpet Creeper’. Even in the comic book, he was drawn as a faceless extra, there wasn’t even a likeness to the lead character from the previous comic. He just suddenly started coming into existence in situations where Dan Oh would get hurt, and then he would suddenly jump in from nowhere to break her fall. It was interesting to see how his character gradually became bigger and bigger. It must’ve been Dan Oh’s subconscious attraction to his character that literally pulled him back into existence despite not even remembering their previous connection, which is kind of impressive in itself. Both Haru and Dan Oh end up getting ‘reset’ in the story one time, but they always manage to get the other to remember everything in the end and reunite.

Moving on, let’s talk about Baek Kyung a bit more. Kyung’s family situation is a lot more dire than Dan Oh’s. His mother died in the hospital when he was very young (same as Dan Oh), and that’s why he has a deep dislike for hospitals, which also connects to his initial disdain everytime Dan Oh has to get admitted; it forces him to have to visit her in the hospital. His dad (Choi Jin Ho), a royal ass, has remarried and he has another son from that second marriage, Baek Joon Hyun (Bae Hyun Sung). Kyung’s father often criticizes and even hits Kyung for disappointing him, because he wants Kyung to make Dan Oh’s fall for him, he can’t push her away. His interest in Kyung and Dan Oh’s marriage lies purely in the fact that his business needs the financial support from Dan Oh’s family business. Kyung has a strong dislike for his (step-)family as a whole, but his younger step-brother Joon Hyun seems to be quite taken with him. In fact, we find out that Joon Hyun is also aware of himself, and even remembers ‘Trumpet Creeper’ as well. Once Kyung becomes aware of himself, there’s actually not much that changes for him, because his feelings for Dan Oh are the same both in ‘scene’ and ‘shadow, and his personality also doesn’t really change. At some point I started feeling a bit bad for him whenever he and Dan Oh had a romantic scene together and when the scene ended Dan Oh would immediately run away to look for Haru, and Kyung would be left behind being all, ‘I actually wouldn’t have minded holding your hand a bit longer but sure, leave me here by myself😒’. Although I was definitely team Dan Oh/Haru, I couldn’t help but feel for Kyung a bit, and I still feel like if they’d just played out the story as it was originally written without ever adding in Haru, Kyung and Dan Oh would’ve still made a cute couple in their own way, especially after Kyung admitted to his true feelings for her and became a more amiable person altogether. I personally have a bit of a soft spot for guys who act all cold but secretly care a lot, so I couldn’t really hate his character, although I did find him kind of harsh toward Dan Oh in the beginning – but then again, that’s how he was written. I think he managed to come into his own in the end, and he became more likable throughout the story.

Apart from Dan Oh and Kyung, the only other characters that are provided with a recurring family member (and not just a mention) are Do Hwa, Nam Joo and Joo Da. As I mentioned before, Do Hwa’s older brother Joo Hwa is Dan Oh’s doctor, although now that I think about it the two brothers don’t actually have any interaction with each other in the story whatsoever. We meet Nam Joo’s parents and older brother, and mostly his mother keeps popping up to make several attempts to persuade Joo Da to get away from her son (again, HYD flashbacks). We see Joo Da’s hospitalized grandmother one time as well. Other than that, there are no additionally added family members in the cast, which I appreciate because sometimes stories tend to linger on less important storylines. I definitely want to thank the writers for creating this story the way they did because it automatically forced them to stick to this one storyline and not get distracted by too much side noise.

Let me talk a bit about some of Dan Oh’s classmates who never become aware of themselves until the end and who just peacefully exist within the love story of Nam Joo and Joo Da. First of all, and I’ve already mentioned her briefly before, Shin Sae Mi. I have something to say for her character because I think she was anything but one-dimensional, and there was something peculiar about her that I believe made her much less typical than she was probably supposed to be. We are introduced to Sae Mi as Dan Oh’s closest friend in class, together with Ahn Soo Chul (played by Kim Hyun Mok). Sae Mi is basically Nam Joo’s biggest fangirl and as she’s also secured a favorable position in his mom’s esteem (as we see later), status-wise she’d probably even have a chance of getting matched with him or something. Together with three other girls (ironically called Il Jin, Yi Jin and Sam Jin), her role in the ‘scenes’ is to bully Joo Da because she’s jealous of how much attention she gets from Nam Joo.
Honestly, when the character chart of the comic book was revealed and Sae Mi was featured right behind the main love triangle as the main ‘villain’ character, I was kind of surprised because I never actually saw her as a character whose role was bigger than Dan Oh’s. In Dan Oh’s story she’s the friend, and she’s not even that mean. On the contrary, she and Soo Chul are responsible for a lot of comic relief in Dan Oh’s scenes, and when all’s well and done Sae Mi even finds herself developing feelings for Soo Chul in the ‘shadow’, even though she’s not aware of herself there. In the college story in the final episode, Soo Chul even becomes her main love interest as a cool and handsome sunbae, while Nam Joo becomes the weirdo in the strawberry sweater who drink strawberry milk all the time. In any case, I just want to say that I had a hard time acknowledging Sae Mi as the ‘bitch’ in ‘Secret’ because she’s more often shown as Dan Oh’s loyal friend than she’s shown to be a mean girl. I found it interesting how Sae Mi, despite being written as the ‘bully’ of the female lead, was put into such a different perspective. I honestly believe that if Sae Mi would’ve become aware of herself, she would’ve second-guessed her own character as well for being so harsh on Joo Da. I wouldn’t even have been surprised if Sae Mi and Joo Da ended up becoming friends in the ‘shadow’, lol. It just didn’t make sense for her to be written as the bitch character but simultaneously be such a good and loyal friend to Dan Oh, who was regularly standing up for Joo Da. I don’t know how to explain it exactly, but I just thought Sae Mi wasn’t as bad of a character as the writer made her out to be.
Besides Sae Mi’s friends, there’s also a couple of other classmates who were basically named to be Classmates #1, #2 and #3. Somehow there were always three of them, lol. Baek Kyung’s fangirls were called also Ae Il, Ae Ri and Ae Sam, and opposite Il Jin, Yi Jin and Sam Jin you had Yang Il, Yang Yi and Yang Sam, who even went as far as to refer to themselves as ‘Y3’ and had a wish to take over as the new A3, lol. The class president was named Ban Jang, which literally means ‘class monitor’. Even the main leads’ names, Oh Nam Joo and Yeo Joo Da were direct references to the terms ‘male and female lead characters’. It all just added to the argument of how lazy the writer was and I thought it was funny how they thought of details like this. Speaking of which, I don’t know if this was just me but wasn’t there just a running gag with the word ‘seuri’/three’ altogether? Seuri High, A3, Y3, friends #1, #2, #3… maybe it was all part of the writer’s unoriginality from the start, lol.

By the way, I revisited the Extraordinary You cameo that took place in True Beauty. I only just found out that the director for both shows is the same, so that explains a lot, haha. I mentioned the cameo in my review of TB at the time, but as I hadn’t watched EOY yet I wasn’t able to grasp the reference. As soon as I finished EOY I went back to check out the TB cameo again (it’s in episode 4, if you’re interested) and now I am glad to say I finally understand the joke, haha. It’s a scene set in a cinema where the ML interrupts Dan Oh and Kyung while they’re on a date together before the ‘scene’ ends -you even hear the page flip and a part of the OST play in the background- and Dan Oh runs out calling for Haru while Kyung is left behind yelling for her to come back. That was the only cameo I was aware of at the time because of the comments, but I discovered there’s actually one more in episode 15 with Nam Joo. It’s the scene on Namsan Tower where the FL mistakes him for the ML, causing him to drop his strawberry juice. As he picks it up, Nam Joo tells the FL that his girlfriend loves strawberries – which is of course a direct reference to the fact that Nam Joo consistently keeps giving Joo Da strawberry milk because he believes she likes it, even though she just mentioned liking it once. It was funny seeing and understanding these cameos now after finishing the whole show. I also thought it was clever because both shows are based on webtoons – it wouldn’t even be that weird to have them happen in the same universe. I also noticed that in the cameo, Dan Oh has the same longer hairstyle as she does in the college story featured at the end of EOY, so maybe the new story is set in the same world as True Beauty? I thought that was a pretty funny detail. I noticed later that there were a couple more actors from EOY who made a guest appearance in TB, though not necessarily as their EOY characters. I’ll mention those in my cast comments.

Before I go on to my cast comments and conclusion, I just want to give my singular point of criticism on this show. As I briefly mentioned in my introduction, although I really appreciated the original twist of fictional characters becoming aware of themselves and trying to figure out a life in-between the storyline that’s been set up for them, there was a point where the story started to drag on a bit too much for me. At some point, there was a lot of repetition in the dialogue and the only thing anyone ever talked about was ‘can we or can we not change our fate?’, ‘can we change the ‘scene’?’, ‘how did you manage to change the ‘scene’?’, etc. It felt like I was watching the same scene over and over again. Even after Dan Oh and Haru decided that they would just try to enjoy the time they had together in-between the ‘scenes’, they still ended up talking about changing their fates every single time they were together. I don’t know, there just came this point where the story wasn’t going anywhere and Dan Oh was only worrying about her worsening heart condition and whether the writer would let her die or not and there wasn’t anything anyone could do about it. At first Dan Oh was really adamant on changing her fate, then Haru disappeared once and she swore never to try changing her fate again, but then she still kept talking about it non-stop and I was like, ‘make up your mind already!’ It wasn’t dragging to the extent that it became frustrating per se, but it did cause my attention to slip a little bit and that’s also the reason why the final few episodes took me longer to finish. I guess there was just some time to kill before the final conclusion in which Dan Oh would either have a final major surgery or be cured, and they decided to fill it up with endless back-and-forth discussions about nothing. I could’ve done with a little less of that.

Also, I would’ve liked a bit more explanation about those vortex black hole things that suddenly started appearing, because even though several people could see them it was never actually explained what those were supposed to be. The conclusion I came to was that they were some sort of mirrors to the parallel universe of ‘Trumpet Creeper’ that started to seep through once Dan Oh and Haru started interacting in ‘Secret’ (although I’m not sure if that’s the exact point from which they started appearing). They did seem to have a link to the previous story because at some point Haru looked into one and saw a scene from ‘Trumpet Creeper’ unfold, and when he stuck his hand into it he also regained his scar. However, even Dried Squid Fairy was just looking at them like🤔🤔, and I kind of expected him to at least know what they meant, but I guess not. I’ll just stick to my own theory for now, haha.

Before my cast comments I just want to make one final comment on the show’s Korean titles, because I found it interesting that it was so different from the English one again. The English title makes perfect sense, it’s even literally explained in the show, but the Korean title is directly derived from the webtoon it’s based on, and it roughly translates to ‘A Day (or Haru) Found By Chance’, which clearly refers to the name ‘Haru’, which Dan Oh gives him with the embedded hope that he might ‘change her everyday life’. I think it’s kind of a cute and accurate title since Dan Oh does find Haru by chance in ‘Secret’, she manages to find him and pick him out of the crowd by herself while no one else ever even noticed him. I personally do feel like the English title has a more specific reference to the story though, also with the wordplay on them being ‘extras’ and all. I just thought it was interesting to compare the two titles, as I do sometimes.

On to the cast comments! I was glad to see a lot of actors that I hadn’t seen in anything before, and some who I only knew from name or face but now finally have a better picture of!

To start with our heroine, Kim Hye Yoon, when I checked her drama performance list I saw a lot of stuff that I’ve seen but where she only had like a guest role or a 1-episode-only role. I guess I may have seen her face but I’ve never seen her in a main lead role before so I’ll just give a comment on her performance without referring to anything else. As I mentioned earlier, I thought Dan Oh was a really original female lead character, even just by the fact that she wasn’t the heroine in her own story. I thought that was a really clever twist to give, to create a main character who didn’t have to be ‘on-stage’ the entire time but who was able to become her own person in the blank spaces of the main storyline. I think her performance of Dan Oh was very animated, very bubbly, and I liked how she just exuded confidence. I think it might’ve been trickier than it seemed to act out a story within a story, all the more because there are so many sudden scene switches that were most likely recorded separately but still had to look like they happened in an immediate sequence. I thought she consistently kept up the same high energy very well and I’m curious to see her in different kinds of roles!

Even though I know Rowoon, I don’t think I’ve actually seen any dramas with him yet! We’re definitely going to change that – as a matter of fact I know there are a couple of his dramas on my watchlist. I know he’s an idol and that he’s been doing a lot of acting and I was prepared for the fact that he was handsome but I still couldn’t deny that he was ⭐VERY dreamy. Once this initially mysterious, non-speaking role warmed up to Dan Oh and started getting playful with her… well, let’s just say I couldn’t blame Dan Oh’s beeper to go off at certain points. There was this scene when Dan Oh arrived at school and he pulled her towards him by her backpack straps just to say ‘annyeong’ and I was like 😳😳. He really was the cutest, and Dan Oh and Haru made a very adorable pair. I also loved the recurring scenes of them bumping backs together. I am very curious to see him in the dramas that are still on my list, so hopefully I’ll get to watch those soon!

This was actually my first time seeing Lee Jae Wook in action, as well. I knew of him because of the recent Alchemy of Souls hype, and there are a couple more series with him on my watchlist, so I’m excited to see more of him. Baek Kyung was the kind of character that gradually grew on me even though I wasn’t particularly rooting for him. I just thought that, should things have gone wrong and the writer decided to break Dan Oh and Haru apart for good, he’d at least have been a decent back-up since he genuinely cared for her. He was simply too little too late with realizing his true feelings for her. I ended up feeling a bit sad for him because just when he was starting to realize how much he loved Dan Oh, Dan Oh was already convinced that his feelings for her were also because of his set-up. She didn’t even consider the fact that he might’ve started developing real feelings for her the way she did with Haru, and to see him get left behind in the dust after their scenes together did make me feel a bit bad for him. I liked Lee Jae Wook’s performance though, I think he was one of the characters that maintained his character without getting sappy, and I liked the way he’d just walk into a room with Haru or Dried Squid Fairy, scoff, and immediately turn around again, lol. I am curious to see him in different kinds of roles!

Apparently, Lee Na Eun is a former member of K-Pop girl group APRIL (who sadly disbanded last year), which at least explains why there was an APRIL song in the OST, lol. As I mentioned, I liked how they made Joo Da into a multi-dimensional character despite her set-up, and I also liked how Lee Na Eun pulled off the role. The way her face changed when she realized how unfairly she was being treated but never immediately went to the typical bitchy face, and also the way she confronted her bullies and Nam Joo’s mother without actually lowering herself to their level was really satisfying. As I said, Joo Da was Barbie, she was Barbie and she was able to break free from her pattern. She got the chance to make her own decisions despite being fundamentally tied to a man by the writer. I also really liked her friendship with Do Hwa, and part of me even wanted them to end up together, even if it was just to mess with the storyboard a bit more. I just really liked it when Joo Da, of all people, started becoming aware of herself, because as the female lead she just came into so much power she didn’t even realize she had while she was her fragile persona ‘on-stage’. I really liked her character development.

I still find it such an interesting choice to never let Nam Joo become aware of himself. It would’ve been such an obvious thing to do, but they didn’t, and that’s why he was Ken all the more. It was funny to see how the almighty Oh Nam Joo, the Domyouji of the story, was made into such a softie because he just couldn’t escape his set-up of being devoted to Joo Da. In the end it actually made him a little miserable as well and I even felt a bit sorry for him. That ‘scene’ where he bought Joo Da that fancy hairclip and the curtain dropped and Joo Da went, ‘do you even remember when or where you bought this?’ and he was just like, ‘I don’t know, I just think about you all the time’🥲I was like ‘daww, this poor guy’, lol. I still found it sweet of Joo Da to stay with him despite her will to live her own life, seeing how his character just couldn’t exist in the storyline without her. I liked Kim Young Dae’s performance, all the more because he had to portray such a stereotypical character. I liked how his character was also put into perspective and even though he never became aware of himself as the male lead character of the story, I did feel like he voiced some really meaningful stuff at the end. To see his development from the proud and tough school leader to basically a bit of a wimp was really funny and also a bit touching. I’m just going to say it: no matter his set-up, Oh Nam Joo is and was Kenough.

I could’ve sworn I’d seen Jung Geon Joo in something else before, he looks so familiar! Apparently he had a role in The Third Charm, but I don’t remember him from there and I don’t even think I mentioned him in my review (yes, I actually checked). He also had a guest appearance (not a cameo as Do Hwa though) in True Beauty. I guess they just put people from EOY in there as regular easter eggs, lol. In any case, Lee Do Hwa was one of my favorite characters, and not just because of the thing with the violin, although that contributed greatly, lol. I just really liked that at least one of the main characters of the story ‘woke up’ so fast, especially in contrast to Nam Joo, who remained oblivious forever, and it was funny that it was Do Hwa because he was supposed to be the sweet and sentimental one. I remember this one scene where he was stopped in his tracks at a street corner just so he could witness Nam Joo meeting up with Joo Da at her part-time job. Again, I love how they dealt with tropes like this, because we all know those scenes where the second male lead just ‘happens’ to come across the main pairing and has to watch from a distance as they get closer. Here, it was literally like that. Do Hwa was basically teleported from day-time school campus to night-time city street and put in freeze just so he could witness that encounter between them. I remember him being like, ‘why do I have to be transported to a random street corner just to see this and feel miserable?’ It put such a different twist on classical storytelling and tropes in K-Dramas (and comic books, for that matter). Because of his set-up as the second male lead Do Hwa had to endure a lot of this and that made me really empathize with him. He did everything he could in his limited ‘shadow’ time to form a personal connection with Joo Da that wasn’t part of the original story, and he never got in her way as she was figuring stuff out, even after realizing that she’d become aware of herself. I really loved their friendship and I really loved Do Hwa. He was such a sweetheart and he also became such a loyal friend to Dan Oh and Haru, to the extent where he even got heartbroken when one of them suddenly didn’t remember the other anymore because of a reset, haha. He was their number #1 shipper. I loved the final A3 scene where he was hugging Nam Joo and Baek Kyung, crying about how mature they’d all gotten, lol. Bless Lee Do Hwa.

Now I can finally drop some reference dramas here, because if there’s one actor I’ve seen in a bunch of stuff before, it’s Lee Tae Ri. He was in Sungkyunkwan Scandal, The Moon That Embraces the Sun, Rooftop Prince, The Beauty Inside, and he also did a bunch of cameos and guest appareances as far as I can tell. He also had a guest appearance in True Beauty where he worked at the FL’s school cafeteria 👀, so that may have also been a reference to his character in EOY. Dried Squid Fairy (I see he’s credited under the character name Jin Mi Chae on MDL, but I have no recollection of him ever being referred to by that name in the show so I’m just gonna keep calling him DSF) is probably the most mysterious character out of everyone. He seems to be the only one aware of the comic books before Dan Oh finds out about it and he keeps a lot of the truth to himself, but there’s also a lot he apparently doesn’t know. The only concrete piece of information that’s revealed about him is that he was one of the main characters from ‘Trumpet Creeper’, and that he was harshly punished and downgraded by the writer to end up as his current minor character in ‘Secret’. As someone who’s seen the power (or should I say the wrath) of the writer first-hand, he’s the most wary of him and that’s why he keeps dissuading everyone else to interfere with the main story. I think he would’ve probably made a better case for himself if he’d played open card with everyone from the start. He could’ve told them exactly why they had to watch out for what the writer could do. It was because he decided to stay so secretive about it that no one thought to heed his advice. I honestly wish there could’ve been a bit more depth to Dried Squid Fairy’s character, because he was literally just standing there with his arms crossed, brooding but never acting. I wish he could’ve had a more active role in either helping the main characters out, or at least trying to stop what they were trying to do more actively. Now he was basically just the, ‘No… stop… don’t…’ guy who didn’t actually step in to stop anyone from doing anything risky. I do like that Lee Tae Ri is a regular casting choice for historical dramas, it suits him very well. Whenever I see him I always go ‘Heyyy, this guy again!’, haha. It was fun seeing him in this.

I really thought I knew Kim Ji In from something, but looking at her drama list I guess I don’t! I see she had a guest appearance in two episodes of Start-Up, but I don’t remember her from there. Maybe she looks like someone else that I’m confusing her with? I don’t know. Anyways, as I already said about Sae Mi, I was really grateful for how not one-dimensional they made her character, or any of the characters for that matter. Everyone tends to hate the designated ‘villain/bully/bitch’ character, but Sae Mi didn’t seem like a villain/bully/bitch to me at all outside of her ‘scenes’ with Joo Da. I just couldn’t help wondering how she would’ve reacted to becoming aware of her role in the story, but unfortunately, we’ll never find out. I liked Sae Mi’s character (apart from when she bullied Joo Da, of course), she was kind of a mess but she was consistently funny without trying to overdo it and I had to appreciate her friendship towards Dan Oh as well. I liked that she even opened herself up to the possibility of being attracted to Soo Chul at some point and I have to admit they looked pretty good together in the college story, haha. I couldn’t help think that Sae Mi must’ve been a pretty fun role to play, with different sides and challenges to it. I liked her performance.

I haven’t mentioned Soo Hyang, Dried Squid Fairy’s former lover who was suddenly introduced in ‘Secret’ as a transfer student, in my review that much because there wasn’t that much to her that was really important to the main storyline, but I did find it cute when she revealed that she did remember Dried Squid Fairy and they were able to reunite with a hug at the end, that was really sweet. Also, I’ve seen Lee Ye Hyun before in Andante, on which I wrote my very first drama review, so I just wanted to make a mention of that, lol.

Lastly, I want to make a final mention of Bae Hyun Sung, who played Baek Kyung’s younger stepbrother, because I yelped when I recognized him from Our Blues. I have to say I had a feeling about him from the start, I just felt like there was more to him from the way he looked at his brother, so I wasn’t actually that surprised when he revealed that he was also aware of himself, but I did find it interesting that he remembered all the way back to ‘Trumpet Creeper’. Also, since it was allegedly rare for a character to become aware of themselves it did seem a bit random that a minor character like him could be onto everything. I was also confused when he suddenly started appearing at Seuli High with everyone, I hadn’t noticed he was a student there before. Anyways, it was nice to see a familiar face and he’s just such a puppy. I liked how his character stayed true to Baek Kyung rather than follow in the footsteps of his nasty parents.

Well then, I think I’ve reached the conclusion of my review on EOY. I found the story very original and interesting, I loved how they played with classical tropes and flipped perspectives so that the characters themselves got to comment on their own roles and the story they were a part of. I guess it just started getting a little messy for me as soon as ‘Trumpet Creeper’ was dragged into ‘Secret’, and I got a bit impatient when there just didn’t seem to be anything else to talk about besides ‘to change fate or not to change fate’. There were a few things left open that I would’ve liked to get an explanation for, like for example how those vortex holes worked. I also found myself wondering if we’d find out who the writer was in the end. Like, I almost expected the final scene to reveal the real world in which the comic book was being sold, or a revelation in which the writer expressed their disdain on how their characters kept trying to mess around with the story, something like that. Everyone kept making such a big fuss about this powerful and merciless writer and the fact that everyone’s fate was so uncertain because everything was in the hands of this invisible god-like being, and then in the end we don’t even get to find out how exactly the whole thing works. Not that I minded the ending, or the fact that we as viewers remain within the story’s universe until the end, but I can’t deny it left me hanging just a little bit.
Other than that, I really enjoyed watching this, it wasn’t too heavy or too dramatic (even though it was a comic book story), it was entertaining and sweet and I liked the majority of the characters and their multi-dimensionality. I think that, while it had the typical vibes of a romantic love story, it also did a good job of commenting on that typicality, on those stereotypes and tropes. I always love it when dramas express skepticism towards stereotypes. The way the characters became aware of their personas and reflected on them was one of my favorite things about this show. It really put classical drama stories in a new light, and it just made me feel hopeful for new and original ways to explore storytelling in K-Drama.

Next up on my list are a couple of shorter Japanese dramas, so I’m definitely going to be back in a week or so with my next review. Stay tuned!

Bye-bee! x

Nevertheless,

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Disclaimer: this is a review, and as such it contains spoilers of the whole series. Please proceed to read at your own risk if you still plan on watching this show or if you haven’t finished it yet. You have been warned.

Nevertheless,
(알고있지만, / Algoitjiman, / I Know, But…)
MyDramaList rating: 7.5/10

Hello there, and welcome to my new review! Within my streak of weekly reviews last month, I deliberately decided to take a bit more time to finish this one. If I wanted, I could’ve finished this within one week because let me tell you: I was ADDICTED. I went through the first half SO fast I actually had to stop myself because it would be a pity to rush through it, and I took some more time finishing the second half. This show has been heavily overdue and it’s been on my list for several years already (ever since it came out, probably), and I’ve seen a lot of mixed reactions on it. I was prepared for the worst, but I’m glad to say that I really liked it. I found it very refreshing, original and realistic how the whole story was constructed and how the characters were portrayed. A couple of points that made this show stand out for me in particular were the realism and messiness of relationships of twentysomethings, the chemistry between the main leads and the challenges the characters face while conveying their feelings through visual arts.

Nevertheless, is a 10-episode Netflix K-Drama with episodes each lasting about one hour and ten minutes. The story follows Yoo Na Bi (played by Han So Hee), a sculpture art college student, and her group of friends/study mates as they navigate life in and out of class, and grapple with relationship issues.
From the get-go, we are introduced to Na Bi in a very awkward situation: she witnesses a sculpture made by her former teacher (turned toxic older boyfriend) which he not only named after her, but even shows her in a very suggestive pose – erotic, even.  It doesn’t take long for Na Bi to break up with him, but then she finds herself a bit disappointed in love – she’s stopped believing in things like destiny, but she still finds herself wanting to date and ‘feel something’ with another person. Shortly after breaking up with her ex, Na Bi finds herself sitting at a bar when suddenly a handsome stranger joins her. It initially seems like he’s mistaking her for his blind date, but he decides to spend the evening with her and Na Bi is positively enchanted by his charming nature. She can’t help but feel attracted to him from the start. However, after spending some nice time together, she overhears him talking on the phone to -she assumes- another girl and decides to ditch him at the bar. Not long after that, she finds out that he goes to the same visual arts college as her, and he’s even in her friend group. His name is Park Jae Eon (played by Song Kang). As they keep bumping into each other Na Bi feels drawn to him more and more, even when she hears everyone say that he doesn’t date, he’s only looking for fun. But when he’s with her – and he certainly puts effort into seeing her and contacting her – it really feels as if he’s being serious with her. Na Bi can’t put her finger on it, but on the other hand she enjoys his company too much that she’s worried she’ll scare him away with ‘serious talk’. At some point, she can’t resist his advances any longer and they become what these days would be referred to as a ‘situationship’. They’re not dating, they’re not bound to each other, but they hook up and have sex a lot. They don’t even tell their friends about it, it’s really just something between the two of them, and while Na Bi seems content for a while, it doesn’t take long for her to get a bit torn about Jae Eon’s true feelings, as she feels her own grow steadily by the day. Their relationship becomes even more strained (and draining) when Na Bi starts performing worse in class, she’s facing possible failure when she can’t seem to figure out what to do with her art piece for the final exhibition. She can’t avoid Jae Eon anywhere, and he keeps popping up and when she finally decides to take the ‘healthy’ decision to distance herself from him and the messy thing that exists between them, Jae Eon in turn starts expressing more and more sincerity towards Na Bi. It appears that, while no one thought it possible, he’s finally starting to change and open up to the possibility of staying true to one girl, but at the same time Na Bi has already decided not to trust him anymore. Especially after Yoon Seol Ah (Lee Yeol Eum) shows up, who claims to be Jae Eon’s girlfriend and starts making Na Bi feel even more insecure and confused. Followed by a reunion of her own with her childhood friend/crush Yang Do Hyuk (played by Chae Jong Hyup) aka a chance at (re)connecting with someone who’s been very serious about her from the start, Na Bi struggles with balancing everything that’s on her mind, but no matter how much she tries, she can’t deny that she doesn’t feel attracted to anyone as much as she does to Jae Eon.
In the meantime, the story also follows a couple of other characters from Na Bi’s college friend group and their respective love stories. There’s Oh Bit Na (played by Yang Hye Ji) and Nam Gyu Hyun (played by Kim Min Gwi) who, despite their natural attraction to each other have to face up to their respective perspectives on relationships and dating. There’s Yoon Sol (played by Lee Ho Jung) and Seo Ji Wan (played by Yoon Seo Ah), two female best friends who have to come to terms with the fact that they feel more for each other than mere friendship, and there’s also the two seniors who monitor the students’ workshop space, Ahn Gyung Joon (Jung Jae Kwang) and Jo Min Young (Han Eu Ddeum) who end up living together.
While the main story follows Na Bi in her swaying feelings towards her relationship with Jae Eon, the side stories provide equally engaging and meaningful developments in Na Bi’s surroundings, and I definitely think that besides the undeniable romantic plots, there’s a heavy focus on friendship in general, and on growing as a person through listening to your own heart and (occasionally) making tough decisions.

I will say right off the bat that besides the main storyline between Na Bi and Jae Eon, I really enjoyed all of the side stories as well. Whenever there was a switch to Sol and Ji Wan, the seniors or Bit Na or anything else I never lost my excitement, because every story had something engaging and interesting going on that kept me invested. It’s a common occurrence in drama series that there’s all these side plots created purely to have something going on in the background apart from the main story but it doesn’t always add that much to the story – sometimes they even distract from the main plot. But in this case, I was constantly interested in what was happening with every single character and sometimes it was even a good distraction from the drama of the main story. I can honestly say there wasn’t a single character I disliked in the main cast. I could understand everyone’s point of view and I found it interesting how they made everyone so original, also in their way of thinking. The discussion that Bit Na and Gyu Hyun had was a very realistic one, as they had to figure out how to compromise between what they each envisioned a dating relationship to be like, and it was also really nice to see how the love between Sol and Ji Wan was normalized, not just between them but in their entire friend group. They were cute and meaningful little stories that highlighted all the side characters and made everyone feel purposeful. I really appreciated that.

Let me go into a bit more detail about the main characters and a couple of the friend group members, as this series lends itself perfectly for character analysis.
Let’s start with our heroine, Yoo Na Bi. Unlike common main characters, we are initially introduced to Na Bi as an individual. She lives by herself and we don’t immediately get to know what her family is like or where she comes from. We just see her by herself, even in class. She has a friend group, but while her friends usually move in groups of at least two, even when she joins a social event, she’s there by herself and often ends up going home alone. It seems like she’s accepted it, she’s quite timid and used to not being the center of attention, in contrast to for example Bit Na. I guess you could see her as the slightly more introverted girl who has some extroverted friends that keep inviting her. She gets along with everyone, though, it’s not like she’s weak at social communication or anything. I just got the feeling she kept her thoughts and feelings mostly to herself. This also appears to be the case when she’s struggling with her art piece, she doesn’t tend to vent to her friends or ask for help that often.
We find out later that she used to live in a town by the sea, and that her mother and aunt still live there. She’s not on good terms with her mom who, as is revealed, has had the consistent tendency of moving from one man to another. On the other hand, Na Bi loves her aunt very much and she even mentions she wishes her aunt was her mother several times. Her aunt is also the one who named her Na Bi (which means ‘butterfly’). Other than her aunt, Na Bi doesn’t have any family she’s close with, no siblings or whatever. She lives by herself and commutes by herself and works by herself and occasionally goes out drinking with her college friends. That’s basically what her life looks like. That is, until she meets Jae Eon. From the moment she meets him, she can’t help but be instinctively attracted to him, and he makes her feel all sorts of ways, from excited to anxious. Even after learning about his reputation, and even after actively trying to stay away from him, she can’t stop feeling an almost gravitational pull towards him. As someone who stopped believing in the romantic and ‘destiny’ aspect of dating and relationships after breaking up with her first love (who was a toxic bastard), her attraction to Jae Eon initially seems to border more on lust than on actual love, and while she’s fine with that for a while, at some point she can’t ignore the fact that she’s developing feelings which, in this case, only complicates the matter. She knows that Jae Eon isn’t interested in dating, and she’s scared to be real with him because she doesn’t want him to leave – although she still decides to take the matter into her own hands at some point and decides she wants to stop seeing him.
All in all, I personally couldn’t help relate to Na Bi. I mean, people can call her weak for constantly giving in to Jae Eon’s advances, but seriously, can you blame her? I think it’s perfectly understandable that she wasn’t able to resist him, especially when you look at how he kept putting in effort to come see her. He made sure they kept meeting, he kept approaching her, he kept checking in on her – I admire the attempts Na Bi made to distance herself because he definitely didn’t make it easy for her. Still, I couldn’t help but get completely invested in their chemistry together. I was waving my red flag around while still being like😳during every single scene they had together. They clearly were so into each other, I couldn’t believe that Jae Eon didn’t feel any kind of real attachment to her, he made way too much effort for that. And Na Bi’s struggle with the whole push-and-pull thing just made sense to me – I honestly think that I would’ve felt equally mixed about the whole situation. I couldn’t blame her for being unable to suppress her attraction to Jae Eon, but I also couldn’t blame her for trying to distance herself from it because it was the healthy thing to do. What I also liked about Na Bi was that, while she definitely struggled, she did try the best she could to fix her own problems by herself. She never got anyone else to solve stuff for her, because she knew no one else could determine what would be the best thing to do better than she herself. She may not have been on top of her own feelings all the time, but she still knew that she needed to sort this out by herself, because despite her own confusion she was still the only person who could figure out what she wanted. The way the series navigates through her struggles in trying to figure out her own feelings compared to what would be the right thing to do was incredibly realistic and relatable, even for someone like me who’s not been in that same situation. I found myself relating to Na Bi and just feeling for her while she had to figure her shit out, all the while trying to cope with all these other things like performing well in class etcetera. I think the depiction of her navigation through everything she went through was very real and human in its complicated messiness. And I also can’t say she made any bad choices, either. She remained very steadfast, also in for example not jumping into a relationship with Do Hyuk just to get a distraction from Jae Eon. I admit I was kind of scared she’d do something like that and then Do Hyuk would get even more hurt when she inevitably would be pulled back to Jae Eon at some point. But I was really proud of her to be like ‘sorry Do Hyuk, this is all really sweet and you’re really sweet but I just don’t feel like I’m in any state to get into another relationship right now, I need to figure my shit out first’. That was such a powerful moment for her, and it just proved that no matter how fragile she seemed at times, she definitely held herself strong. I had a lot of admiration for how she handled her situation and just tried to make sense of it by herself without turning it into too much drama.

I found it very interesting how their relationship posed so many new and original perspectives. For one, I’ve never seen a ‘situationship’ depicted as such in a K-Drama before. I believe ‘situationships’ are kind of a thing these days, because I come across the term everywhere I go on social media. I have to admit I googled it👵🏻because I didn’t know what it entailed, but after seeing this show I was like, ‘I guess this must be one of those’. It’s basically defined as a relationship where you’re not tied to each other, but you’re just hooking up, ‘having fun’ without any strings attached.
The fact that it starts, from the bat, by introducing us to Na Bi through a toxic relationship and then having her move onto a situationship like that, is definitely a very original way of introducing a main character in a K-Drama.    

The first thing to mention about Jae Eon is that initially, we never see his point of view. As in, we never hear his internal monologue, we don’t get to know what he’s thinking, and that only adds to the relatable feelings we get towards Na Bi. We just see him the way Na Bi sees him whenever he appears in front of her, and we get to wonder along with her about what his true intentions might be. What’s interesting is that we do get a couple of internal thoughts from him during the second half of the story, especially when he starts changing his mind about his usual ways. We still don’t get a lot of concluding facts, but at least we see that he is trying to change for Na Bi, and that she is special to him. We even find out that there is, in fact, an element of ‘destiny’ in it for him, as he saw her for the first time standing in front of that sculpture at that exhibition from the first episode. As someone who doesn’t believe in destiny either, Jae Eon chooses not to put too much weight on it, but as his character develops throughout the story, he still chooses to tell her, and the realization of his words is what ultimately drives Na Bi to go back to him.
Despite the fact that we don’t exactly know what Jae Eon is thinking, or what his exact intentions or feelings towards Na Bi are in the beginning, I never thought for a second that he wasn’t sincere about what he did with her. I mean, he put in so much effort to come see her at college, he would come to her house, he would text her… If she was only a plaything for him, wouldn’t he have just pretended to be super into her whenever they met but not put in any effort when they didn’t see each other? I don’t know, it just felt like he was very sincere towards her, even when they weren’t doing it, he was always looking at her in that particular way, always smiling at her expressions and actions, he’d always touch her, even if it was just on the shoulder. He made way too much effort for someone who wasn’t sincere, in my opinion. And this is only confirmed even more when Na Bi’s other friends, who know about Jae Eon’s reputation, also start telling her that ‘hm, he usually doesn’t do that, this is special, he must consider you to be different, he never does that with girls he hooks up with’. He was never toxic to her, in my opinion. He may have had his own perspective on dating, but he never got with people without their full consent. I think the way he always waited for Na Bi to give him the green light was very characteristic of his chivalry. We never see him fight or get mad or violent, only this one time when Na Bi is in danger of getting hurt. He doesn’t seem like a bad person, per se. He just keeps a distance from complicated feelings and prefers things to be simple and fun. That’s the vibe I got from him, anyway.
The only thing we find out about Jae Eon is that his mother is (or used to be) a famous dancer, and we only meet her one time when Jae Eon visits her in the hotel suite she’s staying at. Even though we don’t learn a lot about their mother-son dynamic, it’s still an interesting scene in which we get a more insightful look into Jae Eon’s personal life. Before, when Na Bi asks about his mother one time, he doesn’t really say anything and it just makes Na Bi feel like she’s overstepping as they’re not supposed to get to know each other like that in their situationship. To the end, we still don’t really know much about Jae Eon, or even about how he turned out the way he did. This mystery around him only intensifies with the appearance of Yoon Seol Ah. Honestly, I still don’t fully understand what their relationship was, because I never felt any romantic tension between them, even though Seol Ah claimed to be Jae Eon’s girlfriend. It seems like Jae Eon feels a kind of responsibility towards her, as he keeps meeting up with her as soon as she calls him and he also accompanies her frequently to hospital appointments for her anemia. But I don’t really understand why, and what it meant. He was still being his player self and hooking up with Na Bi while she was in town, so it’s not like he changed his ways for her. Even if she was his original girlfriend and they had an ‘open relationship’ or something, that wasn’t really clear to me. Again, ‘undefined’ relationships are kind of the main focus of this series, so I can’t blame them – I guess it just shows how much I suck with this kind of ambiguity, I just want to know people’s intentions all the time. Seol Ah immediately realizes that there’s something about Na Bi (except for her name) that keeps pulling Jae Eon to her, but she doesn’t get jealous in a petty way, per se. The only thing she does is show up at their college and tell Na Bi that she’s Jae Eon’s girlfriend (while pretending not to know who Na Bi is so she can’t call her out for anything). After Na Bi then responds with the most 🔥🔥response EVER (seriously, I threw my hands in the air when she went, ‘I wouldn’t cut my hair if I were you, you know Jae Eon likes to do it with your hair in a ponytail’🫣🫣), Seol Ah even admits to approving of Na Bi, and she leaves shortly after, even throwing away her matching butterfly lighter. So yeah, she wasn’t a love rival per se, and that definitely saved us all some extra drama, but I wasn’t entirely sure what to make of her either. There didn’t seem to be much lingering attachment between Jae Eon and Seol Ah when she left, they just said goodbye with a friendly hug and that was it. I personally would’ve liked to at least know what exactly their relationship was or used to be.

I’ve already mentioned it in my intro and after that, but the first couple of episodes, especially when Na Bi and Jae Eon first get involved, had me hooked as heck. Despite knowing that there were some problematic aspects and potential red flags, I found myself actually kind of addicted in watching their situationship unfold. It mostly had to do with the chemistry between the main leads, which was like pure turpentine poured on fire. Their scenes together were so addictive to watch. I have a weak spot for passionate expressions of love in K-Dramas, which are usually so conservative. Whenever they break through that conservativeness with adding some extra spice in the make-out scenes, I always cheer. What sets this series apart and makes it special is that rather than build up to finally holding hands after ten episodes, it establishes the sexual tension on Level 100 from the first episode on, then has it explode at the end of the second episode, and it never stops from there. Even after the two stop having sex at some point, they still find themselves making out several times even when Na Bi is trying to distance herself from Jae Eon. They just can’t keep their eyes or hands off each other even when they try. And let me tell you, I didn’t even mind. I know that everyone is like TOXIC! RED FLAG! PROBLEMATIC!, and while I initially agreed, I did find myself wondering if it really was actually that problematic, in hindsight. I mean, Na Bi could’ve seen Jae Eon as a red flag because she knew the effect he had on her, and she found herself addicted to him to the point where she couldn’t seem to run away from it even when she did everything in her power to try. But I don’t think that Jae Eon’s ways were that toxic, per se. He never lied to her about his intentions, he was genuinely interested in her from the start, which is revealed when he tells her she caught his attention from the first moment he saw her at that exhibition. He also never went against her consent; even when he tried kissing her a couple of times, he always held back when he saw she wasn’t ready. He always let her come to him first before responding. I noticed that in the beginning, Na Bi was always the one who kissed him first in order to let him know she was okay before he kissed her back. He kept coming onto her and hooking up with her because he believed she was okay with things the way they were, and Na Bi even admits to bringing that upon herself, she never even blames him because she blames herself more for letting it happen. The minute she starts pushing him away and lets him know she isn’t 100% okay with things, he starts taking that into consideration, he tells her she can define their relationship and he even ends up asking her to date him because that’s what she wants to hear.
To be clear, I did not stand by the things he said in the rain in the second-to-last episode. What he said there was definitely not okay and it lacked so much sincerity that even though I was rooting for him to win Na Bi back at that point, he just made me go, ‘bro, this is not it’. The fact that he admitted to giving Do Hyuk the wrong impression in order to make him jealous and that the reason he asked her to date him was purely because ‘that’s what you wanted to hear, right?’, that was really uncool. Especially since him asking her that made her even more confused, because why was he suddenly going against his nature of never wanting to date? It gave her even more complicated feelings and then he basically said he wasn’t even serious about it. He just wanted to make her feel that so she’d choose him over Do Hyuk. So yeah, that was the only moment I went 👎🏻 👎🏻on Jae Eon. I felt like he was just being mean and not even honest with himself, and that’s not what he owed Na Bi at that point – this only made it easier for her to resent him and push him away even more. He really wasn’t thinking straight at that moment.
Other than that, I didn’t really see a problem with his attitude towards dating, it was his own business and it didn’t seem like he was betraying people. He made sure to only get involved with people who were equally non-serious about hooking up, and so no one got hurt. The whole deal with Jae Eon was that, while everyone knew about his reputation, they all still liked him because it wasn’t like he was a jerk to people or treated people badly. He was a genuinely good friend, he never bothered anyone and he was charming to a fault. All he did was use his charms, and no one could blame him for that. So yeah, I actually don’t think their relationship was that problematic, as they both gave full consent and they both knew what they were getting into. As soon as their feelings changed, so did their relationship and in the end they still got together because they genuinely liked each other. It was summed up by Na Bi in the final episode; she knew Jae Eon probably wasn’t going to make her happy and that she might regret taking him back, but she still wanted to go for it because she couldn’t deny her feelings and consistent attraction to him. Jae Eon clearly made a change for the better, he was even crying in front of her openly now. I don’t see how two consenting adults engaging in a relationship despite knowing that it might not last forever is a red flag. The way in which they chose to give it a chance, following the feelings they were feeling in the present moment instead of worrying about the future, just made it all the more realistic to me.

Before moving on, I want to comment on the recurring theme of butterflies in this series, because it definitely feels like another destiny element that binds Na Bi and Jae Eon together. First of all, Na Bi herself, as her name literally means butterfly. As it happens, Jae Eon has an affinity with butterflies. He has a butterfly tattoo in his neck, he has a lighter with a butterfly on it, and he even has a whole-ass greenhouse section in his apartment where he keeps butterflies. He ends up making a butterfly decoration and a butterfly bracelet for Na Bi as well. After he gets involved with Na Bi, there’s this scene where he’s talking with Seol Ah about whether or not to free his butterflies, as he keeps changing his mind about that. I couldn’t help but feel that this reference to his butterflies and whether he should free them or not became kind of a metaphor towards his involvement with Na Bi as well. When they first meet, he draws a butterfly on her wrist, as a fake tattoo, and the way she doesn’t wash it off but how it gradually fades away also comes back in the development of their relationship. When Jae Eon ultimately does free his butterflies, he lets them fly away through the window, right at the moment where he’s starting to accept that he needs to give up on Na Bi. I feel like he also refers to Na Bi as ‘a new butterfly’ at some point. Anyways, it all just seemed so perfect. A guy with an affinity for butterflies meets a girl named ‘Butterfly’. I also liked when they talked about different interpretations of the butterfly concept on the night they first meet at the bar. Jae Eon asks Na Bi why she was named after a butterfly and she tells him that, despite there being this standard meaning of ‘hoping she’ll live a life sweet as honey’, her aunt chose her name because of a poem by her favorite author that goes: “Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp, but if you sit down quietly, it may alight upon you”. She later finds out from her aunt that this was just a made-up story, and the reason behind her name was actually inspired by the ‘life sweet as honey’ thing. The fact that the theme and concept of butterflies kept coming back, both in conversations and in artistic and creative forms, was a very nice consistency. A butterfly may be a very simple symbol, but I feel like they were able to give it many different meanings in this series, which was interesting.

Let’s talk a bit about Do Hyuk. Yang Do Hyuk is Na Bi’s childhood friend/crush who grew up in the same sea town as her. Due to a misunderstanding, he didn’t show up when Na Bi left to move to Seoul when they were kids, but then they suddenly meet on a bus and it’s like nothing has changed between them. Do Hyuk is clearly still – or again – smitten with Na Bi the second he sees her. Do Hyuk is basically the typical second male lead character who is the most caring and sweet considerate person the female lead could wish for – except we all know from the start that he’s not going to win her heart. Honestly, by the time he was introduced, I was already so invested in Na Bi and Jae Eon that I didn’t even want to give Do Hyuk a chance, lol. Compared to the🔥that existed between the main couple, Do Hyuk just fell flat and I even found him a bit boring, to be honest. He’s sweet, he cares about Na Bi a lot, and while in many dramas his character is the one people end up rooting for because he’s less forceful and more considerate of the female lead’s space, the sad truth for Do Hyuk was that Na Bi was already head over heels for Jae Eon by the time they reunited. Even when she came back to the sea town for a break while not being involved with Jae Eon at the time and Do Hyuk sees his chance to woo her, her mind and heart all still occupied fully with Jae Eon, even when she herself wished that wasn’t the case.
Although I found him a bit boring, I still liked Do Hyuk for his kindness and maturity. He basically tells Na Bi that he’ll only stop trying to win her heart when she gives him a clear answer about her feelings for Jae Eon. That’s all he wanted to know, and that was more than fair. As long as he thought he still had a chance, he kept going for it, but I also feel like he knew very well that it was a lost cause the second Jae Eon arrived at that townhouse, because the way Na Bi looked at him said more than anything. I felt a bit bad for him, even, because he just didn’t stand a chance from the start. As I mentioned before, I was a bit scared that Na Bi might take him up on the dating thing purely because she might’ve thought it would distract her from Jae Eon if she focused on being with someone who showed her undivided attention. But I’m glad she was real with him, because it wouldn’t have been right if she’d accepted his confession. It took her a lot of time, in the end, but then she still had to admit to him that she had feelings for Jae Eon, even though she’d tried so hard to deny it. I’m just glad that Do Hyuk didn’t become pathetic in his insecurity. Initially, when he saw her with Jae Eon or when she even mentioned something which he knew was about Jae Eon, his face went ‘☹️’ and that was just sad. I felt like he deserved a clear answer from the start, that would’ve spared him so much pain and idle hope. The answer was already there and everyone knew he didn’t stand a chance, so it was a bit unfair to him. All I can say is that I’m glad he didn’t witness Na Bi and Jae Eon making out in the townhouse after staying behind while the others joined the fireworks party at the beach, because that would’ve been incredibly painful for him and it would’ve only made things even messier.
Besides his failed ambition to become Na Bi’s significant other, he was a really loyal friend to her, and I can understand that Jae Eon was a big red flag to him, as well. He must’ve immediately sensed that this guy was ‘bad news’ and that he had to protect Na Bi from him. Except she didn’t actually need to be protected, she had to deal with it herself, and he gave her the space to do that. Na Bi never bothered him with her issues regarding Jae Eon, she made it clear that she needed to sort things out by herself. I really feel like Na Bi wanted to give Do Hyuk a chance, she saw all his good qualities and knew that he’d be good to her, but she just couldn’t admit she felt a spark with him the way she did with Jae Eon, she couldn’t find it in her heart to use him in any way, because she knew she’d only end up hurting him more in not being as sincere towards him as he was to her. I liked their friendship, but I also feel like it was mostly based on Do Hyuk’s romantic feelings for her, so it kept feeling a bit strained in some way.

Let’s move on to our lovely bunch of side characters, aka Na Bi and Jae Eon’s study mates and friend group members. I don’t think I’ve mentioned this before, but there were actually some defined sunbaehubae relations within the group, even between Na Bi and Jae Eon, because she was actually his sunbae, and therefore older than him. The characters I’m going to write about are mostly from Na Bi’s class, so they appear in the same workshop studio where she works on her final piece.
One of the first friends we meet is Oh Bit Na. She’s young, she’s outgoing, she’s free-spirited and she has an edgy style of fashion. She has basically taken on the command and leadership of the group, in that she often summons everyone and proposes events and workshops and afterparties. She’s the extroverted friend that keeps trying to get Na Bi to participate in social events. However, as she’s one of the people who’s most familiar with Jae Eon’s reputation, when she notices something going on between him and Na Bi, she stands by Na Bi in giving her advice and notifying her about things she knows about Jae Eon. She keeps an eye on them, so to say, to make sure Na Bi doesn’t get hurt, and that’s a strong sign of friendship between them. With others, she may not seem so serious, and she also has quite a casual attitude towards relationships – she sees ‘dating’ as consisting mostly of physical intimacy (kissing and sex), rather than something serious where you, for example, talk about your feelings or actually feel like you owe some sort of responsibility towards the other person. One drunk night, she ends up making out and hooking up with her sunbae Nam Gyu Hyun, who we’ve seen already expressing careful interest in her but never acting on it before. The next morning, Gyu Hyun immediately makes it clear that it wasn’t a drunken mistake for him and while Bit Na initially feels like he’s making way too big of a deal of it, she finds herself suddenly more attracted to him than before. They decide to go out, but then their different views on what a relationship should entail still clash and Bit Na ultimately has to prove to Gyu Hyun that she is serious about him and that she’s willing to engage in serious dating with him.
What I found so interesting about their relationship was that we see these two completely differently wired people who find themselves attracted to each other, despite their moral differences. Bit Na is not only younger in age, but also in mind, compared to Gyu Hyun. She doesn’t want to make a fuss of things, she wants to have fun while she can, and she initially dismisses Gyu Hyun’s opinions because she finds them tiring and too serious. On the other hand we have Gyu Hyun, who is this really laid-back and not very talkative ‘cool’ guy, who lets Bit Na throw her tantrums and purposely distances himself from her until she comes crawling back to him. I thought their dynamic was really cute, especially because Bit Na was initially that ‘OMG I must be going crazy, why am I suddenly having feelings for this guy??’ but she gradually came around to accepting what she felt and despite her slightly immature, pouting tendencies when she wouldn’t get her way, she still managed to convince him that she was able to be serious with him, and after that they didn’t let each other go. I thought they were sweet and they also weren’t a very stereotypical couple, so that made their dynamic interesting to watch.

Sol is one of Na Bi’s closest friends who’s also working on her own sculpture piece for the final exhibition at the same time as Na Bi. I guess you could say that she’s a bit ‘boyish’ in the way she presents herself, she doesn’t dress very ‘girly’ and she’s more stoic in her expressions and actions as well. I initially found it very funny to see how she was so close with Ji Wan, because Ji Wan is the exact opposite of Sol. She’s the cute girl who always dresses up in frilly dresses and skirts with her hair in braids, and she’s continuously going on blind dates. At one point, Sol meets this guy in a café who immediately shows interest in her, and when Ji Wan finds out about this, she suddenly finds herself pissed at Sol, and she starts acting really petty and immature towards her friend when this guy accompanies her to the campus festival.
Unlike the case of the main leads, the build-up in the relationship between Sol and Ji Wan takes roughly the entire series, even though it’s clear from the start that at least Sol is already romantically interested in Ji Wan. Ji Wan’s feelings seem to come into realization as soon as she sees Sol with that guy, and then it takes her another while to fully accept how she truly feels about her best friend. Subconsciously, she must’ve already known, because we see her get very touchy with Sol as soon as she gets drunk. When they’re playing spin-the-bottle at some point while drinking at Na Bi’s house, when the bottle points at Ji Wan, she immediately goes 😚😚at Sol, and when they’re at the workshop in the sea town, she also basically drunk-confesses her feelings to her. She tells her that Sol means the most to her, out of everyone else in her life, even her parents, and that she doesn’t want to be apart from her. Sol is initially a bit pissed at her for this, because she feels like Ji Wan is giving her false hope and playing with her feelings. She ultimately confesses that she has feelings for Ji Wan quite frankly, and Ji Wan isn’t immediately able to answer her – but that’s not because she’s shocked by her friend’s sudden love confession, but because she’s already thinking ahead of what will become of their friendship after they’d break up. She’s eventually able to share this concern with Sol, and when she hears this, she just laughs and tells her not to worry about anything because her feelings will never change.
This is probably the most typical kind of feedback I can give, but I was really happy to see such a normalized lesbian relationship in a K-Drama. The only thing I want to note is that I still think there was a certain stereotypical element in making them a ‘boyish girl & girly girl’ couple, and the fact that they didn’t include a kissing scene for them. I would’ve been even more impressed if they’d actually put in some physical intimacy for them besides just hugs and hand holding, because that would’ve made it feel even more normalized, at least as much as the other depicted relationships were. They let Bit Na and Gyu Hyun kiss, why not every other couple? So yeah, that was the only thing I found a bit of a pity, but otherwise I found Sol and Ji Wan a really cute couple. I loved how neither of them thought it was weird and they’d already both accepted that this might be the case, and how no one in the friend group either made a weird comment about it. Na Bi already knew from the start, apparently, she always knew Sol was talking about Ji Wan when she asked her for advice, and it was just really nice to see how openly affectionate they walked around after they’d confirmed their feelings for each other.

Then there were a couple of other friends who always joined in on the fun of social events even though they didn’t actually get their own elaborate storylines. There was Jang Se Young and Seong Yoon, who were a lovey-dovey couple, and Yoo Se Hoon, who was kind of a third wheel between all the couples, but who initially had a bit of a crush on Sol, and then there was Hwang Jin Soo, who had a crush on Na Bi and became one of the assistants to help her with her art project together with Jae Eon.
These were basically the people who were all on the main leads’ side, they were all good people, but they didn’t actually know about what really was going on, and they were more kind of spreaders of gossip (about Jae Eon, for example). They were a bit more distanced from the actual action, they weren’t as aware of Na Bi’s situation with Jae Eon as Bit Na and Sol were, for example. But they were still a fun bunch, and always loyal to the right people.

And then I’d like to mention one of my favorite (unexpected) potential couples, Ahn Gyung Joon and Jo Min Young. I still don’t exactly know for sure what their function within the campus exactly was, but I got the impression that they worked part-time at the administration office that monitored the workshop of the visual arts students. So when people wanted to work on their projects a little longer, they had to register their names on a form there, and when they needed some more materials, they could apply for them there. They also helped mediate between students and scholarships and internships, if I understood correctly. In any case, there’s this administration office where the characters often pass through and sometimes have lunch at, and the two people working there are their sunbae, Gyung Joon and Min Young. At first there isn’t really anything going on between them, they just work together there and get along fine. But then Min Young suddenly faces this situation where she has to find a new place to live and Gyung Joon offers to let her stay at his place until she finds something else. As they start living together, they clearly become closer and there’s even a couple of tense moments between them. They don’t actually officially end up together as in ‘dating’ at the end of the show, but it’s pretty obvious that it’s going to happen as Gyung Joon was basically acting like a caring husband towards Min Young and she asked him if she can stay at his place. They even already got a kitten to take care of together, so that’s a start. In any case, I thought their little budding love story in-between the messiness of Na Bi and Jae Eon’s situationship was very sweet and a welcome palette cleanser. Not that any of the main story events ever became too heavy for me, but I generally just liked it whenever the story switched over to one of the other side stories, and this was one in particular that I enjoyed. I liked how, even though Min Young seemed to be a bit of a tsundere, she didn’t become annoying or actively tried to push Gyung Joon away when it seemed like he was getting too close. She really just accepted how comfortable she became while staying at his place. I liked the scene where she had to fart on his couch and first made sure he was out of hearing reach, and where she accidentally put on his glasses instead of her own, lol. It was nice seeing her let loose, watching TV in her jersey and just getting comfortable while he was in the same room with her. They just made a natural couple together, even when they weren’t official yet. I liked them.

I want to make two final mentions of characters that I liked, starting with Na Bi’s aunt (played by Yoon Sa Bong). She was such a lovely lady. I could immediately understand why Na Bi would’ve wanted her to be her mom instead of her actual mom, because she basically was her mom already. She cared about Na Bi as if she were her own daughter. I liked that we got to know her a bit better when the whole gang came over to the sea town for that workshop/field trip thing. She just wanted what was best for Na Bi and I feel like she also had a good instinct for people. I don’t think she would’ve let Jae Eon in on learning how to make pottery if she felt in any way that he had malicious intent. I think she must have sensed that he cared about Na Bi a lot, and that’s why she let him in. Even after seeing Na Bi react like that and realizing something must be going on between them, she never poked her nose into Na Bi’s business or tried to get her to talk about her love life or anything. She showed so much love for Na Bi and she made her feel like an adult who was able to take care of her own stuff. I really wanted to hug her, haha.

Lastly, there’s the professor/mentor of the visual arts students from Na Bi’s year (played by Seo Jae Hee). I liked her character as well, mostly because you could see how concerned she was about her students, and mostly about Na Bi. She may have been strict and told Na Bi off for not progressing sufficiently multiple times, expressing her concern regarding Na Bi’s future if she didn’t get her act together, but in the end she was rooting for her as much as everyone. When that terrible thing happened in the final episode where Na Bi’s work is smashed to pieces, she immediately worried about how Na Bi might not be able to repair it in time for the exhibition. I kind of feared that she would get angry at Na Bi for some reason, and make her take responsibility for neglecting her own work or something, but it was a relief to see her come into the administration office all worried about Na Bi. When she expressed how proud she was of how Na Bi ultimately managed to repair her piece in time (with the help of her assistants) and how she could finally feel the emotions emitting from her piece and how she recommended her to go to Paris, that felt like the biggest accomplishment. I really liked that, despite her occasional strictness, the professor was still such a good person and a supportive character towards Na Bi and the others.

To continue on this point, I want to say something about the visual arts theme used in this series. As I’ve mentioned many times before, I always find it really interesting when a drama series covers a specific line or field of work that I’m not familiar with, or that generally isn’t covered much in movies or series. I found it delightful to get an insight into this visual arts college setting and how different it is from a general college. Students walking around in overalls, sneaking out for a smoke –seriously, I’ve never seen the depiction of young people smoking so frequently appear in a K-Drama before–,checking in on each other’s projects, etc. I liked that the work bench Jae Eon usually worked at was outside, as he worked with metal and welding a lot. It was such a breath of fresh air from how colleges are usually portrayed in series. As far as I remember, I’ve never seen artistic schools depicted like this before, so it was very interesting to see.
What I also liked, apart from the external appearance of the setting, was that Na Bi’s rocky journey through her semester is as much a part of her character development as her relationship with Jae Eon is. Seeing her go through all these highs and lows, scoldings and praises when it comes to her art works, it only made me empathize with her more. I was positively LIVID when that happened to her art piece in the final episode, not just because it sucked in general, but because we saw how much Na Bi struggled while working on it through the entire story. She’s been working on it the entire time, giving up on it time and time again before deciding to go for it again, and just when she was getting her confidence back about finishing it in time for the exhibition with the help of Jae Eon and Jin Soo, this happens. It was just too cruel, I was actually angry at the unfairness of it. Especially since it first seemed like someone had done it. It was never specified, but how else was only her piece smashed to bits? If it had just toppled over, it would’ve maybe broken into a couple of large pieces, but it was actually smashed to the last piece, so it felt like some sort of cowardly action. I felt myself crumbling down together with Na Bi when they showed it, it was really awful that this would happen to her, of all people, after everything she was already going through. Anyways, in the end the final piece she put back together with Jae Eon and Jin Soo’s help was even better than the original, so despite the initial setback, it may have been for the better, and it became a literal metaphor of her and Jae Eon fixing their relationship as well.
All in all, I just want to say that I really liked the backdrop of art students majoring in sculpturing, it’s a field of visual arts that doesn’t get depicted much – they usually just show someone being good at painting or something. Also to see the students work with their hands so much, not afraid of getting dirty, and also using welding tools and stuff like that, it was really cool. I liked how they showed how Jae Eon made those butterfly accessories for Na Bi during his classes as well. It was just a nice change of scenery from regular series, and I liked that a lot. Also, Na Bi’s final art piece (using metal wings made by Jae Eon) turned out to be incredible and I’m sharing a picture because it deserves recognition.


One last thing I want to discuss before moving on to my cast comments is the cinematography of this series, as they occasionally made some interesting choices in that. Overall I think the cinematography looked really good and clean. There were a lot of beautiful shots and deliberate choices in positioning as well. I remember one episode starting off with a scene of Na Bi and Jae Eon sitting at the bar where they first met, and the entire time they’re sitting with their backs to the camera. We only see parts of their faces when they choose to glance sideways at each other, but other than that we just see their backs body language from the back. I thought it was quite a powerful shot, and they used more unique cinematic angles that made the whole thing stand out a little more than a regular show. There are also a lot of extreme close-up shots of Na Bi and Jae Eon’s eyes and lips as they trace each other’s features, in order to emphasize the building tension between them, and that worked very well.
One thing that stood out to me in particular was that specific people’s faces were kept out of the shot. For example, Na Bi’s toxic ex-boyfriend. We don’t initially see his face, we only ever see Na Bi. He is revealed in full eventually, but I just found it interesting that they deliberately kept his face out of the frame in some cases. I remember the same went for this ex-hook-up of Jae Eon’s – the one who’s brother came out to punch him and ended up pushing Na Bi to the ground. Jae Eon is seen meeting up with her one last time and she apologizes for her brother’s behavior, but her face is deliberately kept out of the frame as well. I wondered what the concrete idea behind this was – in the case of these two people, they were both an ‘ex’ in a way, so would it have to do with the fact that they were literally ‘out of the picture’ by then? I’m not sure, but I noticed it and I assume it was deliberate so I wonder what the thought behind that must’ve been.

Let’s move on the cast comments!

While I know Han So Hee by face, the only other thing I’ve seen her appear in so far has been Abyss, so it was nice to see her in a lead role for the first time. Scratch that, she was actually also in Reunited Worlds and 100 Day Husband, but this was still the first lead role I’ve seen her in. Since Na Bi was so timid by nature, I was kind of scared that she’d become this typical apathic female lead who couldn’t make up her mind or stand up for herself in an unhealthy relationship, but I was pleasantly surprised by how real her performance was. As I mentioned before, I understood every single feeling that Na Bi had, I understood where she was coming from and why she chose to do what she did. I could relate to her feeling like she needed to get away from this situationship for her own good, but it was also relatable how she just couldn’t stop her instinctive attraction towards Jae Eon. I am glad that she eventually chose to be with him after properly thinking it through; it proved that she was brave enough to take a chance on a relationship that she knew didn’t 100% guarantee a happy future. She chose to focus on her present feelings rather than worry about whether it’d hold in the long run, and that was pretty strong of her. She really took her own issues into her own hands, she dealt with her own shit without involving anyone who didn’t have to be involved. She never became pathetic, is what I mean to say. Even though she was timid, she never became weak, even in the moments where everything just came crashing down. I admired her character, even in how she tried so desperately to get away from Jae Eon. She really tried everything she could, and it was only after attempting so many times that she realized she couldn’t let it go. Combining this with her journey through her semester in which she also struggled to keep performing in her art pieces, occasionally losing the joy of it altogether, she definitely had a lot on her plate but she still proved that she could handle it all on her own. I think Han So Hee did a really good job portraying that inner strength that Na Bi had, especially through her facial expressions. She did really well in expressing all the mixed and confused feelings that Na Bi had towards Jae Eon, and she was also very convincing in how she tried to resist him but then still found herself letting go of that restraint. So far her role here has made the biggest impression on me of everything I’ve seen her in so far. I hope I can see more of her as I’d like to see more variety in her acting as well.

I’ve only seen Song Kang before in Love Alarm (and The Liar and His Lover, which I won’t talk about), and his performance here kind of reminded me of that. Honestly, Love Alarm gave me a similar watching experience as Nevertheless,, in a good way. When Jae Eon first appeared, my initial reaction was ‘does this guy just always get cast for red flag male lead roles or what?’, lol. But I have to admit, he was very convincing. Honestly, I would’ve probably fallen for him too, haha. There’s just something about the way he holds a gaze, and the way his lips curl when he smiles that just made me go 🫢🫣😳 throughout the show, lol. I was kind of impressed by how he could hold himself so well without becoming cheesy, he really excelled at exuding that tension that just made you hold your breath. The intimate scenes between the main leads were so satisfying to watch. If it weren’t for their ‘situationship’ it would’ve been like any other cute main couple romantic scene, but at those moments I didn’t even think about their relationship being unconventional or something. In those scenes it really seemed as if they were both equally fond of each other and chose to spend time together because they both craved it. The chemistry between Han So Hee and Song Kang was, I repeat, amazing. It’s been a while since I’ve been this excited about a main couple’s chemistry in a K-Drama. It was less problematic and toxic than I’d anticipated from the reviews I saw before watching it, and as I explained I’m actually not 100% on board with calling Jae Eon a red flag. Still, I’d like to see more of him in which he’s cast as a different type of character for a change. We know now that he pulls off the seductive and confident straightforward type very well, now I want to see other sides of him too. Forecasting Love and Weather is still on my list, and I’m also still debating whether to watch Navillera or not. We’ll see what I’ll watch of him next!

I didn’t know Chae Jong Hyup before this, I haven’t seen anything he’s appeared in so far. I see he’s in See You In My 19th Life, which is definitely on my list. I found him a very interesting casting choice for the second male lead character. Dong Hyuk just seemed so ‘ordinary’ next to Jae Eon, and I found myself wondering from the start if they were even really trying to make it seem like he stood a chance. If they’d pulled a Love Alarm and suddenly made Na Bi decide to go for him instead of Jae Eon, that would’ve been the plot twist of the century, and I don’t think I would’ve liked the ending as much as I do now. As I said, while I can’t deny Do Hyuk’s sweet, kind, caring and considerate nature, that’s pretty much all there was to him, and he lacked that edge and passion that Jae Eon brought to the table. Still, he did his best, and the actor performed well enough. I would’ve maybe liked to see him show some more adventurous sides in his attempts to woo Na Bi, but on the other hand it just would’ve dragged on the ‘love rivalry’ longer than necessary, so I’m actually not complaining about how things went down. I just found him an interesting casting choice for the second male lead and I wish his character would’ve been a bit less ‘flat’, I guess. But it has nothing to do with his acting, he did really well and I would’ve wanted to be friends with him if he’d been real. Not just for his cooking, I swear. 😇

I kept wondering what I recognized Lee Yeol Eum from, but now I see she’s the annoying girl from High Schooler King of Life! I’m not entirely sure why Seol Ah is credited as part of the main cast together with the three main leads, because she definitely wasn’t as big of a character as the others. She felt more like a side character to me, to be honest, because we also don’t really get to know who she is exactly and what she is to Jae Eon. She only tells Na Bi at some point that she’s Jae Eon’s girlfriend, but it doesn’t seem like they’re together anymore romantically when she comes back from the US. They hang out, but they’re never even shown holding hands or being intimate together, so I wasn’t sure what to make of their relationship. I could only appreciate it when she eventually decided to go back and threw away the lighter, that felt like the official sign that she was letting it all go. It was a relief that she didn’t become the typical ‘jealous ex-girlfriend’ towards Na Bi, I really appreciated how they refrained from adding extra drama and involving more people in stuff than necessary. I don’t really know what else to say about her character, I just wish they revealed a bit more about who she was. Other than that, her acting was fine, she was definitely way less annoying than in High Schooler, lol.

Yang Hye Ji looked familiar to me, but I haven’t seen her in anything before. I thought Bit Na was a very refreshing character who kind of ‘led’ the side character group. I loved how edgy she was, both in fashion style and in personality, and it was even nicer to see her develop this more serious side as her relationship with Gyu Hyun developed. As I said, I really enjoyed their dynamic and I also loved how despite her seemingly casual personality, she really cared a lot about Na Bi and her other friends and she was very loyal in that aspect. I also liked how she eventually started rooting for Na Bi and Jae Eon and just kind of went😏when she spotted them stealing glances at each other. She became their #1 supporter, lol. I generally liked how there were more sides to her, and how she balanced being a loyal friend with being an outgoing person without a care in the world. Her relationship with Gyu Hyun definitely forced her out of her habits a bit, but it only made her become more mature and she grew a lot as a person. It made sense for her to end up with someone a bit older and more mature and serious like Gyu Hyun. I liked her performance a lot, she managed to maintain a level of immaturity that never became annoying to me.

Personally, Gyu Hyun is pretty close to my type – I have a weakness for tall, broad-shouldered guys who appear to be kind of cold but who are actually very warm-hearted. Also, his deep voice with the dialect😳… I loved that he was immediately willing to take responsibility for Bit Na, knowing that he was a bit older and that she still had a more immature mindset when it came to dating. I think he did the right thing in trying to let her come to him, and his strategy of distancing himself after she’d made him feel silly about being serious definitely bore fruit. Their relationship dynamic was very original, I felt like they were the couple that no one expected would end up together, even though they eventually admit having been interested in each other from the start. I haven’t seen Kim Min Gwi in anything before either. He has a really unique look, and I wouldn’t be surprised if he was a model or something. Anyways, I liked Gyu Hyun’s character a lot, not just because of my personal preference, but also because he and Bit Na were such an unexpectedly good fit for each other, and I liked that the side characters’ relationships also got established to the extent of me getting invested in them.

Is it me or does Lee Ho Jung have something of Kim Go Eun going on? Especially when she smiles, she really reminds me of her, maybe that’s why she looked a bit familiar to me. Anyways, apart from an appearance in Moon Lovers: Scarlet Heart Ryeo (which I don’t remember) and the movie Midnight Runners (which I don’t remember) I haven’t seen anything with her before. I really liked Sol. I think she was a really good casting fit for the role, and I also liked that she worked with a different kind of sculpturing, using blocks of concrete (I believe?) to make a more abstract work than for example Na Bi. It was nice having different characters with different vibes around in the workshop, and I particularly liked how at ease Sol was with herself. She’d already accepted that she was in love with Ji Wan, and so even when that guy started making advances, it took her a while to even acknowledge what he was trying to do, because she literally didn’t look at anyone else. I thought it was really strong of her to just come out with her feelings to Ji Wan when she did, she didn’t keep it a secret per se, and she also wasn’t scared of how Ji Wan would react. The way she started smiling when she realized Ji Wan had already accepted her feelings but was just worrying about being able to maintain their friendship, was really sweet. I also liked her style, she seemed like a really chill person to be around and she also knew when to be there for her friends and when to keep a distance. The number of times she meaningfully tapped Ji Wan on the shoulder to shut up when she’d run her mouth about Jae Eon when Na Bi was present… Like, I don’t even know if she really understood what was going on between them, but she had enough sense that she knew the topic was sensitive to Na Bi and she supported her friend. I really liked her performance, I hope I can see her in more things in the future!

While Lee Ho Jung reminded me of Kim Go Eun, Yoon Seo Ah occasionally reminded me a bit of Suzy. I’ve only seen her in True Beauty, where she was the younger version of the FL’s older sister, but I don’t really remember her from there. She made a much bigger impact on me in this series, I think it was a really nice showcase for her. Ji Wan isn’t in the same class as Na Bi and the others, but I do think she is enrolled in the same arts programme – I remember her asking Sol to sit for a reference portrait somewhere in the beginning of the series. Through her reaction after seeing Sol with a guy and consistently being disappointed after finding out her friend is not telling her things, like whether or not she’s planning to study abroad, it was clear from the start that she wasn’t just concerned about her as her best friend, there was something more there. In the beginning, I had the feeling that Sol’s feelings towards her were still unrequited, and that she would’ve had to come out to Ji Wan, but then Ji Wan also started acting like that and I was like, ‘well, at least this will make it less dramatic as they’re both already on the same page’. When she initially walked away after Sol’s confession, I was a bit surprised, but I didn’t think it was because she was appalled by the fact that her best friend was in love with her – I had the idea that she was also very aware of her own feelings, but that she still needed to accept them fully before giving her an answer. Turns out, it wasn’t even that, she just became scared of ruining their friendship by overthinking it! I get it! No, but seriously, I was really happy to see a couple consisting of two girls be featured in such an important side story. The only thing I would’ve wanted to see in addition was a kiss between them, because then it would’ve truly felt like they were depicting it as they depicted any of the relationships in the story. But this was a big step in itself, so we’re on the right track. Ji Wan’s pettiness in the beginning, when that guy came with Sol to their campus festival, was the only thing that briefly made me go😖but still it wasn’t enough to really touch my buttons. I still liked her character a lot. It was fun seeing all these new and refreshing characters who all got along so well.

I didn’t even realize I recognized Jung Jae Kwang, but he was one of the patients in It’s Okay to Not Be Okay. I remember him being the alcohol addict who tried to elope with a girl, lol. Anyways, I really liked Gyung Joon’s character, he was such a sincere guy and I loved how he just turned into this caring husband figure to Min Young. In that final episode scene where she ran out to make it to a job interview and he came running after her in his apron, being all like, ‘Min Young, you forgot your sweets! You always start craving sweets when you get nervous!’, that was so precious. They were such an underrated couple, and nothing concluding even happened between them, but I loved their scenes together so much. He was a really nice addition to the supporting cast, I liked him a lot.

Han Eu Ddeum occasionally reminded me a bit of MAMAMOO’s Solar. She’s so pretty! I can’t say I’m surprised that she’s a model. Then again, it was really nice to see this other side of her, the sitting-on-the-couch-eating-snacks-and-farting-while-watching-TV side. I found out I saw her before as the FL’s younger sister in Valid Love, which is from 2014, and she hasn’t done any other drama series in-between that and this.😮 She is in Celebrity, though, and I’m going to watch that one day, so at least I’ll have that to look forward to. I loved how Min Young kept being flustered by Gyung Joon, but she never turned tsundere or pushed him away, she just accepted the natural flow of their developing relationship and she always accepted his gestures of kindness. I would’ve liked to see their relationship come to a fulfilling confirmation, but on the other hand, we can basically assume that they ended up together. I was surprised because I initially didn’t expect these two to get their own love story, but I liked how Min Young suddenly got into that crisis and how this opened up all sorts of possibilities for her that eventually made her realize she wanted to stay at Gyung Joon’s house. They were very sweet together.

I really liked Seo Jae Hee as the professor. I recently saw her in Twenty-Five Twenty-One, where she had a considerably large supporting role, and while I can’t deny the strict type suits her very well, it was nice to see a warmer and more concerned role of her as the students’ professor. I loved how she genuinely worried about Na Bi’s progress, and I think she might’ve even noticed about some side things that her students were dealing with, because she kept telling Na Bi not to let herself get distracted too much, and in the end she told her to just live, laugh and like whoever the hell she wanted, so that was nice. I don’t think her role even had a name, she’s just credited everywhere as ‘Professor’, but she still deserves a shoutout because she was an underdog important character in Na Bi’s journey through her semester.

I also want to give one final shoutout to Yoon Sa Bong for her lovely portrayal of Na Bi’s aunt. I’ve only seen her before as slightly vexing characters, such as in Arthdal Chronicles. I see she’s also credited in a bunch of other series I’ve seen, like Shopping King Louie, Tomorrow With You, Fight For My Way and The Sound of Magic, but most of those I don’t really remember. She made the biggest lingering impression on me in Arthdal, so that’s what I’m basing most of my references on. It was so nice to see her as such a genuinely sweet aunt to Na Bi, it really made me want to hug her. It was nice to see her portray a character type I hadn’t seen of her before, so that was a nice change.

To finish off with some nice guest appearances of favorite actors: Seo Jung Yeon as Jae Eon’s mother, Ahn Se Ha as Do Hyuk’s noodle restaurant chef and Kim Min Gyu as a random guy in the Internet café who made Bit Na realize that Gyu Hyun’s perspective on dating wasn’t actually that crazy. It’s always nice to see familiar faces pop up like that, they always make me go ‘Heeeey I know you 😃😃’. It was nice to see them.

And with that I think I can conclude my review on Nevertheless,. Speaking of the title, by the way, I liked how they consistently incorporated it in every episode title. Every episode title had the same rhythm to it, with the ‘nevertheless…’ part at the end of the sentence, and only the final episode had the ‘nevertheless…’ part at the beginning of the sentence. Episode titles sometimes tend to be quite poetic and ambiguous, but since ‘algoitjiman…’ is such a colloquial phrase in Korean, it made every episode title sound very simple yet straight to the point.
I ended up enjoying this series more than I expected, to be honest. I was prepared to have my heart broken and to be annoyed out of my mind by indecisive youths who couldn’t make up their minds about relationships, but it actually turned out much more edgy and realistic than I’d anticipated. There was next to no unnecessary drama, everyone just dealt with their own stuff while maintaining solid, loyal friendships, and I even ended up debating about the definition of a ‘red flag relationship’. I liked how diverse and relatable all the characters were and how the story shows different kinds of romantic relationships with different types of couple dynamics. Every side story was interesting, everyone contributed something to the story and the series itself, in terms of cinematography, looked really good. I really enjoyed watching it. It was also refreshing to hear youngsters talk about smoking and sex like it’s the most normal thing in the world, and not making it a taboo topic like many series do.

The main story features a very unconventional relationship, and I thought I’d be much more defensive about it, but I actually found myself getting addicted to the main actors’ chemistry. I honestly think I could watch this again when I’m in the mood for something spicy, lol. I can’t help but feel like I have a similar opinion as when I watched Love Alarm – I’ve seen so many negative reviews about how bad the ending is and how it’s even a ‘waste of time’, and I’m like, what are you complaining about now? What’s not to your liking? I was honestly glad that Na Bi and Jae Eon ended up together, as there was literally no other option and their feelings for each other were undeniable, so what’s problematic about them ending up together? I’ll be on the defending team for this drama, that’s all I’m saying.

Now I’m going on to another, long-awaited series that I’m really curious about. It’s from 2019 and it’s going to be a back-to-back episode series, which I haven’t had in a while. I’ll probably be able to finish it within this month, so stay tuned for the next review!

Until then, bye-bee! ^^